He is like hell

Ye Yao beside him laughed. "Okay, okay, I'll go buy food for you two, you two can talk alone if you have anything to say." He only made a joke, turned around and left.

I was helpless for a while, watching his disappearing figure, I could only sit back on the chair again.

"Let's talk, talk now if you have anything to say." I looked at Lu Yan with straight eyes, "But you must hurry up, after all, Qiao Nancheng will finish his work soon, and he will leave after calling me .”

"He knows you're here?" There was a little surprise in Lu Yan's voice.

I nod. "The two of us have established a relationship now. After all, we will be parents in the future. We have begun to learn to be honest and tolerant." I said from the bottom of my heart.

"You two, are you already together?" Lu Yan hesitated to speak, opened his mouth and asked.

I turned my head awkwardly, "You are not a child anymore, I believe you should understand many things, since the two of us are over now, I have the right."

"I didn't do it on purpose that day." As I was talking, Lu Yan's voice came faintly from my ear, "I could always feel that you were taking care of me when I was unconscious, but I also know that once I wake up Come here, you will leave, so I have been reluctant."

I didn't see Lu Yan's expression, but what he said hit my heart like a hammer.

"Do you know why I'm so angry?" Lu Yan said with a hint of a smile in his voice.

Before I could speak, he continued to talk to himself, "Later, I felt that the time was almost up, and I even had confidence. Since you can take care of me for such a long time, it must be loose. Maybe when I wake up, the two of us The relationship will have a different look."

I couldn't help laughing bitterly after hearing this.

"But who knows what I saw when I woke up," he took a deep breath, "Do you know how broken I was when I heard Qiao Nancheng's voice beside me? At that time, I wished I could never wake up But come here, so you can always be by my side."

"If I knew today, why did I have to, why didn't my heart cool down day by day?" I couldn't help thinking like this in my heart, but I still didn't say it out.

"Forget it," I sighed slightly, "Is it interesting to say this now?"

"Yes, I know," Lu Yan changed his tone, and the atmosphere around him finally relaxed a bit, "You have also found your own home now, logically speaking, I should be happy for you, but I just don't know why , when I think of you going to be with other men, I feel uncomfortable like a needle in my heart."

"Okay, don't talk about it anymore," I took a deep breath and stood up, patted his shoulder and walked to the window, deliberately turned my back to him, "Since you can say it, you must have thought about it. Well, what do you think?"

"What else can I think? Do I have the right to ask for anything else?" Lu Yan smiled wryly, "You go, I wish you happiness in the future."

I don’t know why, after hearing this sentence that I had thought about for a long time, I didn’t feel much lighter. On the contrary, a heavier shackle was pressed on my body. At this time, I was like a walking dead , has no own thoughts.

But I still tried my best to control my emotions, and there was still a decent and alienated smile on the corner of my mouth, "Then it would be better if this is the case."

I waved lightly. "If that's the case, then you should rest assured in the future, I will be very happy with Qiao Nancheng." After a pause, I finally made up my mind. "There is also the child in my womb, our family of three will live happily ever after."

"That child." Lu Yan said anxiously as if thinking of something.

"It's Qiao Nancheng's." I didn't give Lu Yan a chance at all, so I continued with a smile. "Don't worry. He will definitely be happier than Xuanxuan."

Lu Yan closed his eyes and shook his head. "I'm sorry for you."

After such a long time, I finally heard Lu Yan's personal apology, but I don't know why I wasn't very excited, but felt even more heavy.

"You," I looked at him hesitantly.

"Thank you then." I tried to keep my grace. "Anyway, we are also friends. If you need me in the future, I will come to see you depending on the situation."

"Can you let the baby recognize me as a godfather?" The silent Lu Yan suddenly said something like this, and I froze there.

He took a deep breath. "I know that such a request is very excessive, and I really shouldn't ask such a question, but I don't want to give up so soon, even if you are married to another man."

I fiddled with the ring on my hand inadvertently.

This is no longer the wedding ring that Lu Yan got engaged to before, nor was it given by Qiao Nancheng, it was just something I bought for myself on a whim when I went shopping one time.

"People still have to look forward." I couldn't express my current feelings clearly, so I just waved my hands.At this moment, my mobile phone rang suddenly.

Sure enough, it was Qiao Nancheng, I hurriedly picked it up. "What's wrong?"

"After I finished my business, your company came to you. They said that you were not here. Where did you go?"

"How are you, Mr. Lu, are you alright?" When I opened my mouth to speak, an unexpected visitor suddenly broke into the ward, and I subconsciously looked up, and it turned out to be Tongtong.

The two of us were also surprised when we saw each other. The air in the ward froze at this moment, making people feel a little miserable. A smile curled up on the corner of my mouth, I didn't expect to meet so soon.

But she quickly put her head down.

"Shen, Mr. Shen, you are here too."

"I'm fine, you go out first." Lu Yan on the hospital bed said so lightly without even raising his eyelids. "Don't come to see me if you have nothing to do in the future."

Tongtong looked at me hesitantly, she seemed to want to say something to me, but she finally nodded obediently when she noticed the mobile phone in my hand, turned and left.

"Where are you, Ruolin? Did you go to see that Lu Yan?" Qiao Nancheng still called me on the phone. "Are you okay now? Otherwise, I'll go there right away."

I hesitated, then nodded. "Alright, I'll send you the address at the hospital right away, and then I'll wait for you to pick me up."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Yan actually sat up from the hospital bed. He supported his body to sit up, his cheeks that were not bloody were even paler now.

"Why hasn't Ye Yao come back? I'm starving to death." In order to break the embarrassment, he coughed and said this on purpose.

"Or I'll go and see him." After I said that, I turned around and was about to go out. Lu Yan was talking behind me, but I ignored it.

The atmosphere just now was so embarrassing that I didn't want to stay any longer.

"Have you bought everything?" As soon as I opened the door of the ward, I saw Ye Yao standing at the door with a few bags of things. "Then why don't you go in?"

As I said that, I looked around, and Tongtong had long since disappeared.

"I'm afraid of disturbing your conversation, Nuo, everything is here, you can take it in," he said and handed it to my hand, as if thinking of something, "Then Ruolin, I'll go back and rest for a while , Lu Yan will leave it to you to take care of him." Then he turned around and was about to leave.

I immediately grabbed him in a hurry.

"Don't worry, I have a few more words to finish, you stay here, after all, I have something to do later." I said this in a polite and distant tone. "After all, that is your good friend, but it has nothing to do with me."

"Ruo Lin," Ye Yao wanted to say something else, I turned around and went back to the ward, where Lu Yan was sitting there with a lonely face.

I put the big and small bags directly on the bedside table next to me.

"Look at what delicious food your good brothers brought you. I'll bring you whatever you want." Maybe thinking that this might be the last face-to-face communication, I tried to speak in a calm tone.

"I won't give up." Lu Yan, who was staring straight at a place with slack eyes, suddenly raised his head and looked at me firmly. "No matter what you say, and no matter what you think in your heart, as long as I'm still alive, I won't give up easily. It's still the same sentence, even if you are with someone else."

I ignored it and just passed a cup of millet porridge into his hand.

"If you don't eat it for a while, it will be cold. Try it quickly. These are the most nutritious."

Who knew that he didn't answer at all, and looked at me stubbornly, as if waiting for a response.

I was a little annoyed, and put the porridge directly on the small table next to me. "Whether you like to eat or not, I'm not the one who is hungry anyway. If you have the ability, just starve yourself to death, and don't try to rescue it. You can save so much money."

"You feed me," Lu Yan's face suddenly turned red, he looked at me full of expectation, his eyes were full of pleading.

I didn't expect Lu Yan to change so much before and after, so I snorted. "If you like to eat or not, I'll put it here for you, otherwise I'll be hungry or let Ye Yao feed you." I gave Ye Yao a wink as I spoke.

Who knew that he ignored me at all, and just played with his mobile phone there by himself.

"Ye Yao," I called out to him somewhat loudly. "Look at what your friends have become."

"I can't help it either." Ye Yao shrugged at me. "If I had the ability, I wouldn't have called you here."

My stomach full of anger had nowhere to vent, and I looked at Ye Yao's pitiful expression on the hospital bed.

"Okay, okay." I sat back on the bed impatiently and picked up the bowl of porridge. "Let's agree first that this is the last time. When Qiao Nancheng comes to pick me up later, I will leave with him."