"I'm so sad because I'm so normal."
I don't know why, when Xia Yatong heard this sentence, she wanted to cry, and a particularly profound feeling emerged, and she understood the meaning of this sentence even more in an instant.
Almost immediately, Xia Yatong began to imagine what the real day-to-day life of a claustrophobic patient would look like.
At night, the room is full of lights. In the empty room with no one to accompany, there is only one person looking at the ceiling at a loss. He suffers from insomnia all night long, always worrying and worrying about something.
Waking up in the morning, she painted a smile in the mirror, but she couldn't smile at all. The heavy makeup barely covered the imprint left by insomnia, and she couldn't smile for a while until her face became stiff.
How optimistic he appears to the outside world, but actually how withdrawn he is in his own circle.
Fear of social interaction, fear of crowds, fear of confined spaces, fear of dark moments, will cause crying, sweating and trembling, blush and heartbeat, coma and suffocation, and even shock because of such scenes.
In her mind, a claustrophobic story about a 17-year-old young girl suddenly appeared in front of her eyes——
Xiaonan, a claustrophobic girl, is usually an excellent class study committee member with top grades. She has a rich father and a mother who likes to play cards and go shopping every day. She is usually unaccompanied, but she is always very elegant and optimistic. She is a good girl in everyone's eyes. It is also the capital for parents and others to show off.
She accepts all this calmly, as long as her parents hope, she will achieve it, English level 17, piano level [-], ballet level test, painting competition... In this way, at the age of [-], she is already "other people's family" in the eyes of everyone. children".
She is so excellent, it should be that no one feels that she will be different from ordinary people.However, one time, due to a mistake, the duty after school was too late, and the sky was gloomy and it had just rained. No one noticed that she didn't leave, so she locked the classroom and left.
She was locked in the classroom all night, and no one noticed that she didn't get home safely because her parents were on a business trip and playing cards until late at night.
However, because of this reason, the disease that had been hidden in his heart broke out. Because of this reason, Xiao Nan tore and cried throughout the first half of the night, causing some irreversible pain both physically and mentally; in the second half of the night, directly because of such a situation, The sense of near-death rose strongly, and finally, the pain of multiple burdens made her a serious condition.
However, after someone opened the door the next day, everyone noticed that she learned about the situation in the classroom and thought she was accidentally locked. A simple apology from the student on duty was nothing.
However, since then, no matter how normal Xiao Nan looks, as long as she is alone at night, she will have insomnia all night and have some bad thoughts.
It's just that no one has noticed her abnormality, so two years have passed, Xiao Nan's condition has become more and more serious, but, she is no different from ordinary people, no one has cared about her at all, everyone is just paying attention How good she is, and so are her parents.
The tragedy happened after she failed to pass the entrance examination to the highest university and was paid attention to by the media. Her parents blamed her, and many people looked at her and pointed at her and felt that she seemed to have fallen from the "so-called altar". Netizens ridiculed her, so, she Unable to hold on, he committed suicide by jumping off a building, and his life died.
After Xia Yatong had thought up such a story, a basic outline of the story had already been drawn up. Looking at this, Xia Yatong felt that the sense of heaviness in her heart became deeper and deeper, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.
Slowly, Xia Yatong adjusted and relaxed her mood, and continued with her creation.
And, in the next few days, Xia Yatong will collect some music to let herself sink into the creation of this story, perfect this story, and make this story more thick and deep.
Of course, besides, she is also watching some things every day to adjust her mood to get better, because she just wants to have such a state when creating, not because she really can't get out of the play.
……
City L, Country Y, Amity Shipping Group, HR General Manager Office.
Edward Bossy was sitting in the office recalling some issues from the meeting just now, preparing to deal with some new documents.
A sudden knock on the door started to ring at this moment. Edward Percy was thinking about something, but he didn't hear it and ignored it. Afterwards, the knock on the door was even louder, bringing There are some violent emotions.
Under such circumstances, Edward Percy finally pulled away from her own thoughts, feeling a little displeased, but she didn't show it, she just said to this outsider: "Please!"
As soon as Edward Percy finished speaking, the door was already opened from the outside, and his younger brother Edward Sken walked in from the outside, with obvious displeasure on his face, he clicked immediately Close the door and lock it.
Afterwards, Edward Sken directly sat down on his desk, holding a document in his hand and threw it directly in front of him, and said fiercely: "That project should belong to me clearly, Why are you an illegitimate child!"
"..." Edward Percy glanced at Edward Sken, didn't say anything, simply reached out and put the file aside, picked up a file to be processed and began to prepare for processing.
Seeing Edward Percy's indifferent attitude towards him, Edward Sken, who was already dissatisfied, became even more dissatisfied and angry.
Originally, at the beginning, he also told himself that he should listen to his mother and restrain himself a little, not to make such obvious troubles for Edward Percy in the group, and try his best to let himself learn something faster, so that his father can treat him a little bit. Note one thing.
However, at the meeting today, the plan that he had always thought he could win during this period of time failed in the end. He did not fight against his illegitimate brother, which made him feel that his efforts during this period of time were all ignored by reality. Ruthlessly destroyed.
"Speak up! Why do you have the nerve to compete with me for projects, companies, and even family property? Are you worthy? Just because your mother is so cheap and died early, you compete with me, are you worthy?"
"Let me tell you, you are the same as your mother, you like to rob other people's things, your mother robs other people's men, slept with a married man and gave birth to a bastard like you.
Up to now, you bastard has also learned to steal other people's things, watching me work hard for so long to come up with a plan, and then robbed me of this project.
Also, ever since you were taken home by your father this time, I have always thought you were not pleasing to the eye, and the facts are exactly as I expected. gave you.Sure enough, a bitch is a bitch, and she loves to rob others of everything. "Edward Sken was chattering and cursing Edward Percy all by himself.
However, in the face of such a situation, Edward Percy did not show any strange expression, it was only because of Edward Sken's words that he raised his head and took a fixed look at Edward Percy, and the action of processing the documents at hand was slow. Some, the mind became deeper.
He was unwilling to show his arbitrary emotions, which made Edward Sken see it, but the traces of holding the document in his hand could not be covered up.
For him, this is a situation that cannot be easily noticed by others.
Especially, the person in front of him is Edward Sken. If he is really completely affected by Edward Sken's emotions, then he will truly suffer a crushing defeat.
Whoever, what he should really face is never others, but himself. Only by breaking the barrier between himself and others, and finding out his father's real purpose, can he have the opportunity to step into the real heir threshold, break this situation.
Edward Bossy bowed his head in silence, narrowed his eyes and continued to process the documents in his hand. After Edward Sken saw him like this, he felt that all the anger in his body did not know where it went, as if Is the same as a fist reached above the cotton.
"Are you dumb? Why don't you say anything? What's the point of not saying anything at a time like this? Let me tell you, this plan belongs to me. Also, the three companies in your hand are also mine. If you're sensible, go tell your father and return those things to me." Edward Sken continued to yell, but Edward Percy still didn't respond to such a situation.
For Edward Percy, since he and Edward Sken have conflicts, and conflicts are what his father has always hoped to see, then if he wants to break this situation and make some changes, he must first There is a change here with my father.
Since his father wanted him to do this, then he couldn't do this, otherwise, he would really be able to enter the game instead of breaking it.
"Little brother, have you finished? Now that you have finished, please go back!" Edward Percy, facing Edward Sken's exasperated appearance, just said gently, using the method of spring wind to dissolve Edward. .Sken's emotions.
Edward Sken saw that Edward Percy was so stubborn, he didn't listen to anything, and he was completely at a loss. He stared at Edward Percy for 2 minutes, and finally lost, "Hmph " With a sound, he opened the door and slammed it to leave.
As for the scene where Edward Percy faced Edward Sken and left like this, the impact he received because of Edward Sken's words didn't seem to be that deep anymore.
To him, Edward Sken was actually just a naughty boy, his thoughts were almost all on his face, he could see through his thoughts at a glance, and he didn't need to guess much at all.
It was also because of this that Edward Percy suddenly felt that it was actually the most correct behavior for him to do this, because only if he continued like this, could he really get rid of Edward Sken's so many feelings towards him. Bothering, so that I have some time to break the situation.
I don't know why, when Xia Yatong heard this sentence, she wanted to cry, and a particularly profound feeling emerged, and she understood the meaning of this sentence even more in an instant.
Almost immediately, Xia Yatong began to imagine what the real day-to-day life of a claustrophobic patient would look like.
At night, the room is full of lights. In the empty room with no one to accompany, there is only one person looking at the ceiling at a loss. He suffers from insomnia all night long, always worrying and worrying about something.
Waking up in the morning, she painted a smile in the mirror, but she couldn't smile at all. The heavy makeup barely covered the imprint left by insomnia, and she couldn't smile for a while until her face became stiff.
How optimistic he appears to the outside world, but actually how withdrawn he is in his own circle.
Fear of social interaction, fear of crowds, fear of confined spaces, fear of dark moments, will cause crying, sweating and trembling, blush and heartbeat, coma and suffocation, and even shock because of such scenes.
In her mind, a claustrophobic story about a 17-year-old young girl suddenly appeared in front of her eyes——
Xiaonan, a claustrophobic girl, is usually an excellent class study committee member with top grades. She has a rich father and a mother who likes to play cards and go shopping every day. She is usually unaccompanied, but she is always very elegant and optimistic. She is a good girl in everyone's eyes. It is also the capital for parents and others to show off.
She accepts all this calmly, as long as her parents hope, she will achieve it, English level 17, piano level [-], ballet level test, painting competition... In this way, at the age of [-], she is already "other people's family" in the eyes of everyone. children".
She is so excellent, it should be that no one feels that she will be different from ordinary people.However, one time, due to a mistake, the duty after school was too late, and the sky was gloomy and it had just rained. No one noticed that she didn't leave, so she locked the classroom and left.
She was locked in the classroom all night, and no one noticed that she didn't get home safely because her parents were on a business trip and playing cards until late at night.
However, because of this reason, the disease that had been hidden in his heart broke out. Because of this reason, Xiao Nan tore and cried throughout the first half of the night, causing some irreversible pain both physically and mentally; in the second half of the night, directly because of such a situation, The sense of near-death rose strongly, and finally, the pain of multiple burdens made her a serious condition.
However, after someone opened the door the next day, everyone noticed that she learned about the situation in the classroom and thought she was accidentally locked. A simple apology from the student on duty was nothing.
However, since then, no matter how normal Xiao Nan looks, as long as she is alone at night, she will have insomnia all night and have some bad thoughts.
It's just that no one has noticed her abnormality, so two years have passed, Xiao Nan's condition has become more and more serious, but, she is no different from ordinary people, no one has cared about her at all, everyone is just paying attention How good she is, and so are her parents.
The tragedy happened after she failed to pass the entrance examination to the highest university and was paid attention to by the media. Her parents blamed her, and many people looked at her and pointed at her and felt that she seemed to have fallen from the "so-called altar". Netizens ridiculed her, so, she Unable to hold on, he committed suicide by jumping off a building, and his life died.
After Xia Yatong had thought up such a story, a basic outline of the story had already been drawn up. Looking at this, Xia Yatong felt that the sense of heaviness in her heart became deeper and deeper, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.
Slowly, Xia Yatong adjusted and relaxed her mood, and continued with her creation.
And, in the next few days, Xia Yatong will collect some music to let herself sink into the creation of this story, perfect this story, and make this story more thick and deep.
Of course, besides, she is also watching some things every day to adjust her mood to get better, because she just wants to have such a state when creating, not because she really can't get out of the play.
……
City L, Country Y, Amity Shipping Group, HR General Manager Office.
Edward Bossy was sitting in the office recalling some issues from the meeting just now, preparing to deal with some new documents.
A sudden knock on the door started to ring at this moment. Edward Percy was thinking about something, but he didn't hear it and ignored it. Afterwards, the knock on the door was even louder, bringing There are some violent emotions.
Under such circumstances, Edward Percy finally pulled away from her own thoughts, feeling a little displeased, but she didn't show it, she just said to this outsider: "Please!"
As soon as Edward Percy finished speaking, the door was already opened from the outside, and his younger brother Edward Sken walked in from the outside, with obvious displeasure on his face, he clicked immediately Close the door and lock it.
Afterwards, Edward Sken directly sat down on his desk, holding a document in his hand and threw it directly in front of him, and said fiercely: "That project should belong to me clearly, Why are you an illegitimate child!"
"..." Edward Percy glanced at Edward Sken, didn't say anything, simply reached out and put the file aside, picked up a file to be processed and began to prepare for processing.
Seeing Edward Percy's indifferent attitude towards him, Edward Sken, who was already dissatisfied, became even more dissatisfied and angry.
Originally, at the beginning, he also told himself that he should listen to his mother and restrain himself a little, not to make such obvious troubles for Edward Percy in the group, and try his best to let himself learn something faster, so that his father can treat him a little bit. Note one thing.
However, at the meeting today, the plan that he had always thought he could win during this period of time failed in the end. He did not fight against his illegitimate brother, which made him feel that his efforts during this period of time were all ignored by reality. Ruthlessly destroyed.
"Speak up! Why do you have the nerve to compete with me for projects, companies, and even family property? Are you worthy? Just because your mother is so cheap and died early, you compete with me, are you worthy?"
"Let me tell you, you are the same as your mother, you like to rob other people's things, your mother robs other people's men, slept with a married man and gave birth to a bastard like you.
Up to now, you bastard has also learned to steal other people's things, watching me work hard for so long to come up with a plan, and then robbed me of this project.
Also, ever since you were taken home by your father this time, I have always thought you were not pleasing to the eye, and the facts are exactly as I expected. gave you.Sure enough, a bitch is a bitch, and she loves to rob others of everything. "Edward Sken was chattering and cursing Edward Percy all by himself.
However, in the face of such a situation, Edward Percy did not show any strange expression, it was only because of Edward Sken's words that he raised his head and took a fixed look at Edward Percy, and the action of processing the documents at hand was slow. Some, the mind became deeper.
He was unwilling to show his arbitrary emotions, which made Edward Sken see it, but the traces of holding the document in his hand could not be covered up.
For him, this is a situation that cannot be easily noticed by others.
Especially, the person in front of him is Edward Sken. If he is really completely affected by Edward Sken's emotions, then he will truly suffer a crushing defeat.
Whoever, what he should really face is never others, but himself. Only by breaking the barrier between himself and others, and finding out his father's real purpose, can he have the opportunity to step into the real heir threshold, break this situation.
Edward Bossy bowed his head in silence, narrowed his eyes and continued to process the documents in his hand. After Edward Sken saw him like this, he felt that all the anger in his body did not know where it went, as if Is the same as a fist reached above the cotton.
"Are you dumb? Why don't you say anything? What's the point of not saying anything at a time like this? Let me tell you, this plan belongs to me. Also, the three companies in your hand are also mine. If you're sensible, go tell your father and return those things to me." Edward Sken continued to yell, but Edward Percy still didn't respond to such a situation.
For Edward Percy, since he and Edward Sken have conflicts, and conflicts are what his father has always hoped to see, then if he wants to break this situation and make some changes, he must first There is a change here with my father.
Since his father wanted him to do this, then he couldn't do this, otherwise, he would really be able to enter the game instead of breaking it.
"Little brother, have you finished? Now that you have finished, please go back!" Edward Percy, facing Edward Sken's exasperated appearance, just said gently, using the method of spring wind to dissolve Edward. .Sken's emotions.
Edward Sken saw that Edward Percy was so stubborn, he didn't listen to anything, and he was completely at a loss. He stared at Edward Percy for 2 minutes, and finally lost, "Hmph " With a sound, he opened the door and slammed it to leave.
As for the scene where Edward Percy faced Edward Sken and left like this, the impact he received because of Edward Sken's words didn't seem to be that deep anymore.
To him, Edward Sken was actually just a naughty boy, his thoughts were almost all on his face, he could see through his thoughts at a glance, and he didn't need to guess much at all.
It was also because of this that Edward Percy suddenly felt that it was actually the most correct behavior for him to do this, because only if he continued like this, could he really get rid of Edward Sken's so many feelings towards him. Bothering, so that I have some time to break the situation.
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