When I got home, Yu Sheng helped carry Xu Yan back to her bedroom. After everything was settled, I asked him to sit down in the living room and made him a cup of tea.
The current Yu Sheng is no longer as happy as when he first came here, perhaps because he has come here more times, and he has gradually become familiar with this place.
He sat on the sofa, crossed his legs, looked at me calmly, without saying a word, as if he wanted to see through my real expression disguised under the mask.
I felt a little guilty when he looked at me, with a fake smile on my face, thanking him like "Yu Sheng, thank you today, if it wasn't for you, I really don't know how to get back."
"It's serious." He smiled faintly, looked away, picked up the teacup on the coffee table, took a sip, and said, "Lin Xi, actually, you don't have to be so polite to me."
"Ah." I looked at him in astonishment, not understanding what he meant.
Yu Sheng looked up at me again with deep eyes, as if he had made up his mind, and said, "Even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends, right?"
I was caught off guard by his sudden confession, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.It seems that he said this sentence last time.
He continued, "During this time, I have understood a lot. I thought, instead of being the object of estrangement in your heart, it is better to be a friend by your side. In this way, I will not regret it for the rest of my life."
When Yu Sheng said this, he was very serious, his usual gentle and shallow smile showed rare seriousness, and he continued, "It's been eight years late between us, Lin Xi, I still miss you after all."
The sadness in Yu Sheng's words spread infinitely, filling the entire living room, even I couldn't help but be led by his words, and my heart was sour.
A person's life, in just a few decades, grows and stands in countless winds and rains, forcing ourselves to become stronger, but even so, our greatest regret is to miss it.
What kind of sadness it is to miss someone you like, presumably only those who have experienced it will understand.
Just like how many times I thought that I would miss An Jinnian, the heartache is hard to add.I think I don't want to miss An Jinnian in my life. Once a person as persistent as me falls in love, he will be deeply trapped in it, and it will be difficult to get out of the claws of memory.
Yu Sheng's words inexplicably brought back the softest part of my heart, including the attachment to An Jinnian these years.
I think, I understand Yu Sheng, after all, our past is so similar.
"Yu Sheng, I hope you can find the person who is worth your whole life waiting for." I softened my tone and expressed my sincere blessing.
I don't pride myself on having more and more people chasing around me like other girls do.On the contrary, I will be bored with it, and once I meet the person I love, I will automatically shield and cut off the flowers and plants around me.
Because, I hope, I can love someone consistently, from the beginning to the end, without any impurities and things that will spoil our relationship.
Love is beautiful, and it deserves to be sacrificed in a lifetime.At the same time, it is cruel, it will make you gradually from disappointment to despair, and finally, give up quietly.
"Well, thank you..." Yu Sheng's face flashed unnaturally, as if he had exhausted his life's courage when he said these words.
Eight years, it's hard for me to imagine, in the past eight years, how Yu Sheng has always liked me during those long years.Is it worth it to be so persistent just for a person whom you met in a hurry?
I chatted with Yu Sheng for a while, based on the answer I wanted to know, I got it from him.So at this moment, my heart has settled down a little.
"Lin Xi, I want to ask you a question." After wandering for a long time, Yu Sheng asked.
I looked up at him, "What's the problem."
"Why do you love An Jinnian?" Yu Sheng asked in a gentle and slow tone, without delay.
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to ask such a question suddenly, I opened my mouth for a long time, not knowing how to answer.
"Why, I don't want to say." He hooked his lips and raised a curve.
"No," I deny immediately, a little embarrassed by the subject. "Maybe it's because when I first met him, everything about him was just right." I said it seriously, carefully considering every word in my heart before I uttered it.
"Okay," Yu Sheng got up and said, "It's not too early, you go to bed early, I should go too." After he finished speaking, he leaned down, stretched out his hands and hugged me calmly, as if he really let go , whispered in my ear, "Lin Xi, thank you for letting me love you for so many years."
His words made my heart tremble, and I was inexplicably touched for no reason. It seemed that I had heard it somewhere before, and the familiarity gradually became stronger.
"Okay, Lin Xi, see you tomorrow." He left me a very meaningful smile, then turned around and left gracefully, the tall figure walked away lonely and slowly disappeared from my eyes.
I recalled what he said just now, and couldn't get back to my senses for a long time.
In the urban hospital in Jiangzhou City, An Jinnian was lying on a hospital bed with a sickly face. He had just come out of Yunque Palace, and his physical strength was obviously exhausted, and his pale face was bloodless.
Mu Yuan stomped back and forth in front of the hospital bed, scolding An Jinnian, "An Jinnian, do you take your body seriously? I told you to stop messing around, and you still go out without permission every day, do you know I know, if this continues, your life will be gone." Mu Yuan looked at An Jinnian angrily, wishing to tie him to the hospital bed with a rope, and see if he dared to go out in the future.
Last time, because Shen Ke came to provoke trouble for no reason, he was complacent and thought he had watched a good show.As a result, as soon as Shen Ke left, he cried.
Because An Jinnian's condition worsened again, he had no choice but to send An Jinnian to the hospital.
After so many troubles, Mu Yuan became very familiar with the doctors in the hospital. Every time he came to the hospital, he would definitely suffer from the doctor's anger and growl.
Mu Yuan himself felt wronged, obviously he didn't do anything, but he was always the one who was scolded in the end.For this reason, he really wanted to catch An Jinnian and beat him up, so as to calm down the resentment in his heart.
An Jinnian looked at Mu Yuan silently, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and his smile was unclear.
"What to look at, what's interesting." Seeing An Jinnian like this, Mu Yuan became even angrier. "I am also a dignified seven-foot man, not to mention being bound by your side every day, apart from worrying about your daily life, I am fine now, and I also worry about your relationship.
He said, sitting down angrily, with a somewhat helpless look, "I don't care, you can see how you can compensate me."
"Well, it's time to make up for it." An Jinnian said solemnly, "If it weren't for Young Master Mu, my little life would have been lost."
"That's right." Mu Yuan raised her head arrogantly, "I didn't brag, if you hadn't come back and brought me this time, you might not know what you are now."
"Yes, yes, yes, you have contributed the most, that's fine." An Jinnian's eyes were full of smiles, and even the eyes that looked at Mu Yuan were a little gentler than usual.
Today, he was indeed careless.
Since he came back from Beijing last time, he has been in poor health, unable to stand the cold or the wind.Usually when Mu Yuan is by his side, he always chatters and doesn't let him go out.Occasionally, when he went out, he would always be followed by a group of servants in the dark, for fear that something might happen to him.
For this reason, An Jinnian laughed at Mu Yuan countless times.However, the facts proved that when Mu Yuan was not around, his luck was extremely bad, and all kinds of accidents would happen if he was not careful.
Especially the day when I came back from Beijing last time and was about to announce my identity.
He didn't expect to see Lin Xi at the scene, let alone Lin Xi's reaction after knowing the truth.Out of worry, he ran all the way with Lin Xi, his weak body was hit by the cold wind, and after taking off his coat, his body was even colder.
Fortunately, Mu Yuan arrived in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.
Because of that incident, he was hospitalized overnight, but he had to attend the succession meeting of An's Group's president and interviews with reporters the next day.The consequences of the accumulation of the illness were even more serious, which led to him staying in the hospital for many days in a row.
An Jinnian felt that his ability to kill was no less than those unlucky ghosts in TV dramas.But people can only say it's unlucky, but he did it himself.
"Hmph... as long as you know." Mu Yuan curled his lips displeased. "Let me tell you, Alan will return to China the day after tomorrow. Because of your self-harm, Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann can't sit still. It is estimated that he will return to China in two days. You should be mentally prepared first." Mu Yuan calmly said The news was announced.
"What?" An Jinnian was shocked and complained, "Why didn't you say it earlier."
"You can't live without committing crimes. This time, I'll see how you mess around." Mu Yuan raised his eyebrows proudly, feeling uncomfortable.
He just loves to see An Jinnian's deflated appearance, so for so many years, An Jinnian has always dominated him.
"Mu Yuan..." An Jinnian roared out the name weakly, "Believe it or not..."
"Ah, don't... I won't follow your example now. Besides, my parents will come back with Uncle An and Aunt An this time, so I'm not afraid of you." Mu Yuan dismissed An Jinnian's threat.
"That's right, the wings are hard." An Jinnian changed his position and lay down, twitched the corners of his mouth, and showed a faint smile calmly.
"Hmph..." Mu Yuan snorted coldly, and stubbornly turned his head away, unwilling to waste any more time with An Jinnian.
"Is there any news about the bait you threw out?" An Jinnian asked, changing the subject.
Mu Yuan heard the sound and turned around, "Yes, someone came to inquire about Qin Xiao's news yesterday, and my subordinates reported that it was a woman."
"Woman?" An Jinnian frowned, lost in thought. "any left."
"Not for now." Mu Yuan shook his head. "Speaking of which, if you act in the name of Qin Xiao, will it arouse suspicion? It's been less than half a month, and there is no news at all."
"Who said no, didn't you just say that there is another woman? This may not be a breakthrough."
"Maybe people are just asking casually!"
"Do you have a photo?"
"No." Mu Yuan continued to shake his head.
"Then wait, you will always wait." An Jinnian lowered his eyes, and there was only endless chill on his cold and pale face.
An Jinnian knew that he couldn't wait any longer, and if he wasted any longer, he would only be wasting his own time.For a person whose life is not long, even a minute and a second are precious in his eyes.
The current Yu Sheng is no longer as happy as when he first came here, perhaps because he has come here more times, and he has gradually become familiar with this place.
He sat on the sofa, crossed his legs, looked at me calmly, without saying a word, as if he wanted to see through my real expression disguised under the mask.
I felt a little guilty when he looked at me, with a fake smile on my face, thanking him like "Yu Sheng, thank you today, if it wasn't for you, I really don't know how to get back."
"It's serious." He smiled faintly, looked away, picked up the teacup on the coffee table, took a sip, and said, "Lin Xi, actually, you don't have to be so polite to me."
"Ah." I looked at him in astonishment, not understanding what he meant.
Yu Sheng looked up at me again with deep eyes, as if he had made up his mind, and said, "Even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends, right?"
I was caught off guard by his sudden confession, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.It seems that he said this sentence last time.
He continued, "During this time, I have understood a lot. I thought, instead of being the object of estrangement in your heart, it is better to be a friend by your side. In this way, I will not regret it for the rest of my life."
When Yu Sheng said this, he was very serious, his usual gentle and shallow smile showed rare seriousness, and he continued, "It's been eight years late between us, Lin Xi, I still miss you after all."
The sadness in Yu Sheng's words spread infinitely, filling the entire living room, even I couldn't help but be led by his words, and my heart was sour.
A person's life, in just a few decades, grows and stands in countless winds and rains, forcing ourselves to become stronger, but even so, our greatest regret is to miss it.
What kind of sadness it is to miss someone you like, presumably only those who have experienced it will understand.
Just like how many times I thought that I would miss An Jinnian, the heartache is hard to add.I think I don't want to miss An Jinnian in my life. Once a person as persistent as me falls in love, he will be deeply trapped in it, and it will be difficult to get out of the claws of memory.
Yu Sheng's words inexplicably brought back the softest part of my heart, including the attachment to An Jinnian these years.
I think, I understand Yu Sheng, after all, our past is so similar.
"Yu Sheng, I hope you can find the person who is worth your whole life waiting for." I softened my tone and expressed my sincere blessing.
I don't pride myself on having more and more people chasing around me like other girls do.On the contrary, I will be bored with it, and once I meet the person I love, I will automatically shield and cut off the flowers and plants around me.
Because, I hope, I can love someone consistently, from the beginning to the end, without any impurities and things that will spoil our relationship.
Love is beautiful, and it deserves to be sacrificed in a lifetime.At the same time, it is cruel, it will make you gradually from disappointment to despair, and finally, give up quietly.
"Well, thank you..." Yu Sheng's face flashed unnaturally, as if he had exhausted his life's courage when he said these words.
Eight years, it's hard for me to imagine, in the past eight years, how Yu Sheng has always liked me during those long years.Is it worth it to be so persistent just for a person whom you met in a hurry?
I chatted with Yu Sheng for a while, based on the answer I wanted to know, I got it from him.So at this moment, my heart has settled down a little.
"Lin Xi, I want to ask you a question." After wandering for a long time, Yu Sheng asked.
I looked up at him, "What's the problem."
"Why do you love An Jinnian?" Yu Sheng asked in a gentle and slow tone, without delay.
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to ask such a question suddenly, I opened my mouth for a long time, not knowing how to answer.
"Why, I don't want to say." He hooked his lips and raised a curve.
"No," I deny immediately, a little embarrassed by the subject. "Maybe it's because when I first met him, everything about him was just right." I said it seriously, carefully considering every word in my heart before I uttered it.
"Okay," Yu Sheng got up and said, "It's not too early, you go to bed early, I should go too." After he finished speaking, he leaned down, stretched out his hands and hugged me calmly, as if he really let go , whispered in my ear, "Lin Xi, thank you for letting me love you for so many years."
His words made my heart tremble, and I was inexplicably touched for no reason. It seemed that I had heard it somewhere before, and the familiarity gradually became stronger.
"Okay, Lin Xi, see you tomorrow." He left me a very meaningful smile, then turned around and left gracefully, the tall figure walked away lonely and slowly disappeared from my eyes.
I recalled what he said just now, and couldn't get back to my senses for a long time.
In the urban hospital in Jiangzhou City, An Jinnian was lying on a hospital bed with a sickly face. He had just come out of Yunque Palace, and his physical strength was obviously exhausted, and his pale face was bloodless.
Mu Yuan stomped back and forth in front of the hospital bed, scolding An Jinnian, "An Jinnian, do you take your body seriously? I told you to stop messing around, and you still go out without permission every day, do you know I know, if this continues, your life will be gone." Mu Yuan looked at An Jinnian angrily, wishing to tie him to the hospital bed with a rope, and see if he dared to go out in the future.
Last time, because Shen Ke came to provoke trouble for no reason, he was complacent and thought he had watched a good show.As a result, as soon as Shen Ke left, he cried.
Because An Jinnian's condition worsened again, he had no choice but to send An Jinnian to the hospital.
After so many troubles, Mu Yuan became very familiar with the doctors in the hospital. Every time he came to the hospital, he would definitely suffer from the doctor's anger and growl.
Mu Yuan himself felt wronged, obviously he didn't do anything, but he was always the one who was scolded in the end.For this reason, he really wanted to catch An Jinnian and beat him up, so as to calm down the resentment in his heart.
An Jinnian looked at Mu Yuan silently, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and his smile was unclear.
"What to look at, what's interesting." Seeing An Jinnian like this, Mu Yuan became even angrier. "I am also a dignified seven-foot man, not to mention being bound by your side every day, apart from worrying about your daily life, I am fine now, and I also worry about your relationship.
He said, sitting down angrily, with a somewhat helpless look, "I don't care, you can see how you can compensate me."
"Well, it's time to make up for it." An Jinnian said solemnly, "If it weren't for Young Master Mu, my little life would have been lost."
"That's right." Mu Yuan raised her head arrogantly, "I didn't brag, if you hadn't come back and brought me this time, you might not know what you are now."
"Yes, yes, yes, you have contributed the most, that's fine." An Jinnian's eyes were full of smiles, and even the eyes that looked at Mu Yuan were a little gentler than usual.
Today, he was indeed careless.
Since he came back from Beijing last time, he has been in poor health, unable to stand the cold or the wind.Usually when Mu Yuan is by his side, he always chatters and doesn't let him go out.Occasionally, when he went out, he would always be followed by a group of servants in the dark, for fear that something might happen to him.
For this reason, An Jinnian laughed at Mu Yuan countless times.However, the facts proved that when Mu Yuan was not around, his luck was extremely bad, and all kinds of accidents would happen if he was not careful.
Especially the day when I came back from Beijing last time and was about to announce my identity.
He didn't expect to see Lin Xi at the scene, let alone Lin Xi's reaction after knowing the truth.Out of worry, he ran all the way with Lin Xi, his weak body was hit by the cold wind, and after taking off his coat, his body was even colder.
Fortunately, Mu Yuan arrived in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.
Because of that incident, he was hospitalized overnight, but he had to attend the succession meeting of An's Group's president and interviews with reporters the next day.The consequences of the accumulation of the illness were even more serious, which led to him staying in the hospital for many days in a row.
An Jinnian felt that his ability to kill was no less than those unlucky ghosts in TV dramas.But people can only say it's unlucky, but he did it himself.
"Hmph... as long as you know." Mu Yuan curled his lips displeased. "Let me tell you, Alan will return to China the day after tomorrow. Because of your self-harm, Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann can't sit still. It is estimated that he will return to China in two days. You should be mentally prepared first." Mu Yuan calmly said The news was announced.
"What?" An Jinnian was shocked and complained, "Why didn't you say it earlier."
"You can't live without committing crimes. This time, I'll see how you mess around." Mu Yuan raised his eyebrows proudly, feeling uncomfortable.
He just loves to see An Jinnian's deflated appearance, so for so many years, An Jinnian has always dominated him.
"Mu Yuan..." An Jinnian roared out the name weakly, "Believe it or not..."
"Ah, don't... I won't follow your example now. Besides, my parents will come back with Uncle An and Aunt An this time, so I'm not afraid of you." Mu Yuan dismissed An Jinnian's threat.
"That's right, the wings are hard." An Jinnian changed his position and lay down, twitched the corners of his mouth, and showed a faint smile calmly.
"Hmph..." Mu Yuan snorted coldly, and stubbornly turned his head away, unwilling to waste any more time with An Jinnian.
"Is there any news about the bait you threw out?" An Jinnian asked, changing the subject.
Mu Yuan heard the sound and turned around, "Yes, someone came to inquire about Qin Xiao's news yesterday, and my subordinates reported that it was a woman."
"Woman?" An Jinnian frowned, lost in thought. "any left."
"Not for now." Mu Yuan shook his head. "Speaking of which, if you act in the name of Qin Xiao, will it arouse suspicion? It's been less than half a month, and there is no news at all."
"Who said no, didn't you just say that there is another woman? This may not be a breakthrough."
"Maybe people are just asking casually!"
"Do you have a photo?"
"No." Mu Yuan continued to shake his head.
"Then wait, you will always wait." An Jinnian lowered his eyes, and there was only endless chill on his cold and pale face.
An Jinnian knew that he couldn't wait any longer, and if he wasted any longer, he would only be wasting his own time.For a person whose life is not long, even a minute and a second are precious in his eyes.
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