A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

It is the beginning of spring, and the weather in the south is cold and humid, and there will be light rain every two days.

Just like me now, stepping on high heels, running on the deserted street, bearing the baptism of the cold wind.His body was bruised and purple from the cold, and his face was flushed.At some point in the sky, a light rain began to fall. It was as cool as ice, and the drizzle was continuous.

The hair was already wet by the gentle drizzle, and a thin layer of water mist formed on the face, dripping down from the face, making it hard to tell whether it was rain or tears.

On both sides of the road, the lights stretched into the distance, illuminating the desolation of the whole place.

An Jinnian ran from behind, took my hand, and said in a low voice, "Lin Xi, go back and stop making trouble." His body was already wet from the rain, and the sloping bangs on his forehead were glistening with rainwater. , slowly falling on his face, An Jinnian, who was always cold and calm, now, his face was pale and weak, he was pulling me, and even his voice seemed so panicked.

Perhaps it was because after learning the truth, the negative emotions hidden in my heart finally broke out.Or maybe it was because An Jinnian was still so indifferent when he learned that I knew the truth, the evil fire in his heart couldn't stop coming out, and he wanted to drag him, just standing in the rain like this.

"I'm making trouble," I yelled at him, "An Jinnian, you actually said I was making trouble."

He took my hand, took two steps forward with some difficulty, lowered his voice and said, "Lin Xi, I was wrong, let me take you back, okay?"

"Not good, not good..." I felt wronged and anxious, tears streaming from the corners of my eyes.Tears with a warm breath and rain fell to the corner of his mouth, bitter again and again.

"Hey, be good, okay, I'll explain this to you later." An Jinnian took off his coat and put it on me again. "Hey, put it on, I will feel bad if it freezes."

I looked up at him, my eyes dim with tears, as if I saw An Jinnian again, who came here on snow early in the morning because he was afraid that I would catch the cold, just to give me hand warmers.Back then, he was also so gentle, doting and caring for me.

I didn't struggle, watching him carefully put on my coat, his nose sore, tears welled up, "Jin Nian..." I called his name softly.

"Hmm." He responded.

I threw myself into his arms, sobbing softly, "Why, why did you leave me behind for so many years."

He didn't answer, just pursed his lips tightly, showing pain on his face.He seemed to be trying his best to endure something, his frowning face was paler than ever before.

I climbed onto his neck with both hands, and buried my whole head in his arms. The bruises on my body had long been numb and lost the ability to sense temperature.If it wasn't for the warmth of An Jinnian's chest, I would suspect that I had been frozen.

"Let's go back." He took my waist and gently pulled my hand off his neck. "Don't freeze."

I was trembling and wanted to struggle, but my hands and feet were numb from the cold and I couldn't exert any strength.

I can only let him hold me and walk back step by step.

Along the way, An Jinnian's lips were tightly pressed together, and he never said a word.I was so sadly immersed in my own emotions that I didn't realize at all that An Jinnian leaned over at some point, leaning against me and walking slowly.

I didn't find anything wrong with it, and I still rubbed my head against his arms from time to time.But if I am willing to look up at this moment, I will definitely find that, in fact, he has been relying on me to have the strength to walk.

When he was still a few steps away from Yunque Palace, he saw a black figure running in a hurry, with a coat hooked around his right elbow.

As soon as he saw An Jinnian, his expression changed immediately, he hurriedly opened the coat in his hand, walked over to put it on for An Jinnian, and while putting it on, he still kept nagging, "My uncle, why are you messing around again? I don't know what my body is like." ?"

An Jinnian grabbed the hem of his clothes and tilted his weight over it.

Feeling a lightness on my body, I came back to my senses, looked up at the person standing behind An Jinnian, raised my eyebrows lightly, and asked, "What do you mean by that?"

"I..." He was about to answer.

An Jinnian interrupted beforehand, "It's okay, he was just joking."

I glanced at the two suspiciously, and finally fell back on the man in black behind An Jinnian.

This is an extremely evil and charming man, with a pair of captivating fox eyes. The light smile that filled the corner of his mouth at that moment was like a shadowless silk thread, which could easily stick to passers-by, making people addicted Among them, unable to extricate themselves.

"His name is Mu Yuan, and he's a friend I met abroad." An Jin said in a young, weak voice.

"What's wrong with you." I finally realized something was wrong and looked at the two with strange eyes.

An Jinnian shook his head and chuckled, "I'm fine,"

I still had doubts, and looked at the two of them with deeper eyes, "Really."

He nodded, "It's really all right." He straightened his back, calmly detached from the body called Mu Yuan, pulled me, and asked with concern, "Is it cold?"

As the temperature picked up, the jacket on my body also became warm, and I felt the cold running around my body, and I couldn't help shivering on the spot. "It's okay." yes.

"Go and get the car, we'll take her back." An Jinnian said to Mu Yuan behind him.

Mu Yuan glanced at An Jinnian worriedly, and finally left angrily under An Jinnian's cold eyes.

"You have been abroad for the past few years." As soon as Mu Yuan left, I couldn't wait to ask.

An Jinnian nodded, "Yes."

"Then why did you leave without saying goodbye?" I still refused to give up on this question.This is the only truth I have wanted to know for so many years.

"You'll find out later, just not now, trust me."

"Okay." I asked again, "Then why did you hide your identity from me? I remember you said you were from Shanghai."

He shook his head helplessly, and explained, "I went to university in Shanghai, and then I returned to Jiangzhou because of you. As for my identity, I never thought of hiding it from you, but I never had the opportunity to tell you about it afterwards."

"Really?" I asked in disbelief.

He still nodded, "Well, really."

"That's good." I pulled my coat and asked the next question, "Then why didn't you even say hello last time in Beijing, and just left." The sentence was still sharp, as if it was a bit incomprehensible The meaning of unstoppable purpose.

"I..." Now, a trace of uneasiness finally appeared on his face, and he hesitated to answer.

"Jin Nian, Lin Xi, so you are here." Shen Ke came out of Yunque Palace, a flash of surprise flashed across his face, "It's so cold outside, what are you doing here, go in quickly."

Still angry, I gave him a blank look, curled my lips and didn't answer.

He thought what I said before was just a joke, how could such a serious person like me do something to slap himself in the face, hum, don't talk about friends, even ordinary friends don't have to do it.

With a pale face, An Jinnian managed to squeeze out a smile and replied, "No, I'm about to send Lin Xi back."

Shen Ke looked at me for two seconds, as if nothing happened, "Do you want me to take you back?"

An Jinnian refused, "No need." His cold tone showed his position. "I'll just send Lin Xi off."

Just at this time, Mu Yuan drove over, breaking the awkward situation of the three of us getting along.

Mu Yuan rolled down the car window, honked the car horn, and stuck his head out, "Jin Nian, let's go."

An Jinnian glanced at Shen Ke coldly, then pulled me into the car without looking back.

Shen Ke shouted unwillingly behind him, "Lin Xi, I'll wait for you."

The three nonsensical words made me unsteady who had just gotten into the car, and almost fell on my head against the car window.

An Jinnian quickly grabbed me and asked, "How is it, are you okay?"

The car started slowly, and Mu Yuan said unwillingly in the driver's seat in front, "What's the matter, could it be that I have a problem with my driving." He then looked back at us.

"Drive your car." An Jinnian said angrily.

Mu Yuan immediately became like an obedient baby, and became quiet.

I looked at An Jinnian in embarrassment, "Don't get me wrong, Shen Ke..."

"I know," he interrupted, adding, "I've seen it all."

"You... saw it." I looked at him in panic, my eyes flashed unsteady, and I quickly explained, "Whether I did it on purpose, I don't know...he would do that." The panic in my tone was probably only I can figure it out myself.

"I know," is still the three words of neither light nor heavy, without too much emotion.

I lowered my head in frustration, feeling sad and trying to restrain myself.

In fact, I really want to ask him, why he is so indifferent to me, so indifferent in my world.If you can't bear it, why give up again.

Since you gave up, why did you keep reappearing in my world, keep treating me well, and then quit cruelly.Always maintain the mode of me chasing him to escape, I running and him chasing.Could it be that if this goes on, can the relationship between us really last long?Or is it that we are no longer lovers.

Yes, this is what I have been wanting to ask for so long.But I dare not, I am afraid that the answer I get will be completely opposite to what I expect in my heart.Then, the thoughts in my heart were completely shattered, and we never communicated with each other forever.

When I was sent home, Xu Yan happened to come back in the middle of the night, and bumped into me.

When Xu Yan saw An Jinnian, her angry eyes almost burst into flames, she turned to look at me, pointed at An Jinnian in the car, and said angrily, "Lin Xi, why are you with him again. "

I timidly took two steps back without answering, I was very clear about Xu Yan's violent temper.At this moment, she should be on the verge of breaking out.

As expected, in the next second, Xu Yan pointed directly at An Jinnian and mocked, "An Jinnian, you forgot what you said last time."

I tugged on Xu Yan's sleeve corner, "Xu Yan..."

"Lin Xi, shut up." She interrupted me mercilessly, and continued to look at An Jinnian, "In this case, you should give my Lin Xi a clear answer, don't make her wait and wait like a fool , Give some sweetness and forget the previous bitterness."

At this moment, An Jinnian had recovered his previous expression, and the pallor on his face had faded a lot.With a pair of cold eyes in his mouth, he slowly rolled up the car window, and said coldly, "Then manage her well and keep her away from me."

I was stunned and stunned. I couldn't believe that this was what An Jinnian said. The person who was considerate to me in the last moment, seemed to be a different person in this second, and said heartless words to me mercilessly. .

Xu Yan was also stunned. She originally wanted to take this opportunity to force An Jinnian, but she didn't expect that she was harassed instead.

"Are you satisfied now?" I left a sentence and ran to the elevator.