Su Yan took a deep breath, and raised her head stubbornly, "Jing Yan, I have no intention of being with others in this life. I feel that my life now is quite free and fulfilling, and I don't have to live in fear of losing anything all day long."

Yu Jingyan lowered his head, his eyes were full of injuries, he couldn't accept the answer Su Yan gave him.

He held Su Yan's shoulders and looked at her earnestly.

"Yan'er, you don't have to worry about this. I'm different from Dongfang Yi. I will cherish you and tolerate you. To me, you are my world!" Yu Jingyan took a deep breath and looked at Su Yan with complicated eyes. "If, I mean, if you reject me again and again because you are worried about your children because of your poor health, then let me tell you, even if you don't have children, I won't let you go! Yan'er, your body In the reply, if it doesn’t work, we can also adopt a child.”

Yu Jingyan hugged her, and greedily held her tightly in his arms, not daring to let go, as if she would disappear if he let go.

Yu Jingyan's anxious and panic voice made Su Yan's heart ache.

"Jing Yan, no, it's not like this..." Su Yan patted Yu Jingyan's back comfortingly, feeling the helplessness and disappointment in his voice, Su Yan softened her voice, "It's not just a child's problem, five years I was ready to be alone before, my heart was dead, and I was incapable of loving anyone."

Yu Jingyan looked at her in pain.

Su Yan sighed, "Jing Yan, stop wasting time on me, I'm not worth it."

"There is no value, only I am willing."

Yu Jingyan looked at her with eyes full of pain, and his heart ached unbearably. After a long silence, he spoke his heart firmly.

Over the years, his feelings for Su Yan have become more and more serious, to the point that he even wants to imprison her by his side forever.

Even if she doesn't have herself in her heart, as long as she can see her anytime, anywhere.

Loving someone is humble.

After Yu Jingyan said that, he turned and left.

Su Yan didn't even have time to say anything, seeing his lonely leaving back, felt a dull pain in her heart and felt guilty.

What she owes Yu Jingyan is unclear.

……

At this time, Jian Feng was also discharged from the hospital.

Lin Xiaowan followed behind Jian Feng with a gloomy face. It was not until she returned to the apartment that Jian Feng stared at her and said the first sentence.

"We've been deadlocked for so long, haven't you made a decision yet?"

His voice was extremely cold, Lin Xiaowan's heart trembled, and he was a little angry in the face of such a simple wind, "What do you mean by your yin and yang tone?"

"Xiaowan, we've been together for so many years, why are you willing to live with me without a name or distinction, and you don't want to get married?" Jian Feng frowned tightly, feeling extremely helpless in his heart.

Sometimes he really has nothing to do with her.

"Why is there no name and no division! Don't everyone know that we are boyfriend and girlfriend, what do you have to worry about with this document!" Lin Xiaowan was furious, and now she can't figure it out, it's fine for the two of them to be together, Why must she be forced to marry.

Isn't it just a document, as for forcing her so tightly?
She is very satisfied with the status quo, and when the day comes, she will not have any worries or guilt, at least she will not face the unbearable life like her mother.

Lin Xiaowan thought of the shadow of his childhood again, and his heart panicked even more.

"Why don't you officially become Mrs. Jane about a certificate! And your indecent live broadcast, you are a person with a boyfriend, you are so frivolous and joking on the Internet, have you ever worried about my feelings? !” Jian Feng roared angrily, wishing to pry her head open to see how her brain circuit was going.

It's not that he doesn't tolerate her and understands her, but after so many years, is she so distrustful of his feelings?
Lin Xiaowan turned his back angrily, resolutely opposed, and was even more saddened by Jian Feng's accusation.

"I said, if I don't want to get married, I just don't want to get married! Can't we be together if I don't get married? I just love you, don't I love you without that certificate? What's more, live broadcast is my job, I'm singing and performing to make money! It's not what you said to be a joke!"

Jane grinned grinningly, looked at her back, gritted her teeth, and said, "Okay! Very good! I'll tell you right now, either get married or...break up!"

With a bang, Lin Xiaowan felt as if struck by a thunderbolt. She turned around in a daze, seeing the determination in his eyes, her heart suddenly flustered.

"You, what did you say?!" Lin Xiaowan asked him in a trembling voice.

Jian Feng has always spoiled her, allowed her, and tolerated her petty temper. After so many years, he has long been a part of her flesh and blood.

Even if she quarreled, sad, and angry occasionally, she never thought of separating from him.

But today, he actually threatened her to separate...

Lin Xiaowan's tears fell instantly, and Jian Feng couldn't help but want to wipe the tears off her face as soon as she moved her hand, but she endured it.

He kept telling himself that he must not be soft-hearted.

"Yes! Either turn off the live broadcast and marry me, or separate and let each other be free." He nodded in a sad tone, and there was a deep love hidden under his cold eyes.

But Lin Xiaowan couldn't see it, she just felt sad and complained, how could he look at her with such strange eyes.

Has he changed...

Lin Xiaowan's eyes turned red from crying, and Jian Feng's indifference became a sharp knife in her heart.

"Why do you always force me to give up my hobbies and my career! If I give up everything to marry you, and I will be around my home every day, and my children in the future, time will wear me down and I will be useless, but around you But there are still a lot of women wandering around, and when you get bored, you have a lot of reasons to despise me and abandon me!"

"When I think that I will live in fear and endless panic all day long, I will go crazy! We are not married yet, and that Ye Ling is watching you in the hospital all day long. You worry about me Do you feel the same? If you want to get married, then you can't have any woman beside me!"

Lin Xiaowan yelled and was in pain, she hugged her head, kept shouting and shaking her head and backed away.

When she was young, her parents kept arguing and beating her, which tore her heart apart. She didn't want to live like her mother, being bullied and kicked out by other women.

Jian Feng was angry and anxious, seeing Lin Xiaowan's almost crazy obsession, he felt distressed and annoyed.

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