A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you
Chapter 135 Crying is healthier
"But don't get too excited too early. Even if we are brothers from the same mother, we may not be able to get married successfully." An Munian immediately poured a pot of cold water.
I was immediately discouraged, and returned to the seat with my head in my arms in mourning, "Then what should I do, hope is better than no hope."
An Munian got up, "I'm going to get a blood test now, and my brother will leave it to you." As he spoke, he took two steps forward, stopped again, and turned back, "When my brother wakes up, you tell him, as long as he lives , I depend on him for everything.”
I nodded, "Don't worry, I will convey it."
An Munian's test results came out quickly, and even though the blood types were the same, the degree of match was still a bit off.
Undoubtedly, when we found hope, we poured a basin of cold water on our faces, which caught people off guard.
For this reason, I hid in the toilet and cried for a long time sadly.
No one knows what it will be like when all hope is extinguished in an instant. I only know the moment when An Wannian's blood test report comes out.I feel that my whole world has collapsed, and there is no hope or color in sight.
Those negative emotions that have been suppressed in my heart also rushed to my head, making me unconscious on the spot.
When I woke up, I was on the hospital bed next to An Jinnian, he was sleeping peacefully, leaving me full of sorrow.
This night, I spent in tears, crying from the toilet to the ward, crying and crying, as if only in this way, I would not be sad.
When Xu Yan came to visit the doctor the next day, what she saw was my swollen eyes from crying and my emaciation after not sleeping all night.
As if I had lost my soul, I sat on the head of the bed, staring directly at An Jinnian's direction, without saying a word.
Xu Yan was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, wandering around the ward until Yu Sheng was expected to come, and her anxiety gradually improved.
Somehow, I suddenly thought of Qin Xiao, the detective who was still waiting for me to report every move of Xu Yan's father to him.
The hand became active little by little in the numbness, and moved slightly.Because of maintaining a posture for a long time, the blood is blocked and the whole body is stiff.
I can't judge what I look like now, but I think it must be ugly.
Seeing that the critical moment was approaching, I quit this journey of chasing the truth because of An Jinnian.Today, Jiangzhou has become a mess because of An Munian's disruption.
In order to make up for the loss in behavior, after his health improved, he left the hospital overnight and went to Lancheng.
According to the news, the ambitions of the Xu family in Lancheng are growing, and joining forces with the Xu family in Jiangzhou is bound to open up another business situation.Therefore, the two of them teamed up to monopolize the capital chain overnight, and flowed through the streets and alleys of Jiangzhou and Lancheng.
Taking advantage of this farce, the two of them not only came out on top, but also overwhelmed the Mu and An's, making them still in a hurry to solve the problem of funds.
Even at this juncture, Xu Yan still ran to the hospital to visit me and An Jinnian without avoiding suspicion.
I know that with her current status, reporters will surround her wherever she goes.It is conceivable under what circumstances she broke through the siege and appeared in the hospital.
I can't help but feel a little moved, after so many years, Xu Yan is always like that, desperate for me.
Whenever I lose my temper with her and play petty temper, she is always tolerant without limit.
It was as if she would do anything as long as I was happy.
Just like she who is sitting on the sofa now, scratching her head and scratching her head because of me, she doesn't seem to turn her face a little away from me.
I know that she is afraid that I will be sad and blame myself after seeing it.
I sucked my nose, tried hard to control the tears that were about to overflow my eyes, and said in a low voice, "Xu Yan, why are you here..."
When I asked the question knowingly, I said it calmly, but only I knew how painful my heart was.
Xu Yan stopped her movements, turned around, and said happily, "Lin Xi, you're awake." As she spoke, she patted her chest repeatedly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's really scaring me to death."
Yu Sheng on the side raised her eyebrows, and said with a slight smile, "If you don't talk, Xu Yan might really go crazy."
I twitched my lips, "Don't worry, I'm fine."
Xu Yan got up from the sofa, walked over, pinched my face and said, "It's all right, look at your eyes, you're crying like hell, if I knew you were going to cry secretly, I wouldn't have left last night, Stay and cry with you."
"Xu Yan..." The tears that were desperately trying not to overflow her eyes finally flowed out in Xu Yan's words.
Her words gave me a little peace of mind.
Just like many years ago, even if everyone chooses to leave me, she is still the one who stands behind me and is sad with me.
Thousands of words have turned into tears, which shows how lucky I am in this life. After having a fairy-tale love, I can still have this friendship that everyone envies.
"Okay, okay, don't cry." Xu Yan sat down by the bed, showing a distressed expression, and pulled me into her arms little by little, "Hey, don't cry, isn't there still time? Believe me, it will be fine, An Jinnian will be fine."
I sobbed "Xu Yan..."
He called Xu Yan's name over and over again.
Xu Yan's eyes were full of tears, "Hey, don't cry, if you cry again, I will cry too."
As she spoke, two or three tears were already rolling down her face.
"Xu Yan..." I yelled and hugged her tightly, venting all the emotions immersed in my heart.
I really want to say, don't cry, we don't cry.
But sadness is like a steady stream of water, eroding bit by bit, so I can't stop it.
For a long time, until my voice became hoarse from crying, and I could no longer make a sound.It wasn't until Xu Yan's clothes were wet with my tears and snot, until Xu Yan also cried with me until her eyes were red, that the farce finally came to an end.
Yu Sheng handed the paper to us both, and said helplessly, "You two are really children at heart, you are so grown up, and you still cry so much."
Xu Yan took the paper, wiped my tears for me, and wiped her tears for herself, and replied, "Of course, it's healthier to cry."
Accompanied by Xu Yan, my mood gradually improved. I angrily slapped off the paws that were smearing my face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then you cry a little longer and let me see."
I sniffed my nose childishly, took a piece of tissue and put it on her face, wiping it and saying, "Cry, I'll catch your tears."
It was such a sad picture, but in the end it was turned into a comedy by the two of us.
Yu Sheng has been watching from the sidelines, his doting eyes are full of helplessness.
We got through it all afternoon.
When Qin Xiao came, I was having fun with Xu Yan.
I really didn't expect that Qin Xiao would come over without saying hello, and he came by such a coincidence that he bumped into Xu Yan on the spot.
The moment Xu Yan saw Qin Xiao, her eyes were obviously dazed and her expression was dull. She murmured in disbelief, "Qin Xiao, you're back?"
Qin Xiao didn't seem to expect that Xu Yan would be here, and the moment his sight touched Xu Yan, he was about to turn around and leave.
Xu Yan's expression changed drastically and she called him behind him, "Qin Xiao, how long are you going to hide from me? Could it be that I can't get you to turn around in ten years?"
Qin Xiao paused and stopped in place.
I looked at the two of them with a guilty conscience, for fear that I would show my feet and attract Xu Yan's resentment.
Xu Yan approached step by step obsessively, "Qin Xiao, it's been ten years, I've loved you for ten years, and I've been waiting for you for ten years..."
Her words were like an invisible knife, piercing the hearts of all of us present at the same time.
For ten years, I knew that Xu Yan had been waiting for Qin Xiao for ten years, but I still chose to hide the news of Qin Xiao's return and made the decision for her privately.
From the standpoint of a friend, I hope she can start again, but from the standpoint of a girlfriend, I hope she can be happy.
Now Qin Xiao, who was caught upright, stood stiffly on the spot, motionless.
He must also be afraid of Xu Yan.
Xu Yan stopped behind him, turned his face around, and asked, "Why, you still hide from me when you come back, and don't come to see me."
Perhaps Xu Yan's words were destined not to receive a response from the moment Qin Xiao was about to turn around.
A look of unnaturalness crossed Qin Xiao's face, his mouth was tightly pursed into a line, and he had no intention of explaining.
Yu Sheng approached me, and asked in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "Xu Yan, what's the matter."
It is not difficult to see that Yu Sheng is also nervous at this moment.
I replied in a low voice, "it's okay, don't worry about it."
Apart from this sentence, I really can't find any good answer to prevaricate Yu Sheng.After all, the current Yu Sheng likes Xu Yan.
It's just that kind of liking, which is as light as water and rich as ink, if you don't explore it carefully, you won't be able to detect it at all, let alone someone as thick as Xu Yan.
"Speak up! You're dumb, but you still can't speak." In just a split second, Xu Yan ran away violently.
"Oops." I murmured in my heart that it was not good. With Xu Yan's violent temper, it is estimated that Qin Xiao would not be able to get any good fruit to eat.
"Could it be that you are also imitating others to be a turtle, even a little girl like me dare not compare." Xu Yan continued to run wild.
I quickly covered my ears, squinted and waited quietly.
Yu Sheng smiled bitterly, and laughed at himself, "It turned out that I was being sentimental, and I thought she had me in her heart."
The voice was not too loud, just enough for everyone present to hear.
However, it seemed that Xu Yan was too immersed in her own sadness, and didn't hear Yu Sheng's almost confessional monologue.
With sympathy in my heart, I put down my hands covering my ears, tugged on his sleeves, and comforted him, "Don't worry, that's already in the past tense."
I'm absolutely sure that Xu Yan has Yu Sheng in her heart, but maybe even she doesn't know it.
The reason why she still thinks about Qin Xiao so persistently is nothing more than an obsession that has been deep in her heart for many years, just like An Jinnian and I, wanting to let go, but unwilling.
And Xu Yan's unwillingness is far stronger than mine.
Or maybe, anyone who has been waiting for a non-returner for ten years will also be desperate to the point of collapse.
Qin Xiao clenched and loosened his clenched hands several times, as if he was struggling in his heart.
However, his silence did not bring him any chance to turn the matter around. On the contrary, Xu Yan was even more vicious. If she couldn't move her mouth, she replaced it with fists, one by one, for fear of hitting Qin Xiao's chest. "You talk!" ah……"
I was immediately discouraged, and returned to the seat with my head in my arms in mourning, "Then what should I do, hope is better than no hope."
An Munian got up, "I'm going to get a blood test now, and my brother will leave it to you." As he spoke, he took two steps forward, stopped again, and turned back, "When my brother wakes up, you tell him, as long as he lives , I depend on him for everything.”
I nodded, "Don't worry, I will convey it."
An Munian's test results came out quickly, and even though the blood types were the same, the degree of match was still a bit off.
Undoubtedly, when we found hope, we poured a basin of cold water on our faces, which caught people off guard.
For this reason, I hid in the toilet and cried for a long time sadly.
No one knows what it will be like when all hope is extinguished in an instant. I only know the moment when An Wannian's blood test report comes out.I feel that my whole world has collapsed, and there is no hope or color in sight.
Those negative emotions that have been suppressed in my heart also rushed to my head, making me unconscious on the spot.
When I woke up, I was on the hospital bed next to An Jinnian, he was sleeping peacefully, leaving me full of sorrow.
This night, I spent in tears, crying from the toilet to the ward, crying and crying, as if only in this way, I would not be sad.
When Xu Yan came to visit the doctor the next day, what she saw was my swollen eyes from crying and my emaciation after not sleeping all night.
As if I had lost my soul, I sat on the head of the bed, staring directly at An Jinnian's direction, without saying a word.
Xu Yan was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, wandering around the ward until Yu Sheng was expected to come, and her anxiety gradually improved.
Somehow, I suddenly thought of Qin Xiao, the detective who was still waiting for me to report every move of Xu Yan's father to him.
The hand became active little by little in the numbness, and moved slightly.Because of maintaining a posture for a long time, the blood is blocked and the whole body is stiff.
I can't judge what I look like now, but I think it must be ugly.
Seeing that the critical moment was approaching, I quit this journey of chasing the truth because of An Jinnian.Today, Jiangzhou has become a mess because of An Munian's disruption.
In order to make up for the loss in behavior, after his health improved, he left the hospital overnight and went to Lancheng.
According to the news, the ambitions of the Xu family in Lancheng are growing, and joining forces with the Xu family in Jiangzhou is bound to open up another business situation.Therefore, the two of them teamed up to monopolize the capital chain overnight, and flowed through the streets and alleys of Jiangzhou and Lancheng.
Taking advantage of this farce, the two of them not only came out on top, but also overwhelmed the Mu and An's, making them still in a hurry to solve the problem of funds.
Even at this juncture, Xu Yan still ran to the hospital to visit me and An Jinnian without avoiding suspicion.
I know that with her current status, reporters will surround her wherever she goes.It is conceivable under what circumstances she broke through the siege and appeared in the hospital.
I can't help but feel a little moved, after so many years, Xu Yan is always like that, desperate for me.
Whenever I lose my temper with her and play petty temper, she is always tolerant without limit.
It was as if she would do anything as long as I was happy.
Just like she who is sitting on the sofa now, scratching her head and scratching her head because of me, she doesn't seem to turn her face a little away from me.
I know that she is afraid that I will be sad and blame myself after seeing it.
I sucked my nose, tried hard to control the tears that were about to overflow my eyes, and said in a low voice, "Xu Yan, why are you here..."
When I asked the question knowingly, I said it calmly, but only I knew how painful my heart was.
Xu Yan stopped her movements, turned around, and said happily, "Lin Xi, you're awake." As she spoke, she patted her chest repeatedly, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's really scaring me to death."
Yu Sheng on the side raised her eyebrows, and said with a slight smile, "If you don't talk, Xu Yan might really go crazy."
I twitched my lips, "Don't worry, I'm fine."
Xu Yan got up from the sofa, walked over, pinched my face and said, "It's all right, look at your eyes, you're crying like hell, if I knew you were going to cry secretly, I wouldn't have left last night, Stay and cry with you."
"Xu Yan..." The tears that were desperately trying not to overflow her eyes finally flowed out in Xu Yan's words.
Her words gave me a little peace of mind.
Just like many years ago, even if everyone chooses to leave me, she is still the one who stands behind me and is sad with me.
Thousands of words have turned into tears, which shows how lucky I am in this life. After having a fairy-tale love, I can still have this friendship that everyone envies.
"Okay, okay, don't cry." Xu Yan sat down by the bed, showing a distressed expression, and pulled me into her arms little by little, "Hey, don't cry, isn't there still time? Believe me, it will be fine, An Jinnian will be fine."
I sobbed "Xu Yan..."
He called Xu Yan's name over and over again.
Xu Yan's eyes were full of tears, "Hey, don't cry, if you cry again, I will cry too."
As she spoke, two or three tears were already rolling down her face.
"Xu Yan..." I yelled and hugged her tightly, venting all the emotions immersed in my heart.
I really want to say, don't cry, we don't cry.
But sadness is like a steady stream of water, eroding bit by bit, so I can't stop it.
For a long time, until my voice became hoarse from crying, and I could no longer make a sound.It wasn't until Xu Yan's clothes were wet with my tears and snot, until Xu Yan also cried with me until her eyes were red, that the farce finally came to an end.
Yu Sheng handed the paper to us both, and said helplessly, "You two are really children at heart, you are so grown up, and you still cry so much."
Xu Yan took the paper, wiped my tears for me, and wiped her tears for herself, and replied, "Of course, it's healthier to cry."
Accompanied by Xu Yan, my mood gradually improved. I angrily slapped off the paws that were smearing my face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then you cry a little longer and let me see."
I sniffed my nose childishly, took a piece of tissue and put it on her face, wiping it and saying, "Cry, I'll catch your tears."
It was such a sad picture, but in the end it was turned into a comedy by the two of us.
Yu Sheng has been watching from the sidelines, his doting eyes are full of helplessness.
We got through it all afternoon.
When Qin Xiao came, I was having fun with Xu Yan.
I really didn't expect that Qin Xiao would come over without saying hello, and he came by such a coincidence that he bumped into Xu Yan on the spot.
The moment Xu Yan saw Qin Xiao, her eyes were obviously dazed and her expression was dull. She murmured in disbelief, "Qin Xiao, you're back?"
Qin Xiao didn't seem to expect that Xu Yan would be here, and the moment his sight touched Xu Yan, he was about to turn around and leave.
Xu Yan's expression changed drastically and she called him behind him, "Qin Xiao, how long are you going to hide from me? Could it be that I can't get you to turn around in ten years?"
Qin Xiao paused and stopped in place.
I looked at the two of them with a guilty conscience, for fear that I would show my feet and attract Xu Yan's resentment.
Xu Yan approached step by step obsessively, "Qin Xiao, it's been ten years, I've loved you for ten years, and I've been waiting for you for ten years..."
Her words were like an invisible knife, piercing the hearts of all of us present at the same time.
For ten years, I knew that Xu Yan had been waiting for Qin Xiao for ten years, but I still chose to hide the news of Qin Xiao's return and made the decision for her privately.
From the standpoint of a friend, I hope she can start again, but from the standpoint of a girlfriend, I hope she can be happy.
Now Qin Xiao, who was caught upright, stood stiffly on the spot, motionless.
He must also be afraid of Xu Yan.
Xu Yan stopped behind him, turned his face around, and asked, "Why, you still hide from me when you come back, and don't come to see me."
Perhaps Xu Yan's words were destined not to receive a response from the moment Qin Xiao was about to turn around.
A look of unnaturalness crossed Qin Xiao's face, his mouth was tightly pursed into a line, and he had no intention of explaining.
Yu Sheng approached me, and asked in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "Xu Yan, what's the matter."
It is not difficult to see that Yu Sheng is also nervous at this moment.
I replied in a low voice, "it's okay, don't worry about it."
Apart from this sentence, I really can't find any good answer to prevaricate Yu Sheng.After all, the current Yu Sheng likes Xu Yan.
It's just that kind of liking, which is as light as water and rich as ink, if you don't explore it carefully, you won't be able to detect it at all, let alone someone as thick as Xu Yan.
"Speak up! You're dumb, but you still can't speak." In just a split second, Xu Yan ran away violently.
"Oops." I murmured in my heart that it was not good. With Xu Yan's violent temper, it is estimated that Qin Xiao would not be able to get any good fruit to eat.
"Could it be that you are also imitating others to be a turtle, even a little girl like me dare not compare." Xu Yan continued to run wild.
I quickly covered my ears, squinted and waited quietly.
Yu Sheng smiled bitterly, and laughed at himself, "It turned out that I was being sentimental, and I thought she had me in her heart."
The voice was not too loud, just enough for everyone present to hear.
However, it seemed that Xu Yan was too immersed in her own sadness, and didn't hear Yu Sheng's almost confessional monologue.
With sympathy in my heart, I put down my hands covering my ears, tugged on his sleeves, and comforted him, "Don't worry, that's already in the past tense."
I'm absolutely sure that Xu Yan has Yu Sheng in her heart, but maybe even she doesn't know it.
The reason why she still thinks about Qin Xiao so persistently is nothing more than an obsession that has been deep in her heart for many years, just like An Jinnian and I, wanting to let go, but unwilling.
And Xu Yan's unwillingness is far stronger than mine.
Or maybe, anyone who has been waiting for a non-returner for ten years will also be desperate to the point of collapse.
Qin Xiao clenched and loosened his clenched hands several times, as if he was struggling in his heart.
However, his silence did not bring him any chance to turn the matter around. On the contrary, Xu Yan was even more vicious. If she couldn't move her mouth, she replaced it with fists, one by one, for fear of hitting Qin Xiao's chest. "You talk!" ah……"
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