A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

There is always a kind of person in this world who doesn’t look back until he hits the south wall, and there is also a kind of person who doesn’t turn back even if he hits the south wall. Unfortunately, I became that person who doesn’t turn back even if he hits the south wall .

What An Jinnian means to me, perhaps in the sinking of time, even I have forgotten.I only know that that person, at the age when I first fell in love, gave me a dream about romance.From then on, I fell in love with him, and I couldn't forget or let him go.
It was a kind of obsession and unwillingness engraved in the bones. I was unwilling to say goodbye to everything at the age of 20 before there was a happy ending. I was unwilling to say goodbye to the person I missed.

If he hadn't given me the dream about Cinderella back then, then there wouldn't be Lin Xi who would be humbled into the dust now.Because, back then, Lin Xi was always aloof.

If it is said that Lin Xi four years ago, after losing An Jin, could still deal with it safely and calmly.

Now, four years later, Lin Xi, who has lost An Jinnian again, has become a wandering soul without an owner, wandering in every corner of the world, confused and lost his direction.

On the track of Jiangzhou University, I stood at the place where I met An Jinnian, quietly standing there.

At that time, the night was dark, and the street lights on both sides of the runway reflected dim lights, dragging my shadow for a long, long time.

Between the sky and the earth, there is a vast expanse, and in the air, there is still heavy snowflakes falling on my body, and there is a burst of coldness on my hair.

The biting cold wind whizzed past, slapping his face, causing pain.

I don't know how long I stood there. On the empty runway, I was the only one left, standing alone, looking so small and sad.

I felt like my whole body was about to freeze, but I still stood unconscious, even though my hands and feet were already numb, I didn't move a bit.

I even wondered happily, since An Jinnian returned to Jiangzhou, would he also come here to have a look.

However, he didn't, until the last hope in my heart had also failed, and he still didn't appear.

But I have already lost all my strength. At this moment, I am like a snowflake falling in the wind between the sky and the earth, unable to fall to the ground and blending with the white snow all over the ground.

At the moment when I fell down, I was still suddenly thinking, in fact, it’s good like this, at least I don’t have to suffer from inner torture and suffering, and I don’t have to think about whether that person will appear or not.

An Jinnian, so be it, so be it, since there is no attachment, then we might as well go our own way.

"Hey, what's wrong with you... Hey..." At the moment when I lost consciousness, I seemed to hear an eager male voice sounding next to my ear, "What should I do, she seems to have passed out..."

……

"Someone seems to have fainted over there. Let's go and have a look." Under the dim yellow light not far away, two figures ran towards the same direction. The one who ran in front was a man in a yellow down jacket. slender figure.

Yu Sheng was invited by the president of Jiangzhou University today to go back to his alma mater to shoot a promotional poster as an advertisement for Jiangzhou University's enrollment in the coming year.

Before leaving, he realized that snow had already drifted in the sky at some point.

Out of love for snow and having not been back to Jiangzhou University for many years, Yu Sheng dragged his assistant for a walk in the snow in Jiangzhou University, admiring the scenery along the way.

Along the way, when stepping onto the runway, Yu Sheng saw a white figure covered in ice and snow from a distance.Under the dim light of the roadside, it was golden and instantly dyed.

Extend the shadow of that figure infinitely, showing loneliness and loneliness.

Yu Sheng stopped, looked at the standing figure, and was touched deep in his heart.As an entertainer, he has always liked aesthetic things or scenery, especially in the dead of night in the night sky, the falling white snow added a bit of sadness to that figure.

He wanted to go up to say hello to that figure, but just as he took his steps, he saw that person fall against the wind.He couldn't help speeding up his pace, and after greeting his assistant, he ran over first.

On the flat and clean snow, there are a series of deep and shallow footprints.

"Hey, what's the matter with you, hello..." Yu Sheng ran up to him, picked up the fainted figure on the ground, and eagerly shook the figure with only half of his face exposed, only to realize that the figure turned out to be a woman.

Thin body, half leaning in his arms, weightless.The whole face was covered with snow, and the long eyelashes fluttered in the tightly closed slits of the eyes, shaking off the strands of white snow hanging on them. "What to do, she fainted."

Yu Sheng straightened the face of the fainted woman, facing him, gently raised his hand, and brushed off the white snow on her face.

The assistant stood aside, took out his mobile phone without any surprise, and said, "I'm calling an ambulance."

As his hands brushed away more and more snowflakes, that face gradually fell into Yu Sheng's eyes.For a moment of trance, Yu Sheng felt like he was in a dream.

Familiar eyebrows and cold expressions, even in a coma, can't hide the stubbornness of the woman's mouth.

"Lin Xi..." Yu Sheng called softly, with a look of surprise in his eyes, the joy of reuniting after a long absence made him forget his current situation.

"Hey, Jinnian, are you sure you don't want to take a look." After Mu Yuan helped An Jinnian back to the car, he rolled down the window, and both of them silently watched what happened in front of them. Mei asked.

An Jinnian turned his head to look out the car window, his eyes were as deep as water, and he stared not far away for a moment.

"Cough..." The violent cough made him turn around, and his face was flushed with his body trembling.

There seemed to be something gushing out of his throat, and he quickly reached out to cover his mouth and nose, but he touched a piece of warm moisture.

Spreading out his hands, the palms were covered with bright red blood, which was particularly dazzling under the dim light inside the car.

Mu Yuan was still in shock, hurriedly took out the paper from the paper drawer, and frantically wiped the blood on An Jinnian's palm. "Jin Nian, don't scare me."

An Jinnian looked at him, and said weakly, "Look, I'm already like this, so what right do I have to stand by her side?" A self-deprecating smile rose from the corner of her mouth, and the coughing sound continued. "cough……"

"It's up to you whether you are qualified or not, isn't it the end!" Mu Yuan was furious, his usual calm expression was completely overturned by An Jinnian's performance at this moment.

An Jinnian shook his head, "I can't implicate her." He closed his eyes in despair, and even the last illusion held in his heart was gradually shattered.

He always thought that his body was fine, except for regular chemotherapy every once in a while, he had never been as weak as he is now.

No matter how bad his health was in the past, he could still be self-sufficient, but just now, he saw himself falling limply in the snow step by step, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up.Those cells all over every blood are showing his powerlessness.

"An Jinnian, please, if you really want to die, be a man. Don't be here like a mother-in-law who can't even save your own woman. You are still talking bitter words. If I were you, I would confess to her. Or just stay away from each other forever. Such a simple matter, you are good, let alone make it so complicated, and still worry about it for a day, is it useful?" Mu Yuan said bitterly.

"Yeah, it's useless." An Jinnian's eyes sank instantly, and there was a dead silence.

"Pretend I didn't say it." Mu Yuan was helpless. He found that every time he said a word, An Jinnian's expression changed. He almost didn't have to doubt whether An Jinnian would be persuaded by himself if he continued to persuade him. He vomited blood and died.

An Jinnian closed his eyes tiredly, and looked out the car window in a dazed state. The string that was tight in his heart was finally broken, forcing his chaotic mind into darkness.

Mu Yuan, beside him, was still babbling unknowingly, "Why don't we go back first, it's getting late now, that Lin Xi was also rescued, how about us..." He subconsciously turned his head, "Jin Nian, Jin Nian Year……"

Sensing something was wrong, Mu Yuan hurriedly called out several times, but An Jinnian still maintained the appearance of sleeping peacefully, indifferent to Mu Yuan's call. "Hey, don't scare me... An Jinnian..."

Holding the steering wheel tightly, Mu Yuan turned his head to look at the direction where Lin Xi fainted, and saw that an ambulance had already arrived, so he started the car with peace of mind and took An Jinnian away. , I took you away because I saw your woman was saved, so don’t wake up and go crazy with me because you don’t understand good people.”

……

When the ambulance arrived, Lin Xi's body was so cold that he couldn't feel any temperature, and his pale face became bloodless due to the long-term exposure to the cold.
Yu Sheng carried Lin Xi into the ambulance, and when his assistant was about to follow, he stopped her and said, "Go back to the company first, and I will contact you if there is anything to do."

The assistant looked at Yu Sheng in puzzlement for two seconds, but still chose to nod in agreement. "Um."

In the car, a nurse took Lin Xi's temperature with a thermometer. When she saw the temperature measured by the thermometer, she couldn't help but blame and said, "What's going on, low fever, if it wasn't for the timely phone call, it would have killed people." of."

Yu Sheng was also startled, and asked, "Does it matter?"

The nurse glared at him angrily, "It doesn't matter what you say."

Yu Sheng knew he was wrong, so he had no choice but to shut up.

When he arrived at the hospital, Yu Sheng took out the phone from Lin Xi's coat pocket, turned to the list of emergency contacts in her friends column, and dialed Xu Yan's number.

When Xu Yan was woken up by the phone, she was still dreaming of her own dream, but the ringing of the phone was so loud that she had to strain her eyes to answer the phone.

The phone was connected, and when she learned that Lin Xi was seriously ill and was being rescued in the hospital, she was so frightened that she lost most of her soul, hung up the phone without saying a word, dressed neatly, and went straight to the hospital.

In the hospital, Yu Sheng sat on the bench outside the rescue room, closed his eyes and rested his mind.A burst of eager footsteps resounded from far to near in the long corridor.

"Lin Xi..." Xu Yan carried her handbag and rushed all the way here, calling everyone Lin Xi.

Yu Sheng was startled awake, opened his eyes slightly, and replied, "She's in the emergency room."

After getting used to the glaring lights in the corridor, he showed a very faint smile, and nodded politely towards Xu Yan who was walking towards him.

"Are you..." Xu Yan was confused by the other party's smile, lost her mind for a moment, and asked uncertainly, "Yu Sheng..."

She suddenly remembered that the face of the man who was talking to her seemed to overlap with the face of the popular actor Yu Sheng.

"Hehe...you know me?" Yu Sheng, who was recognized, was not surprised at all, and still smiled gently.

"Really, hello, I'm an entertainment reporter, Xu Yan." Xu Yan stretched out her hand politely. "Thank you for saving Lin Xi."

"You're welcome," Yu Sheng got up and shook Xu Yan back.

"Mr. Yu, why did you meet Lin Xi?" Xu Yan was puzzled. She remembered that when Lin Xi left, she said that she was just going to relax and would go back soon.

She didn't think much about it at the time, knowing that Lin Xi was sad and didn't want to follow her, so she let her go out alone.

Unexpectedly, she was woken up by the phone in the middle of the night and found out that Lin Xi had entered the hospital. She couldn't figure out how Lin Xi ended up in the hospital so well.

"Oh, I met her at Jiangzhou University," Yu Sheng paused. "When I saw her, she was already unconscious."

Xu Yan suddenly realized, "Did she go to Jiangzhou University?"

"En." Yu Sheng nodded.

Xu Yan patted herself on the head hard, and said to herself, "I should have thought of it earlier, blame me."

"According to the doctor, it was because of being exposed to the cold for too long that the body temperature dropped rapidly, and rescue was needed."

"Blame me, blame me...how did you forget that she will go to Jiangzhou University?" Xu Yan blamed herself.

"Don't worry, she'll be fine."

"Today, thank you very much, Mr. Yu," Xu Yan thanked again, "Why don't you go back first, and when she wakes up, I will personally bring her to the door to thank you."

"This..." Yu Sheng originally wanted to say that he would just wait here, but felt that it was too abrupt to say so, so after thinking about it, he agreed, "Okay then, I'll come back tomorrow."

After saying that, Yu Sheng glanced at the door of the emergency room reluctantly, and only walked away after greeting Xu Yan.

After leaving the hospital, Yu Sheng let out a long breath, this was the first time he felt so comfortable in so many years.

After eight years, he never thought that he and Lin Xi would meet again one day, and this reunion came so unexpectedly, out of the scope of his surprise, that when he realized the love he held in his arms, The moment it was Lin Xi, his heart couldn't help but secretly rejoicing.

When leaving the hospital, Yu Sheng still didn't forget to turn his head to look in the direction of the hospital gate, the corner of his mouth was smiling, under the light of the night, it was beautiful.