Young Master Qin, you are too cute

Cheng Cheng's eyes were full of longing. Because of the psychological torture, she lost a lot of weight, and almost became a paper figure. Her watery black eyes were extraordinarily large, almost to the point where she was so thin that only her eyes remained.

Looking into these eyes, the doctor couldn't bear to extinguish her hope, but he still said truthfully: "It can only be possible."

This sentence was the only ray of light for Cheng Cheng in the dark. She held onto it tightly, and after returning home with Zhao Minli, she said confidently, "You're right, we'll find it right away." Do you hope? Things will definitely get better slowly."

Beginning to regret giving Cheng Cheng hope, Zhao Minli knew the torment of gaining and losing a person, but she still hoped that Cheng Cheng could be happy for a longer time, so she forced a smile: "Yes, you must work hard, I believe in you. "

Forcing herself to start rehabilitation, Cheng Cheng took the new pills prescribed by the doctor on time every day. She took the medicines one by one without even frowning. Zhao Minli felt worried when she saw her desperate appearance.

Fearing that Cheng Cheng would not think about it when she couldn't see it, Zhao Minli found an excuse to bring her work home and stared at her all the time.

Thankful for Zhao Minli's dedication, Cheng Cheng was relieved, but also felt that the pressure on his shoulders was increasing.

Originally, this was just a matter between her and Qin Yan, but after Zhao Minli was involved, she felt that if she couldn't recover, she would feel sorry for everyone. Driven by this psychology, she accelerated the process of desensitization therapy .

According to the plan suggested by the doctor, Cheng Cheng should start from hearing Qin Yan's name, and then start the next step when she no longer responds to these two names. Yan related news reports and even interview videos.

Those press releases are full of compliments for Qin Yan, which is a kind of torture for those who hate him, let alone Cheng Cheng who hates him deeply and physically loathes him.

Looking at those words, Cheng Cheng not only felt tormented, she even began to doubt her past, and felt that she was covered in lard when she truly loved him at that time. It can't be suppressed, it's like a tide that can't be resisted.

But when the medicine took effect and Cheng Cheng got out of that blinded emotion, she would start to loathe herself even more, thinking that she didn't have enough perseverance, and sometimes she would even start to vomit because of this emotion.

Looking at the mirror in the bathroom, Cheng Cheng muttered to himself, "I feel really sick now."

"That's just a side effect of the medicine." Zhao Minli asked her to rinse her mouth with water, and comforted her.

Because she really couldn't stand Cheng Cheng's self-abuse behavior, Zhao Minli chose to take her out to relax in an afternoon when she felt relieved.

Everything went smoothly that day. It was rare for Cheng Cheng not to show any obvious disgust after seeing Qin Yan's name in the report. Her mood was very calm, like a lake without waves.

Not knowing that this was caused by excessive drug use, Cheng Cheng thought that his condition had improved, so he agreed to Zhao Minli's invitation without hesitation.

She attaches great importance to this relaxation, and Zhao Minli hopes that Cheng Cheng can relax in the contact with nature.

After packing a few exquisite snacks and fresh strawberries in the bamboo basket, Zhao Minli carried it and a piece of gingham, and took Cheng Cheng to the nearest park. Although the scenery is better in the suburbs, according to Cheng Cheng's current situation , Zhao Minli felt that going too far was a suicide act.

The sunny and sunny weekend is a good time for the whole family to have fun. Cheng Cheng and Zhao Minli lay on the lawn basking in the sun, somewhat affected by the laughter and laughter around them.

Especially Cheng Cheng, she felt that her soul became light and light, and she was about to fly towards the sun, like a moth to a flame. Although she knew that she would be destroyed, as long as she could get a little warmth, she would not hesitate to be smashed to pieces.

"The weather is so nice." Cheng Cheng murmured in a low voice.

In order to take care of her emotions, Zhao Minli has been an omnipotent and caring elder sister during this time. No matter what she says, she can guide her to chat, but this time she suddenly fell into silence. It's not that she has nothing to say, but I've been drawn to all my attention, so I don't have time to take care of it.

Cheng Cheng was very curious, and sat up with her hands on the soft grass. She followed Zhao Minli's gaze and saw a very familiar person who had gradually become unfamiliar - Qin Yan.

Like all the fathers around him, with a warm smile, Qin Yan led Nian Cheng, and the two walked under the green willows talking and laughing, and they were walking along the embankment to this side.

How is Qin Yan's injury?And Nian Cheng, I don't know if the madness scared him last time.

Goodbye at this time, Cheng Cheng has returned to the most familiar appearance. She is gentle and considerate, and she is full of care and love for her family. If Qin Yan came to talk to her at this time, she would definitely say sorry .

Finally realizing that Cheng Cheng had spotted Qin Yan, Zhao Minli was even more nervous than she was, and hurriedly turned around to help Cheng Cheng tidy up the scattered forehead hair. She only hated that she didn't bring a cosmetic bag when she came out for a picnic today, so she couldn't make up for Cheng Cheng on the spot. makeup.

However, appearance is still secondary, the most important thing is what Cheng Cheng thinks in his heart, Zhao Minli asked anxiously: "You don't hate him now, do you? If there is a little reluctance, let's run away now."

"No." Cheng Cheng told the truth, her heart turned into a lively little rabbit, eager to jump out of her chest.

Zhao Minli was relieved when she heard the words, she seemed to have suddenly become a matchmaker, and tried to persuade: "Even if you are there, you have to be suppressed by me now, do you see that Qin Yan will come over soon, according to his character, see You won't be able to resist coming here."

"I know." Cheng Cheng nodded obediently, she still had this bit of confidence.

But what no one expected was that a chance encounter was just a chance encounter. Qin Yan seemed to have suddenly cut off his love and could no longer have the slightest affection for Cheng Cheng, so he just walked over and turned a blind eye to her, even his The same is true for Nian Cheng who is holding hands.

Zhao Minli was stunned, she hurriedly stood up to stop Qin Yan: "Stop!"

"What's the matter?" Qin Yan frowned. He originally wanted to take a detour, but considering that it would not reflect his determination, he insisted on walking over.

Zhao Minli's tone was very puzzled: "Didn't you see Cheng Cheng? You know she is now..."

"I think she's doing well." Qin Yan interrupted Zhao Minli. He pulled Niancheng back, not wanting the child to hear what he said later, "I have nothing to do with her in the future. As for you and me, With her in the middle, there is no need to be friends."

After finishing speaking, Qin Yan ignored Zhao Minli's obstruction, hugged Niancheng in his arms, and continued to walk outside the park.

Seeing all this in her eyes, Cheng Cheng felt very uncomfortable. She wanted to cry, but her eyes were so dry that she didn't even have a single tear. There's nothing to cry about.

Running back to comfort Cheng Cheng, Zhao Minli pretended to be relaxed: "Don't take it too seriously, Qin Yan is a duplicity, you stabbed him before, it was really serious, and it is expected that he will be angry, just wait until this time passes gone."

Cheng Cheng shook his head lightly: "It won't be fine."

"Where is it so pessimistic? If Qin Yan really doesn't care about you, why come here? It's just a dead duck who has a hard mouth and doesn't want to admit it." Cheng Cheng don't fall into sadness.

Cheng Cheng's recovery now is hard-won. If Qin Yan's attitude today is affected, Zhao Minli wishes he could beat him to death.

Accepting Zhao Minli's kindness, Cheng Cheng went home with her very calmly, and then locked herself in the bedroom under the pretext of taking a rest.

Zhao Minli agreed on the surface, but she was still uneasy in her heart. She was afraid that something would happen to Cheng Cheng in silence. Whether it was an explosion or destruction, it was scary enough.

However, Cheng Cheng didn't agree for a long time, she didn't cry or suffer from old headaches, she was quietly like a doll.

She didn't think she could really fall asleep. In order not to make a sound, Zhao Minli took off her shoes and walked lightly to the door of the guest room. She stuck her mobile phone camera on the crack of the door to observe Cheng Cheng's situation.

As Zhao Minli expected, Cheng Cheng didn't sleep at all. She sat on the edge of the bed and wept silently. Because she looked very calm and covered her mouth with her hand, she didn't make any sound, but it could be seen that after With this stimulation, all previous efforts were in vain.

He beat up Qin Yan in his heart, and when Zhao Minli was arguing about whether to go in and teach Cheng Cheng, Cheng Cheng, who was just crying peacefully, made an astonishing move.

Silently picking up a paper cutter from the bedside table, Cheng Cheng slowly pushed out the blade, rolled up his trousers, and cut a knife on his snow-white calf.

Cheng Cheng must have used a lot of force, because the blood beads came out immediately, but she continued to stroke without saying a word, as if she didn't know the pain. She still covered her mouth with her hand, and even remembered every time she stroked. Wipe off the blood with a paper towel because you don't want to stain the floor.

Standing dumbfounded outside the door, Zhao Minli became more and more anxious when she saw that Cheng Cheng used self-harm to control her emotions.

She didn't dare to take a step away. Zhao Minli was afraid that if she left, Cheng Cheng would cut the knife on her wrist. No matter what she thought, she felt that Qin Yan had nothing to do with Cheng Cheng's stimulation today. A video of Cheng Cheng's self-harm was recorded.

This is not because he intends to sell Cheng Cheng badly, but because he thinks that Qin Yan must still have Cheng Cheng in his heart, so he wants to use the most intuitive method to make him realize that Cheng Cheng is so riddled with holes that he can no longer stand the stimulation. .

But the fact is always so ironic that Zhao Minli couldn't even post the video because Qin Yan had already blocked her.