A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

Yu Sheng listened quietly without disturbing.

"Afterwards, An Jinnian left quietly. After Lin Xi received the news, he seemed to have lost his soul. He went crazy looking for him, and imprisoned himself in his own world. Including her closest relatives. It wasn't until An Jinnian appeared again that she seemed to come alive suddenly, with a sense of autonomy, knowing what she should do and what she should do."

When Xu Yan said this, her eyes dimmed. "Last time, I helped you because I hoped that Lin Xi could get out of An Jinnian's world, but she said that she would only love An Jinnian in her life. So..." Xu Yan stopped in her tracks. Yu Sheng, I can't help you anymore. Lin Xi has the right to choose, as a friend, as long as she can be happy, I will feel at ease."

"I see." Yu Sheng's eyelids sank. After hearing that part, Lin Xi became crazy and autistic because of An Jinnian's departure.

In the depths of his heart, apart from being shocked or shocked, there was also a hint of heartache mixed in.

But he also understood better that he could never enter Lin Xi's world again.

Mu Yuan, who was following them, was also shocked when he heard these words. He always thought that An Jinnian's efforts and torture for so many years were not worth it.

But now it sounds like the truth is not as vulgar as he thought.

"En." Xu Yan nodded, "Then let's go back."

"Okay." After hearing Xu Yan's words, Yu Sheng was obviously depressed, his long and narrow phoenix eyelids drooped, and it was hard to see whether he was happy or sad on his face with sharp water chestnut angles.

Xu Yan enlightened him apologetically, "I'm sorry, Yu Sheng, I didn't mean to tell you this."

"It's okay, I know." Yu Sheng's heart was a little heavy, and the corners of his mouth were pursed into a mask, showing no emotion.

"Well, I hope we can still be friends in the future." Xu Yan expressed her deep apology for this.

"Okay." Yu Sheng nodded and stopped talking.The touch deep in his heart still stayed in the scene just now, making his heart ache.

He always felt that when he met Lin Xi again, it must be God's pity for him, so he wanted to get close to Lin Xi, stand closest to her, and accompany her.

In the past eight years, there is a person who has been living in the deepest corner of his heart.

Even if he had a few romantic relationships later on, there was no way to erase Lin Xi's haughty look back then from his mind.

In his spare time, he would think, if he could lower his figure back then and be a little more courageous, then they would not miss each other.

But after all, they still missed each other, there was no room for them to miss, not even a chance to do it all over again.

Yu Sheng closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and the cold wind blew by, messing up the bangs on his forehead, he stopped walking, and raised his eyes to look around.

Suddenly he didn't want to go on anymore. At this moment, he felt inexplicably tired, as if the dream that had been silent in his heart for many years was finally shattered, and before he had time to react, it turned into air and floated to the sky .

"What's the matter, Yu Sheng." Xu Yan realized something was wrong, she also stopped and turned to look at him.

Yu Sheng raised his eyes with difficulty, his face pale. "I'm fine." He said softly, his tone trembling softly, a little quiet among the noisy crowd.

Xu Yan supported him worriedly, "Let me help you and walk together, I always feel that you are weird."

Yu Sheng didn't refuse, because now he didn't even have the courage to take a step forward, his whole heart seemed to be hollowed out by someone, and it made him feel uncomfortable.

I don't know when the fine snowflakes began to float in the sky, blowing every corner of the alley with the howling wind.

"Is it snowing?" Yu Sheng stretched out his hand, and took a snowflake, which felt cold to the touch.

"Hey, it's snowing." Xu Yan was also amazed, she didn't expect to see a heavy snowfall when the New Year was approaching.

As if waking up from a dream, Yu Sheng said, "Let's go."

Xu Yan was still in shock and didn't regain her senses. It wasn't until Yu Sheng walked away that she regained her composure and chased after him. "You wait for me."

Mu Yuan poked his head out from behind a big tree, glanced in front of him, and ran over, "You guys should walk slowly, don't you know that this young master is a road idiot?" Mu Yuan chased after him angrily.

Fortunately, the two did not run too far, and Mu Yuan caught up within a few steps.

Xu Yan stood by Yu Sheng's side and didn't speak, but walked with him silently.

Xu Yan felt somewhat guilty about this, but she had to do so.

The world of love has always been too crowded with three people, and two people are just right.

Mu Yuan followed them all the way to the door of Lin Xi's house, until he saw Yu Sheng and Xu Yan disappearing at the door.Only then did he come out of the dark, write down the address, and then left gracefully.

In the hotel, An Jinnian was still asleep.

When Mu Yuan opened the door and came in, he tiptoed.

He struggled to take off the quilt from the bed, and covered An Jinnian.Sitting cross-legged on the side, he raised his hand to his chin and meditated.

"Where did you go?" An Jinnian's eyes were slightly closed, and his exhausted expression didn't decrease because of his rest, on the contrary, it got worse.

His closed lips opened and closed slightly, and his voice was small, if Mu Yuan hadn't been paying attention to An Jinnian's expression, he might have thought he was hallucinating.

"I didn't go anywhere." Mu Yuan propped his chin with one hand, and replied, "Guess who I met." The next second, he pretended to be mysterious and approached An Jinnian.

An Jinnian raised his eyebrows and remained silent, waiting for Mu Yuan's next words.

Mu Yuan smiled mysteriously, and the corners of his mouth were charming. He took out his phone and turned on the recording.Qiao Xiaoyan glanced at An Jinnian, and then pressed the play button.

The voice on the phone was noisy at first, and then a thin female voice came.

"I remember, when Lin Xi met An Jinnian for the first time, she came back and told me, she said, Xu Yan, I finally found my Prince Charming. At that time, her eyes were full of excitement, like It is the reflection of walking in the darkness all year round, and finally caught a ray of light. So many years later, An Jinnian is still the softest light in her heart."

"Later, An Jinnian left quietly. After Lin Xi received the news, he seemed to have lost his soul. He went crazy looking for him, imprisoned himself in his own world, and did not allow anyone to touch him. Get close, including her closest relatives. It wasn't until An Jinnian appeared again that she seemed to come alive suddenly, with a sense of autonomy, knowing what she should do, what to do."

An Jinnian's eyes flicked open, they were bright, and his heart clenched tightly, bouncing up and down following the words in the recording.On the cold and icy face, no one could see the slightest abnormality, but An Jinnian's heart was already twisted like a knife.

Mu Yuan grinned triumphantly, "Well, this recording is useful, I just recorded it after following your rival in love."

An Jinnian's eyes turned cold, and there was no temperature in his words, "Where have you been?"

Mu Yuan shook his head, "I don't know, I met him while walking anyway, but don't worry, Lin Xi is not here." The chill leaking from An Jinnian's body made Mu Yuan shiver uncontrollably, he shrank his neck, Moved a little back. "Also, I also found out the address of your little girlfriend for you, do you want to?"

"Give it to me." It was still cold without any tone.

Knowing that An Jinnian's patience had reached its limit, Mu Yuan pressed a string of addresses on his phone and sent them to An Jinnian. "I sent it to you. You can decide whether to go or not." He said as he got up and patted his buttocks. "I'm leaving, you think slowly and think."

Mu Yuan's figure disappeared in front of An Jinnian in less than two seconds.

An Jinnian's expression relaxed, and he picked up the phone with soft eyes, staring at the address on it in a daze.

All these years, he always thought that Lin Xi would live well without him.That's why she left cruelly and resolutely when she met Lin Xi in Yunque Palace last time.

It's not that he doesn't love her, it's just that he is afraid that his selfishness will cause trouble, and he will become more and more reluctant to let go.That's why he kept forcing himself not to disturb her life.

That time, he saw Lin Xi lying in his arms like an insecure child, and said over and over again, "Don't leave me."

At that time, his heart was very painful. Lin Xi's words were like sharp knives, cutting him down again and again, making him suffer so much that he couldn't speak.

Therefore, he thought that what Lin Xi said to him at Jiangzhou University was just to make him stay soft-hearted, and he said it casually.

But when he heard the recording that Mu Yuan had just played, his heart was heavy as if being pressed down by a heavy stone, making it difficult for him to breathe.

How much he wanted to be by her side and pamper her, but he didn't even have the qualifications to be by her side. A person who has no tomorrow, how can he promise the future.

That's why he avoided it, and said to her unscrupulously, "From now on, our lives will never meet again."

An Jinnian closed his eyes in despair, enduring the dull pain in his chest.

He finally understood why every time Lin Xi saw him, the deep love in his eyes always seemed to bloom.

Because I love you so much, I can't wait.

……

I was in a deep sleep, and was woken up by Xu Yan who was annoyed.

When I first opened my eyes, my eyes were blurred and I couldn't see Xu Yan's real face clearly. I turned over and whispered, "Don't disturb me, let me sleep for a while."

It's cold outside, but warm inside the house. For me who loves to be lazy, it's a good time to sleep well.

Then she pulled up the quilt that Xu Yan had lifted, and covered her head.

Xu Yan lifted my quilt again unwillingly, "Lin Xi, if you don't get up again, believe it or not, I'll go to the kitchen and pour cold water on you."

Knowing that I couldn't pretend anymore, I sat up from the bed with my messy hair on my head, and yawned sleepily, "Hehe...I'm back."

"Yes, I'm back." Xu Yan replied lukewarmly.

I woke up a little bit, brushed away the messy hair that fell to my chest, and stretched my waist, "What time is it, this is it."

Xu Yan put her arms around her chest, raised her eyebrows and looked at me, "Guess."

I raised my eyes and looked out the window, only to see the west slanting sunlight shining into the room through the transparent window, mixed with a hint of coldness.

This time indicates that the weather in Beijing is slowly declining.

I rushed towards Xu Yan who was sitting by the bed, and smiled sweetly, "Ah! Xu Yan, you are back." I skipped over the clip just now.

"Yeah." Xu Yan avoided it calmly, "Do you want to continue sleeping?"

"No more sleep, no more sleep..." I got up from the bed with a flattering smile, and cleaned up my mess as quickly as possible.

After getting dressed, she obediently stood at the door, smiling silly at Xu Yan. "Let's go."

Xu Yan walked over pretending to be displeased, opened the door, and dragged me out.

In the living room, Yu Sheng was sitting on the sofa softly and humbly talking with his father. It seemed that the two of them had a great time chatting.Seeing us coming out, Yu Sheng nodded slightly, and asked softly, "Is it better?"