Mr. Qin is too involved in the drama: I lost my wife

His emotions are also very tense, and Gu Peilin's words can only be said to Xing Weidong, and every time he will only mention these inner things in front of Xing Weidong.

He only cared about venting his emotions without noticing other abnormalities, "You told me to let go? How do I let go? Do I have to dig out my heart?"

The implication is that unless he dies, can he stop thinking about Qiao Nuanyang?

Gu Peilin pointed to his heart, which still hurt there, and smiled faintly, his smile was so bitter in the charming night, "I can't forget, Xing Weidong, you have never loved anyone, don't know What was that feeling like, that day..."

"I saw her, and I thought I could restrain myself, and I wanted to restrain myself, but I saw her flirting with that man, seeing that man bullying her, and the way she was wronged in front of that man, I still couldn't bear it." Don't stop looking for her."

Xing Weidong was slightly surprised, then raised his head, his eyes moved, "You..."

When did Qiao Nuanyang meet him, but probably Gu Peilin didn't know the news of the child, so he was relieved.

"I've had a bad life in the past five years, but she seems to have lived a lot better than I imagined." She answered the phone in the corridor that day with a sweet smile.

Five years ago, when Qiao Nuanyang came to Gu's house to look for him on a rainy night, he chased him out later, but when he went out, he didn't see Qiao Nuanyang's figure. He called Qiao Nuanyang and it showed that the phone had been turned off.He searched all the places where he could find her, but there was no one.

Later, he waited downstairs in the girls' dormitory for several days, and finally someone found her roommate, and the girl told him in surprise: "Don't you know? Qiao Nuanyang has completed the withdrawal procedures."

drop out?
He asked her about Qiao Nuanyang's other contact information, but the other party said she didn't know. Qiao Nuanyang hadn't been to school for a long time, and all her things had been moved away. There was only a diary left on the desk, and on the last page was written with a word.

"From now on, I don't want to love Gu Peilin anymore."

There are still shallow traces of water stains in that line of writing.

That line of words was written with a lot of effort, penetrating through the paper, as if it took a lot of anger to write that sentence.

Clear marks were left on several pages. At that time, she must have hated herself to the core, hated herself to death, so, after changing all the contact information, he frantically searched for all the places he could go, but There was no trace of her.

Qiao Nuanyang's hometown was long gone, her mother was in poor health, she died shortly after she was born, and her father also died in an accidental car accident later.

The relatives in the family were also unwilling to accept her, and then she ended up living here in Xiangcheng. Except for those places in Xiangcheng, he couldn't think of where Qiao Nuanyang would go.

He searched like crazy, but there was no trace of Qiao Nuanyang anymore.

He would come back later, walk the road they had walked, go to the places they had been, but never found her again.In those years when he was abroad, he almost paralyzed himself at work to punish his original mistakes. At that time, he clearly understood what he had lost.

However, he was extremely unwilling.

Therefore, he has always been unwilling to give Zhen Jinwei an explanation, although his family has urged him countless times, but he is still unwilling to give up.

However, he has not changed, but Qiao Nuanyang seems to have gone far away, perfectly explaining that sentence... When you let me go, I will really go, and I will never look back.

At that time, how indifferent was Qiao Nuanyang when he looked at him?He wasn't sure whether Qiao Nuanyang's acting skills were good enough, or what. When she looked at herself, she could really be calm, and the indifference in her eyes was a pain he couldn't bear at all.

When he kissed her like before, Qiao Nuanyang's eyes were full of hatred, disgust, and resistance to his approach, and then ran out.

Can't wait to kill him.

That's right, how much you loved at the beginning is how much you hate now.

"Having a good life?" Xing Weidong murmured these words silently, and it took him a long time to completely suppress the anger in his heart. The veins on the back of his hands burst out showing the anger in his heart at this moment.

"Otherwise?" He raised his head and drank the wine in his hand, smiled mockingly, his eyes were also unwilling, and the cup in his hand hit the ground and shouted loudly: "Why do you say? Why does Qiao Nuanyang forget me? Why is she? At the beginning, who hugged me and said that I will not marry in this life and will only like me alone. Now? She has forgotten it long ago? But I still like her, and I still can't let go..."

He pointed at his heart and poked hard, venting his inner dissatisfaction.

He can get angry however he wants, but Xing Weidong can't hold back the anger in his heart at this moment, his face is calm with a bit of ferocity, the bottle in front of him explodes on Gu Peilin's side, and the flying glass shards fly across Gu Peilin's face , scratched his skin.

Pointing at Gu Peilin's face, this bastard, Xing Weidong really wanted to beat him up.

"Why can't she forget? It's been five years. You were the one who proposed to break up inexplicably and got engaged to Zhen Jinwei. You can't give her happiness at all. Do you want to occupy her for the rest of your life?"

"Gu Peilin, how the hell did I find out that you are such a selfish villain now? Are you going to trap her for the rest of your life? If you have her love, don't let her go, and you won't allow her to have other happiness in the future?"

Qiao Nuanyang has suffered so much. He sold blood for his child when he was in the most embarrassing time. He only ate one steamed bun a day, and he couldn't even bear to drink porridge.

Where was Gu Peilin at that time?
"I……"

"..." Seeing him speechless in pain, Xing Weidong wanted to speak but stopped falling and sat down, frowning at him, "Since the matter is over, it's over, you each have your own lives, Qiao Nuanyang... I don't need you now, Gu Peilin, you should come out earlier by yourself."

He swallowed the wine silently.

"You already have a fiancée, and you agreed to the marriage at the beginning, no one forced you to agree." He reminded Gu Peilin again in a cold voice.

When he said that he was engaged, he didn't believe it, but he participated in the engagement ceremony and the groom was him.

correct.

"..." After he finished speaking, Gu Peilin leaned back heavily and covered his face heavily with his hands, "You want to tell me that I have to walk the path I chose on my own knees, right? "

"Otherwise?" What was he wasting so much talking about?
"But, Xing Weidong, I can't let it go, I can't do it." His painful voice overflowed from under his palm.

Xing Weidong also laughed, "You can't let it go, so how do you want to explain to the Zhen family? Zhen Jinwei is not the daughter of an ordinary family. You can bully her at will. The only daughter of the Zhen family is also a close friend with your Gu family. She has been married for many years. Zhen Jinwei has always liked you, so she would never agree to divorce, if you want to ruin the marriage of the two families, will your parents agree?"

"..." These are all display issues before him, and Gu Peilin is not allowed to have extra choices at all.

Xing Weidong is also sure that Gu Peilin is not so naive, and will really give up everything in front of him to entangle with Qiao Nuanyang again.

He nodded at the table in front of him, and looked at Gu Peilin who was sitting opposite him with cool eyes. Gu Peilin drank a lot of wine in a low mood, and then drank a few bottles of spirits, and went to the bathroom to vomit a few times, but it was no longer enough .

It was getting late, Xing Weidong had to go to work in the hospital the next day, so he had to go home early to rest, and glanced at Gu Peilin who was leaning on the sofa and almost fell asleep.

The cell phone in his pocket rang at this moment, he leaned over and took it out, seeing the word Jin Wei jumping on the screen, he opened the cell phone.

"Peilin, where are you? It's late, aren't you coming back?" On the phone, Zhen Jinwei's voice was as sweet as a piece of cake.

Although it smells sweet, it makes people feel bored.

Zhen Jinwei is a rose that is carefully cared for by people. She is delicate and beautiful, so people always choose the object first, and the ones that are left behind are naturally other people.

"I'm not Gu Peilin, I'm Xing Weidong." Xing Weidong found Zhen Jinwei and met a few times, but he didn't have a good impression of this woman, and he just maintained a superficial relationship.

"Are you with Peilin? Where did Peilin go? Why didn't he answer the phone?"

On the phone, Zhen Jinwei spoke in a calm and unhurried manner but asked worriedly.

A man like Gu Peilin has no shortage of women around him. Zhen Jinwei is very smart, but she is also blind in love and can't rest assured. In addition, Gu Peilin has always refused to get married, so she is very afraid that there are other women around Gu Peilin.

"..." Xing Weidong hated this way of questioning, so he gave the address, "Come and pick him up."

After hanging up the phone, Zhen Jinwei took the key and hurried out. Half an hour later, she appeared at the door of the bar. Looking at the drunk Gu Peilin, she pouted, "Xing Weidong, why didn't you stop him? He has an upset stomach Well, you don't know?"

"..." Xing Weidong thought it was funny, stood up, squinted at Zhen Jinwei, "He is not my man, he wants to drink, can I control him not to drink? Zhen Jinwei, I am not your servant, I am not qualified to replace you Look at who."

"you……"

Zhen Jinwei looked delicate, "Then you can always help him into the car?"

Xing Weidong put Gu Peilin's arm on his shoulder with one hand, and supported him. When he got into the car, Gu Peilin didn't cooperate and knocked his head on the door. Xing Weidong carried him in with a layer of sweat all over his body, and he was so tired.

But Zhen Jinwei was unhappy, "You should be careful? What if you bump into Peilin?"

Her pretentious appearance made Xing Weidong very angry, and he sneered, "Zhen Jinwei, that's enough."

"What is enough?" Zhen Jinwei didn't understand, "You don't like me all the time, what did you say this time that I don't understand?"

"What do you think?" Xing Weidong sneered, "Do you really want to marry Gu Peilin?"

"Aren't you talking nonsense? It's hard for me to like him so much. If I didn't like him, would I have been waiting for him?" She thought that Xing Weidong was not mentally ill, so she came to ask her about such things.

Xing Weidong put one hand on the car door, closed the door, and looked back at the drunk man sitting in the car.

He lowered his eyebrows and looked at Zhen Jinwei. In the night, there was an incomprehensible light in his deep eyes.

"Zhen Jinwei, do you know why five years have passed, but you still can't grab Gu Peilin's heart and make him marry you willingly?"

His words directly pierced Zhen Jinwei's fragile heart.

Zhen Jinwei looked at the man in front of her, she was speechless for a while, she pouted, her proud self-esteem did not allow her to kneel down, but she could do anything for Gu Peilin.