Marriage is heart-wrenching: please take your beautiful wife into your arms

Du Yue trembled a little after hearing Shen Chuan's words.

"I do not know."

"You can't just know nothing because you didn't participate in that child's life. Not knowing doesn't mean it doesn't matter. It's not that you don't know, and your child won't be in pain."

Du Yue covered her face with her hands.

"But I can't help it."

Du Yue was also in pain.

What is the identity of the Shen family?She was also a person of status back then, but she married into the Shen family.That man already had a woman he liked, but he had no choice but to give in secretly and marry her, but the relationship between the two of them was very weak at all, and it could even be said that there was no relationship at all.How could they be together well?
Du Yue is a mother, no mother is willing to leave her child, but she has to do so.

She admits that she is selfish, but if she is not selfish, then she may not be able to live a good life.She felt that only she knew how depressing it was during that time, which no one else could understand.

Her husband likes other women, and would rather go with that woman than go home every day.That man's life was occupied by another woman, and that woman was not her.

She will also be jealous and jealous, although she can bear it, but she can bear it for a while, but it is impossible to bear it for a lifetime.

She will never be able to forget that at that time she was pregnant and had a big belly. Others were accompanied by her husband to the hospital, but she went by herself... The ridiculous thing is that she is still in the hospital I saw my husband, but her husband was indeed accompanied by another woman, who was holding a child in her arms...

She knew that her husband had other women outside, so she could turn a blind eye, but she couldn't accept such provocations again and again.

Eventually the baby was born and she suffered from postpartum depression.During that time, her life was worse than death, she didn't know what was the meaning of her life, she didn't know what else she could do... Just a few years later, she saw her child grow up, and then she chose to leave.

She believed that if she did not leave at that time, she would not be able to survive.

But it's also true that she hasn't gone back to see her child since she left.

"I don't think my child will forgive me." Du Yue smiled bitterly, "But he should have other mothers, he should have a stepmother. I said, his father has other women, so the person in his heart is not Me. My leaving is actually a kind of relief to that man, but I don’t know if that man can treat my child well, and I don’t know if that man’s woman will take good care of my child. "

Speaking of this, Du Yue covered his face and started to cry.

Seeing his mother crying like this, Shen Chuan felt distressed for a while.

"Then how are you doing now? You left that man, are you happy now?"

Du Yue didn't speak.

"How does that man treat you now?"

"Him?" Du Yue smiled wryly, "What else can I do? I may be so miserable, but no matter what, he was always by my side when I was pregnant. I'm not sure how he treats me How nice, but I know he doesn't have women out there."

"Is that enough for you?"

"Maybe. I don't know what else I can ask for. My two marriages have been like this. I don't know if I did something bad in my previous life, so I have this element now, but I admit it. .”

Shen Chuan smiled lightly: "You chose to separate from your first husband at the beginning, you chose to leave your child, and then you never even saw that child again. You separated from that husband because you thought you had passed You are not happy, what about now? You are not happy now, right? Then have you thought about separating from this man? "

"No, I didn't think about breaking up with him."

"why?"

"I'm sorry for one child already, I can't be sorry for these two children anymore."

Du Yue suddenly looked up at Shen Chuan: "You are that child, aren't you? You are my son, aren't you?"

Shen Chuan didn't speak.

Du Yue looked at Shen Chuan's expression excitedly.

In fact, when she saw Shen Chuan just now, she felt that this person looked very familiar... She felt as if she had seen him somewhere before, and that feeling was very strong.

Although she later thought that they had met before, she still felt that it wasn't that kind of mask... but that they had a very special relationship. Although they hadn't seen each other for a long time, that relationship still wouldn't be broken , This kind of relationship is blood relationship.

Later, when Shen Chuan asked about her past, she knew it must be that child, otherwise no one would be interested in the past of a middle-aged woman like her.

Du Yue didn't know what to do.

The one in front of her was obviously her own son, but she didn't know what to say. Could there be a more ridiculous experience than this?

On the one hand, she wants to recognize her son, but on the other hand, she feels that she has nothing now, is nothing, and she is not worthy of her own son at all.But she couldn't help it... What she said just now was actually her confession.

"Do you know? Mom has been thinking about you all the time. Although I haven't been able to visit you, Mom really hasn't forgotten you for a day..."

Du Yue cried while talking.

Shen Chuan smiled wryly: "I always thought you had gone abroad. I thought you had a good and happy life abroad, but I found out later that you never went abroad at all, and your life was not good at all. Why? Why don't you want to go back and find me? I was already sensible at that time, even though I was not yet an adult, even if you tell me an address, I can visit you when I have time. "

"I'm too selfish. I want to start my new life as soon as possible, and you are very similar to your father. I will think of that man when I see you. I don't know how to face you."

"So you simply abandoned me."

"No... not really."

"You don't want to see me, because you are afraid that the people who will be with you in the future will know that you have had a marriage, and not only have a marriage, you even have a son... You are worried that this experience will affect your future. Happy life, you regard me as your oil bottle, so you simply throw away my oil bottle, right?"

Du Yue didn't answer, just kept crying.

"Well, it's not that I can't understand. I can understand your feelings. It's not wrong that you want to start a new life again. It's not wrong that you don't want someone to influence you. It's my fault. I've been here for so many years Thinking of my mother, hoping that she would come back to see me, see how I am doing, see my life...but no, never. "

"My child... it's my mother who is sorry for you, and it is my mother who is not good. Can you forgive my mother?" Du Yue pulled Shen Chuan and said, "Mom knows that I am sorry for you. You are so good now, and my mother doesn't want you to do anything, but Mom just wants you to stop hating me, okay?"

Shen Chuan sighed and said: "Don't worry, I don't hate you anymore. I am not a child anymore, and the longing for my family before has faded away. I now have my own family, I have my own wife, I'm going to have my child soon. I actually didn't even think about meeting you before this. I came that day, but I didn't know how to see you, so I asked Xiaozhi to come down and talk to you. I see Come out, you are not doing well."

"No, actually... In fact, my mother's life is pretty good." Du Yue wiped her tears and said with a forced smile, "Now you also have younger brothers and younger sisters. Although you are not a father, you are both parents." my child."

"You mean those two disobedient guys?"

Du Yue looked a little embarrassed.

"Actually, they're not bad kids, they're just at the end of their grades, and now it's a rebellious period... You also had a rebellious period, didn't you? You should understand."

"I can't understand it. I saw them last time, and I see their father today, and I think it's exactly the same."

"No, they are not the same as their father." Du Yue didn't know what to say, "Actually, they are really good children, really."

"Ok."

Shen Chuan didn't want to argue with his mother.He knows that in the eyes of his mother, his children are the best.His mother didn't watch him grow up, but she did watch those two guys grow up, and because they lived together all the time, they were even more partial.

But it doesn't matter.

"I just wanted to meet you. Actually, I didn't want to meet you today, but I didn't expect you to recognize me."

"then you……"

"I don't know what I can do for you now. You have your family now, and I know I'm an outsider and shouldn't bother you. But I still want to say, if you need anything, you can contact me. After all, you are my mother, although you have left me for so long, I will not leave you alone."

As he spoke, Shen Chuan took out a bank card from his wallet.

"This bank card is for you. There is some money in it, which should be enough for you for a while. The password is my birthday...if you remember."

"No, I can't ask for your money." Du Yue refused, "You are my child, how can I ask for my child's money?"

"Of course you can ask for my money. Anyway, I am your son. I was born in October when you conceived me. I want to thank you for giving me life."

Du Yue still shook her head: "No, if you really want to repay, then you... can you come and see me if you have time? See your younger brothers and sisters? My husband already knows that I have been married, So I have nothing to hide..."