I wish you two lifetimes

Just as she was about to struggle, the people behind leaned forward, "It's me."

Gu Yanran breathed a sigh of relief, she clenched her fist and punched him hard, "Why are you scaring me!"

Wen Yanyi grabbed her hand, "I didn't scare you, who made you have ghosts in your heart."

"Who has ghosts in his heart!" Gu Yanran turned his head, pretending to be calm.

"Why are your hands so cold?" Wen Yanzhi frowned, it was so cold when he was at Meng Siqian's house before, why is it still so cold now.

"Maybe I've been a little weak recently." Gu Yanran lied casually, because she knew that it was caused by inhaling excessive drugs, and her health would get worse and worse, so she had to quit from now on.

"Didn't you say you went back to Nanjing?" Gu Yanran immediately changed the subject.

"I didn't say that." Wen Yanzhi smiled, but when she asked just now, he didn't answer her.

"Then are you going to live here today?" Gu Yanran was a little nervous.

Wen Yanzhi naturally noticed her abnormality, and he chuckled, "What? Are you still afraid that I can't do something to you?"

Gu Yanran hurriedly shook his head, "Well...it's getting late, go to bed early, I have to go to school tomorrow, I...I have to change the report..."

This excuse worked for the Xu family, but not for Wen Yanzhi at all.

Wen Yanzhi slowly approached her, locking her between the wall and himself, "Gu Yanran, what are you hiding from? Are you hiding something from me?"

"No...no...I'm really going to change the report..." Gu Yanran felt that Wen Yanzhi was even more difficult to deal with than Xu Yichen.

"Your professor only asks you to write a report at the end of the semester. Do you think every teacher is me? One paper per class? Gu Yanran, you'd better use your brain when you lie." Wen Yanzhi was a little angry, she must have something to do Hid him.

Gu Yanran choked, "That... is actually—"

"Gu Yanran, I don't like you hiding things from me. Don't say anything to worry me. These words are useless to me. The most important thing between the two is trust, understand?"

Gu Yanran lowered his head.

How could she not understand, but she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid that she couldn't bear the result of him knowing about it.

What would he think of her?Whether it's distressed or disgusted, no matter whether she quits or not in the end, it can't change the fact that she has taken drugs. This will be a stain on her life.

Thinking of this, Gu Yanran's heart sank even more, "I'm a little tired, I want to go to bed first, I'm a little tired these two days."

"Well, then go to sleep." Wen Yanzhi no longer insisted, he rubbed her head and replied softly.

Gu Yanran nodded, turned around and opened the door, glanced at him and then closed it.

She immediately ran back to the room, turned on the computer, and tremblingly entered a line of words under the search engine.

The page jumped, and she became more and more panicked looking at the words on it.

"Anxiety, panic, fear, and the desire to take drugs again appear after 8-14 hours; various symptoms will reach a climax after 36-38 hours, just like ten thousand ants gnawing bones, ten thousand needles pricking the heart, it is unbearable, and the pain is so painful that I wish to die. It leads to the desire to take drugs again; after 36-38 hours, various symptoms will reach a climax, leading to loss of mental and behavioral control, and some of them will self-mutilate and commit suicide.”

Her body couldn't help trembling, she would commit suicide... would commit suicide...

She got up immediately, put away the sharp objects in the room, and locked them in the safe.

This kind of fear of the unknown made her feel that time had passed so long. She tossed and turned in bed, but she just didn't feel sleepy.

After she experienced that feeling once, she never wanted to experience it again.

Who is it!Let her suffer all this, she must make her return a thousand times!

But the figure at the door never left, Gu Yanran's reaction just now was too strange, he was really worried, so he stood outside the whole time.

At this time, a text message notification sound suddenly came from the phone.

He opened it, saw the words on it, and frowned.

There is only one line above:

Spend more time with her at night.

Wen Yanzhi's expression changed, what does this mean?
The phone number was unfamiliar, but he could guess that it was from Meng Siqian, and the "she" naturally referred to Gu Yanran.

He was just about to reply to the message and ask him what he meant when he suddenly heard a sound from inside.

Wen Yanzhi, who is very sensitive to this kind of sound, knew that it was the sound of broken porcelain.

He patted on the door, and seeing no one answered, he pressed the password to open the door. He just memorized the password of her house, and he didn't expect it to come in handy so soon.

It was dark inside, but he could hear a sniffling sound from inside, and he went to the porch to turn on the light, and what he saw stung his eyes.

Gu Yanran held the broken porcelain in her hand and stabbed her arm fiercely. Her clothes and the surrounding porcelain were stained with blood.

"Yanran!" Wen Yanzhi ran over, kicked away the debris next to her, trying to snatch the porcelain from her hand.

The blood on it was still flowing down, making his heart twitch.

"Why are you here?" Gu Yanran still recognized the person in front of her in her chaotic consciousness, and subconsciously dodged her eyes, "Go out, okay?"

She put the shards of porcelain on her chest in a defensive gesture.

what to do?what to do!He saw it!He wants to know, she begged with a humble face: "In other words, I beg you, can you go out?"

Wen Yanzhi didn't have time to think about why she suddenly became like this now, he tried to get close to her, "I'll take you to the hospital, okay, you're bleeding a lot, you need to deal with it."

"No, don't!" Gu Yanran fiercely resisted, she pointed the broken porcelain pieces in her hand at Wen Yanzhi, and kept paddling them in the air, "Don't come here, you go, you go, don't worry about me."

Wen Yanzhi was afraid that she would hurt him, so he stopped approaching, "Okay, I'll go, then put your things down, okay?"

Looking at the blood on her body, Wen Yanzhi nervously took out his phone and dialed a number.

"Don't call! Who are you going to call, don't call, don't let him know." Seeing him take out his phone, Gu Yanran panicked, is he going to tell others that she took drugs, and then everyone should know up.

"I'll call Yu An and ask him to take a look at the wound for you, okay, if you don't want to go to the hospital, I'll let him come here." Wen Yanzhi saw her reaction so intensely, immediately hung up the phone, and he will Putting the phone behind his back, he quickly pressed the keyboard on the screen. After typing for a while, he took a look in front of his eyes, confirmed that it was correct, and then pressed send.

He took out his mobile phone to show her, "Look, I didn't call, did I. Yan Ran, be good, put your things down, okay, I'll take you to sleep."

Wen Yan subconsciously thought that she was starting to get sick again, so he tried to comfort her, "Ape?"

But this time, Gu Yanran was very excited when she heard these two words. She stood up and shouted, "I'm not Liu Chupei! I'm Gu Yanran! I'm Gu Yanran! The person you love is not me, but her, right? !" She shed tears slowly, and said to herself: "I knew it, I knew it, you really still love her."

She suddenly raised her head and looked at him with aggrieved expression, "But... In other words, I am your Ape, and I love you very much, no less than she loves you. She is too selfish, she will put you Tied to my side, but I can't."

"In other words, you have to trust me, I'm not selfish at all..." She seemed fragile and vulnerable.

Wen Yanzhi didn't understand what she meant at all, but he didn't have the heart to understand at all at the moment. He slowly approached her and opened his arms, "Yanran, dear, let me hug you, okay?"

Gu Yanran approached him slowly, and when he was about to touch her, she immediately took a step back, "It's a lie, it's all a lie, you must tell others, right, and then everyone will know, everyone will know I'm gone." She slumped on the ground and cried, "You don't want me anymore, you will not want me anymore."

"What stupid things are you talking about? How could I not want you." Wen Yanzhi's heart shook violently.

The feeling of thousands of ants gnawing on her bones made her shrink back suddenly, and she swiped the tile hard on her hand, and blood gushed out wantonly.

"Yan Ran!" The scene in front of him made Wen Yanzhi's heartbeat seem to have stopped. He couldn't care about anything else, so he hurried over and hugged her.

Gu Yanran felt that she was being controlled by someone, she struggled fiercely, waving the tile in her hand, "Go away! Go away!"

Wen Yanyi grabbed her hand, she struggled hard, and the sharp point of the porcelain made a cut in his palm.

For a while, it was impossible to tell whose blood was on it.

He snatched the tile from her hand, threw it far away, and hugged her tightly.

Gu Yanran didn't know what happened at all, she only knew that she was suffering, and the only way to make herself feel better was to cut her own flesh, but now he took the things away.

"Give it back to me, give it back to me." Gu Yanran tried to reach for the tile next to him, how could Wen Yanzhi give her this chance, he picked her up and walked to the sofa.

"Can you give it to me? In short, give it to me..." Gu Yanran cried and begged, "I'm uncomfortable, in short, I'm uncomfortable...I want to die..."

The bone-eating feeling made her wish to kill herself, she grabbed Wen Yanzhi's arm tightly and bit it.

Wen Yanzhi was in pain, but he didn't let go. He resisted the pain in his hands, held her in his arms, and gently followed her back, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."

But his consolation didn't make her let go, she grasped Wen Yanzhi's hand more and more tightly, like a dying person grasping at the last straw.

"Where is it uncomfortable, tell me." Wen Yanzhi didn't know what was going on with her now, he had never seen her like this.

"It hurts..." Gu Yanran sobbed and uttered a word. She touched her hands and her head, no matter what, it hurts everywhere. This feeling made her almost die.

Damn it, why isn't Nie Yuan here yet!
At this moment, someone whom Wen Yanzhi "heard and thought" rushed over in a panic. He had just fallen asleep, and suddenly saw a text message from Wen Yanzhi. There was only one short line on it, but he was in a cold sweat reading popped up:

Come to Yanran's house and save lives!