Young Master Qin, you are too cute

Zhao Minli passed away in a foreign country. Cheng Cheng and Qin Yan traveled far away to attend Zhao Minli's funeral. Not many people attended the funeral, and they were all close friends of Zhao Minli's life.

Cheng Cheng knew that when Zhao Minli flew to New Zealand, she wanted to be quiet around her, and now she is also very quiet around her when she leaves. There are no strangers around, only people she knows well.

Liao Yuanqing was buried at sea for Zhao Minli. When the boat was slowly pushed to the distance, Cheng Cheng couldn't help but shed tears again. The corners of her eyes were moist, and she raised her hand to wipe away the tears. Qin Yan was already gentle wiped away tears for her.

Watching the boat carrying Zhao Minli slowly being washed away by the sea, the sea is very calm, but Cheng Cheng's heart and eyes can't be calm.

"Tell me about how she passed away. I remember that she was in good spirits when she left the country. How could she leave suddenly in such a short period of time?"

The figure of Liao Yuanqing standing in the front was motionless, his eyes were only on the small boat on the sea, his voice was hoarse, as if someone stuffed a handful of sand down his throat.

"It's all my fault. He obviously told me not to disturb her when I go back to China, but I didn't listen to her and continued to follow her. Maybe it was because I was so angry that she left so suddenly. .”

Liao Yuanqing's voice was full of self-blame, his fist was hanging limply by his side, he felt like his whole spine had been cut off from it, if it wasn't for the fact that the boat carrying Zhao Minli hadn't left his body In sight, he might collapse to the ground in the next second.

After hearing what he said, Cheng Cheng remained silent, but Qin Yan said in a calm voice, "Don't say that, her physical condition is not good, and there is no one to talk to in a foreign country, and there is also mental pressure. I can’t blame you, don’t put all the responsibility on yourself.”

Liao Yuanqing knew that Qin Yan was comforting himself, he turned his head and shook his head weakly at Cheng Cheng, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he hadn't closed his eyes to sleep for several days and nights, his face was exhausted.

"Thank you, but I know all of this is my fault." Even though Cheng Cheng has said that all of this has nothing to do with Liao Yuanqing, Liao Yuanqing still insists on taking all the responsibility and all the faults on himself, as if He is like a sinner through the ages, even the water of the Yellow River cannot wash away his sins.

Cheng Cheng and Qin Yan didn't know how long they stood by the sea, until the boat carrying Zhao Minli finally drifted out of their sight, slowly became a dot in the sky, and slowly disappeared. At this time, Cheng Cheng mentioned Let's go back.

But Liao Yuanqing still stood still, standing there like a bridge stone, unable to be moved by the wind and the sea.

Cheng Cheng walked over, Zhao Minli left, she felt uncomfortable, Liao Yuanqing also felt uncomfortable, she comforted Liao Yuanqing, "Go back, the sky is slowly getting dark, and Zhao Minli loves to be quiet the most when it is dark. Let's stop giving her too much attention here."

Cheng Cheng didn't know if it was her hallucination, she heard a faint hum from Liao Yuanqing's throat.

Qin Yan raised his hand and patted Liao Yuanqing's shoulder, trying to comfort him, but he made Liao Yuanqing look like a tree with broken roots, and suddenly smashed his eyelids towards the ground full of rocks , slowly and heavily closed, Qin Yan's long arm scooped him so that he didn't hit the sharp-edged ground.

After Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng sent Liao Yuanqing home and let him rest for a long time, he woke up slowly, but he kept chanting Zhao Minli's name in his sleep.

It was when Qin Yan took Liao Yuanqing back that he discovered that Liao Yuanqing's arms were full of scars, like the marks left by himself, neatly arranged one after another on his arms, which was shocking and unsightly, very It's hard to imagine how he survived this period of time.

Liao Yuanqing finally woke up. When he woke up, he was exhausted and his eyelids were slightly closed, as if he had no strength to pierce the heavy eyelids. He could see clearly that it was Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng guarding his bedside, and the room There is also the smell of food.

"You finally woke up. You haven't slept for several days and nights, and you haven't eaten well. You can't hold on physically. I've already boiled chicken soup for you. Drink some chicken soup to replenish your energy." Cheng Cheng gave Liao Yuanqing a cup of tea. A bowl of chicken soup, but Liao Yuanqing closed his eyes and didn't want to drink chicken soup.

"How can you not drink chicken soup? You haven't eaten for a day. If you don't eat or drink like this, your body will not be able to hold on. Zhao Minli has already left. Even if she leaves, she must hope that you will be well." Alive." Cheng Cheng put the chicken soup on the bedside table.

It happened to be late at night when he woke up, the lights in the room were on, and the warm light hit his pale skin, but the sickly paleness of his skin still oozes out.

"Don't be so stubborn. Zhao Minli has already left. This is something you can't recover from. It's impossible for you to torture yourself to the point of being overwhelmed. Finally, go with her." Cheng Cheng looked at Liao Yuanqing with her eyes closed and didn't want to speak. , and didn't want to listen to herself, so she lowered her voice. She knew that Liao Yuanqing was very weak now.

If the knot in Liao Yuanqing's heart is not untied, even if he drank this bowl of chicken soup today, so what, after he leaves, he will still go on a hunger strike without eating or resting.

"When I sent you back just now, I saw those scars on your hands. What happened to those scars? Did you cut them yourself with a knife?" Qin Yan glanced at his hands under the quilt. The traces of the scars should have been there for a long time. I don't know when he started to have the tendency of self-abuse.

At this time, Liao Yuanqing slowly opened his eyes, but he still spoke weakly, "I deserve this. If it wasn't for me, Zhao Minli would not have passed away so soon. All of this is my fault. There is no chance to make up for it, so I can only punish myself in this way, so that I will always remember what I did to Minli."

The guilt in his heart will completely overwhelm his belief in living, and if this continues, Liao Yuanqing's body will definitely not be able to bear it.

Cheng Cheng stood there quietly when he heard these words, seeing the painful look on Liao Yuanqing's face, his eyes were full of guilt and self-blame.

"Maybe she didn't forgive you, but she might not blame you anymore. Have you ever thought about this? Since you are still alive, you should live a good life. You shouldn't keep punishing yourself with the past. It's gone." Cheng Cheng continued to persuade Liao Yuanqing, but he didn't seem to listen to his own words.

Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng are not professional counselors after all. Qin Yan suggested to Liao Yuanqing, "You should live a good life if you are still alive. If you live in such pain, what is the point? I know the knot in your heart Can’t solve it, when you recover, go see a psychiatrist, maybe the psychiatrist can help you untie the knot in your heart.”

It would be the best if the knot in Liao Yuanqing's heart can be untied.During this period of time, because of the news of Zhao Minli's death, Liao Yuanqing was almost out of breath. Only then did his eyes focus on Qin Yan's face, and he hummed slowly.

"Since you want to untie the knot in your heart, live a good life, eat well, and sleep well, you should get up and eat something."

Liao Yuanqing is very grateful to Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng for staying by his side at such a time. They don't know how long they have been with him, but they should be very worried about their physical condition. After struggling for a long time, Liao Yuanqing Finally, propping up the hospital bed with both hands, he sat up slowly.

Cheng Cheng quickly picked up the bowl of chicken soup on the bedside table and handed it to Liao Yuanqing, and told him, "Drink slowly, be careful not to burn it."

The rich aroma of the chicken soup aroused Liao Yuanqing's hunger. Only then did he realize that he hadn't eaten or drank water for a day. At this time, his mouth was dry and his stomach was very hungry.

"It is impossible to live in the mistakes of the past. People have to look forward. Now that Zhao Minli has left, the living must live well and not be troubled by their past mistakes." Cheng Cheng saw that Liao Yuanqing was finally willing. After drinking the chicken soup, he finally showed a slightly relaxed expression.

After drinking the first sip of chicken soup, Liao Yuanqing felt even hungrier, and he drank chicken soup faster. Cheng Cheng not only made chicken soup for him, but also made him some special side dishes.

That Cheng Cheng watched Liao Yuanqing drink a few bowls of chicken soup and eat, his face finally had a little rosy color, and his dry and peeling mouth healed, and he told him to leave.

After Qin Yan Chengcheng returned to China, he had been thinking about Liao Yuanqing's situation, but they also called Liao Yuanqing, and Liao Yuanqing's condition seemed to have improved a lot.

But if it wasn't because of the news on TV, Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng would never have dreamed that what they thought Liao Yuanqing's improvement turned out to be just an illusion shown by Liao Yuanqing in order not to make them worry, acting for them.

Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng saw a news on TV. A passer-by rescued a patient who had abused himself by the side of the road and sent him to the hospital. The doctor gave him a diagnosis that his condition was very bad. If this continues, he may not last for a few months.

Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng saw that there seemed to be many more scars on Liao Yuanqing's body, and there seemed to be a fresh scar on his thick neck, which had not fully healed.