A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

"Lin Xi, why are you here..." An Jinnian, who woke up from his sleep, lost all composure the moment he looked up and saw me.

He pushed and shoved me in a panic, and murmured, "Who told you..."

His actions are undoubtedly not sticks hanging over my head.

The more he struggled, the harder I clenched my hand.

Perhaps because of the fear after knowing the truth, I am more determined at this moment than ever before. "Jin Nian, how long are you going to hide from me?"

Layers of sweat had already seeped out of the clasped palms.

He continued to struggle weakly under my pressure, "Go...go..."

This is the first time in so many years that he has seen such a broken emotion.

I let go, stroked his face, ignored his panicked expression, looked at him, and said seriously, "This time, don't push me away again, okay?"

Tears silently crawled all over my face, I wanted to cry, but I lost the courage to vent all the source of pain in front of him.

To laugh, to comfort him.But the corners of the mouth that were pulled up hard, except for the overflowing bitterness, there was only pain left.

At this moment, what emotion should I use to interpret the calmness after learning the truth.

He begged, "Lin Xi, can you go away, take it as I beg you, please."

An Jinnian, who has always been calm and composed, showed his panic in front of me today.He was frightened, pleading with fear, let me go.

And all of this, he is just afraid, afraid that I will go with him after learning the truth, afraid that his last bit of self-esteem will be defeated by my stubbornness.

Such a proud An Jinnian, once held the power of life and death, and never feared any unexpected accidents.At this moment, sitting in front of me so timidly, begging me to leave in a low voice.

I sniffed, desperately holding back the soreness in my heart, and said, "How can you let me go now. An Jinnian, you can selfishly abandon me and leave me, but you can't Please, like you, leave forever."

An Jinnian stopped struggling, and said painfully, "Lin Xi, I have no tomorrow..."

The short words seemed to express all the powerlessness.

I finally understand why he would make such a choice.

As far as he is concerned, he is a person without tomorrow, and he cannot promise me a future about tomorrow.But I am a person with unlimited tomorrows. In his heart, perhaps from the moment he left, we are no longer in the same world.

"So what, Jinnian, we have missed five years, let me be with you for the rest of the day, okay?" I reached out and clasped his fingers again, and said seriously.

An Jinnian, for the rest of the time, I just want to be with you.

An Jinnian closed his eyes dejectedly, and murmured, "But I don't want to trouble you."

"But, without you for the rest of my life, my existence would be meaningless." An Jinnian, without you, how can I talk about the rest of my life.

The sadness in my heart was out of control, and all the sad emotions surged up, which made me lose my original intention of suppressing and cried bitterly.

He stopped talking, desperate as if accepting his fate, and the hand he held tightly with me was trembling slightly incessantly.

I looked up, gazed affectionately, and said, "Let me stay with you from now on."

Whether it's a month or a day, I'll be with you and watch over you.

That night, I stubbornly moved to the hospital and stayed in the ward next to An Jinnian.For this reason, Mu Yuan secretly gave me a thumbs up.

An Jinnian's situation is not very good, it can even be described as bad.Due to the weakness of his limbs, it is difficult for him to get out of bed and walk independently. Every time, it is only with the support of Mu Yuan and me that he has the strength to move.

At the beginning, he was overly proactive towards me and kept deliberately alienated.But under my strong insistence, his temper also subsided little by little, and after a few days, his condition also improved a lot.

The attending doctor Allen also praised this, saying that this is really a miracle.

After Xu Yan learned of An Jinnian's situation, accompanied by Yu Sheng, she hurried to the hospital and scolded An Jinnian, Mu Yuan and his party.

In the end, she still didn't forget to tell me, "I'll take it as a big deal, and let An Jinnian guard against you like a thief. Now that the truth is out, you should feel at ease. In the future, if they keep it from you, there will be other things. The action, you tell me, I will help you clean them up."

Yu Sheng, on the other hand, was unusually calm. After seeing An Jinnian's condition, he only said a word to me, "Sure enough, you will still choose him in the end, no matter what he becomes."

Yu Sheng's words can be described as endless.He was as clear as he knew the answer a long time ago, but there was a hint of loss in his words.

Several times I wanted to ask him if he already knew something, but after thinking about it carefully, I gave up.Whether I know the truth or not is no longer important. Now that I have become an insider, there is no need to ask.

Because of the need to take care of An Jinnian, I deliberately resigned from the magazine with Shen Ke, and began to take care of An Jinnian's daily life wholeheartedly.

Life is very complicated, but also very simple.

Every morning, I would push An Jinnian to the hospital's activity area for a walk, and in the afternoon, I would accompany him to bask in the sun on the balcony.

Although he is still not very talkative, and he still keeps a distance from me, but I can feel that he is in a good mood.

Many nights, I would lie in front of his hospital bed, unable to sleep all night.I didn't go back to my room until the sky turned bright, and took a short rest in the tiredness of a sleepless night.

I would also hide my face and cry bitterly when I looked at his sleeping face in the dead of night.Also when looking back, seeing his face that was getting thinner and thinner, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.

It's hard for me to imagine what I would do without An Jinnian in the future.

Time waits for no one, and we count every minute and every second of time every day.

Celebrate the remaining time in suffering, but suffer in pain.

During this period, I returned to my writing career and started my first new book after leaving the writing circle.

The title of the book is "Thousands of stars are not as good as you".

A very clichéd book title, because of the high similarity of the title, once caused complaints from book fans.

There are also many book fans who voiced their voices together, hoping that I can give an explanation.

I couldn't help but smile, not only announced my relationship with An Jinnian in the circle of book friends, but also explained the title of the book.

This is the beginning of this book commemorating the love between me and An Jinnian.

In the past, I also thought that if An Jinnian never came back and never appeared in my world.Then I will definitely write a perfect ending for our love.

Now, he is back and standing by my side intact.I think, I should use this to commemorate our love.

During the five years of waiting, there were too many things that could not be spoken.

If so, write it out.

At the beginning of the book, I wrote such a sentence: "An Jinnian, this long and difficult dream, if you die forever, then I will accompany you to never wake up from this dream."

As soon as this remark came out, a large number of readers were shocked.

The name An Jinnian is not too unfamiliar to people in Jiangzhou.So, on the second day after I announced it, the two of us made headlines with the title of "gifted scholar and beautiful woman".

Xu Yan complained, "You! You just love to write. I'm afraid that people won't know that you and An Jinnian seem like a couple. Don't forget, there is another imposter in the An family."

There is also An Jinnian in the An family, Xu Yan's words woke me up immediately.

During this period of time, I have been immersed in my little love and love, completely forgetting the danger behind me and the fog waiting for us to unravel.

I didn't realize it until Xu Yan mentioned it.

It just so happened that the drama "Human World" was coming to an end, the crew announced that it was finished, and specially invited the author, investors and other relevant figures to attend the press conference.

The invitation An Jinnian received came from Yu Sheng.

Recently, An Jinnian's health has improved a lot. Sometimes, he can still walk around on the ground. As long as the time is not too long, he can persist for a while.

But the sudden gathering not only means that he will attend as an author, but also as an investor.These are not the crux of the problem. The crux is that there is another person who is bound to attend that evening.

The identity of the fake An Jinnian is still being investigated. It is strange that even though Mu Yuan has used all his contacts, he still cannot find any clues.

"Tell me, is the person who impersonates Jin Nian his long-lost brother?" Mu Yuan repeatedly flipped through the photos in his hand, and was the first to question.

An Jinnian shook his head, "It's unlikely, I'm the only child."

Mu Yuan retorted, "Then how could you be so similar, even Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann can't tell the difference."

"That doesn't prove anything." An Jinnian gave Mu Yuan a sideways look, and continued to deny it.

I, who had been sitting in front of the computer and typing, couldn't calm down because of the argument between the two of them, and said casually, "Who said Jinnian's mother is your Aunt An, obviously his mother is someone else, okay?"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized what I had missed in my haste.

I originally thought to wait for Jin Nian to get better, but who knows...

Uh... well, I was careless.

Mu Yuan looked at me with wide eyes, and asked, "How do you know that Jin Nian was not born to Amber's mother, you must be joking."

An Jinnian also had the look of asking me to continue.

I lowered my head, rolled my eyes wildly, and said, "No, I was talking too fast, it's nonsense."

"Oh" Mu Yuan snorted, handed the photo to An Jinnian and said, "You say this Qin Xiao is really strange, why did he just give me the photo of Uncle An and a strange woman..."

"What did I just say?" Mu Yuan asked again just after finishing speaking.

I took over the conversation, "You said a strange woman."

Mu Yuan patted his head, "Yeah, why didn't I think of that." As Mu Yuan said, he moved closer to An Jinnian, took out a photo from it, and compared it with An Jinnian. "Not to mention, this woman really looks like Jinnian."