The president has lovesickness

When Gu Xiaoqing woke up, she didn't remember that she had slept at all, and her thoughts were chaotic.

Although she is already a mother, but before last night, her experience was only one night five years ago.Jin Yichen that day was the same as Jin Yiyao this time, leaving when she was tired and ignorant.

But it doesn't matter.

What's important is that she was sober in the middle of that affair, knowing clearly that it was Jin Yiyao, she didn't have any resistance, she tried her best to offer herself like a sacrifice.

Jin Yiyao.

The moment she uttered the three words, she knew that all her pretense and self-esteem in this relationship had become a joke.

Slowly focusing her gaze, Gu Xiaoqing stared blankly at the unfamiliar ceiling, Jin Yiyao's breath seemed to be left on the bed, but her side was already cold.

Where had he gone, after fucking her, to go on a date with his beautiful and elegant fiancée?

Frans, Chen Jinhuai, and Jin Yichen... In Jin Yiyao's eyes, she is probably already a casual woman.He can play around with such a woman, but he wants to have a relationship with him other than the body. Isn't this a toad wanting to eat swan meat?

At the beginning, he foolishly thought he had met true love, sacrificed himself, and had a night with Jin Yichen.But the next day, she was sore all over, but she couldn't see the boyfriend who cared for her and doted on her to the bone. Half a month later, she received the news that the other party broke up.

A kid from a rich family, leave after playing with people's feelings, what can I do?
Take a knife to kill people?

After eating and wiping it all away, Jin Yichen irresponsibly threw herself into the arms of other beauties, but she was pregnant with a child that shouldn't exist.

She just went to college!

Sitting in the consultation room, she took the mifepristone from the nurse, stuffed it into her mouth, and frantically picked her throat and eyes after she came out to spit out the medicine.

After pregnancy, she was lethargic and mentally ill. When her belly was three months old, she went to the hospital and lay on the operating table.But when she saw the doctor coming with cold forceps, she cried and regretted in embarrassment.

Jin Yichen didn't know about this, and he would never know.

But now, after she fell in love with her brother and was abandoned by him, she fell in love with him again.

Jin Yiyao, like Jin Yichen, left after asking for her.What will he do next?What would he do after knowing that she fell in love with him wishful thinking?
Is it sarcasm to satirize her overreaching, or is it cruel to ridicule her profligacy on the bed?
In Jin Yiyao's mind, is she now the same as a puddle of mud in the stinky ditch, he feels disgusted even after taking a second look, and wants to get rid of it as soon as possible?

Tears dripped from the corners of his eyes.

The doorknob was gently turned open at this moment.

Gu Xiaoqing closed her eyes.

The footsteps approached the bed, and without doing anything, they left softly, as if they just wanted to see if she was awake.Gu Xiaoqing opened her eyes and saw the familiar back of Chang Chang leaving, her heart felt like being pulled by a sharp hook.

"Jin Yiyao." The words that came out were uncontrollable.

Jin Yiyao paused when he left, and remained in that posture for a long time, then turned his head and did not approach her. He just stood there and looked at her, "Are you awake?"

Gu Xiaoqing's voice was still hoarse, "Didn't date your girlfriend?"

"I'll let the kitchen heat up the meal." Jin Yiyao didn't seem to hear what she said, walked to the bed, and asked a little bluntly: "Get up now, should I take a bath first?"

She remembered that no safety measures were taken last night, so Jin Yiyao should have washed her afterwards.Thinking of this, Gu Xiaoqing raised her hand to wipe away her tears, laughing silently at herself.

Is it because he is afraid that she will become pregnant, thereby threatening or destroying his life, which is about to embrace a beautiful woman?
"Could it be..." Gu Xiaoqing raised the red corners of her eyes mockingly, looked at him and said hoarsely, "Shouldn't I take the contraceptive pill first?"

Jin Yiyao's face changed slightly.

Even though her whole body was falling apart, Gu Xiaoqing sat up on her own. Looking at the red, purple and purple traces all over her waist and abdomen, her face turned red at first, and then she was instantly pale as paper!
Does it have to be like this, or do both of the Jin family have the hobby of leaving traces on others?
Giving birth to Jin Yichen's child, but sleeping in the same bed with his brother...

How could she, how could she?

"Don't worry." Jin Yiyao said, "I'll ask someone to prepare."

Who can rest assured that she takes contraception?
Gu Xiaoqing grabbed the quilt so hard that her fingers turned white, "I want to take a bath, where are my clothes?"

Jin Yiyao handed her the bathrobe, then strode away.

As the warm water rushed down, Gu Xiaoqing couldn't stand in the sound of the pattering water, slowly knelt down, and finally knelt on the ground, covering her eyes and crying.

To love someone, you have to show your heart.

But when the person you like is completely different from yourself, then liking is delusion, it is despised by others, and it is immoral.

What's more, her daughter is Jin Yichen's child, not to mention that Qiu Wanling once told her that she would never be allowed to enter Jin's house.

When the sky fell, it was impossible for her to get together with Jin Yiyao.

In this case, should I wait for Jin Yiyao to clarify the mistakes made last night, or should I try to struggle again for the only remaining self-esteem?
How to struggle?

Gu Xiaoqing stretched out her hand, and it hurt even to press it lightly.

The pain may not stay for long, but these marks will not go away for three to five days.

Gu Xiaoqing picked up her mood, put on her clothes and walked out of the bathroom, and closed the bathroom door. From the corner of her eye, Jin Yiyao was lying on the bench in front of the French window in the outer room.

His gaze was cast outside the window, a cigarette was held between his well-defined middle index finger, and a wisp of light smoke curled up and dissipated.

On the short table beside him, there were already two cigarette butts in the ashtray.

Gu Xiaoqing completely closed the bathroom glass, making a lot of noise.The person on the chair not far away seemed to be alarmed, but he didn't turn his head. He just tapped the ash on the ashtray of the cigarette that had ignited for a while, and then raised his hand to take a puff.

This was the first time Gu Xiaoqing saw him smoking.