A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I nervously grabbed some of An Jinnian's sleeves, my knuckles turned white due to too much force.

He took my hand gently, and asked softly, "What's the matter, are you here?"

I lowered my eyes, not daring to meet his gaze.

Ahead, the voices from the noisy crowd could be faintly heard.I know, I can't hide it, and I can't stop it, but I still can't speak the words that come to my lips.

Xu Yan pushed the door and got off the car, stood at the door, looked at me anxiously, and urged, "Lin Xi, get out of the car."

Xu Yan, who is weak, doesn't seem to realize what she needs to hide.

"Let's go, let's get out of the car." An Jinnian smiled slightly, the corners of his mouth raised a little weakly.

I looked at him, and my heart moved a little, "Jin Nian, let's go down, you wait for us in the car."

"It's okay, I'll be with you." He shook his head and refused, seeing that I didn't intend to let him get out of the car, so he moved by himself and moved towards the door on the other side.

Seeing this, I had no choice but to give in and said, "Then you promise me, wait a minute, you must stabilize your emotions and be good."

Things have come to this point, no matter how hard I try to stop it, I can't convince the truth that is about to be revealed.

After getting out of the car, Yu Sheng and Shen Ke came over tacitly, maintaining the posture of one left and one right, and supported An Jinnian to push towards the crowd in front.

Xu Yan pulled me back from behind, "Lin Xi, An Jinnian's appearance is fine, will it make the condition worse?"

I lowered my head, "Xu Yan, I'm so scared."

I'm afraid that with An Jinnian's condition, he won't be able to survive the day when the miracle will happen. I'm afraid that he won't be able to survive the current catastrophe.

Every day, I live in my own fear, afraid that every time I wake up from sleep, I will never see him again, so behind every sleepless night, I am guarding in front of his hospital bed.

Even now, I'm still cautious, not daring to speak up, not daring to stay away.

Xu Yan stretched out her hand and gently patted my back, comforting her, "Don't worry, An Jinnian will be fine, even if it's for you, he has to live on."

I blinked my tear-filled eyes, looked at her, and asked seriously, "Really?"

Xu Yan nodded, "Really, let's go, if you don't go, you won't find anyone."

After she finished speaking, she pulled me back and squeezed into the crowd.

Traffic police have arrived at the scene of the accident.When Xu Yan and I arrived, An Jinnian had already arrived in front of the car with the support of Shen Ke and Yu Sheng.

Ahead, a large truck collided with a small sports car. Obviously, the severity of the accident could no longer be described in general terms.

Someone said that when the sports car passed the intersection, suddenly a large truck came from the opposite side and hit it head-on.As a result, the front of the sports car was hit and deformed, but the truck basically suffered no major damage.

After the accident, the truck driver fled on the spot, leaving only the two unconscious people on the hit vehicle.

At that time, the sound of the vehicle collision was very loud, which almost alarmed everyone nearby.

I stood outside the warning line drawn by the traffic police, watching An Jinnian who was hunched over at that time, desperately trying to break free from Yu Sheng and Shen Ke's imprisonment, pushed the traffic police away, step by step, unstable and trembling Walk towards the car.

The sports car had already been hit badly, the windshield was shattered all over the place, and the blood-soaked shards of glass were blood-red, which was particularly eye-catching in the night.

An Munian fell into a coma due to the excessive impact of the truck.It's just that no one expected that at the critical moment, An's mother would throw herself on An Munian's body recklessly, blocking all the impact for him.

So much so that the glass slag splashed all over her body, making her whole body and even her back full of holes and dripping with blood.

"mom……"

I've never seen An Jinnian like that, I saw him slamming on the car door frantically, obviously weak to the point of no strength, but still slamming on the car door covered with shattered glass over and over again, shouting silently.

Thin shards of glass pierced his palm through his slap on the car door.Immediately, tiny drops of blood rolled from his hands one by one.But he continued to slap hard as if he couldn't feel the pain.

I covered my face with my hands, feeling inexplicably sad, as if I was locked in the car at this moment, and the seriously injured person was my dearest relative.

The depressive sadness in my heart was so heavy that I couldn't breathe well. I stood where I was, but I was already like An Jinnian, screaming silently until weeping bitterly.

"Lin Xi, are you okay?" Xu Yan asked with concern while supporting me.

I shook my head, took advantage of her not paying attention, waved her hand away, and ran straight towards where An Jinnian was, regardless of the cordon that was raised at the scene.

At this moment, I just want to guard him and bear all the sadness and heartache together with him.

"Jin Nian..." I stood still behind him and called out to him, my voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

He turned around and pulled me over. His face, which had become less blood-colored due to excitement, was slightly rosy under the reflection of the night light.He pulled me and said anxiously, "Lin Xi, help me see how they are doing."

I took a step closer, knelt down beside him, and said in a voice I couldn't even hear myself, "It's okay, don't worry, Auntie and the others will be fine."

"No, we have to send them to the hospital quickly, or it will be too late." An Jinnian looked around blankly, his tone was messy, and his expression was tense.

It seems that An Jinnian, who was calm and composed no matter when and where he was in the past, was just a fabricated phantom.

"The ambulance is already on its way, don't worry." I wanted to say something to comfort me, but I didn't know what words to use to express my sadness. "Don't worry, Auntie and the others will be fine."

An Jinnian stood up slowly, his face was pale and feeble, as if he was emotionally unstable due to long-term trance.

"Lin Xi..." He called my name, his eyes were a little distracted.

"Jin Nian." I was about to stand up and support him, but unexpectedly, just as I stretched out my hand, his body already leaned to the side.

"Jin Nian..." I quickly reached out to reach for it, but just as my hand touched his clothes, he fell heavily to the ground.

When the ambulance came, An Jinnian fell into a coma due to overstimulation, so he went back to the hospital with the ambulance that arrived.

A few of us followed the ambulance to the hospital non-stop, and stood guard at the door of the operating room all night.

During this period, I was silent, sleepless, and from the moment An Jinnian entered the emergency room, I was like a puppet who could only stare at one place, staring at the door, without moving my eyes for a moment.

Father An, who came over after hearing the news, stood at the gate of the emergency room, waiting with us for the doctor's final verdict.

He asked me, "Xiao Xi, how is Jinnian's condition?"

I was silent, my head was clear, but I was unwilling to answer.

I just didn't expect that he would still call me that when I was so rude to him before.

But no matter how close he was, he couldn't erase the title of Jin Nian's indirect murderer.It can be said that the reason why Jinnian is what he is today is inseparable from him.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Xu Yan helped me out and said, "Uncle An, Mr. An is currently in the emergency room for first aid. Lin Xi is in a bad mood and is a little out of shape. Don't blame her."

Father An nodded, showing a bit of relief, "I know, and thanks to her, Jinnian can survive until now."

"Yeah, without Lin Xi, how could there be Shao An now!" Xu Yan sighed, as if she was sighing, "Uncle An, I hope you can forgive Lin Xi for being unreasonable today. She just cared too much about Shao An and was afraid that the situation at that time would affect her. Seeing An Shao's condition, so..."

Father An continued to nod his head, and his face, which was slightly energetic before, seemed to have aged many years all of a sudden, "Xu girl, don't worry, your Uncle An is not so narrow-minded."

"Uncle An, why don't you go back and rest first, and we'll notify you when Jin Nian comes out of the emergency room," Shen Ke approached in two steps, persuading him.

Father An twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly, "That's fine, then I'll go back first."

In just a moment, the door of the rescue room returned to the quiet look it had when we came here.

Nurses who were going in and out to get medicine passed by, and the impatient Shen Ke stopped him several times and asked why, but all he got was shaking his head from the nurses.

I leaned against the wall, half-sat straight on the bench, closed my eyes in despair, and let the sadness well up in my heart, and the pain spread.

As long as I think of An Jinnian in the emergency room who is on the verge of life and death, I can't help but think of what he will look like after he leaves.

It is like a wildly growing water plant, no matter how hard I try to break it off, it still pops out again and again, enveloping me, making it difficult to get out.

In the middle of the night, I opened my eyes wide and stared at the bright white light above my head without blinking.

Every minute that passes feels like a century to me.

How much I thought, it would be nice to be able to rush into the emergency room desperately and stay by An Jinnian's side, even for a second.

Only when I know that he is fine, can I feel more at ease.

It wasn't until early in the morning, when the sky was dim, that the door of the emergency room was finally pushed open, and the doctors and nurses walked out pushing the hospital bed.

At that time, only I was awake.

Yu Sheng sat on the other end of the bench and closed his eyes to meditate, while Xu Yan leaned on his shoulder, sleeping lightly.

Only Shen Ke, leaning against the wall, half-sat on the ground, fell into sleep.

The moment I suddenly saw An Jinnian being pushed out of the emergency room, my mind, which was not very clear due to not sleeping all night, immediately became sober, and I immediately rushed forward, and with a loud cry, the sleeping couple were awakened. People "Jinnian..."

The words are full of eagerness. At this moment, I really can't find the words of rebirth after catastrophe to describe everything that is unreal.

Only the hope in my heart was ignited, and I quietly repeated it over and over again in my heart, the name that I have silently recited tens of thousands of times tonight, "Jin Nian..."

Shen Ke was the first to wake up. He jumped up from the ground and asked anxiously, "How is it, doctor, is his condition getting better?"

An Jinnian's attending doctor is still Alan.

Allen pulled off the mask he had been wearing all the time, and said, "Temporarily pass the danger of life, but remember, you can't let him be stimulated again."