The low-key rebirth of the great god

The first time Mo Cheng heard the name Li Li was during the summer vacation of the fifth grade.

I vaguely remember that the final exam was very difficult. In the math exam, he couldn’t do one question and lost 3 points. In addition to the 1 point of the Chinese paper, he only got a full score in English.

As a primary school bully, Mo Cheng was in a state of despair.Mo Di rolled his eyes at her brother while holding the math paper that he scored only 88 points.

That day, Lao Mo answered a phone call, came back and said cheerfully, "Your Uncle Li's Li girl has perfect marks in Keke, and she is about to jump to the same level as our A Cheng. A Cheng, you need to take care of your sister..."

The word "Ke Ke full score" stimulated the sensitive and fragile heart of the young boy. Mo Cheng pursed his lips and asked, "What's her name?"

"It should be called Li Li, Li from the Lijiang River, that little girl is beautiful, well-behaved and cute, she is very polite at such a young age..."

Li Li?Mo Cheng recited the name silently, four times and two times, it was really tricky.

He was still curious about this little girl with a tricky name. Unfortunately, although his father had a good relationship with Uncle Li, it was limited to their male friendship.

In order not to let this younger sister compare to others, and to avenge shame, Mo did not travel during the holidays, and spent six hours a day studying.

He came early on the first day of school, and his mother was chatting with the head teacher outside the door. He walked into the class alone with his schoolbag on his back, and immediately noticed the strange little girl.

Without any warning, he immediately recognized that it was Li Li.

The hideously ugly school uniform looked neat and tidy on Li Li's body. The sunlight coated her brows and eyes with a layer of golden veil. She held her fair and rosy face with her left hand, and her big smiling eyes were a little curious. Looking at him, the hair tied into a ponytail shook slightly.

She is indeed a very beautiful little girl, Mo Cheng thought.

"Hi, what's your name?" She suddenly spoke, her voice was clear and sweet, like a breeze blowing through a mountain stream.

"I, my name is Mo Cheng... the multiplication of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division." Mo Cheng blushed for some reason.

Few girls had the nerve to talk to him, and they secretly called him "Prince Charming".

The little girl was not at all restrained, she walked up to him generously, tilted her head and smiled, "Hello, my name is Li Li."

Even if he and Li Li knew each other, Li Li sat in front of him after arranging the seats. As soon as he looked up, he could see her slightly swaying ponytail, and it seemed that even the curl of her hair was just right.

However, to Li Li, Mo Cheng was not special, not even a friend with many friends.All the boys and girls in the class are proud of making friends with Li Li, she never lacks friends.

But there was a faint thought in Mo Cheng's heart, no matter how many people liked her, secretly loved her or loved her, Li Li was lonely, and she would always be alone in her heart.

In this way, Mo Cheng and Li Li had been classmates for a year, and Xiao Shengchu was assigned to different junior high schools.

In Mo Cheng's second year of junior high school, Mo Yuanzhe was going to visit Li's house, and Mo Cheng went out with him for the first time.He thought, maybe he could see Li Li.

There was some anticipation in his heart, and Lao Mo wondered why his sullen son was in such a good mood. Usually he hated going out with him the most. For him, it was to meet friends, but for Mo Cheng, it was called entertainment.

Mo Yuanzhe and his son happened to catch up with Li Qian and his wife arguing. The father and son were sitting on the sofa, and only Mrs. Bai was free to entertain them. The atmosphere was rather awkward.

Mo Cheng "accidentally" asked about other people, and Mrs. Bai said that Li Li was not at home and had gone to a guqin class.Mo Cheng lowered his eyes, feeling a little astringent in his heart.

Mo Yuanzhe also had some thoughts in his heart. Li Qian's wife was not easy to get along with, and she would not be happy when others were guests.After that, Lao Mo seldom came to the door again.

The most disappointing thing is Mo Cheng, a young boy who has never done anything hard since he was a child, this is the first time he has experienced the feeling of being empty in his heart...

After that, he never went to see Uncle Li with his father.

Three years passed in a blink of an eye, and Mo Cheng felt happy again.

As the number one in the city's high school entrance examination, Li Li will definitely come to Mingshui No. 49 Middle School. His high school entrance examination score is [-]th in the city, and he will definitely be assigned to the same class as her.

However, the way Li Li looked at him no longer felt familiar.Mo Cheng had to accept the fact that she had forgotten him.

He didn't expect that Li Li, who seemed perfect in every way, would fall in love early.The school bully named Shao Zhan became her boyfriend. He was a cool-looking person who treated her tenderly and meticulously.

In fact, Mo Cheng was not surprised by the contrast of the school bully, how many people in the world could treat Li Li coldly?Such a delicate and beautiful girl will melt anyone's heart when she smiles.

If she had chosen him, he would also regard her as a rare treasure and not let her suffer any harm.

Mo Cheng would occasionally see the two walking together, talking and laughing with light in their eyes.

It's a pity that this relationship only lasted for two months, and that Shao Zhan transferred to another school.

Mo Cheng thought that the most beautiful first love in love is like passing by in a hurry. Li Li should be very sad.

However, Li Li's demeanor and demeanor were the same as usual, and there was no sign of frustration.

Her level of self-discipline and rationality was beyond his reach, and that was the first time Mo Cheng suspected that they were not from the same world.

Until one day by chance at noon, Mo Cheng in the vast crowd saw Li Li, and heard her exclaim a word in surprise. She walked towards a boy, but quickly froze in place, lowering her eyes slightly.

It turned out that she was not unmoved, it turned out that she cared about that first love, it turned out that she cared about that person.

The sense of distance suddenly shattered, and Mo Cheng discovered for the first time that Li Li was also an ordinary person with emotions, not a great god who could only look up to.

Maybe it was at that moment that Mo Cheng really fell in love with Li Li.

At that time, she was feeling overwhelmed by her lost first love.

Fate is such a drama sometimes.

The following high school life was very ordinary, and Li Li didn't know that there was a boy who was silently watching her.

The cold medicine that suddenly appeared on the table, the mineral water that happened to be handed out in physical education class, the chocolate in the table hole on Valentine's Day... Li Li didn't care, because these things were too common for her.

——She was secretly in love with her since childhood.

For Mo Cheng, it was a series of mood swings.

He strives for every opportunity to be in the same frame as Li Li, whether it is competitions, speeches or volunteer activities.

Mo Cheng himself is not an unknown person, he is handsome and upright, with excellent grades and an ideal family background, he is also one of the most handsome guys in the school, even though he was replaced by Zhang Xun in the third year of high school, there are still many girls silently Pay attention to him, love him secretly.

It's just that most of the girls who sensed his thoughts gave up silently.

The firefly and the bright moon compete for brilliance, which is a bit of a fantasy.

However, many people were not optimistic about Mo Cheng. With Shao Zhan Zhuyu in front, even if they fell in love again, Li Li would not necessarily choose him.You can also list a few boys who are in better condition than Mo Cheng in the school and who have a crush on Li Li.

Mo Cheng turned a deaf ear to these things outside the window. As a practical science student, no matter how much others talk about it, it will not become a real topic, and it doesn't make any sense to him.

On the day after the college entrance examination, he drank a lot of wine at the graduation party and was with many buddies.

It seems that this last day ignited the flame of everyone's indulgence, became a lot of couples, and broke a lot of first love hearts.

Mo Cheng was called out by more than one girl to confess his love. Amidst the laughter of all the boys and the careful love of the girls, he came to the corridor in a daze, and rejected one girl after another.

In the end was a small girl with short hair, who usually had no sense of presence, but he knew her name was Cong Nuo.

After Cong Nuo heard his "I'm sorry", for the first time, he didn't run away crying, but shrugged his shoulders and said calmly: "Student Mo, I know you have a girl you like, go and confess to her, or you will regret it. "

After speaking, she quickly hugged him, let go before he could react, and walked back to the box.

Mo Cheng stood there in a daze, reeking of alcohol, and his head was a little hot.

He couldn't remember what that hug felt like, maybe, um, maybe it was warmth?
Li Li's faint smile appeared in his mind, the way she looked at Jiang Yuan with a doting smile, her solemn and gentle appearance at the graduation ceremony... everything turned into a painting.

Go and confess to her, or you'll regret it...

Confess, or you'll regret it...

Otherwise you will regret it...

regrettable……

The girl's every word was like a magic spell lingering around his head, which made his heart shattered and aching.

A kind of pain is called not getting what you want.

He hasn't tried it yet, so he knows he can't get it.

Mo Cheng leaned against the wall, the surrounding was very quiet, so quiet that he could hear the sound of water in the bathroom and the sound of approaching footsteps.

Who is it?
Are you here to confess again?
He was faintly tired, and raised his eyelids, trying to dissuade them with indifference and impatience.

At this time, he saw Li Li.

Her long hair was scattered behind her back, and a strand of jet-black hair hung naturally on her chest. She was wearing a light purple knee-length skirt. The wavy skirt looked blurred and dreamy under the slightly dim light in the corridor.

Mo Cheng was in a daze for a moment, and called her name.

Li Li stopped in her tracks, turned her head slightly to look at him, and smiled lightly and politely, "Student Mo Cheng, what's the matter?"

It's really similar to the little girl from that year, except for the sincerity.

Mo Cheng shook and stood up straight, "Yes."

He looked into her peach blossom eyes, and said seriously, "Li Li, I like you."

After seven years, from a young boy to a young man who is about to grow up, he finally had the courage to say he likes it.

Li Li didn't speak, and there was clear surprise in her eyes.

It should have been unexpected that a person who obviously has very little relationship with her secretly fell in love with her.

In the end, she looked at him seriously, and said softly but firmly, "Thank you, I'm sorry."

--Thank you for liking me.

——But I'm sorry, I can't respond to your likes.

that's it.

Li Li nodded apologetically, turned and left.

Mo Cheng watched her figure until it disappeared, without saying a word for a long time.

At least I got an answer, didn't I?

But why is it still so sad?

Do those people who confessed to themselves and were rejected just now feel the same way?
Mo Cheng felt his head hurt even more.

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination came out, Mo Cheng deliberately went to school very late.He thought, so he won't see it again.Although he is a bit weak like this, who cares?
He went to Imperial University...

He listened to her speech as a freshman representative and applauded along with the crowd...

He joined the same club as her, but he rarely saw her in this club...

He saw her again during the Chinese New Year, they had a brief discussion, and he found that the distance between them was getting farther and farther...

He thought he should be relieved.