Young Master Qin, you are too cute

In the past, Zhao Minli certainly knew that children's mental health should be paid attention to, and that bloody and terrifying movies should not be shown in front of Nian Cheng, but now she is so exhausted that she can't care about what is unsuitable for children. No, she has endless pressure to release.

In the room, she watched all the horror movies that she had never had the opportunity to watch in the past. Her psychological endurance has soared. The degree to which the heart does not beat.

This method can be called fighting poison with poison, but it is very effective. Within a few days, Zhao Minli felt that the difficulties and dangers in the world were nothing more than nothing. She even overcame the deepest fear in her heart - fear of death, and felt that it would be good to be able to scare others by being a ghost. This is true. It is self-defeating, but it is also a sustenance.

Seeing her situation in his eyes and anxious in his heart, Cheng Cheng didn't know how to persuade him, so he kept asking Nian Cheng to accompany Zhao Minli as before, hoping that Zhao Minli could see hope from the innocent child.

However, Nian Cheng, who was always reluctant to leave Zhao Minli in the past, seemed to be a different person. He shook his little head like a rattle, refused to accompany Zhao Minli no matter what he said, and would rather choose to go to the extracurricular study class that he hated. Continuing with early education courses, and unwilling to play at home openly.

Cheng Cheng was puzzled, so he could only ask, "Did Aunt Minli bully you?"

"No." Niancheng shook his head and said thoughtfully, "I just don't like Aunt Minli now."

"But didn't you like Aunt Minli the most before? Aunt Minli is sick now, and she can't make Niancheng happy like before. Can Niancheng sacrifice some time to be with her?" Cheng Cheng earnestly induced.

The eyebrows on Niancheng's small face were wrinkled into horoscopes. He is really young, so he doesn't know how to describe the feelings in his heart. After struggling for a long time, he only gave a simple answer that only a child can have: "I think Aunt Minli It's changed, she doesn't need me to accompany her now, she should let her mother accompany her."

This simple sentence made Cheng Cheng stunned on the spot. She never thought of going to this level. What Zhao Minli needs most now is to find a real relative.

Zhao Minli's mentality began to become decadent after being defeated by ups and downs again and again. She couldn't get out of the shadow of everything going wrong, and she was alone in the world like a wandering ghost, and she probably didn't even know her true origin until now. This is the root cause of her inability to cheer up.

After having this idea, Cheng Cheng took action without telling Zhao Minli. She used the excuse of a class reunion to go back to the home where Zhao Minli grew up.She made up an excuse to fool Zhao Guangzong, and she quickly got a copy of the correspondence between Zhao's mother and Zhao's father.

It's been a long time since the letter has passed, but the address bar and zip code haven't changed much. She carefully checked the classification and found that Father Zhao is really a troublemaker. All over China, he has traveled all over the world, and I don't know what kind of business he is doing.

Turning on the light at night to check letters one by one, Cheng Cheng went backwards according to the time of Zhao Minli's birth, and finally locked on a letter addressed to this city. In the letter, Father Zhao's impatience with Mother Zhao reached its peak, and soon It is possible to have a lover and a child at this time.

However, what's the use of locking the location? The city is such a large area with a population of nearly one million. If you want to find someone from more than 20 years ago, it's really like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Seeing Cheng Cheng staying up so late, Qin Yan, who had been waiting in the bedroom for a long time, pushed open the study door and came in: "It's so late, are you going to let me stay in the empty room alone tonight? Recently, you only care about Zhao Minli. I'm going to be jealous."

"Jealous with a girl, you are so promising." Cheng Cheng teased and handed him the copy in his hand, "Can you find the person who lived in that neighborhood more than 20 years ago, Zhao Minli's father?" It should be her mother whom I met there."

Qin Yan took it, and frowned when he saw the flamboyant words on the letter.He believed in the saying that his words were like his own, and felt that Father Zhao must be frivolous and irresponsible. If a woman fell in love with him, it would be the beginning of a tragedy.

After reading the letter, he became more determined in this idea, and then said thoughtfully: "I don't know this address very well, but I can ask my assistant to check it. Even if it is a huge crowd, as long as you have been in this world, you will always be able to find it." Leave some traces, and sooner or later we will find the relevant person."

At this point, Cheng Cheng nodded in relief: "I don't know how long Zhao Minli can live, and I don't know if she can have something to be satisfied with before she leaves, but I hope she can find her biological mother and feel a little bit better." Warmth, that person should love her more than Mother Zhao."

Cheng Cheng is a mother, and she always has a surging and endless love for Nian Cheng, so she can't help but think of others, thinking that mothers in this world have all kinds of tenderness for their children, but they don't know that the difference between people is more different than the difference between people and animals Both are big.

For this kind of matter, Qin Yan, who has been in the mall for many years, has more say. He always feels that Zhao Minli's biological mother may not be as good as Zhao's mother. Suspected of abuse and oppression, but in the end it made Zhao Minli grow so big.

Thinking about it this way, Qin Yan also felt that Zhao Minli might really be a lone star, so that the kinship is so weak, but in order not to disappoint Cheng Cheng's hope, he still agreed: "Then leave it to me, she will Get better."

In the days that followed, Cheng Cheng kept recuperating at home. She accompanied Nian Cheng and Zhao Minli, and it felt like she was taking care of two children. Even Nian Cheng was easier to take care of than Zhao Minli, but for this closest friend, she She continued to take care of her without any complaints.

If Zhao Minli started from her heart, she didn't want to drag Cheng Cheng down like this. It would be great for her now if she could die in a place that no one knew, but that would make Cheng Cheng very sad.

So, Zhao Minli tried her best to comfort Cheng Cheng. She wanted to pretend to be better, but then she realized that she had forgotten what it was like to be distressed in normal times. Her mind was completely covered by dark clouds. No more sunshine.

Take Cheng Cheng making afternoon tea at home as an example. This is obviously an extremely trivial thing, but Zhao Minli still finds it glaring. She looks at the family of three talking and laughing, even with Cheng Cheng in her hand The first piece of cake Cheng handed him, still felt like an outsider.

Happiness belongs to others, and has nothing to do with her. She can't get in their world, and she doesn't deserve to get in. After all, they are a family, and she is just a bastard of unknown origin.

After another failed effort, Zhao Minli finally gave up the idea of ​​blending in with them. She didn't want to be so sad that she would even covet the false warmth, so she mainly proposed the idea of ​​moving away.

After packing my luggage, I took the initiative to find Cheng Cheng. Zhao Minli said, "I've been here for so long, and the flowers and plants at home are probably dying of thirst. I should go back and accompany them, so that you can relax. It doesn't take much. Take care of a big kid."

"Where is this?" Cheng Cheng's smile was faint, and she turned to look at Qin Yan, wanting him to find a way to keep Zhao Minli.

But Qin Yan nodded as if he didn't receive the signal, "Then I'll ask the driver to take you home, and remember to report Cheng Cheng's safety every now and then, otherwise she will run to you from time to time. Both Niancheng and I will become left-behind children."

"Don't worry." Zhao Minli showed the most open-minded smile these days: "I won't snatch Cheng Cheng from you." After speaking, she hugged Cheng Cheng lightly, which was a wordless farewell.

It wasn't until she went out that she came back to her senses. Cheng Cheng's expression was a little dazed, because he remembered the scar on Zhao Minli's hand again, and worried that when she went home alone, she would have those thoughts of self-harm.Thinking of this, she even wanted to chase Zhao Minli back before he left.

When Cheng Cheng was going to get the clothes, he stopped them, and Qin Yan asked, "What are you doing? You don't want to go to live with Zhao Minli and the others, then I won't agree."

"You really let me down." Cheng Cheng shook off Qin Yan's hand: "It's not that you don't know what's going on with her now, let her stay at home alone now, don't say whether she can take care of herself , the thoughts in her mind alone scare me."

Sighing, Qin Yan calmed her down, and then explained: "But if you catch up, will all this disappear? Cheng Cheng, you should understand that she is actually not happy here, a person who has lost her happiness People with this ability will not be healed just by seeing other people's happiness."

Suddenly like a deflated balloon, Cheng Cheng sat on the sofa and said to himself, "I don't want to lose this friend, she is really a good partner and colleague."

Holding Cheng Cheng's hand distressedly, Qin Yan said, "Don't worry, we will find the boat that can take her out of the sea of ​​suffering. The assistant said that her mother's matter has some clues."

"I hope so." A small flame ignited in Cheng Cheng's heart, but for some reason, she felt that things would not go so smoothly.

While they were talking, Zhao Minli had been sent to the rented apartment by the driver. She thanked the driver, and then went upstairs with her luggage, preparing to taste the loneliness that she would spend some time with herself.

Loneliness is the normal state of life. Zhao Minli felt that she should understand this truth earlier, so as not to feel depressed in the world where there are no relatives waiting to welcome her in the future.She made up her mind that no matter what happened in the apartment later, she would face it alone.