Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

"..."

"I'll ask you again? Why didn't you answer?" He couldn't speak, so he lowered his voice and asked again.

Qiao Nuanyang looked up to see his face clearly. The cat's eyes were calm, and there was a slight sneer at the corner of his mouth, "What do you want me to answer you? I told you everything you want to know. You don't believe it , then what can I do?"

She just has the attitude that you can believe it or not, anyway, as I said.

He didn't realize at all what he was angry about.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you think I'm just angry because of this incident?" His voice was deep.

She frowned, but still straightened her back, "Qin Shijin, it's clear that you made a big fuss and got angry. I don't think there's anything wrong with me. Why do you think there's something wrong?"

He makes a fuss?
He is stingy?
Is it all Qin Shijin's fault?
Qin Shijin stretched out his finger and nodded at her nose angrily, and almost didn't bring it up in a breath of anger. He maintained his demeanor for many years, because this woman seemed to be able to completely destroy her skills with a word.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you think this is a fuss?"

"..."

Qin Shijin quickly cut off her words again, "You have forgotten your own identity now? You are my wife now, my wife, shouldn't you tell me immediately if something happens? You can call me! The person you ask for help and the person you confide in should be me, not a person who bears everything silently. You can solve everything. But! That was before? 1 +1=2, you are not alone now, I am trying to be a husband, what about you? Have you opened your heart?"

He tapped his index finger vigorously, pointing in the direction of her heart.

"Two people are together to accompany each other and warm each other. If it is no different from before getting married, then why get married?" It is better to live alone.

Qiao Nuanyang's face was slightly pale, and she just felt that she had countless reasons.

Are women nowadays more independent?

But men and women think differently, too much independence seems to hurt people.

She seemed to suddenly understand something...

It is also the first time for her to be someone's wife. How could she know so much? She is used to taking Ruirui by herself. She thought it was just a simple three meals a day, and sending Ruirui to school together would lead a normal life. No wonder, she It is said that marriage is actually a science.

Not everyone can run a good marriage.

"Qin Shijin..."

"Think about it for yourself until you understand it."

At this moment, all the reasons she defended and explained for herself were stuck in her throat, and Qin Shijin had already walked into the bedroom and closed the door.

Qiao Nuanyang stared at the door fixedly, not daring to move any further.

... Are they fighting again?
Qin Shijin was also right.

He was working hard to be a good husband, but she didn't. When I was a child, I remembered that my father and mother were like this, and they would share happiness.

At that time, she didn't understand, she just thought that was happiness and sweetness.

Dad will bring back mom's favorite hot and sour noodles or other snacks on the way home from work at night, and they will eat simple supper under the dim light, which will be very sweet.

When it snowed, my mother went to the intersection to pick up my father home, and he would wrap his wife in a coat and share the warmth with her.

When my mother died of a serious illness, the relatives in the family showed sinister faces and kept persuading, "Why are you saving her, breast cancer, there is no money in it, and she will die sooner or later. When she dies, she will only leave a debt. Women willing to follow you?"

Before my mother died of a serious illness, she held her tightly in her arms and cried all the time. Holding her hand, she felt that her hand was gradually getting cold.

Dad kept looking at her, and kept crying, without saying anything.

After his mother's body was cremated, he found a beautiful place to bury her and planted flowers around the cemetery.

After July [-], he would go to the grave to burn paper every day. If he encountered any troubles, he would drink alone. Qiao Nuanyang has seen it many times. In the middle of the night, he patted a handful of peanuts and put a bottle of wine in front of him. Talking in the position where the mother sat before she was alive.

He said what happy and unhappy things happened to him recently, and then said that Nuan Yang has grown taller again, and that he did well in the exam this time...

He is just an ordinary worker, he has not read many books, and he is not very good at expressing his feelings. Every time Qiao Nuanyang watched that scene secretly, he knew that he was thinking about his mother.

He thought too.

Now I feel that my father thinks more about it.

The love between husband and wife is deep. After losing another partner, half of their souls are lost. A couple who really love each other will not last long after the other half is gone...

So, within a few years, my father also went there, drinking, drunk driving, got into a car accident, killed someone, and died himself.

……

She went back to the room and took off the clothes on her body. She changed into a white cotton and linen skirt, which was breathable and good for the wound. The skirt on the lower body was light blue, with a few red camellias on the shoulders.

After Mrs. Cheng finished the meal, she asked her to come down to eat.

Qin Shijin didn't come down, Ruirui got off the chair and climbed upstairs to knock on the door. When she came back again, Qiao Nuanyang knew that Qin Shijin was still angry without seeing the person behind her.

Mrs. Cheng asked cautiously, "Are you quarreling again?"

"..."

She went to the kitchen and took out the bowls and chopsticks. She took out some of each dish, and asked Mrs. Cheng to bring it to him.

It wasn't long before Mrs. Cheng went up to take out the food, and all the food inside was eaten.

Fortunately, he was angry with himself and didn't get angry and didn't eat.

She went to the study alone to read. Usually, Qin Shijin would accompany her, but he didn't come tonight.

She had thought about it repeatedly when she was alone just now, and this matter did have its own problems.

The marriage with Qin Shijin came very suddenly.

She got a marriage certificate without being ready for marriage.

A normal marriage is love, engagement, remarriage, and childbirth.But they got married directly, and she learned everything slowly. She didn't understand that two people need to share with each other.

She thought she could handle it, so she didn't need to tell Qin Shijin. She had checked this matter just now. Such an action would make a man think that he was not important, and at the same time push him out of her world.

In other words, that is, she actually subconsciously protected herself too much, and still didn't regard him as the person she would cling to for the rest of her life.

She propped her chin in the study, sighed, and couldn't read the book at all.

Suddenly at night, it rained heavily, thunderous, loud roaring accompanied by white lightning, Qiao Nuanyang's heart felt trembling for a while.

Suddenly, the lights in the room went out, and there was darkness everywhere.

power cut?
Qiao Nuanyang was frightened and held her head nervously.

Amidst the roar of thunder, I heard a faint cry from the next door, it was...Ruirui's room, she hurriedly stood up and forgot that she was injured, and slammed into the table in front of her, gasping for breath in pain, Holding the mobile phone, I found Ruirui's room according to the road ahead.

Ruirui sat on the bed rubbing her eyes and cried loudly, "Mom—"

Qiao Nuanyang walked around the head of the bed and sat beside Ruirui, holding her small body in her arms, "What's wrong? Ruirui, stop crying, stop crying!"

"I'm afraid!" She grabbed Qiao Nuanyang's clothes and burrowed into her arms, "It's scary to see ghosts over there!"

She looked at the window, Ruirui was frightened because of the strong wind and the swaying tree shadows outside the lightning.

She hurriedly pressed Ruirui's head, and hugged her small body in her arms.

There are books in Ruirui's room, but her room is away from the trees, so it's hard to fall asleep at night due to the ups and downs.

"Baby, don't cry, mom is by your side."

She has an injury on her arm. Ruirui has a good appetite during this time, and her flesh is so thick that she is much heavier than before. Qiao Nuanyang is struggling to hold her now, and the injury on her arm hurts even if she touches it. , but Ruirui rested on her shoulders.

She pulled the door with difficulty with one hand, and walked towards her bedroom, when she bumped into something just as she walked out.

Qiao Nuanyang was shocked.

"what--"

"it's me."

A familiar steady voice suddenly came from the top of his head. Qin Shijin took a photo with his mobile phone and saw the mother and daughter. Ruirui pursed her mouth and called sadly, "Dad, I'm so scared. There are ghosts outside..."

"Don't be afraid, Dad is here, and Dad will accompany you."

Through the dim light, he saw that Qiao Nuanyang's face seemed to be a little pale. Remembering that she was injured, wouldn't it be uncomfortable to hold Ruirui?
There was a quarrel at night, and now he sees Qiao Nuanyang and doesn't know what to say.

His strong face also made him feel embarrassed to apologize to her, saying sorry, I shouldn't kill you.

This time it was Qiao Nuanyang who made a conscious mistake, she did not admit it, and he could not regress.

Go straight over and hug Ruirui, the little girl who has taken a bath also has a faint scent of gardenia.

The man supported the little girl's calf with his big hands, pressed her head in his arms, turned around and carried Ruirui into his room.

Qiao Nuanyang only saw his back in the dim light and shadow, and pushed open the door to go in. She saw a jumping fire in his room, and several candles were lit in the room.

Qin Shijin had already gently placed the little girl on his bed, bent down and stuffed Ruirui into the quilt, "It's okay, don't be afraid, daddy will accompany you, daddy will defeat all those monsters, okay? "

Ruirui was really frightened, and she didn't want to let go of the arm holding him. Qiao Nuanyang was also very afraid of such a thunderstorm.

Standing on the edge of the bed with her arms in her arms, when a burst of thunder struck, she would subconsciously close her eyes.

Qin Shijin hugged Ruirui and coaxed him patiently. When he looked up and saw her biting her lip and said nothing, he immediately understood. He cleared his throat, "Because of the thunder, there is a problem with the nearby circuit. There will probably be a power outage tonight. There will be a call, it's getting late, go take a shower and rest."

"..."

She is afraid of the dark.

Stand there without moving.

His face was full of embarrassment and rejection.

"Not going yet?"

Rui Rui raised her head and leaned into Qin Shijin's ear, "Father, Mom is afraid of the dark and thunder."

"..."

Oh.

It turns out that the mother and daughter are both of the same virtue. No wonder she was so frightened just now, like a ghost roaring.

Qin Shijin relaxed, let go of Ruirui and stood up, then went to the next room to get her pajamas.

Qiao Nuanyang took a candle into the bathroom to take a bath. Although Qin Shijin was outside, she was still very scared in her heart.

She took a shower in a hurry, and there was a shadow of herself in the mirror, but when she came out, she tragically dropped her underwear on the floor, completely wet.

Staying in the bathroom is not an option, so she bit the bullet, opened the bathroom door and called Qin Shijin.

"My underwear is wet, can you do me a favor..."