Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

"When you get along with her, are you not allowed to mention my name gently?" She also went all out, and started to despise herself from the bottom of her heart, why didn't she push him away, if she could, she could push him away , but she still couldn't bear to hurt him, and would rather bear it like this by being a shrinking turtle.

"You are different from Wen Wan, don't compare yourself to her." He touched her head with his hand, his heart moved slightly, and looked at her face, but it was a pity that he couldn't see what she was thinking at this moment.

Qiao Nuanyang wanted to laugh.

Is she different from Wen Wan?
What's different?
There is no comparison between them.

"Yes, there is no comparison between us. Do men like the red flag at home not to fall, and the colorful flags fluttering outside? It's still Qin Shijin. You can't separate from me because of other reasons, so you still want to play a show with me The scene where the husband and wife are still in peace, right? Don't you feel disgusted by yourself?"

Suddenly, she opened her eyes.

It pierced deeply into his eyes like a knife, it was cold, it was hatred.

No fluctuations, no emotions.

"Disgusting? You think I'm disgusting?" He also stared at her with cool eyes.

The words have already been spoken, and the vicious words hurt June Han, but she will not regret it once she has said it, Qin Shijin can't understand her sadness, "Yes, I think you are disgusting, I feel uncomfortable when I am with you... "

He bent over and squeezed her chin hard, and said, "It's hard to be with me, what were you doing just now?"

"I resisted, you forced it, how else can I resist you?" She endured the strength in his hand, and now they speak in such a posture that makes her feel very ridiculous, she is a narrow-minded woman, always A little sensitive thing will be magnified infinitely, "I don't want to be a toy controlled by you, at your mercy, Qin Shijin, I can quit between you and Wen Wan, and I will return this position to her..."

"Say it again?" He lifted her chin vigorously, Qiao Nuanyang actually saw tension and anger from his expression.

Qin Shijin was nervous. She didn't understand what was going on in his heart. Could it be that it was so difficult to choose between new and old lovers?

"I've said what I want to say, Qin Shijin, I've been disappointed enough..."

That time when he was pregnant, if Qin Shijin could have cared more, he could have looked back at him at that time, sent her to the hospital earlier, and maybe the child could have been saved.

She doesn't want to, every time when she needs him, Qin Shijin will go to another person's side, she doesn't want to wrong herself like this, even if she is humble, as low as dust, she still has her own self-esteem.

Nothing else.

This kind of tug-of-war will only make her realize how unbearable and ridiculous her position is.

Qin Shijin's eyes were narrowed, and after seeing her painful expression, he suddenly thought that she was in front of Gu Peilin. How long has it been since Qiao Nuanyang smiled at him?But for Gu Peilin, she was able to smile so happily.

He was trying to pull her to his side, but Qiao Nuanyang kept pushing herself away, going out of her own world, what did she want her to do?White-eyed wolf, he can't wait to run wild in the room, but the man's strong self-control makes him calm down. He has always been indifferent to emotions, and he has developed it long ago. No matter what happens, no one will notice his emotions. fluctuation.

Let people discover their own flaws and shortcomings.

Moreover, if you can't keep calm and get angry, everything will only go in a worse direction.

Qiao Nuanyang pushed him away and felt uncomfortable. She went to the bathroom to wash for a long time before she came out, and kept rubbing her skin. When she came out, Qin Shijin changed clothes and stood in front of the window. The exposed skin felt sorry for her humiliating herself like this, and there was nowhere to release the grievance buried in her chest. She smiled coldly, "Why don't you just peel off all the skin on your body?"

Her throat was stuck and she couldn't speak.

She couldn't vent the emotions in her heart, so she could only vent her emotions in such a self-harming way, but in his eyes, everything she did was like a clown, right?
She clenched her fists and stood there, took a deep breath and suppressed her breath, and buried herself in the quilt, her hair was still wet, but she didn't want to care about anything now, she just wanted to stuff herself into a closed space.

The tight air in the bed made her feel unbearable, but she didn't want to poke her head out and face that person.

When Qin Shijin came back from smoking, she saw her arched body on the bed, her brows furrowed even higher, she was as sensitive as a tortoise, once someone approached and would hurt herself, she would hide herself and not want anyone get close to yourself.

Qin Shijin felt anxious and panicked in his heart.

Wen Taichu's face kept appearing in front of his eyes like a shadow, but Qiao Nuanyang was making trouble with him because of his gentleness?He is so untrustworthy, gentle, gentle... He couldn't help but tighten the fist in his hand, using a little strength.

Qin Shijin turned around and went out from the bedroom, the door was slammed shut with a loud noise, Qiao Nuanyang's heart trembled slightly when he was nestled under the quilt.

There seems to be something slowly disintegrating at the apex of my heart...

have they gone?
Has Qin Shijin impatiently left here?

***
She didn't sleep well all night, and when she woke up the next morning, she was top-heavy. When she went downstairs, Mrs. Cheng was making breakfast in the kitchen. She wanted to go to the room to find Ruirui, but when she got to the door, she heard Came the daughter's laughter.

"Dad, I want to wear this pink dress."

The door was not closed securely.

She looked in through the crack of the door, only to see that Qin Shijin was holding several skirts in his hands, Ruirui ran to change them after choosing them, and asked him to tie two small braids when she came out.

"..."

Mrs. Cheng came over and saw that her complexion was not good. Qiao Nuanyang said that she did not sleep well. She fell asleep last night with her hair still wet. She woke up with a migraine in the morning. Mrs. Cheng brought her medicine. After she took the pills, Mrs. Cheng Ask if they had an argument.

She smiled helplessly, and Mrs. Cheng sighed, "Actually, Young Master Jin still cares about you very much, but he has a lot of things hidden in his heart. You are his wife, so you should learn to be considerate of him. Stop quarreling. I woke up in the morning." When I saw him sitting in the living room all night, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, he was coughing all the time, and he couldn't sleep well, how can this continue?"

Did Qin Shijin sit in the living room all night?
She didn't expect this, she heard that Mrs. Cheng wanted to ease the relationship between them, and said lightly: "Sister-in-law Cheng, there are many people who want to care about him, and I am not the only one missing."

Mrs. Cheng knew that what she said was boring, so she stopped talking. Qin Shijin took care of Ruirui during breakfast, and Qiao Nuanyang didn't even give him extra eyes. Qiao Nuanyang called to talk about work.

Qiao Nuanyang didn't eat much, but was talking and laughing all the time, arranged everything satisfactorily, and arranged for Mrs. Cheng to pick up Ruirui in the afternoon, and told Mrs. Cheng some precautions.

Qin Shijin sat in the living room all night, sorted out some important information, and went out overnight to talk to Guan Chengxu about some things. He couldn't wait for such a long time, otherwise, he would lose even more.

Qin Shijin's mind has gradually become clear at this moment, seeing her getting up to let Ruirui take the schoolbag without even looking at him, he felt a little depressed.

Does Qiao Nuanyang think he is air?
When going out, he ignored Qiao Nuanyang's objection and put Ruirui directly in his car. Qiao Nuanyang had no choice but to sit in his car. After delivering Ruirui, she turned around and prepared to take a taxi to the company, with her back straight , when passing by him, he turned his head and saw the woman's indifferent face.

As if he was a stranger, he watched her flying skirt corners grind her teeth, grabbed her by the wrist, and stuffed her into the car with hugs and hugs. Qin Shijin drove the car to a secluded place place, stop.

Qiao Nuanyang hurried to the company to stare at him angrily, Qin Shijin felt wronged and couldn't help hugging her, pressed her forehead with one hand and the chin was also tense, his voice was tired and hoarse, smelling Seeing the fragrance on her hair, Qin Shijin seemed to give in.

"Qiao Nuanyang, don't make me angry, okay? I'm really tired, I just want to have a good time with you, okay?"

His voice sounded really tired, but thinking of him and Wen Wan, no matter how soft her heart was, it was completely hurt at that moment. She quietly lowered her head and looked at the passing cars outside the car window, holding her hands together. Put it on your knees after forming a fist.

The emotion between them is really weird.

"Very tired..." She shook her head with irony, "Of course you will feel very tired."

She is not a prickly person, now because of Qin Shijin, she seems to have made herself into the person she hates the most, with prickles all over her body, and sensitive, but will everyone feel like a lunatic when they see her like this?
"On the one hand, I have to face Wen Wan, and on the other hand, I have to face me. Of course, I will feel very tired after walking around in front of two people." She still held her head high, maybe she would feel inferior, However, when it comes to certain things, she will never be wrong. If you love someone, you will love sincerely, and you will never be less than anyone else.

"The relationship between Wen Wan and me is not what you think, Qiao Nuanyang, calm down, I can explain to you..." He suddenly settled down, wanting to explain everything to her clearly.

They are husband and wife, they should stand together, Qiao Nuanyang will understand himself, this is also the result of his deliberation all night.

He may never have another child in his life.

They are family all their lives.

"I said I didn't want to hear it!" He was going to talk about their past again?God, God knows how much she hates hearing those two words. Does he know that mentioning those two words is stabbing himself in the chest? "Qin Shijin, I don't care about everything about you anymore. Even if there is anything about your Qin family, it has nothing to do with me. Listen carefully! I'm so tired, so tired!"

Her chest was heaving violently.

Holding his forehead, he felt a splitting headache.

It happened that Xing Weidong called her, Qiao Nuanyang took a deep breath after seeing the phone, "Xing Weidong, what's the matter?"

"Are you still at home? Gu Peilin called me just now. His wound infection should be due to a fever, but Zhaozhao and I are currently participating in an event in another place, and we can't make it. Can you help me deliver some medicine for him? "Xing Weidong has nothing to do, and Gu Peilin is unwilling to let others take care of him.

He sent the name of the drug to Qiao Nuanyang, and Qiao Nuanyang opened the car door and thought about going down to find a pharmacy.Qin Shijin just heard the call, and when he saw her walk into the pharmacy and come out with the medicine, he became a little anxious and stopped her from the taxi.