He is like hell

"What should I do?" I murmured, without a backbone, as if I didn't know where to go next moment.

"Lu Yan." I don't know, how long it took, I finally reacted and reopened the door to look outside, where there was Lu Yan's figure, the biggest disappointment flashed by, I finally took a deep breath.

Laughed like self-deprecating, yes, where would someone be waiting there for you?It's just a test, if it doesn't work, I'll look for the next target immediately, I shook my head, thinking of this, my heart hurts even more.

"Yes, Tang Haoxuan." I thought of his name again.

It's not that I have nowhere to go, and there is Tang Haoxuan, that is my greatest comfort, I thought this way, frantically picked up the phone and dialed the number I had already known by heart.

Unexpectedly, it rang for a long time but finally no one answered.

"What's the matter?" I took the phone and looked at it strangely, it clearly showed that the ring had already rang over there, why no one answered it for so long, could it be that I didn't see it, I made excuses for him in my heart, and said again in a while Dial it.

In fact, I'm not a pestering person at all, but he gave me such a good feeling before, I don't want to give up this opportunity, and the two of them have been in an ambiguous state for so many days, so their attitude is a bit tough.

But finally let me down.

After making two phone calls in a row, there was no news from there. After a while, I called again and the phone was turned off.

No matter how stupid I am, and how much I am dazzled by the so-called feelings, I still know that I have met a liar. If Tang Haoxuan's guess is correct, he must not be a good person?

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a chill.

After much deliberation, I finally went to the hospital. Anyway, Yi Yao has been away from us for so long, and there are still some procedures that should be done.

Who knew that when I came to the door of the doctor's office, I overheard their conversation.

"I don't know what's going on. The little girl in the second bed is already in a very stable condition. How could something like that happen suddenly? Well, Director, don't take it too seriously, maybe." Having said that, There was no sound in the room, but I opened my eyes wide and couldn't believe it.

According to Lin Yuan's previous statement, although Yi Yao has woken up, it is considered to be a flashback, but according to the doctors' statement, it is obviously getting better gradually, how could it suddenly disappear?
The night before Yi Yao left, I stayed there all night.No one passed by, I thought hard in my mind, and finally remembered, Tang Haoxuan.

It was only him, and I was there alone at night, Lu Yan, under my urging, went back to the company to deal with some necessary matters, Lin Yuan also had something to do, and Tang Haoxuan was the only one who came to see it at two o'clock in the morning hit me.

At that time, my heart was still warm, and I felt that I had not misjudged the person. I didn't expect to be slapped in the face in such a short time. Perhaps Yi Yao's death had a direct relationship with him.

Thinking of this, I shuddered suddenly.

"No, absolutely impossible." Thinking this way, I took out my phone and dialed that phone number again.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is an empty number, please check and dial again." A polite and distant girl's voice rang out, and I shivered suddenly, so I had encountered such a trap.

Regardless of decency, I slumped directly on the bench outside the office.

Holding the mobile phone, I couldn't imagine that Tang Haoxuan was a liar. If I guessed correctly, his target was Yi Yao.

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists hard, my Yi Yao is still so young, she doesn't know anything, why did she hurt her like this?
I raced through my thoughts. "Could it be a competition? It shouldn't be. Our ranking is relatively low. It can be said that no one has been offended, let alone others. I haven't appeared in the recent period, and it will not affect anyone's interests at all. .” I thought about it, and in the end, there was only one person I could doubt, and that was Su Wanyan.

That's right, she can kill my first child Xuanxuan, and she will shake hands at me, why didn't I think of it before?
When I thought about this, I felt extremely regretful in my heart. If I had been more careful at that time, maybe I would not have become what I am now, but it is too late to say anything now, he has already been put into into that little box.

I really couldn't bear this feeling, so I took a deep breath and walked to the cemetery.

I brought Yi Yao's favorite lollipop, and I put it next to the photo.

"I'm sorry, Yiyao, it might be all mother's fault. It's because mother is useless that she let someone hurt you. Do you hate me very much now?" I muttered, raised my head inadvertently, but met Yi The smiling face and the eyes seem to be talking, as if they are saying that they don't blame me at all.

But how can I forgive myself, killing one child is not enough, and now the second child has no direct relationship with me, but if it wasn't for my carelessness, how could she become what she is now?

As I thought about it, I let out a small sigh.

I found Xuanxuan's bones again. I was worried that the two of them had no partners, so I put them together.

"Xuanxuan, Yiyao, both of you are my children. Now it seems that you are brothers and sisters. You two are about the same age. Let's be a companion together when you get there. Mom will come and see You two." Looking at the photos of the two of them put together, I thought in my heart, but I unconsciously thought of the two of them, one graceful and graceful, the other slim.

"It's a pity that I can't see such a picture."

Although I was sad for a long time, but finally the days will continue, and after a week, I went to work again in good spirits.

I have already prepared my mind well. In Luyan Company, although no one dared to comment on me blatantly, they were still full of energy when they saw me, and they finally started to whisper behind their backs.

"Look at that woman, she just killed two children. Tell me about these two children, why are they so pitiful." Although the voice was very small, it still fell into my ears without saying a single word.

"Ahem," this kind of statement can't do anything to me for a long time, so although I knew they had bad intentions, I still coughed a few times and walked out of the toilet cubicle.

His face was calm, as if he hadn't heard anything, and his head was even higher than before.

"Forget it, you." I joked with myself like this in my heart, but when I returned to my actions, I finally couldn't help it, and my body began to tremble violently.

"Okay, you won't hear those gossips again, don't worry." Lu Yan came to my side at some point, patted my shoulder and comforted me, "I've already started talking to those who gossip behind my back." Apart from."

"You don't need to do this." I took a deep breath, raised my head and looked at Lu Yan firmly, "Actually, they are not wrong, the only thing wrong is that Xuanxuan and Yiyao's lives are too bad."

At the beginning, I was still a little emotional, but after that, I became completely calm.

The name Tang Haoxuan still pops up in my mind from time to time, but for me now, it is just a matter of a moment, there is no love or even hatred, I think, if one day I see him , tried his best to be calm, and then asked him what was going on with a smile.

I go to work and leave work normally every day. Sometimes I am free, so I will go to my company for a while. Last time, because of participating in the competition, the company did have more fans, and the orders also increased. Facing In such a situation, Lin Yuan is naturally too busy alone, but fortunately there is Xiao Du, my former assistant, who can help to some extent.

"Actually, if you are too busy, you can ask Xiao Du to help share some of it." I sighed slightly, and sat on my boss's chair and looked at Lin Yuan. "Otherwise, your body will not be able to bear it if you are like this."

I still remember that Lin Yuan's health didn't get any better, so tossing like this is naturally not a long-term solution.

Lin Yuan just glanced at me, "I said you woke up almost immediately, you really plan to continue working on Lu Yan's side, and the salary you are given is not high, besides, on our side, don't you earn more? many?"

I smiled wryly.

"If it's for money, do I need to go to him?"

"If it's for Yi Yao, it's not necessary, after all, people are not the same in the end," Lin Yuan finally stopped, and she sighed slightly, "Forget it, if you want, just treat it as if I didn't have anything just now." talk."

The atmosphere became awkward for a while, but in the end it was Xiao Du who asked us to sign a stack of documents, which eased a little.

"Sister Ruolin, I don't know when you will be able to come back to work. You don't even know that Mr. Lin is really exhausted these days." Perhaps because of the familiarity, Xiao Du became a little unrestrained when he talked to us.

"Xiao Du," Lin Yuan turned around and gave her a deadly look, "I say what I said, don't say everything." Lin Yuan turned around and looked at me again, "You don't want what he said just now. Let me go in my heart, that's not what he meant."

As he spoke and waved his hand, Xiao Du stuck out his tongue before turning and leaving.

"Actually, I didn't mean that just now. I know that the most important thing for a person is to keep his word, so,"