He is like hell

Looking at his appearance, I finally felt a kind of despair.

But after the despair passed, he finally calmed down slowly.

For me now, those are not important anymore, it seems that I calmed down in an instant, I took a deep breath, and told myself desperately not to be irritable.

Life is a matter of life and death, maybe Yi Yao doesn't want to be here.

The illness came on quickly, and Yi Yao, who could still open her eyes from time to time in the morning, soon fell into a deeper coma.

All I could do was hold her hand blankly.

"Forget it, if you really don't want to be my daughter, then go where you should go," I whispered softly, and finally the corners of my eyes were still filled with tears.

"Yiyao is pretty good now, at least she got what she always wanted at the end of her life." Lin Yuan came over and patted me on the shoulder, "What she wants most is mom and dad, now she leaves , there must be no regrets."

I opened my mouth, and finally nodded slightly.

In fact, how can it be said that it is an unlucky thing to be able to leave happily?

Just when we had made all the preparations for Yiyao's imminent departure, her condition gradually stabilized.

"What's going on?" Naturally, I couldn't believe it, and even thought of words like "return to light".

Finally, he shook his head and rejected the idea.

"Probably not," I shook my head slightly and sighed softly, because at this moment, there was a voice in my heart telling me that she could still get better.

After coming to this world once, I have vaguely felt the beauty of life, who would leave without distraction.

Thinking of this, I shook my head desperately.

"Yiyao, you must get better." Even though she had no longer had such illusions in her heart, she still couldn't help thinking like this.

"If you can be happy, maybe Yiyao will really get better." In the past few days, Yiyao has been able to open her eyes again, and she can even respond with a few words when I talk, so when Lu Yan proposed When I thought about it, although I glanced at him, I finally started to think about it in my heart.

There is no doubt that Lu Yan's performance recently is nothing to say.

I can really feel that he is really trying his best, whether it is to be a good boyfriend or a father, he has done what he should do.Thinking of this, I sighed slightly.

When I saw Yi Yao lying on the bed again, I felt a sense of righteousness.

"What are you thinking in your heart? If you really want your mother to be with him." Thinking of this, I sighed slightly, and finally I couldn't help it, and burst out laughing.

What am I doing all this?But I started to change my ways to want to be with him, I shook my head slightly, trying to suppress my thoughts, but my mind really started to become active.

"I can understand your mood." I turned around and looked at Lu Yan who covered up all the emotions in his eyes. "But do you know? Maybe this is really the only way to save Yi Yao."

Before he finished speaking, I immediately snorted disdainfully.

Using Yi Yao like this, even using his illness, isn't it afraid that Yi Yao will be unhappy in the future?And it's such an insidious way.

But the next morning, when Lu Yan mentioned this matter again, I was finally shaken.

Because of this incident, I haven't slept well all night. I kept thinking in my heart, what would happen if I were really with Lu Yan?
I cried for a while, laughed for a while, and looked solemn for a while. There is no way. If I am with him again, this will be our third or fourth marriage. I dare not think that we will be married so many times. And still with the same person.

"Maybe the two of us can really be together." As if seeing through my thoughts, Lu Yan sighed softly. "If you want, Ruolin, I will always take care of you."

This time I didn't rush to refuse like last time, but sighed and waved my hands. "Let me think about it first."

In fact, for me, I already have the answer in my heart, but I still need time to confirm my identity, or to get used to it.

When I tried to share this idea with Lin Yuan, she looked at me in surprise.

"Did you have a fever?" She came over in surprise and put her hand on my forehead. "No, how could this happen? Are you stupid?" Her disdainful expression immediately brought me back to reality.

"Have you forgotten what happened before? In order to save him from the fire and water, you put yourself in it, but what happened later? They didn't buy your affection at all." Lin Yuan snorted disdainfully.

"I advise you to think twice, although the combination of the two of you will make property. It's fair, but." She sighed slightly and shook her head again. "Ruo Ling, to be honest, I don't want you to mix with him anymore." But even so, he finally looked at me with a smile.

"But I still respect all your ideas in my heart. If you insist on that, I don't have any complaints. Don't worry, I will always stay by your side." He looked at me with confidence, said and patted Pat me on the shoulder, Ruolin, whatever you do, I will understand you.

I opened my mouth and finally shook my head. "ok, I get it."

I turned my face away gently, never thought that in Lin Yuan's heart, he would have such thoughts.

When I was seriously ill, Lin Yuan was the only one who stayed by my side all the time. At this time, I had to think about her thoughts. Thinking of this, I sighed a little helplessly. Maybe my fate with Lu Yan Really gone?

When Lu Yan found me again, I rejected her without hesitation.

"It's okay, I can wait." He looked at me firmly, and unconsciously drifted to the strange person lying on the hospital bed. "Anyway, Yiyao's body is stable now, but I heard from those people that the more it is at this time, the more urgent it is, and the more grand the wedding is, then people will understand, and those evil things will be because of This one got scared off."

I opened my mouth, but finally said nothing.

How could I not understand what he said?But if I'm really with him, I need to pay too much courage, and now I admit that I can't do it.

"Okay, don't be so annoying, it's a good thing after all, it makes you irritated, but I shouldn't." Lu Yan shook his head with a smile. "But don't worry! I will be fine. Even if you don't agree to me this time, I won't give up and wait until you agree."

If it is said that he strongly refused, then I have a million ideas, but Lu Yan is just so good at negotiating, with a weak and helpless appearance, I am a little anxious for a while, it is really not good Know what to do.

Finally, I waved my hand helplessly. "Forget it, let me think about it myself, you go back first."

I looked back at him.

"By the way, you don't want to come here these days, just me and Lin Yuan are fine."

Lu Yan opened his mouth and looked at me as if hesitant to speak, but in the end he still didn't say anything, just waved his hands and left here.

"Then do you think this man is really not a good guy?" When I was sitting on the sofa in a daze, Lin Yuan rushed in angrily, and she snapped a stack of photos in front of me, I looked at her in surprise. The number of times he got angry since I knew him for such a long time can be said to be counted on the fingers. There has never been such a big fire. I looked curious and finally bent down to pick him up. The photos that fell on the table were all of Lu Yan.

"What is this?" As I turned over, my face suddenly felt hot.

"What's more, it's all your good deeds." Lin Yuan snorted coldly. "That Lu Yan's abacus is really good. He is coaxing here, and you are flirting with other little girls on the other side. Tell me, how can this make me happy?"

"Look here, there is still time below. I didn't just come here to fool you with time. Ruolin, you can understand my thoughts." While speaking, Lin Yuan actually sighed slightly. "The two of us have had such a good relationship since high school. It can be said that there is no distinction between each other. You and I are closer. You are closer than my sister. I don't want you to be wronged."

Seeing Lin Yuan's appearance, the unhappiness in my heart was completely suppressed, all I could think about was Lu Yan, how could he be like this.

It must have been taken recently. The jacket on his body was bought together a few days ago. I flipped through it with a sneer, and finally got impatient and simply threw those photos on the table. This time it was my turn Lin Yuan was surprised.

"what do you mean?"

"What do you mean? Does he mean it?" I snorted coldly, "Although I don't seem to care about anything, such things must be explained clearly. Lu Yan's appearance obviously doesn't take me as a serious person. On the one hand, I’m flirting with you over there, and on the other hand, I’m here to lead him without even thinking about it.” As I spoke directly, there was still a wave of anger in my heart that hadn’t vented, so I picked up the photo and wiped it twice, shredded and threw it in the trash can next to it inside.

"Okay, I know about such things, don't tell me in the future."

Although it is said that the heart is pure when there is no sight, but when there is no news about Lu Yan, I still can't help but worry about what he is doing now, how he is now, and whether I will be with the one in the last photo women together?
A series of questions gave me a headache, but I had to think about it, and finally I waved my hand.

"Forget it." I coughed. "Just pretend you don't know about it, and I've never told you about it. I don't want to talk about such a shameful thing for a second time."