I wish you two lifetimes

Gu Yanran closed the door, and she leaned against the door, panting heavily, she didn't want to hear, she didn't want to know anything.

She found that she was the cowardly one, not daring to face anything, not daring to bear the results she couldn't bear.

She wiped her tears and hurried downstairs.

"Where are you going?" The door opened, and Wen Yanzhi's gloomy face appeared in her sight.

"I...I'm going to class, I'm going to be late soon." Gu Yanran avoided his gaze, and frantically searched for his bag on the sofa.

She doesn't want to face him now, let alone see him, she doesn't want to think of the words he said that he is Xie Heng, she feels that she needs to take a break.

"Gu Yanran, are you crazy!" Wen Yanzhi ran down the stairs angrily, and pulled her past, "Don't you know what's going on with you? Tell me you're going to school!"

She is so weak now, and she doesn't know when the addiction will kick in, so she just goes to school rashly, what if something happens at school?
"I... I missed too many classes, otherwise I won't be able to graduate without credits this semester..." Gu Yanran shrank back, trying to avoid his touch.

"Gu Yanran, are you using such a bad excuse to perfuse me now?" Wen Yanzhi hugged her horizontally, "From now on, you stay at home and you are not allowed to go anywhere, let alone school Yes, I will say hello to the school, and you can stay at home with peace of mind and take good care of your body..."

How could Gu Yanran not know what he meant by "healthy body", he wanted her to stay at home and detoxify.

Naturally, Gu Yanran didn't resist drug rehabilitation, but rather resisted him. She was not yet mentally prepared, and she still didn't know how to face him. She didn't want to stay with him.

"I... I'm not feeling well. I can know it myself. I don't need you to stay and take care of me. I can take care of myself."

Wen Yanzhi was sullen, he grabbed her hand and motioned to her, "Are you sure you can take care of yourself? Gu Yanran, look at your hands, if I wasn't here yesterday, you might be bleeding to death now , are you sure you can take care of yourself?"

Gu Yanran looked at the tightly wrapped bandages on her hands, her eyebrows drooped, only then did she see that his hands were also wrapped in bandages, she was startled, and hurriedly took his hand, "What's wrong with your hand? How did this happen? Did I... hurt you yesterday?"

Now she has no memory of what happened yesterday at all. When people talk about addiction on the Internet, people are unconscious and can't control themselves at all.

"No, you think too much, I scratched myself." Wen Yanzhi pulled out his hand and put it behind him silently, "Now I'm talking about you, I'll give you another chance to choose, if you want to Go to school, yes, then I will tell your grandpa about this right away—”

"Don't!" Gu Yanran hastily stopped him. Grandpa is too old to withstand such a stimulus, "I... I just don't go..."

Besides, she didn't really want to go to school, she just wanted to simply find a place to avoid him. If the premise was to tell the Xu family, that was not what she wanted to see at all.

But at this moment, Gu Yanran didn't know that she would be very glad that she didn't go to school that day in the future.

Because, out of her sight, things had reached a point of no containment.

"What do you want for breakfast? I'll make it for you." Wen Yanzhi looked at her with a haggard face, and couldn't say anything serious. He rubbed her head, "Chinese or Western?"

Gu Yanran shook her head, she doesn't want to eat very much now, she has no appetite at all, but seeing Wen Yanzhi's expression turned a little bit bad, she hurriedly said: "Well... I don't know what to eat, so you can make some, I eat them all."

Wen Yanzhi glanced at her suspiciously, nodded, and picked her up horizontally, "Go upstairs and wash up first, and I'll make you a morning."

Even though the two had done such an intimate thing before, every time Wen Yanzhi hugged her, she would feel palpitations for a while, "Well... I hurt my hand, not my leg, I can walk by myself, You don't have to accompany me, I can wash myself."

But seeing Wen Yanzhi frown, Gu Yanran was too frightened to say anything.

When she got to the bathroom, Gu Yanran finally understood why he followed up with her. Seeing Wen Yanzhi who was squeezing toothpaste for her and washing towels for him, she gradually felt warm in her heart.

"Be careful, don't get wet with your hands." He lifted up her sleeves and wiped her hands exposed outside the bandages.

"That...Wen...Wen Yanzhi—"

"Call me Yanzhi." Wen Yanzhi held her hand tightly.

Gu Yanran felt a bit of pain, and took a "hiss—" gasp.

"It's fine if it hurts, so you can remember it long." Wen Yanzhi put the towel aside, and walked out holding her hand.

Gu Yanran feels a little uncomfortable, she doesn't know how to face him now, why is he really Xie Heng, then she...

"Gu Yanran, let me ask you, is Xie Heng important to you?" Wen Yanzhi looked at her tangled expression, and naturally guessed what she was thinking.

Gu Yanran nodded without hesitation, "It's very important, he...he is my...best friend." However, they can only be just friends.

"Then what are you struggling with?"

"Huh?" Gu Yanran was a little puzzled.

"You have said that he is very important to you, so even if I am him, there is nothing to be sad about, is there?"

"But..." Gu Yanran couldn't tell what it felt like, but it was different, totally different. She could accept that everyone else was Xie Heng, but he was the only one who couldn't.

"If I'm really Xie Heng, what should you do?" Wen Yanzhi grabbed her shoulders and made her look at him, without giving her a chance to escape.

"I...I...I don't know." Gu Yanran bit her lower lip, at a loss.

"Yan Ran, I don't mean to force you, I just want to tell you that it doesn't matter who I am, and it doesn't matter who you are, what matters is whether you can distinguish the past from the present, no matter what happened before Everything is in the past. The present is the most important thing, isn't it?"

"I know..." She naturally understood all these principles, but she couldn't let go, and couldn't get over that hurdle.

"You have to be clear, do you really like him or can't let him go? It's just a kind of nostalgia for him. Gu Yanran, do you know that it's unfair for me to do this. Let me ask you, if I don't call In other words, if I didn't resemble him at all, would you like me?"

Gu Yanran was speechless for a while, she looked at Wen Yanzhi, and subconsciously wanted to avoid this question.

"You won't!" Wen Yanzhi's eyes darkened, and he said firmly.

Gu Yanran raised his head, his eyes were full of doubts, why did he think so with certainty?

"Don't say you like me, you won't approach me at all."

His every word seemed like a knife pierced into her heart. She shook her head and hurriedly explained: "No, that's not the case..." But she didn't have the confidence to speak at all.

Yes, what he said was right, the first time she saw him that day, she rushed over because she thought he looked like Yan Zhi, and then approached him because she thought he was very familiar to her.

Wen Yanzhi smiled bitterly, "Yanran, you don't believe what you say. You see, just now, I just said that I might be Xie Heng, and you started to avoid me and wanted to stay away from me. We have experienced so much between us, can the relationship between us not compare to whether I am Xie Heng?"

Gu Yanran's palms were cold, and she couldn't say a word of rebuttal at all.

"Gu Yanran, maybe, you never liked me from the bottom of your heart. Your feelings for me only come from him. You love him, and you think that I am him, so you put all your feelings for him on me. "The light in Wen Yanzhi's eyes has completely dimmed, and his tone is a little helpless, a little self-deprecating.

"No, no..." Gu Yanran grabbed his clothes, "My feelings for you are not fake."

She is not the ignorant woman she was before, she can naturally tell what kind of feelings she has for him.

"I ask you, what should you do if one day your real words appear?"

Gu Yanran's heart trembled, and her eyes flashed with bewilderment and pain, and finally went out like a candle that had been extinguished by water.

"Would you still choose me?"

Gu Yanran's hands couldn't stop shaking, "You...don't say it, it's impossible, you must have said it, and I won't admit it."

"Don't try to numb yourself, Yan Ran, maybe you are really wrong, you have been wrong these past few months." Wen Yanzhi rubbed her head, "But don't worry, no matter what happens, I will always be with you with you."

In an instant, Gu Yanran burst into tears, "Don't talk anymore, don't talk anymore."

When she thought he was Yanzhi before, she found that everything he did was very similar to Yanzhi. Perhaps at that time, she had already begun to paralyze herself.

But now, when he said he was Xie Heng, she found that his words and deeds were surprisingly similar to Xie Heng.

Xie Heng always liked to rub her head at that time. He always comforted her when she was sad, and he said this sentence, "Don't worry, no matter what happens, I will always be by your side."

"Okay, don't cry anymore, I'll make you breakfast, you stay in the room for a while, or go downstairs with me?" Wen Yanzhi wiped her tears and tickled her nose, "Mr. It's crying, don't your eyes hurt?"

"You made me cry."

"Okay, okay, blame me." Wen Yanzhi smiled rarely today, "I'm going downstairs first."

Gu Yanran nodded, and immediately closed and locked the door after he left, tears streaming down her face in an instant, she suppressed herself, not letting herself cry out.

What should she do?What can I do!
Another image appeared in her mind.

Xie Heng took a bag of sugar cakes and put them in front of her, "Okay, don't cry, you cry all the time, don't your eyes hurt?"

She glared at him, "It's clear that you made me cry."

"Okay, okay, blame me." Xie Heng smiled, and stuffed the candy into her mouth, "Eat something sweet, and you won't cry."