Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

"I don't care if you know it in your heart. After you've finished speaking, I've heard enough. I should go too." She was extremely indifferent, listening carefully, she could hear the trembling taste in the voice, trembling.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you still want to go?"

"Otherwise?" She asked him back in a low voice, her voice became deeper and questioning, "Why do you think that I have to be moved by your words? Qin Shijin, in fact, you don't really regard me as your wife. If so, why didn't you tell me this sooner?"

"..."

"Furthermore, you said you would protect our safety, but how did that child die before? Think about it, how many injuries did Ruirui encounter after that? Not only are you not a good husband, you are also not a good father You can't protect Ruirui! That time when Ruirui was attacked, it was Gu Peilin who saved her! In comparison, Gu Peilin is actually more responsible than you. He will care about me more than you, at least, after I became pregnant, Gu Peilin will be more responsible. Know how to understand me."

Qin Shijin's breathing became heavier, and he wanted to interrupt her, so he stared at her with heavy eyes.

Qiao Nuanyang interrupted him even faster,

"Qin Shijin, why do you let me keep Ruirui by your side with peace of mind? Let me believe that you can continue to protect her? With all the intricate hatred on your body, do you think you can really protect Ruirui? "

"I can't bear the pain of losing her! I will never let my child become a victim of the struggle between your families!"

She is a mother who wants to protect her children.

She was telling herself that at this moment, she must not soften her heart, absolutely!

Since she wanted to turn around and leave, she had to be more ruthless, she could do it.

"You say it again?"

Qin Shijin gritted his teeth, and his voice seemed to be choked out word by word.

"Again, it's the same answer. I won't give up, Ruirui. I won't look back either. I feel very satisfied with my current life, and I am also very satisfied." She put her hand between her abdomen, from Qin Shijin broke free from his arms and stood up with a very calm tone.However, my heart has already turned upside down.

"But, do you know about the Gu family? Do you think you will be really happy now that you are married to the Gu family?" Qin Shijin also stood up, supporting the bed with one hand, arching his body slightly.

Qiao Nuanyang really wanted to reach out to support him, but she held back abruptly.

"Unfortunately, happiness is also my business. After a few years, we are no longer the cowardly and incompetent people who can only be dominated by others. I think, if that matter is now, we will not be like that. It was so vulnerable back then.”

Qin Shijin's eyes were filled with blood, and he was still racking his brains to find an answer for her.

"You don't love Gu Peilin! How can you like someone like him? It's been so many years, why do you..."

"Why don't you like it? I was with you before. In fact, when I married you, I didn't think about remarrying at that time. Because I already have Ruirui, I guard Ruirui, I think I can live like this myself. I have memories with Gu Peilin, that's enough. Yes, you appeared. For a person who needs to do everything by himself all the year round, he feels insecure, and suddenly he has someone to rely on. How can you not be moved?"

"..."

"I was tempted and thought I could rely on it, but I found that I couldn't. When you have someone in your heart, I slowly withdraw my heart. I want to protect myself well and prevent myself from getting hurt again. You Let me hold on to hope a little bit, and then to be disappointed... And what about Gu Peilin? He did something wrong, but he still likes me, and will help me and care about me invisibly, why should I refuse?"

"So what do you want to tell me?"

The air pressure in the ward was polar.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't notice at all.

"Haven't you heard the phrase "resurrection?" I hate him. In fact, I can't forget the past at all. Gu Peilin took me to all the places we went before. It was very beautiful. Now that I recall it, I still feel ...the memories of the past are really beautiful." She smiled.

"Shut up!" he yelled.

Can't stand it?
Qiao Nuanyang's words froze slightly in her throat, but now she felt fearless, raised her head to let the tears slide down, but she was still very calm.

She raised her thin brows and lightly swept his livid face.

Seeing his uncomfortable expression, she slightly turned her head away to prevent herself from looking at it, and just smiled lightly, "I just think we should have made it clear and clear today, Qin Shijin, I don't owe you anything... ...We've all had good times with each other, so let's just end it here, isn't it good? If you set me free, I'll set you free..."

"Set you free?"

As if silently, he said something to himself, he chuckled twice, his slightly narrowed narrow eyes made him a little cold, "You said let me let go, just let go? You turn around and go Go, Qiao Nuanyang, have you asked me what I mean? Huh? You are not qualified to make a choice, you can only be mine!"

His domineering appearance made her flustered.

When Qin Shijin bent down to approach her, the familiar feeling made her feel alive again in her heart.

The feeling of wandering between two men, she thought she couldn't do it well, when she was pushed against the wall, she raised her leg and kicked his leg.

Qin Shijin snorted in pain, but didn't let her go immediately, looking at her with red eyes, fine cold sweat dripped from his body, and his lips were pale.

"Qiao Nuanyang, don't go... Let's start again? I'll try to chase you again? I really can't do without you. After you leave, you are all in my mind. I'm afraid. After so many years, I I've never been afraid of anything, but whenever I think of you, I feel very scared. Qiao Nuanyang, I can bet on anything, and I can bet on myself, but..."

When he said this, his voice froze.

Following his voice, Qiao Nuanyang's breathing also sank slightly.

The man's voice was heavy, with a trace of extremely depressed, unbearable, painful... all kinds of emotions intertwined.

"I dare not take you and Ruirui to gamble, I can't afford to lose." He dragged his tired voice slowly, "I have lost too much, I can't afford to lose again, Qiao Nuanyang, I can't afford to lose." Dare to trust people, and dare not love anyone again for a long time, I really thought... in this life, I will live like this."

it is true.

When I met Qiao Nuanyang.

His concern for Qiao Nuanyang was out of sympathy, but at that time he really never thought that there would be any real development between Qiao Nuanyang and everything that followed was unexpected.

His confession made Qiao Nuanyang's heart ache for a moment, his eyes trembled slightly, and he was slightly stunned when he heard it.

Whether it was Qin Shijin chasing her just now, or what Qin Shijin said to her just now, two people who felt the same way, she was very clear about Qin Shijin's feelings at that time.

However, the paranoid feelings still made her feel uncomfortable in her heart.Rao Qin Shijin said that he has no feelings for Wen Wan.

but!

Qin Shijin just wasn't honest with himself, his feelings for him were actually not pure, perhaps not as deep as he said.

Of course the most important reason is not because of this.

"Have you finished?" She still restrained herself to calm herself down and asked, her cat eyes were full of calm, she could clearly see the astonishment and injury in Qin Shijin's eyes, "This is what you said in your heart, I I understand, I understand. What you mean is that you were hurt by that relationship before, so in the past few years, you dare not love again. Then you met me, but you started to have a new relationship Looking forward to it. You were worried about me, that's why you did this later. Right?"

"Nuanyang... There are too many people staring at me. When I brought Ruirui back that day, I was suddenly attacked..."

Qiao Nuanyang also remembered that time.

Ruirui said that Qin Shijin was injured.

She didn't see the injuries on Qin Shijin's body at that time, but Qin Shijin's injuries should not be serious that time.

When Li Jiazhen asked her to help deliver the medicine, she wanted to go and have a look and ask, but Qin Shijin was on the phone with Wen Wan at the time.

She just put everything behind her.

The scene of Qin Shijin dripping with blood appeared in front of her eyes, and she was afraid and chilled for a while.

"It's all the hatred of your Qin family before, and it has nothing to do with me. I don't want to be suspicious all day long and make myself so tired."

Her body froze in place, she looked at Qin Shijin seriously, without flinching in her expression, put her hands on her still flat abdomen, and smiled wryly, "I'm tired, really tired. In recent years, I'm just a bird, flying, flying, and I can't find a place where I can rest and rest. I originally thought that the Qin family would be a safe place for me, but it's not... ..."

There was a slight bitterness in her smile, "I don't hate you, and I don't blame you, both of us... have experienced too much, you have been hurt, and so have I, so we will protect each other carefully, Unwilling to give in your sincerity, once you are hurt, you will first release your weakness invisibly. We can't be brave, so we are doomed to fail. It's just a matter of time."

Wen Wan and Gu Peilin are just catalysts.

Qin Shijin's throat tightened suddenly, his scalp was numb, he pinched his fingers and his chest was slightly swollen, and his voice was also urgent.

"Jojo! It's my fault, I don't know how to get along with you, I'll change!"

A seven-foot man said in front of her, I will change.

Qin Shijin keeps his word, and he will change it.

But, she won't see it again.

Trying his best to resist the slight swelling at the tip of his nose, Qin Shijin pursed his lips and still stared at her. Qiao Nuanyang couldn't bear to look at him with pitiful eyes, as if he had ruthlessly abandoned him.

"Whether you change or not has nothing to do with me, and I don't care, and you don't have to talk to me about it. I don't like procrastination, and I don't want to really mess with you. Qin Shijin, we can deal with Ruirui's matter." Let's talk again, it's not suitable for you to bring Ruirui, do you think it's like you, are Ruirui and you really safe?" She asked in a cold voice, "If you were really sure at the beginning, you wouldn't Will find a way to send us away! Do you want Ruirui to follow in the footsteps of the Qin family? Ruirui may be your only child!"

The only child!
These words made his mind suddenly flash like a white light. If he hadn't stabilized his body, he would have fallen down by now.

In the dark eyes, there was a violent wind and rain, like after a hurricane passed by, there was also pain hidden in his eyes.

"No, never again..." He shook his head.