A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

The rain outside the car began to gradually decrease at some point, but the atmosphere inside the car was unusually quiet.During the period of waiting for the rain to subside, none of us spoke a word, as if the time was frozen, and the silence was terrifying.

The car started slowly, and I stared out of the window without squinting, my heart was full of thoughts, but I couldn't match An Jinnian's moment of silence.I lost this seemingly outrageous, but in fact willful, gamble, completely defeated.Because, from the beginning to the end, An Jinnian never showed a single expression that didn't match his face.From the beginning to the end, it is still just my self-righteousness.

Even though I was unwilling in every possible way, the facts proved that he was really slowly letting go, letting go of our past, and the love that I regarded as a fairy tale.

Cinderella in the fairy tale lost her Prince Charming after all.

When the car stopped, it had already reached the gate of Yu Jin's home.Outside the car, it was still drizzling.I opened the door and got out of the car, looked at An Jinnian on the seat in front of me, pursed my lips, wanted to speak, but didn't want to just bow my head so easily.In the end, he could only swallow the words that came to his mouth.

Then, as if nothing had happened, he said, "Thank you, Mr. An, for sending me back."

I have written this kind of scene countless times in the book, but I never thought that one day, the scene will reappear and actually happen to me.

I suppressed my emotions and forced the impulse in my heart to prevail.Willfulness is sometimes the same as impulsiveness, and it is also a devil.Because, it will also pull you to the proud side, going farther and farther.

An Jinnian ignored my thanks, and only left me with a cold profile, he didn't even bother to turn his head, his face was calm and unmoved, as if he had done this kind of thing countless times.Therefore, when it is used on me, it will be so handy.

My heart tightened suddenly, I closed the car door, took one last look at his cold and arrogant side face, turned around silently, and left.

……

"You don't want to take a look." After Lin Xi left, Mu Yuan worriedly rolled down the car window and looked back. Finally, he looked back at An Jinnian in disbelief, "You're really willing to let go."

An Jinnian closed her eyes lightly, "Let's go."

Mu Yuan persuaded earnestly, "If you can't let go, go and persuade her to come back. What's more, there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain. You still have time, maybe there will be hope when the time comes!" Mu Yuan was a bystander. , it is really hard to agree with An Jinnian's approach.If it were him, he would definitely have a vigorous love and cherish the rest of the time.

But when it comes to An Jinnian, everything is reversed, not only making himself miserable, but also making the other party miserable.Sometimes Mu Yuan feels that An Jinnian is going too far, since he loves her, why not give him some leeway.Maybe in the future, there will be a chance to turn around.

A look of pain flashed across An Jinnian's face, "I can't afford to gamble, and I can't gamble, she deserves someone better to protect her for the rest of her life." Her voice was shallow, without any waves.

An Jinnian knew that once he let go, he and Lin Xi would really have nothing to do with each other.With Lin Xi's paranoid temperament, the relationship between them has come to an imperfect end.Even though his heart was full of reluctance, he didn't want to gamble with Lin Xi's life. He would rather have her live a heartless life than do something shocking for him.

Since they are doomed to have nothing to do with each other, then, it is better to let go early and give each other a way out.

Mu Yuan started the car and sighed, "Hey, you guys are too stubborn. If you have a good relationship, you have to fight it to death. When you really lose it, you will regret it."

can you?Maybe it will.An Jinnian's eyes wandered to the outside of the car window, and nothing but coldness remained on his calm face.

……

I trotted all the way into the elevator, letting the rain wet my hair and clothes, like a wayward child, pouted stubbornly, not wanting the tears in my eyes to flow down.

With red eyes, I saw my miserable appearance from the reflection wall in the elevator. For some reason, the sadness in my heart swelled, and the coolness of the wet clothes on my body reached my heart.Want to cry, but dare not, want to laugh, but don't match the scene.

When she got home, Xu Yan was lying on the sofa with a mask on, humming and singing softly.It seems that I am in a good mood.

Seeing me coming back, she was shocked, she hurriedly tore off the mask on her face, and jokingly said, "What are you doing, Lin Xi, go out and make it like this, you were robbed halfway, or you were robbed."

I took off my coat in a daze, threw it on the sofa, and walked straight to the bedroom in a daze, neither explaining nor answering Xu Yan's question.

Xu Yan panicked and jumped up from the sofa. She didn't even bother to put on her shoes. With her bare feet, she stepped forward and took my hand, "Hey... Lin Xi, you're obsessed again."

"Well, I'm obsessed." I agreed, followed Xu Yan to the sofa and sat down, looking tired.

There are so many things that happened today that I am still in a state of confusion, and my mind is even more chaotic.The good mood before going out is in stark contrast to the downcast after returning home.I can't even explain where the unreasonable quarrel with An Jinnian just now came from.Mingming just wanted to play a little temper and make him notice her.

In the end, huh, huh... directly became parted ways.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Xu Yan's natural gossip was ignited, "Tell me...how did you become obsessed."

I gave her a blank look, and I really didn't want to talk to her, why every time I look depressed, the first thing my best friend and best friend thinks of is not to comfort me, but to probe my privacy.

Moreover, it is still the state of not giving up until the goal is reached.

I continued to roll my eyes, "Xu Yan, your gloating expression will make me mistakenly think that you are here to see my joke."

"Haha...how come, I don't care about you." Xu Yan was embarrassed. "Besides, look at you, what have you become?" She said, reaching out to stroke my forehead that was wet by rain. Messy hair "Look at this hair, it's all knotted, and your face is too ugly. If nothing happened to you, I wouldn't believe it if you were killed."

Sure enough, the topic went around for a long time, but he still couldn't escape the trap set by Xu Yan.With her many years of paparazzi experience, there is nothing she can't get out of.

I compromised, "It's really nothing, I just met An Jinnian." I told the truth, hiding Shen Ke's part.

Xu Yan paused, and asked in disbelief, "Have you met An Jinnian?"

"Yeah." I nodded, and my mind became a little clearer as the matter shifted.

Xu Yan suddenly looked at me excitedly, and the curiosity in her eyes increased, "Wow, you are so destined, so we can meet each other like this."

I looked at Xu Yan suspiciously for two seconds. When An Jinnian was mentioned, she was so happy.In the past, whenever An Jinnian was mentioned, she either despised her or had a bad face, as if she wanted to kill An Jinnian even more than I did.But now, there seems to be something wrong.

After thinking for a long time, I asked, "Have you seen An Jinnian today?"

Xu Yan was shocked by my words, she shook her head again and again, "No, no, how could I meet him, you think too much, think too much..."

I thought about it, "Then why are you so weird? Besides, you are so happy when you mention An Jinnian. You shouldn't be hiding anything from me."

"No, no..." Xu Yan shook her head again, guilt flashed in her eyes.

I was puzzled, "Then why are you so weird, didn't you hate him the most before?"

Xu Yan laughed and rushed over. "Haha... No way, I suddenly realized that there might be some misunderstanding between you, so I have a better attitude towards him." She dodged her eyes while speaking.

"Oh," I nodded, "then you think there is some misunderstanding."

Based on my understanding of Xu Yan for many years, her behavior at this moment fully proves that she has a ghost in her heart.

"I don't know, that's your business, you can just ask yourself."

"Didn't I learn from you? Maybe you will understand a little more than me."

"Forget it, forget it, don't talk about it, you'd better go take a shower, you're all wet, don't catch a cold." Xu Yan couldn't pretend, and didn't want to continue this topic with me, so she quickly put on her slippers and straight I pushed to the bathroom, "Oh! Go, go, go."

I was half-pushed to the bathroom by her, and the doubts in my heart deepened.I turned my head and continued to stare at Xu Yan for several times, but I couldn't see her returning a look to me, so I had to give up.

Get out of the shower and put on your bathrobe.It was found that the air conditioner in the living room was still on, but Xu Yan's figure disappeared on the sofa.

"Xu Yan, Xu Yan..." I walked to her bedroom door and knocked on the door a few times, but no one answered. "Xu Yan..." Reluctant to give up, I knocked again and again, but still no one answered.

I scolded in a low voice, "Damn Xu Yan, you hide from me so clearly, you must have done something terrible behind my back." I glanced at the door of her room, "Xu Yan, you bastard, you'd better Don't let me catch you, otherwise, hum... I won't let you go."

I stepped on the slippers, gritted my teeth, and reluctantly went back to the room.

At that time, the night outside was already dark, the rain was still falling, and the sound of rain hitting the glass could still be heard in the room from time to time, making me so noisy that I couldn't calm down.

In the afternoon, the scene that happened was still replaying in my mind.Among them, there is also a ridiculous scene of Shen Ke.I suddenly felt at a loss, not knowing how to face Shen Ke and An Jinnian next.

The current relationship between me and An Jinnian has been ruined by myself today, and nothing has been done.If you still want to save it, then I really can't think of a good way except that I am shameless and beg for nothing to post it up.

"Ah..." I yelled and roared in the room, quite annoyed with my impulsiveness in the afternoon, and wished I could slap myself twice while hating myself.

Really, as much entanglement as you want.

As a result, the whole night was wasted by me like this.It wasn't until the next day that the sound of the rain stopped and the sky became slightly brighter that I couldn't restrain my heavy eyelids and fell into a drowsy sleep.