He is like hell

I haven't had a good look at him yet, and I haven't kissed his little face.

After despair, there is numbness.I don't feel anything right now, the peace of mind is horrible.

Step by step, he walked to the elevator door, hugged the box, and returned to his ward.

Take off the hospital gown and put on your own clothes.Looking at myself in the mirror, I turned on the tap and forced myself to wake up with cold water.

Lu Yan, tell me, what do you want from me?What do I have to do so that you are willing to give me, to give me alms, that trace of poor warmth that I want so extravagantly?

Or rather, feelings.

It's been ten years, I've given you everything I have, and you don't look down on me at all.

Now this is the only life left.

You trampled on my dignity, took advantage of my trust, spurned my feelings, and finally killed our child with your own hands.Strictly speaking, mine.

Because you don't admit it, or in your eyes, the child I gave birth to is not worthy of being your son.

Looking at myself haggard in the mirror, I smiled.Dry your face with a towel, and straighten your messy hair.

I don't blame anyone, I only blame myself.

There is one thing I must do.

You let me taste the pain of losing everything, and today, I will let you taste it too.

Putting on my shoes and holding the box containing Xuanxuan in my hand, I left the ward.

"Where is Lu Yan?"

In ward 407, I looked at Su Wanyan lying on the bed with deep eyes.

"I went out to go through the formalities. Looking at you, you are ready to be discharged from the hospital?" Su Wanyan smiled, "I heard that the wild species died, which is really a pity. I was still thinking about going to see him Woolen cloth."

The room is a bit messy, I put the box on the table.His gaze swept to the fruit knife aside, and he lowered his eyes, filled with hatred.

"The child is in this box, do you still want to see it?"

Su Wanyan froze for a moment, then stopped smiling, as if she was frightened by my current emotions.

"Shen Ruolin, why do I feel that you are a little abnormal."

"I'm fine." I looked at her and smiled.

I took a step forward and put my body in front of the table.Hiding his hands behind his back, he got the fruit knife and hid it in his sleeve.

The knife was sharp and seemed to scratch my hand, and I felt the sting.

My smile made her hair stand on end. Su Wanyan got off the bed, took a few steps back, and looked at me with guarded eyes.

"Shen Ruolin, I still haven't figured out why Lu Yan loves you?" I looked into her eyes, and I could see fear in her eyes.

I approached her step by step, cornering her.

"Shen Ruolin, you don't know Lu Yan at all." Su Wanyan smiled sarcastically, "I know, you have loved Lu Yan for ten years, and you feel that you know him very well, from his preferences to some small habits. But You never knew his heart."

"Because you know his heart, does he love you?" I raised my hand and gently stroked her face.

I do not believe.I don't believe what Su Wanyan said at all.

Hypocrisy, affectation, hypocrisy, disgusting.Would Lu Yan like this kind of person?

He will not.

Could it be this face?This perfect, delicate face?
Such a perfect face, if there are some scars on it, it will look even better.

I don't know if Lu Yan would still be as affectionate as now at that time.

"Shen Ruolin, what are you doing! Let me go!" Su Wanyan knocked off my hand, her voice trembling, "Don't act recklessly, I've called the police!"

"Call the police?" I smiled softly, "Su Wanyan, you still have some self-knowledge."