One Thought Marriage: Young Master Gu, Don't Be Tsundere

Chu Zinan's busy movements suddenly froze. He stood there quietly, and it took him a while to raise his head to face Lu Qin'an.

Eyes slightly raised, just looking at her like that.

After a long time, he was finally able to say two words.

"Feel sorry."

The moment she heard these words, Lu Qin'an's tears started to fall with a "shua".

Her lips were trembling, and she clearly wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it.

Only carefully clenched his hands again.

"What does it have to do with you? I didn't take good care of him."

She is obviously so careful, and she has been taking care of it carefully.

How could it suddenly disappear.

Chu Zinan really couldn't see it, so he whispered to persuade, "The doctor said it was not due to external force."

"I'm afraid this child is destined to be lost."

She just had an operation a few days ago, and everything looked fine when she was checked before.

But time passed day by day, and her belly became bigger day by day.

After the first trimester, she felt drowsy and drowsy every day, but she thought it was a bigger reaction to this pregnancy.

Unexpectedly...it was a sign of miscarriage.

"I should be more careful. If I am more careful, if I go directly to the hospital to have a baby, won't I..."

Chu Zinan looked serious, "An An, it's not your fault."

She was sadder than anyone about the loss of her child.

Chu Zinan had no experience in comforting others, so he only said in a low voice, "It's just that he came at an inappropriate time."

"In a few days, you can take good care of your body and discuss it with the fourth child. There is still a chance."

Lu Qinan shook his head.

"There is no time..."

She knows better than anyone.

His lips twitched, tears streaming down his face.

"Baobao is sick, and he is still in the hospital. I'm afraid...he won't be able to wait that long."

Lu Qin'an only knew that she was sick.

Up to now, she still doesn't know that Baobao was attacked by someone yesterday, and she still doesn't know that Baobao, which she has been thinking about so much, is now fighting with the god of death.

After a long while, Chu Zinan could only sigh softly.

"Let's eat something first, and I'll be more energetic later, and I'll take you back."

Lu Qin'an took the bowl and chopsticks, but didn't do anything for a long time.

She just kept her head down, and her drooping hair covered all her expressions, and she could no longer see her emotions.

After waiting for a while, Chu Zinan hesitated to speak, but finally turned around and left.

The door of the ward was closed softly.

Holding the bowl, Lu Qin'an looked at the fragrant dumplings inside, finally took the chopsticks, and picked one carefully.

With something stuffed in his mouth, it seems that his heart doesn't hurt so much.

But she always wants to...

Think of that child, the child who came suddenly and left suddenly.

……

In the afternoon, after the doctor's examination, Lu Qin'an was allowed to leave the hospital.

She was still weak after the miscarriage, so Chu Zinan helped her into the car and drove all the way to the city.

Through the rearview mirror, Chu Zinan would occasionally glance to the side, looking at that pale face that was bloodless.

Look at the phone.

"I'll go to the hospital first or look back at the house, Huanhuan wants to see you."

Lin Qinghuan knew about this.

In fact, Chu Zinan never dared to hide anything from Lu Qin'an about her.

That tigress can tolerate other things, even a few days ago when someone tied him up with a model and made it trending, Lin Qinghuan didn't care about it.

But Lu Qin'an is really going to be involved.

Or something as big as miscarriage...

Chu Zinan naturally said everything.

But there was only a soft "oh" next to her ear, Lu Qin'an turned her face away and kept looking out the window.

Hearing him mention the hospital, his delicate brows furrowed, and a little worry appeared on his face.

"How about hug now?"

Chu Zinan shook his head, "It's not very good...how about going to the hospital?"

Originally, Gu Chongshen also asked him to take him to the hospital.

But Lu Qin'an finally shook his head, looking at himself in a mess.

"I am like this. He might be worried after seeing it... Go back first, and go there tomorrow."

"it is good."

Chu Zinan finally couldn't blame her, so he just mentioned it to Gu Chong, saying that she was not feeling well and couldn't go there for the time being.

They didn't say anything over there, silence has always been Gu Chongshen's endorsement.

……

The car drove all the way back to the park.

In the evening, the last slanting sun on the horizon fell there, and most of the sky was crimson.

When Lu Qin'an got out of the car, a car stopped beside him.

Lin Qinghuan hurried over and hugged her directly.

Only gently embraced the trembling body.

The voice fell in her ear.

"It's okay, there will be more, huh?"

"Don't think wildly, don't be too sad, do you hear me?"

Lu Qin'an wanted to nod, but her heart hurt too much.

She couldn't even continue thinking about it, and didn't dare to think about what to do next.

Fourth uncle didn't know that she was pregnant, let alone that she was pregnant but failed to keep it.

He wanted her pregnant like that.

Those who want to save and hug.

Like that... looking forward to another child.

After struggling to suppress the tears all the way, Lu Qin'an finally couldn't bear it anymore, buried her head on Lin Qinghuan's shoulder, and burst into tears.

She never thought that she would lose the baby.

Never thought it would turn out like this.

Until now, she really couldn't face fourth uncle...

"Okay, it's cold outside, let's go in first."

I cried for a while.

Chu Zinan finally persuaded her, and pulled away Lin Qinghuan who was crying with her, and let her go in with Lu Qin'an.

Gu Yuan was very quiet.

After the old man passed away, the old lady dismissed many servants, leaving only a few acquaintances.

There was a sound when Xu Shi came in. As soon as Lu Qin'an stepped into the entrance, there were soft footsteps on the stairs not far away.

Followed by a crisp sound.

"Mummy!"

The little meat dumpling exclaimed, and ran towards Lu Qin'an without hesitation.

There was still paint on her hands, but she didn't care about that much, she hugged Lu Qin'an directly, and raised her head.

"You are back...there is no one at home."

From last night to now, neither grandma nor father came back.

She wanted to see her brother, but her father refused, saying that she would wait until tomorrow.

Little Routuanzi sighed helplessly, grabbed Lu Qinan's hand and shook it a few times, "It's good, Mommy came back to eat with me."

"Otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight after eating..."

Lu Qin'an hugged her slowly, seeing the innocent appearance of the little girl, his eyes turned red again.

It's best for her to be alone, and she doesn't know anything.

Alone...no worries.

"Mummy, what's wrong with you?"

But Xiaoroutuanzi knew Lu Qinan well, so he blinked his eyes and raised his little hand carelessly, trying to wipe her tears.

"Don't cry..."

"Woo, godmother, what happened to my mommy? Did someone bully her...Hands are so cold, and so is my body."

Lin Qinghuan opened her mouth to explain, but she didn't know how to speak to a child of a few years old.

But Xiaorou Tuanzi couldn't find an answer, so he became more anxious all of a sudden.

After thinking about it, I suddenly remembered something.

The little face immediately wrinkled.

"Is it my brother?"

"It's my younger brother who is misbehaving, isn't it? Chichi help Mommy teach him a lesson. He dares to be disobedient at such a young age. When he grows up, Chichi will beat him up."

She pouted her lips and waved her fist at Lu Qin'an's stomach, looking fierce.

In the past, Lu Qin'an would have laughed.

But at this moment, she just stood there in a daze, like a fool.

There was deathly silence all around.

Rao no matter how slow he was in eating and eating, he gradually realized something was wrong.

She blinked, and there was some thin light in her dark and shiny eyes, which soon dimmed again.

Lin Qinghuan and Chu Zinan didn't speak, they just put down their things and talked on the sidelines.

And Lu Qin'an.

Trying to restrain his emotions, he slowly held those little hands.

Her voice was hoarse, but she tried to be gentle.

"younger brother……"

"gone."

what?
Little Routuanzi didn't understand, what does it mean to leave?

Lu Qin'an sobbed, trying to calm himself down.

Tears were clearly in her eyes, but she was still so serious.

It's just that the voice that came out was too hoarse.

"It's just... it won't be born."

"The fate between my brother and us has not yet come. He thinks that the sky is more fun, and feels that Mommy's belly is dark and fearful, so he goes back."

"Go to heaven?"

He chattered and asked questions.

Lu Qin'an held back tears and said "Yes".

"But in the sky... But grandma told Chichi that people who go to heaven will never see Chichi again. Grandpa went to heaven, and you all told Chichi that grandpa will never come back, and Chichi will never see you again." Grandpa, isn't he?"

"If my younger brother also goes to look for grandpa... then we will never see him again!"

She doesn't want to do this!

Little Routuanzi didn't understand those reasons, but only knew that the brother she wanted so much had abandoned her and left her.

All of a sudden, the smile on his face disappeared quickly and was replaced by strong loss and sadness.

"Mommy, talk to your brother carefully, and say that you won't scold or beat him if you eat and drink."

"Eating and eating will be good for him!"

She raised her hand seriously, expressing that she would definitely be a good sister.

Like Sister Yueyue did to her, take her brother to play, share toys with him, and take him to climb trees and swim...

But Lu Qin'an still refused.

No matter how much she shook her arm, she refused to respond.

I was so disappointed that I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and they fell to the ground with a "slap".

Lu Qin'an clenched her lips, her nose sore.

She could only hug the small body and comfort her repeatedly.

"I'm sorry...it's all Mommy's fault."

"It's because Mummy has no blessings, and didn't leave your elder brother... Now even the younger brother..."

She looked a little dazed, as if she had returned to that day many years ago.

The pain in the body is clearly different, but the feeling of suffocation in the heart is the same.

Everything in front of me was gray and white, as if the sky had fallen.

"It's my fault……"

She muttered to herself, but her body staggered uncontrollably.

Chichi let out an exclamation, quickly supported her, and called out to Lin Qinghuan.

"Godmother, come and see Mommy!"

Lin Qinghuan couldn't care less about other things, and rushed over directly.

After carefully checking Lu Qin'an's situation, his face was gloomy.

"Godmother, what happened to my mommy?"

"Call Dad for Chi Chi, every time Dad is with Mommy, she will get better..."