I wish you two lifetimes
Chapter 035
Gu Yanran withdrew from his memories and shook his head.
"What about you?" She parted her thin lips slightly, "Do you believe it?"
"Believe it, but it's not faith. The Buddha said that cause and effect have reincarnation, everything has cause and effect, and there will be reincarnation, and people will too." He put down the teacup in his hand, "In the previous life, if you believe it, you will have it. If you don't believe it, you will not have it." .”
"But, no one has seen it, has it?" She didn't dare to tell him that she had memories of her previous life. She was afraid, and he also felt that she was a little abnormal. After all, her belief was one thing, but real existence was another. It's the same thing.
"Having never seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist." He paused, "There are too many weird things in the world, and this one is not bad, you just haven't heard of it."
He found that since the morning class, as soon as she talked about the past life, she seemed to be a different person, and her whole person was full of desolation and sadness.
"Then do you believe it?" He wanted to know her answer.
"Me?" She didn't expect him to ask her back, "I believe it."
She looked into his eyes blankly, she was also a little dazed after seeing a lot.
His eyes are very similar to him in the previous life. Looking at him for a long time, it seems that there are moonlit nights, cool breeze, warm spring and cold winter.
"Then what do you think your previous life was like?" The more he got to know Gu Yanran, the more he felt that there were too many secrets about her, and she would always have emotions that could not be explained clearly.
"My previous life—" Her eyes became dark, watching his face gradually lose focus, "I probably died a miserable death, so God gave me another chance to make up for what I didn't have before. me."
She smiled lightly, trying her best to hide the sourness in her tone.
"The water is cold, I'll go and pour some hot water." The pain in her heart seemed to finally have someone to confide in, and it seemed to start gushing out. She could no longer suppress it, got up in a hurry, turned around and walked inside.
This movement of hers made people feel that she was escaping from something at a glance, and she didn't care about other things, so she quickened her pace.
When she just stepped into the door, the tears in her eyes could no longer be hidden and fell, she hurriedly wiped them away with her hands, but more and more tears rolled down.
She turned around and hid in the bathroom beside her, closed the door and locked it, then slowly squatted down, venting wantonly.
Afraid that they would see his strangeness when he went out, Gu Yanran kept pouring cold water on his face, and gradually withdrew his tears.
Recently, she has become a little sentimental, and she loves to cry a lot.
This temper is more and more like Liu Chupei.
When she touched her face with her hand, it felt rough and bumpy. What to do, she hated herself more and more.
She wiped off the water on her face, walked out of the bathroom, and bumped into the person standing outside the door.
She quickly lowered her head, "You...why are you here?"
She tried her best to keep her voice down, fearing that he would find out.
Wen Yanzhi frowned, although she hid it well, he could still hear her crying.
He dragged her into the bathroom, closed the door, pulled her to the door, put one hand on the door, and locked the lock with the other hand, all in one go.
He locked her tightly between him and the door, leaving no gap, so that she had nowhere to escape.
Gu Yanran had just finished crying, and his whole body was still a little dizzy. After being pulled by him like this, he didn't know where he was for a long time, and the mint fragrance from the tip of his nose was indeed particularly clear.
She moved her body slightly, but found that she couldn't move at all. When she looked up, she could only see his rolling Adam's apple.
"Gu Yanran." His voice whispered in her ear.
He was very close, and his warm breath swept over her neck, itching, and she moved uncomfortably.
"Can you let go first?" The posture of the two of them was extremely ambiguous, and this posture really made her feel a little uncomfortable.
Wen Yanzhi seemed to have never heard of it.
He got closer, and she could feel the tiny stubble on his chin touching her skin, tingling and itching.
He leaned his head gently on her shoulder, "I'm very jealous of him."
Gu Yanran was taken aback, jealous of him? Who?
Before she could ask, he sighed softly, "He is already in your bones, but I have never been in your heart, I know, he is also called Yanzhi, isn't it, you always reveal But I'm looking at him, I'm not stupid, I can feel it."
Gu Yanran's throat tightened, and he couldn't make any sound. It turned out that he knew that she always thought that she was hiding well.
"However, I'm a little lucky. Fortunately, I have the same name as him. Otherwise, with your temperament, how could you be willing to get close to me?"
No, in other words, you are him.
All her words were stuck in her throat, and tears were one step ahead of all reactions, hitting the clothes on his chest.
"Gu Yanran, I'm very selfish. I can't see my people. I still have distracting thoughts in my heart. Don't worry, I won't force you. I'll wait for you to forget about him." He raised his head and stroked her cheek, "Don't cry for him anymore."
Tears couldn't be stopped, she looked up at him.
His eyes were not as gentle as usual, but unusually clear, with a slight frown between his brows.
Like, so like, like what she said.
He used to be like this, cold and clear, eyes like cold pools, it was rare to see warmth, but she still liked him tightly.
She slowly raised her right hand, caressed his cheek, outlined his eyebrows, and slowly touched the tip of his nose and the corners of his lips.
In other words, you see, you look different, but I still recognize you, you will praise me.
Or maybe not, you seldom praise me, you always talk about my stupidity, and you dislike me very much.
In other words, you made me forget, but how could I forget.
"Speaking of it—" her tone was tender, revealing a trace of sadness, "I can't bear it." I can't bear it, forget you.
She lowered her hand and hugged him slowly instead. This strange yet familiar feeling made her burst into tears.
Just let her indulge once, she doesn't want to care whether it's Wen Yanzhi or Wang Yanzhi in front of her, she just wants to hug him.
How long has it been? It seems that since he left Jiankang City at that time, she has never seen him again, let alone hugged him. She has been waiting for this moment for 500 years.
She felt his hand tighten, so she shrank into his arms and smiled brightly.
"Wen Yanzhi, I never regarded you as another person, you are you." She whispered in his arms.
She raised her head and looked at him, the coldness in his eyebrows and eyes dissipated a lot.
She wiped away her tears, and pushed him away. At this moment, he didn't deliberately imprison him, and pushed him away.
"I'm sorry." She turned and pushed the lock, opened the door, and fled in a hurry.
"Yan Ran." He couldn't help but stop her from behind.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable." She paused, and said sorry in a low voice. It's fine if Wen Yanzhi sees her gaffe, but if Nie Yu'an finds out again, she will be ashamed to see others up.
"You rest well, we won't bother you."
"Okay, I'm really sorry." She nodded without refusing.
Seeing her fleeing figure, Wen Yanzhi's face turned slightly cold, he turned and walked to the lake, and saw Nie Yu'an sitting there alone.
"Let's go." Wen Yanzhi walked aside and tidied up the fishing gear.
Nie Yu'an turned his head puzzled, "Leave? Don't you have a dinner appointment at night?"
Wen Yanzhi glanced at him with some displeasure, "She's not feeling well, let's try another day, it's not too late."
"Uncomfortable? I'll go take a look." Hearing this, he immediately got up and was about to walk inside.
"What are you going to do!" Wen Yanzhi felt a little headache, sometimes Nie Yu'an was like that.Gu Yanran's current appearance, how could he see it.
"I'm a doctor. I'll see what's wrong with her." He felt that it was appropriate to go in his own capacity, and he didn't know what Wen Yanzhi was trying to prevent.
"No need, she's going to sleep, don't disturb her." He tidied up his things and signaled him to hurry up.
Nie Yu'an pouted, nodded helplessly, and removed the things.
When the two left, they didn't specifically ask her to say goodbye.
Gu Yanran specially sent a text message to Nie Yu'an, said sorry, and promised to make another appointment next time.
Standing in front of the balcony of the bedroom, she secretly looked at the two people who had gone away, putting away the moisture in her eyes.
She was still so timid, she didn't dare to tell everything, because she didn't dare to bear all the consequences after he found out.
It's not that she hasn't talked about it with others. She said her name is Liu Chupei, and she told them her story.
However, no one understood her. They all said she was crazy and mentally disturbed. They forced her to be treated and forced to take medicine.
She doesn't want to live like that again.
In front of them, she never mentioned Liu Chupei again, never mentioned anything about her again, and pretended that everything was normal.
She retracted her gaze, looked at the lantern placed on the bay window, and gently stroked it.
In other words, it doesn't matter if you forget, as long as I remember.
God still takes pity on us, and after all, let me remember you.
That night, Wen Yanzhi, who had always had a regular schedule, couldn't fall asleep for a long time. He woke up startled in his sleep, got up and poured a glass of water.
He dreamed that Gu Yanran was standing in front of her, sobbing slightly. He wanted to get closer, but he would never be able to get in front of her. The distance between them seemed to be forever so far.
Her teary eyes were dim, she raised her head and looked at him disappointedly, "In other words, why didn't you come to save me...I've been waiting for you."
Her right face was dripping with blood, half of her face was stained blood red, and the flesh and blood from the wound were pulled out.
He tightened his throat, wanting to pull her.
She stroked the scar on her face with her right hand, and cried more and more miserably, "It hurts a lot. In other words, I hurt a lot. Why don't you come here?"
He watched helplessly as she jumped back, and a deep sea suddenly appeared in front of him, and he also fell into the sea.
The person in front of him gradually sank, and he stretched out his hand to pull her as hard as he could.
At this moment, the person in front of him gradually changed, she was so strange in his eyes, her face was covered by a veil like blue smoke, but he could see that behind the veil was a flawless cheek, not the appearance of Gu Yanran just now.
She was wearing a plain white brocade dress, swaying and floating in the water, and the steps on the hanging cloud bun were floating in the water.
The veil is slowly lifted while floating.
It was clearly a strange face that he had never seen before, but Wen Yanzhi felt that the person in front of him was Gu Yanran, but he didn't know why her face changed.
He swam towards her, narrowly grabbing her hand.
"Yan Ran." He opened his mouth with difficulty, and the sea water kept pouring into his mouth. He didn't know if the people in front of him heard it.
She closed her eyes, and broke free from his hand, "I'm Ah Chu, in other words, as expected, you have already forgotten me."
She clearly didn't open her mouth, but the voice came faintly from a distance. Whose voice is this? Is it her in front of her?Who is Ah Chu? Is it her name?
It seemed that there was a force pulling him up abruptly, and he was getting further and further away from her...
"What about you?" She parted her thin lips slightly, "Do you believe it?"
"Believe it, but it's not faith. The Buddha said that cause and effect have reincarnation, everything has cause and effect, and there will be reincarnation, and people will too." He put down the teacup in his hand, "In the previous life, if you believe it, you will have it. If you don't believe it, you will not have it." .”
"But, no one has seen it, has it?" She didn't dare to tell him that she had memories of her previous life. She was afraid, and he also felt that she was a little abnormal. After all, her belief was one thing, but real existence was another. It's the same thing.
"Having never seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist." He paused, "There are too many weird things in the world, and this one is not bad, you just haven't heard of it."
He found that since the morning class, as soon as she talked about the past life, she seemed to be a different person, and her whole person was full of desolation and sadness.
"Then do you believe it?" He wanted to know her answer.
"Me?" She didn't expect him to ask her back, "I believe it."
She looked into his eyes blankly, she was also a little dazed after seeing a lot.
His eyes are very similar to him in the previous life. Looking at him for a long time, it seems that there are moonlit nights, cool breeze, warm spring and cold winter.
"Then what do you think your previous life was like?" The more he got to know Gu Yanran, the more he felt that there were too many secrets about her, and she would always have emotions that could not be explained clearly.
"My previous life—" Her eyes became dark, watching his face gradually lose focus, "I probably died a miserable death, so God gave me another chance to make up for what I didn't have before. me."
She smiled lightly, trying her best to hide the sourness in her tone.
"The water is cold, I'll go and pour some hot water." The pain in her heart seemed to finally have someone to confide in, and it seemed to start gushing out. She could no longer suppress it, got up in a hurry, turned around and walked inside.
This movement of hers made people feel that she was escaping from something at a glance, and she didn't care about other things, so she quickened her pace.
When she just stepped into the door, the tears in her eyes could no longer be hidden and fell, she hurriedly wiped them away with her hands, but more and more tears rolled down.
She turned around and hid in the bathroom beside her, closed the door and locked it, then slowly squatted down, venting wantonly.
Afraid that they would see his strangeness when he went out, Gu Yanran kept pouring cold water on his face, and gradually withdrew his tears.
Recently, she has become a little sentimental, and she loves to cry a lot.
This temper is more and more like Liu Chupei.
When she touched her face with her hand, it felt rough and bumpy. What to do, she hated herself more and more.
She wiped off the water on her face, walked out of the bathroom, and bumped into the person standing outside the door.
She quickly lowered her head, "You...why are you here?"
She tried her best to keep her voice down, fearing that he would find out.
Wen Yanzhi frowned, although she hid it well, he could still hear her crying.
He dragged her into the bathroom, closed the door, pulled her to the door, put one hand on the door, and locked the lock with the other hand, all in one go.
He locked her tightly between him and the door, leaving no gap, so that she had nowhere to escape.
Gu Yanran had just finished crying, and his whole body was still a little dizzy. After being pulled by him like this, he didn't know where he was for a long time, and the mint fragrance from the tip of his nose was indeed particularly clear.
She moved her body slightly, but found that she couldn't move at all. When she looked up, she could only see his rolling Adam's apple.
"Gu Yanran." His voice whispered in her ear.
He was very close, and his warm breath swept over her neck, itching, and she moved uncomfortably.
"Can you let go first?" The posture of the two of them was extremely ambiguous, and this posture really made her feel a little uncomfortable.
Wen Yanzhi seemed to have never heard of it.
He got closer, and she could feel the tiny stubble on his chin touching her skin, tingling and itching.
He leaned his head gently on her shoulder, "I'm very jealous of him."
Gu Yanran was taken aback, jealous of him? Who?
Before she could ask, he sighed softly, "He is already in your bones, but I have never been in your heart, I know, he is also called Yanzhi, isn't it, you always reveal But I'm looking at him, I'm not stupid, I can feel it."
Gu Yanran's throat tightened, and he couldn't make any sound. It turned out that he knew that she always thought that she was hiding well.
"However, I'm a little lucky. Fortunately, I have the same name as him. Otherwise, with your temperament, how could you be willing to get close to me?"
No, in other words, you are him.
All her words were stuck in her throat, and tears were one step ahead of all reactions, hitting the clothes on his chest.
"Gu Yanran, I'm very selfish. I can't see my people. I still have distracting thoughts in my heart. Don't worry, I won't force you. I'll wait for you to forget about him." He raised his head and stroked her cheek, "Don't cry for him anymore."
Tears couldn't be stopped, she looked up at him.
His eyes were not as gentle as usual, but unusually clear, with a slight frown between his brows.
Like, so like, like what she said.
He used to be like this, cold and clear, eyes like cold pools, it was rare to see warmth, but she still liked him tightly.
She slowly raised her right hand, caressed his cheek, outlined his eyebrows, and slowly touched the tip of his nose and the corners of his lips.
In other words, you see, you look different, but I still recognize you, you will praise me.
Or maybe not, you seldom praise me, you always talk about my stupidity, and you dislike me very much.
In other words, you made me forget, but how could I forget.
"Speaking of it—" her tone was tender, revealing a trace of sadness, "I can't bear it." I can't bear it, forget you.
She lowered her hand and hugged him slowly instead. This strange yet familiar feeling made her burst into tears.
Just let her indulge once, she doesn't want to care whether it's Wen Yanzhi or Wang Yanzhi in front of her, she just wants to hug him.
How long has it been? It seems that since he left Jiankang City at that time, she has never seen him again, let alone hugged him. She has been waiting for this moment for 500 years.
She felt his hand tighten, so she shrank into his arms and smiled brightly.
"Wen Yanzhi, I never regarded you as another person, you are you." She whispered in his arms.
She raised her head and looked at him, the coldness in his eyebrows and eyes dissipated a lot.
She wiped away her tears, and pushed him away. At this moment, he didn't deliberately imprison him, and pushed him away.
"I'm sorry." She turned and pushed the lock, opened the door, and fled in a hurry.
"Yan Ran." He couldn't help but stop her from behind.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable." She paused, and said sorry in a low voice. It's fine if Wen Yanzhi sees her gaffe, but if Nie Yu'an finds out again, she will be ashamed to see others up.
"You rest well, we won't bother you."
"Okay, I'm really sorry." She nodded without refusing.
Seeing her fleeing figure, Wen Yanzhi's face turned slightly cold, he turned and walked to the lake, and saw Nie Yu'an sitting there alone.
"Let's go." Wen Yanzhi walked aside and tidied up the fishing gear.
Nie Yu'an turned his head puzzled, "Leave? Don't you have a dinner appointment at night?"
Wen Yanzhi glanced at him with some displeasure, "She's not feeling well, let's try another day, it's not too late."
"Uncomfortable? I'll go take a look." Hearing this, he immediately got up and was about to walk inside.
"What are you going to do!" Wen Yanzhi felt a little headache, sometimes Nie Yu'an was like that.Gu Yanran's current appearance, how could he see it.
"I'm a doctor. I'll see what's wrong with her." He felt that it was appropriate to go in his own capacity, and he didn't know what Wen Yanzhi was trying to prevent.
"No need, she's going to sleep, don't disturb her." He tidied up his things and signaled him to hurry up.
Nie Yu'an pouted, nodded helplessly, and removed the things.
When the two left, they didn't specifically ask her to say goodbye.
Gu Yanran specially sent a text message to Nie Yu'an, said sorry, and promised to make another appointment next time.
Standing in front of the balcony of the bedroom, she secretly looked at the two people who had gone away, putting away the moisture in her eyes.
She was still so timid, she didn't dare to tell everything, because she didn't dare to bear all the consequences after he found out.
It's not that she hasn't talked about it with others. She said her name is Liu Chupei, and she told them her story.
However, no one understood her. They all said she was crazy and mentally disturbed. They forced her to be treated and forced to take medicine.
She doesn't want to live like that again.
In front of them, she never mentioned Liu Chupei again, never mentioned anything about her again, and pretended that everything was normal.
She retracted her gaze, looked at the lantern placed on the bay window, and gently stroked it.
In other words, it doesn't matter if you forget, as long as I remember.
God still takes pity on us, and after all, let me remember you.
That night, Wen Yanzhi, who had always had a regular schedule, couldn't fall asleep for a long time. He woke up startled in his sleep, got up and poured a glass of water.
He dreamed that Gu Yanran was standing in front of her, sobbing slightly. He wanted to get closer, but he would never be able to get in front of her. The distance between them seemed to be forever so far.
Her teary eyes were dim, she raised her head and looked at him disappointedly, "In other words, why didn't you come to save me...I've been waiting for you."
Her right face was dripping with blood, half of her face was stained blood red, and the flesh and blood from the wound were pulled out.
He tightened his throat, wanting to pull her.
She stroked the scar on her face with her right hand, and cried more and more miserably, "It hurts a lot. In other words, I hurt a lot. Why don't you come here?"
He watched helplessly as she jumped back, and a deep sea suddenly appeared in front of him, and he also fell into the sea.
The person in front of him gradually sank, and he stretched out his hand to pull her as hard as he could.
At this moment, the person in front of him gradually changed, she was so strange in his eyes, her face was covered by a veil like blue smoke, but he could see that behind the veil was a flawless cheek, not the appearance of Gu Yanran just now.
She was wearing a plain white brocade dress, swaying and floating in the water, and the steps on the hanging cloud bun were floating in the water.
The veil is slowly lifted while floating.
It was clearly a strange face that he had never seen before, but Wen Yanzhi felt that the person in front of him was Gu Yanran, but he didn't know why her face changed.
He swam towards her, narrowly grabbing her hand.
"Yan Ran." He opened his mouth with difficulty, and the sea water kept pouring into his mouth. He didn't know if the people in front of him heard it.
She closed her eyes, and broke free from his hand, "I'm Ah Chu, in other words, as expected, you have already forgotten me."
She clearly didn't open her mouth, but the voice came faintly from a distance. Whose voice is this? Is it her in front of her?Who is Ah Chu? Is it her name?
It seemed that there was a force pulling him up abruptly, and he was getting further and further away from her...
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