Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

He doesn't know his situation!
he doesn't understand...

The hand hanging by her side betrayed the terrible and hopeless struggle in her heart at this moment, and she could only circle around in such an environment.

She couldn't let go, and she finally understood why some women would hysterically try to get their men back after they broke up.

She couldn't do that kind of hysteria, so she could only use her silence to bond with him even deeper.

"Don't go back? Are you really planning not to go back? You really don't plan to take care of Ruirui? As long as you dare to marry, I will let you never have a chance to see Ruirui again!"

"Qin Shijin!" She raised her chin and shouted excitedly, "You are shameless!"

Her fist was clenched and fell on his shoulder like raindrops.

Qin Shijin just looked at her coldly, without any expression change.

His body was hard, no matter how hard he beat it, it didn't hurt, but her hand hurt very much.

Qiao Nuanyang's throat was full of swelling and pain.

When she closed her eyes and opened them again, she said in a hoarse voice: "Don't think that you can cover the sky with one hand, I will snatch Ruirui back! She is my daughter, you have no right to snatch her from me! Qin Shijin, aren't you just fighting?" Do you want to bully me with your ability? Alright, then let's try and see who can win between us! If we are in a hurry, let's kill the net!"

She looked majestic and high-spirited.

It really seems to be ready to burn the boat, no matter what, there will be no turning back.

Qin Shijin thought that they were still together that night, but then she and Gu Peilin were together again?
Like what Li Jiazhen said, they are already divorced, so there is nothing she can do to stop what will happen.

What's more, the chance of winning with Gu Peilin is not great.

He lost control of his emotions a little, pressed her shoulders down with his hands, pressed her tightly against the corner, raised her chin with one hand to look carefully, and turned his back to the light, his eyes at this time were like The sea at night is so dark that it makes people feel distressed.

"Qiao Nuanyang, no one is forcing you. If you want Ruirui, then come back. Both Ruirui and I want you to come back. We will live as before. Forever."

forever?
There was a pause in her mind.

The light above his head suddenly flickered, and Qiao Nuanyang woke up instantly like a dream.

Qin Shijin's eyes were dark, and when he touched her face with his hands, she felt so greedy again, her back tensed and she stretched out her hands to push him back.

Qin Shijin was pushed away by her without any defense at all, and he stood against the wall himself.

Qiao Nuanyang has recovered her composure, and there is no trace of unnecessary expression on her face.

"Forever? You told me forever?" There was a mocking smile on her face, she tried her best to restrain and suppress her emotions, and she looked at him with twinkling eyes: "Qin Shijin, yes, I am timid, but I It's such a woman, I really wanted to be with you at that time!"

She tilted her head and kept shaking her head, with tears in her eyes, depressed and manic.

"But... that's in the past. I've given up now! I've given up completely. I won't go back, and I won't be with you anymore. I can't turn back, and I don't want to!"

"..."

She only saw fists coming towards her, and finally, heavy and dull voices rang in her ears.

Qiao Nuanyang closed her eyes and looked at his hands after she realized it.

"Are you crazy? Your hand..."

Qin Shijin's deep eyes were also shining with light, and he leaned close to her; "Since you still care about me, why don't you want to come back?"

She leaned her back against the wall and raised her head. She shouldn't have revealed her emotions just now.

"Don't think too much! Even if it is a stranger, I will care, not just you."

"You also care about strangers? You mean, I am a stranger to you now?"

He is strong words.

However, she also had to make herself cruel.

Women's moods are changeable.

She wanted to take the child away, but the child had already arrived, and she felt uncomfortable if she wanted to let the child leave her stomach.

Buddhism says to have a compassionate heart, but because the child belongs to Gu Peilin, so you want to kill your own child?
What is the difference between her and the executioner?
The child is also his own, isn't it?She wants to keep the child.

"Yes, to me, you are a stranger, you are just my ex-husband, isn't it a stranger, what else can it be?"

"That night, what is it? Huh?" He asked following the sound, almost sticking to her face, and asked Qiao Nuanyang directly.

That evening……

Thinking of that night, Qiao Nuanyang also choked up her voice, and said calmly: "That night was an accident, even without you, Gu Peilin would have come to save me. It was all an accident, and Gu Peilin wouldn't blame me if he knew about it. I didn't mean to All you have to do are adults, can't you afford this?"

She raised her eyebrows sharply and said: "Qin Shijin, I'm the one who suffers, and I didn't argue with you. What's the point of you mentioning it now?"

"I'm living a good life now. I hope that the two of us can get along as strangers, which is good for both of us. Don't be like a child who doesn't like his toys and is reluctant to throw them away..."

Qiao Nuanyang thinks she is naive?

Is that how she described their relationship?
"It's not me, it's Gu Peilin too? Are you and Gu Peilin that close?"

His face was extremely gloomy.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't know why, so she wanted to stab him, and said, "Yes, it's very intimate! Are you satisfied? Are you willing to let me go now?"

"Let go of you? Qiao Nuanyang, I'll give you another chance, do you want to come back?" His face was extremely gloomy.

Is this the last chance?
Maybe this is really the last chance.

They caressed and tested each other, and finally it was time to break.

"No, I won't go back." She touched her abdomen with her hand, lowered her head to look at the flat abdomen, and turned her eyes to Qin Shijin: "What is the real reason why you want me to go back? Qin Shijin Shijin, you don't love me, and you don't have me in your heart, if it weren't for the things about your Qin family, you would come to me if you are so proud?"

His affection for himself would definitely not be love.

"No..." There was a light in his heart, and he was about to speak.

What Qiao Nuanyang said next shocked him and made him dizzy.

"I am pregnant……"

"What did you say?"

He stared at her still flat stomach.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't wear high heels, but flat shoes or loose skirts.

He didn't believe it at first, but the matter between Gu Peilin and her forced him to believe it. He has experienced so many storms, and he has never panicked before.

Grab her shoulders and squeeze her hard: "Qiao Nuanyang, what did you just say to me? What do you think is wrong with you?"
She was very hurt from being scratched by his hand, and she didn't cry out even after enduring the pain, so she let herself be fine.

"Didn't you hear it? I said I was pregnant. I thought it might be your child, but you can't give birth to your own child. That child can only be Gu Peilin's..."

Qin Shijin may have hoped before, but...

child? ! !

There is a child between them!

At that time, she had been taking medicine all the time, and she didn't want to have a child, but when she had a child, she died before he knew it.

How long after the divorce did she actually have Gu Peilin's child?Qin Shijin's hands became more and more forceful, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "The reason why you were in a hurry to divorce me was because of Gu Peilin, right! Otherwise, how did this child come about!"

This matter is her fault.

She is also sorry for him!
Therefore, she can't forgive herself, and she has no face to go back.

Time can't deceive anyone, Qin Shijin must be completely disappointed with himself now, and Ruirui... She felt even more uncomfortable after thinking about it.

"You don't have the right to blame me! Qin Shijin, I can't get along with Gu Peilin, but how can you be so good? I used to like you, but you stepped on my heart inappropriately. What's the matter, in your heart, do you really regard me as the only one in this life? You don't, since you can't do it first, why do you force me to do it?"

"Are you... taking revenge on me?" He shook her shoulder.

It seems unbelievable.

"It's weird? Or do you think I'm just a mummy, I won't be angry, I won't hurt, I don't feel anything?" She cracked a pale smile and asked, shaking her head: "When I need help, only he is there By my side, he is also there when I am sad, Qin Shijin, what do you want me to do? I am too cold, and I also need someone to hug me to keep warm, give me a hug..."

after separation.

On the contrary, she was able to say those things smoothly.

"I've been so tired of carrying it all these years..." She shook her head: "You once thought that you would be my safe haven, but after I arrived, I realized that this safe haven was already full of boats without mine. location. I can only go, to the next safe haven."

Her body gradually softened.

Qin Shijin's hand grabbed her shoulder but still with the same force.

He looked at Qiao Nuanyang in great pain, raised his head, and wanted to speak several times, but he was forced to go back.

Qiao Nuanyang wouldn't notice that his tight lip line was trembling.

The fear and regret deep in his eyes.

"Who said that? Who told you? Qiao Nuanyang, I'll change..."

He could hear some haste, even some urgency, in his tone. Qin Shijin was obviously superior, so he shouldn't use such a tone to talk to himself.

At that moment, she felt that she was really cruel.

But, looking up, her body seemed boneless, she shook her head: "Change, what are you changing?"

It's not their fault, it's fate, they shouldn't have started dating five years ago, or, Qin Shijin shouldn't have used that method to lure himself in the first place.

"Qin Shijin, your heart is not with me, and I have betrayed you long ago. When I left, I completely gave up on you. Otherwise, why didn't I hug a big tree like you tightly? Haha " She laughed loudly: "If Gu Peilin doesn't come back, maybe I will still hold on, anyway, Ruirui is also my daughter, what am I afraid of? But, Gu Peilin is back, why should I wrong myself? An empty home? For whom to play?"

"Life is so short, who knows when it will die? Of course I want to live it for myself."

"I don't want to make myself so unhappy. I haven't really lived happily for myself since the beginning. Now, I just want to ignore everything."

she said coolly.

The cartilage of the past is gone.

Instead, he said very definitely, very firmly.

Qin Shijin already hates himself so much, let him hate himself even more, so that he will hate and remember himself for the rest of his life, right?