The president has lovesickness

"Did you forgive me?" Jin Yiyao didn't want to hear the three words "I'm sorry" from Gu Xiaoqing's mouth, he would rather hear more, and even say something that hates him, and then blames him.

Because, Jin Yiyao never felt that it was Gu Xiaoqing who was sorry for him, that he didn't give her enough protection, because from the very beginning, he was the one who brought people into his own world on his own initiative, but he wasn't fully prepared.

Even though he can win many battles in his career, so what, emotionally, it's just the beginning, and it's almost doomed.

Gu Xiaoqing separated a little distance from him, and then found that his fingers on her waist hadn't moved away, and hugged her tightly.

Meeting those deep and familiar eyes, Gu Xiaoqing's eye circles became hot, and she suddenly cried and threw herself into Jin Yiyao's arms!
Jin Yiyao was taken aback, and stopped asking her if she had forgiven him, and if she was willing to start over with him, and hurriedly hugged him tighter, "Xiaoqing? What's the matter, why are you crying?"

Gu Xiaoqing lay in his arms, not caring about it, and not caring that tears were rubbing against his hospital gown.

Since she was brought back by Lin Qingying, this was the first time she lost her composure.

All psychological construction has failed, all psychological defenses have collapsed, Gu Xiaoqing can no longer hold on, if she leaves Jin Yiyao, if she wants to give Nan Nan a complete home, she must get to know another man and treat him Know the root and the bottom.

These all require time, energy and management, but she has made up her mind to spend her whole life forgetting this man, so she doesn't care how much time it takes to talk about a new husband.

However, she was afraid that every time she saw that person, she would unconsciously compare herself with Jin Yiyao.

The more she contacts other men, she fears that she will think of Jin Yiyao more frequently.

Some things have gone deep into the bone marrow, even if you can keep telling yourself that you are afraid of being hurt and timid, and choose to stay away from possible harm, maybe she will not get hurt again, but she may no longer be able to experience and enjoy the happiness that is directly proportional to the harm .

She is too tired.

Pretending to be strong is just superficial. In the dead of night, when I think of the name Jin Yiyao, I feel stuffy, hot, and sore in my chest.

All her love and hatred were given by Jin Yiyao, and all of them are still on Jin Yiyao.

She just didn't have the courage.

"Xiaoqing..."

But until now, Gu Xiaoqing knew that she had been yearning for Jin Yiyao, longing for him to give her a sense of security, enough attention and courage for herself, but she forgot that Jin Yiyao would be tired and afraid, and would toss and turn because of it, sleeping and eating Uneasy.

Why bother tormenting each other?
Since they have already chosen to forgive, and have chosen to let go of the past, why do they still hold grudges against Jin Yiyao alone?
No, it wasn't holding a grudge, the brand in her heart was still hurting, but she was crying not because of the pain but because of grievance.

"Xiaoqing." Jin Yiyao bowed his head helplessly and kissed her, her tears, and the corners of her eyes.

All salty tears.

"I don't want to say too much." Gu Xiaoqing was wronged and embarrassed by her relatives, and then buried in his arms and rubbed against him, then looked up at him, smiling through tears, "You are so annoying, you can't even open your eyes , it's all your saliva."

Jin Yiyao heard his chest pounding.

Because I don't know anything, it seems that the walking dead is so unrecognizable that I don't know myself anymore, but now I suddenly feel alive.

Arms around, hooped in the bosom, full and satisfied.

"Xiaoqing..." Jin Yiyao lowered his head to touch her forehead, "Forgive me, don't you?"

Gu Xiaoqing nodded with tears in her eyes, "I, I'm very scared."

"Don't be afraid." Jin Yiyao tightened his arm strength, and at the same time made a promise: "But when it comes to dating, I'm still a novice. I hope you can give me some advice."

Gu Xiaoqing stared at him with eyes full of tears, deliberately distorting his slightly provocative words, "What do you mean by that, I hate you for not being my first love?"

"No, no, no." Jin Yiyao would not provoke her at this time, he changed his words almost hastily, "It's my fault, I didn't meet you earlier, I didn't live a few years later, if I go to college with you..."

Gu Xiaoqing thought of Jin Yichen, and the relationship between herself and him that seemed to have died before it even started, and the only bit of sadness left in her heart disappeared.

"Am I dreaming?" Jin Yiyao lowered his head and looked at the smile on Gu Xiaoqing's cherry lips. The water in his eyes had faded a lot, and it was full of bright smiles.

The scene in front of him was so beautiful that it gave Jin Yiyao a dreamy and unreal feeling!
Although Jin Yiyao seldom fell asleep in recent days, even when he fell asleep, most of them were nightmares, which were far from as good as they are now, and those that were slightly better, all seemed to go back in time.

There was no conflict between the two, they still went to work and left work together, picked up Nannan together, and he asked Gu Xiaoqing to cook supper... and when they were in the kitchen, he hugged her from behind.

After Gu Xiaoqing left, he didn't even dare to step into that kitchen.

Is it a dream?
When Gu Xiaoqing heard Jin Yiyao's question, she thought to herself that she had no experience, and there shouldn't be less sweet talk, didn't she just open her mouth?

However, looking closely at Jin Yiyao for a moment, Gu Xiaoqing discovered that he might not be talking about love, but was really worried. When she found this, her heart was sore, but she laughed unkindly on her face.

"Hello." Jin Yiyao pretended to be slightly dissatisfied.

Before he could say anything, Gu Xiaoqing had already stood on tiptoe and kissed his thin lips that were still a little sickly pale.

Jin Yiyao's Adam's apple moved slightly, blinked as if he lost his mind, and then looked at him intently.

Gu Xiaoqing asked: "Is it still a dream?"

"Really?" Jin Yiyao asked in a daze.

So Gu Xiaoqing simply hooked his neck. This time, it was no longer a superficial touch, but licked his lips, and then raised his tongue to pry open his teeth.

This is probably the first time in Gu Xiaoqing's life that she took the initiative to kiss someone so embarrassingly, her cheeks seemed to be burning.

And the person who was kissed by her didn't know whether he was taking advantage of it or being stupid, or if he really didn't react...

When Gu Xiaoqing couldn't help but want to withdraw, Jin Yiyao grabbed the back of her head, kissed back quickly, and violently attacked the city in her mouth.

Neither of his hands was idle, he quickly grabbed her waist, and pressed her even harder towards him!

He has come to respond.

Gu Xiaoqing's ears were already burning, and she wanted to leave, but found that she was held hostage by a man. She couldn't breathe, and couldn't bear Jin Yiyao's enthusiasm.

Fortunately, just before she felt that she was about to be suffocated by a kiss, Jin Yiyao let go.

Gu Xiaoqing was short of breath, and was about to say that she would go back first, but she didn't have that chance, so she only took a few breaths, and the world was spinning for a while.This man, who was still lying on the bed and hadn't woken up for a long time, had a sick face on his face, and now he hugged her horizontally.

Regarding this posture... Before the two of them got into a deadlock, Gu Xiaoqing was very clear and familiar with what Jin Yiyao was going to do next.

"You're not in good spirits, rest for the night first." Gu Xiaoqing immediately stopped her.

"I've been sleeping for a long time in the afternoon." In fact, no, in that illusion that I don't know if it is a dream, he will only feel more tormented, painful and tired than in reality.

But these, he will not tell Gu Xiaoqing.

Walking quickly into the lounge in the CEO's office, Jin Yiyao pressed Gu Xiaoqing on the big bed that he said was used for rest and sleep, but he hadn't used it for the past few days.

Gu Xiaoqing couldn't stop Jin Yiyao's enthusiasm, she had already told everyone that it was impossible to be with Jin Yiyao.

Even, she kept telling herself repeatedly that she could no longer be with Jin Yiyao.

You can't make the same mistakes again, you will be hurt again, what will you do then?
Only by not giving can you not lose, and you will not feel pain and unacceptable because of loss.

But just as the real farewell is silent, if she had really let go, she would not have emphasized again and again, and emphasized to everyone that it was impossible for her to be with Jin Yiyao anymore.

Instead, it's like there is no silver 300 taels here.

She was afraid that she would not be able to do it, so she wanted to let more people know her "determination". In this way, for the sake of the so-called face, she might really be able to hold back, and then in the long river of time, she would forget Jin Yiyao and that period at the beginning Allow yourself to feel unforgettable feelings.

But now, everything is back to the beginning.

Although Jin Yiyao's actions were eager, he still didn't hurt her, and prepared her very patiently and gently.

It's all Jin Yiyao's breath.

Jin Yiyao is in his eyes, Jin Yiyao's breath is in his nose, he is also in his body, and he is also in his heart.

Gu Xiaoqing originally thought of a very important thing, but after letting go of her guard against Jin Yiyao, she no longer had the slightest ability to resist, and easily let herself sink into this reconciled affair.

Clouds and rains, lingering for most of the night, no one went to take a bath, after Jin Yiyao was released, he locked her tightly in his arms and fell asleep deeply.

Gu Xiaoqing was a little afraid that he would be the same as the day again, but the steady and powerful heartbeat in her ears told her that those worries were just worries.

I have something else to ask Jin Yiyao, if she hadn't come to him today, if he hadn't had an accident in the car, and she was leaving tomorrow, would there be no chance between the two of them?
Will Jin Yiyao also feel ashamed because of this, and won't make any efforts?

but……

His whole body was so weak that he didn't want to speak. The lounge in the CEO's office was not very big, and the windows were closed.

Gu Xiaoqing blushed for a while, realizing that the issues she was thinking were not important.

The distance between two people is too far when one person walks towards the other. If both walk towards each other, it will save half or more of the time.

Jin Yiyao may have already made psychological preparations.

After she returned to China, he had already done enough. If she was obsequious and showed no signs of nostalgia, maybe he would give up completely.

This is Jin Yiyao's last pride.

Just like when she was in Nanfu that day, she raised those questions to Jin Yiyao, and Jin Yiyao said that he would never disturb her again.

He has been low-key and petty too many times, but every time, he is ignored, even ridiculed and trampled by her who holds a grudge.Therefore, the expressionless fulfillment and separation may really be... the last bit of self-esteem that Jin Yiyao can retain in the relationship between the two.

Gu Xiaoqing was very tired, she still felt that she had forgotten something important, but the body temperature and breath around her were too hypnotic and reassuring, Gu Xiaoqing couldn't hold it anymore, and her eyelids closed heavily for a while.

——By the way, someone has to tell Nan Nan, otherwise if she wakes up in the middle of the night and doesn't see her, there will be trouble.

Send Ali a text message?
This thought came to Gu Xiaoqing's mind, and she fell into a deep sleep the next moment.

When I woke up the next day, the sun was already high, with strange ceilings, strange room furnishings, strange and familiar...arms and chest.

A kiss on the forehead, "Are you awake, are you hungry? I ordered breakfast and it was always hot."

Hearing the familiar voice, Gu Xiaoqing quickly recalled everything that happened last night, and then her stomach gurgled in response to Jin Yiyao's topic.

Gu Xiao blushed embarrassingly before she could speak her love words.

Jin Yiyao kissed her on the face again, put his arms around her, and quickly pressed her lips.

"Well……"

A mouthful of toothpaste for refreshing breath, and shaving lotion.

Obviously, Jin Yiyao had already washed up.

But Gu Xiaoqing noticed that what he was wearing was not the formal clothes he often wore to work, but a more casual light-colored polo shirt, and a pair of linen casual trousers on his lower body, which made his legs two meters long.

"You don't need to work?" Gu Xiaoqing finally remembered such a sentence, and then remembered something, and sat up in shock, "By the way, what time is it now?!"

Before Jin Yiyao could answer, Gu Xiaoqing quickly picked up her mobile phone and called Ali.

It was quickly connected, and the other party gave a respectful response.

"Is Nan Nan awake?"

"Miss is already awake." Ali said over there, "I asked where you were, and after learning that you were with Mr. Jin, I said that I have nothing to do with you, and that she will eat obediently. You don't want to be with Jin." Always fighting."

Gu Xiaoqing: "..." Why do you feel ashamed to be seen through by your daughter?

Although I knew that Nan Nan was such a big ass and didn't understand anything at all, I asked Nan Nan several times whether she wanted a father or a mother, and even said that her father didn't like her mother anymore, and her mother would find her a new father in the future... …

Well now, now Mom and Dad are rolling together again.

"Miss?"

"Ah, it's okay." Gu Xiaoqing came to her senses and coughed lightly. Since Nan Nan didn't have to worry, she was relieved. Seeing Jin Yiyao coming in with breakfast from the corner of her eye, she was about to hang up the phone.

But Ali suddenly said on the other end of the phone—"Miss, the plane goes to M Province at 10:[-] p.m., and there are still [-] minutes left. Shall we return?"

ah!He even forgot about it!
It is definitely necessary to go back there, the past grievances and entanglements have been resolved, so it doesn't make much sense to stay here.

However, that was what she did before she planned to break up with Jin Yiyao, but now...

Gu Xiaoqing moved her legs, her body was fine, maybe Jin Yiyao was more restrained last night, or maybe she was really tired, but she still insisted on using this method to feel her existence, to feel her It wasn't a dream last night.

In the incident last night, Gu Xiaoqing was the one who was sober, and Jin Yiyao was the one who was not sober, and she was the one who saw herself soberly sinking.

It's okay.

Gu Xiaoqing played with her lips, and saw that Jin Yiyao had already walked to the table, and put the breakfast on the table, the milk was still steaming, but the consuming glass could only feel warm when he held it in his hand. Not hot.

After Jin Yiyao handed her the milk, he watched her half-sit up, with traces of himself on her exposed skin, and felt very satisfied!

This is probably the happiest and most comfortable time for him in the past half a year.

However, before the elation and satisfaction from the previous moment had sublimated into a sense of happiness, Gu Xiaoqing said, "Go back, of course I have to go back."

Jin Yiyao's expression froze slightly.

Gu Xiaoqing had something on her mind but didn't notice his expression, took a sip of milk, and said again: "But not today, you can help me change my sign until tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Well, yes, I will tell you about the other things later, hang up first. "

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xiaoqing found out later that a certain tall man covered the light on the side of her facing the window. She looked up and saw Jin Yiyao pursing her lips slightly, and said with difficulty: "You ..."

Ouch, this is a misunderstanding of what she just said to Ali.

The two people reconciled, Gu Xiaoqing's heart full of feelings did not restrain, and immediately stretched out her hands towards him when she saw this, "Come and hug one first, and I will talk to you in detail about the others."

Hearing this, Jin Yiyao sat down on the edge of the bed like an unprecedented little daughter-in-law.

That way, it was as if he wasn't the one who got exhausted from her and fell asleep last night.

Gu Xiaoqing just let him go, and then smiled brightly, "Why, we haven't received this certificate, and we haven't gotten married yet, so you plan to let me follow you like that, and be a little lover with no name or distinction?"

Jin Yiyao was stunned for a moment, but he didn't need to say it a second time, he had already realized after a while, with an expression similar to ecstasy on his face, "You mean..."

Gu Xiaoqing didn't say anything later, she reached out her hand to Jin Yiyao.

Jin Yiyao found that his brain capacity was not enough. He just figured out one thing, which seemed to consume his brain cells for a whole day's work. When he saw Gu Xiaoqing reaching out to him, he didn't understand it for a while, silly. Silly put his hand on hers.

Gu Xiaoqing had never seen Jin Yiyao like this before, he seemed to be smirking, but also seemed to be in disbelief.

Of course Gu Xiaoqing was also happy that he could behave like this, so she couldn't help laughing and said, "Bring it."

Jin Yiyao interlocked her fingers, "What did you bring?"

"The ring." Gu Xiaoqing said, "Why, last time I returned the ring to you, you ignored it and threw it away in front of me, but..."

It has been said that what Jin Yiyao likes to do the most is superficiality. It seems that he lost the ring. Now that I think about it, I am afraid that as soon as she left, he would be in a hurry to pick up the ring with regret.

When Jin Yiyao heard this, he finally calmed down, and when Gu Xiaoqing asked him for a ring, he moved his Adam's apple.

"Why..." Seeing his reaction, Gu Xiaoqing slightly raised her eyebrows, "You really threw it away, didn't you prepare?"

"This." Jin Yiyao looked at her suddenly with a serious face and said: "The previous two times were too simple, you wait for me, I will give you a very grand marriage proposal ceremony."

"No need." This is almost an old couple's relationship. Gu Xiaoqing's face is not so thick, and she is still talking to others that it is impossible for her to be with Jin Yiyao and make up again in the blink of an eye.

I really can't afford to lose my old face.

"Must." Jin Yiyao insisted on this matter, "You can't do that. Is this your proposal to me, or is it that you want to propose to me?"

Looking at Jin Yiyao, a majestic CEO, he acted like he was haggling with a child.

Gu Xiaoqing couldn't laugh or cry, "Even if I propose to you, please tell me first, where is the ring?" At this point, she also glanced at his hand, which was originally wearing a ring, but now it is gone .

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, Gu Xiaoqing's good mood suddenly became empty.

"It's in the office." Jin Yiyao coughed lightly, "You should have seen the second drawer, but I don't want to use that."

Gu Xiaoqing looked at him and asked puzzledly, "Why?"

"That is more warning." Jin Yiyao told her the usefulness of the pair of rings in a serious manner, "It can remind me all the time that I must not make mistakes in my relationship again. If I make mistakes again, my wife will run away and I will be alone. When a person grows old, he will be very pitiful."

In this case, Jin Yiyao can still speak very seriously.

Gu Xiaoqing laughed out loud, seeing that Jin Yiyao's deep eyes still maintained a serious emotion, she was moved, and the smile on her face was also gentle and sweet, "You speak sweet words very smoothly. Speaking of which, what did you do yesterday?" Can you pretend to be innocent with me?"

No matter how nice the love words are, they are all discussing something in the past that made both of them unhappy. Gu Xiaoqing didn't want to discuss those at this time, so she simply changed the topic.

Her topic jumped very quickly, but fortunately, Jin Yiyao's conditioned reflex arc had caught up, and she asked, "What?"

"You said, you have never been in love, but I have." Gu Xiaoqing paused slightly, seeing Jin Yiyao's eyebrows slightly folded, as if eager to explain, she continued with a smile on her lips, "But look, I am If you haven't been married yet, you are already married twice."

"I haven't been married before." Speaking of this, Jin Yiyao lowered his voice, "You and Chen Jinhuai..."

Gu Xiaoqing thumped in her heart, oh, it's not good to mention anything, she insisted on lifting a rock and throwing it on her feet, she laughed dryly, "Isn't it, I and him are fake, the certificates are all fake, the certificates of you and Jin Xiuying Is it true?"