He is like hell

When I was with Lu Yan, she had 120 disagreements. She knew my character too well, and she also saw Lu Yan's attitude towards me.

I still remember that one night before I got married, she held my hand and hesitated to speak.

"Ruo Lin, why are you bothering?"

"I have no choice. Even if he hurt me thousands of times, as soon as I see him, I can forgive him immediately." I still remember what I said at that time.

I gave a wry smile, what is slap in the face, there is nothing more direct than this.

Lin Yuan looked at me and suddenly burst out laughing.

"Why, I haven't seen you in the past few years, and you don't know me?"

"You, aren't you abroad? How did you come back?" I still can't fully react.

Lin Yuan still looked indifferent.

She patted me on the shoulder, "I miss you, why don't you come back to see you, why? You can go to see Xuanxuan, but I, a godmother, can't go to see him?"

"Xuanxuan?" The child I only saw a few times appeared in my mind again.

If he was still around now, he would probably call her mother.

Seeing that I was still standing there, Lin Yuan came over and took my hand: "Let's go, look at you now, even if Xuanxuan is still there, you won't like it."

As she spoke, she pulled me into the bedroom inside, and rummaged through the closet on her own.

"This one is not bad. Let's go to see Xuanxuan today. We must dress up beautifully."

It has been more than an hour since I packed up, and I was finally able to calm down a little.

Watching cars driving on the street, two years is enough to change the appearance of a city, but our previous university is still the same.Because I have a good friend like Lin Yuan by my side, my mood has improved a lot.

Thinking about seeing Xuanxuan in a while, I actually had a glimmer of anticipation.

Because I subconsciously feel that my child is not dead, he is waiting for my mother there, waiting for me to take him home.

"Let's go, it's here."

After the car came to a complete stop, Lin Yuan saw that I was still in a daze, and dragged me down halfway.

I looked at the familiar environment, and my heart was tumbling for a while.

The young students around me walked by talking and laughing in twos and threes, and looked at us curiously from time to time.

Once upon a time, we were so young, but now?
I took a deep breath and walked slowly towards the tree in the middle of the grass, my Xuanxuan, he was there.

As if it had been discussed, Lin Yuan didn't say anything more this time, she and Shen Yu were looking at me not far away.

I saw a stone monument standing next to the slightly raised mound: Aizi Shen Chenxuan.

Because it is in the school, it is not easy to make too much fanfare, I don't think Xuanxuan will care about it.

I gently stroked the stone tablet, "Lu Yan, you are so cruel, this is your own child."

But strangely, holding Xuanxuan's stele, I feel calmer.

It could also be the two years in prison, my tears have already been shed.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yuan came over, "Okay, Ruolin, the child is watching from above, he must hope that his mother can live better."

"Better?" I repeated to myself.

"Su Wanyan is doing well now, Lu Yan is doing well too, don't all bitches have a good life?"

I finally couldn't control my emotions and yelled out loud.

Shen Yu came over and sighed, "It's getting late, let's come back another day."

We sat in a tea restaurant.

"What do you want to eat?" Shen Yu handed me the menu and asked very gently.

"Yes, Ruolin," Lin Yuan sat beside me, "This is your favorite restaurant before, what do you want to eat?"

Seeing me sitting there motionless, Lin Yuan called the waiter over and ordered a few of my favorite dishes.

Plates of delicacies were served in front of me, I took a deep breath and told myself to eat a little no matter what.

I picked up a spring roll, put it in my mouth, and slowly tasted the taste.

"Why?" My eyes caught a glimpse of a loving young couple next to me.

It seems that he is not very old, and the boy is carefully picking up something and feeding it into the girl's mouth.

The girl's face was flushed and she looked very shy.

I closed my eyes, today is the second day of marriage between Lu Yan and that person, they should be so loving now, put food into each other's mouth.

I turned my head away, and finally couldn't bear to look again.

Lin Yuan followed my gaze and looked over, his expression became a little unnatural.

"Come on, Ruolin, try this." She picked up another food and put it on the small plate in front of me.

Shen Yu hesitated and said, "Ruo Lin, I sincerely hope that you can go back to England with me."

"I'm not in a hurry." Seeing what I wanted to say, Shen Yu said hastily, "Really, there are still two days left, so I'm not in a hurry."

He looked at me nervously, and then turned his gaze to Ruolin who was sitting next to me.

"Yes, Ruolin," Lin Yuanyu said to me earnestly, as if it had been discussed long ago.

"I know it's useless to say anything to you now, but the two of you are already married, so it doesn't make sense for you to stay here."

Yes, they are married.

I didn't hear the latter words at all, and the words "They are already married" echoed repeatedly in my mind.

I have forgotten how I got home that day, I just remember that I drank a lot of wine afterwards.

This can be regarded as a "big meal" after I was released from prison. They didn't stop me at first, but later found that they couldn't stop me at all.I vaguely remember that later I took out a mobile phone that had been left for a long time, and there was only one phone number stored in it.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is an empty number, please check and dial again." Although the girl inside was polite, she was cold, just like how I felt at that time.

Yes, he is eager to get rid of everything related to me, so why would he keep such a phone number.

Woke up and looked around.

"Lin Yuan?" I called tentatively, but no one answered me.

I smiled wryly, now Lin Yuan doesn't want to talk to me anymore?

I sat on the sofa and wanted to drink some water, but found a note under the glass.

"I'm going out to buy some food. Let's eat at home at noon. You must be thirsty. After drinking this glass of water, there is breakfast I left for you in the kitchen. Remember to wait for me at home after eating."

By reading the words, I could guess that the woman in Lin Yuan did it, and my heart couldn't help but warm up.

Yes, I still have such a good friend who will always treat me so well even if my family has already been ruined and even if I have been in prison.

"Lu Yan, don't you want me to look ugly? I don't." For some reason, this idea suddenly popped up in my mind.

At the same time, a bold idea came up, that is to avenge my Xuanxuan.

I know it is too unrealistic to say these things now, after all, he is now the president of the dignified Lu Group, and I am just a person who has just been released from prison.

But no matter what, Xuanxuan is my child, I can't let him die like this.

Although that knife helped me vent a lot of anger at the time, how could I bear seeing the person who killed my child live happily ever after?
Thinking this way, I finally found a spiritual sustenance and supported myself.

I looked at myself carefully in the mirror.

Although this face could not be said to be very delicate in the past, it was considered gentle and pleasant after all, but now, when I look at myself in the mirror, I can't help but shudder.

"No, Shen Ruolin, this is not your style." I murmured to the mirror.

I found a dress for myself. Although I said I don't plan to go out today, I still want to look beautiful at home.

Lin Yuan obviously didn't expect me to be like this, she was stunned when she opened the door and saw me.

"You, you," her eyes were full of disbelief, and she even forgot to put down what she was holding.

I smile slightly.

"What's wrong? I can't be like you anymore?" I raised my eyebrows, a little proud of my masterpiece.

Putting down the things in his hands, Lin Yuan exaggeratedly exclaimed: "Oh, what's wrong with this girl today? Thinking about it?"

Then he took out his mobile phone: "No, I have to tell Shen Yu such good news, he has been worried about you all this time."

When I heard the name, I was a little surprised.

In fact, how can I not know what brother means?Of course, I also know that Lin Yuan intends to match us up.

But I only have the feelings of a younger sister to a brother to him, and there will be no other feelings.

"Forget it," I shook my head, "isn't it just the two of us today?"

As I said that, I saw the beer in the bag, "It's just the two of us today."

Seeing Lin Yuan's nervous expression, I laughed.

"Don't worry, let's stop today, I just want to talk to you."

"The past two years have never been so relaxing as now, thank you." I opened a bottle of beer, went to sit on the carpet next to the sofa, gave her a raise, and poured myself a sip

Lin Yuan also took out a bottle of beer and sat beside me, the two of them looked at each other and smiled.

At this time, no language is often needed.

Coupled with the tacit understanding we have cultivated for so many years, although we have not been together for a long time, we can know each other's meaning with just one look.

"You really don't plan to go back to England with Shen Yu?" Lin Yuan sighed, and finally said to me.

"Actually, you clearly know that he has this strength and this mind. If you want, this will be a good home." Lin Yuan looked at me, almost hating iron for being weak.

I shook my head: "For so many years, there is only one person in my heart."

"I know he's been doing that to me, but, me."

"Okay, okay, drink." Lin Yuan knew what I wanted to say, and hurriedly stopped me.

I still read the name lightly, Lu Yan.

Ever since I met him in my teens, every breath I have taken has been related to him, how is it possible to let me accept another person now?

Even though he treated me like that, I still have a little fantasy in my heart. Maybe, he has some unavoidable reasons.

But this statement is obviously not even convincing to myself, I can only shake my head.

"Even if you don't go to England, you have to start your new life, right?" Lin Yuan never beat around the bush.

We were able to become good friends at the beginning because of our mutual admiration for our personalities.

"You have been delaying him for so many years. Now that he has remarried, you should also turn the page." After speaking, Lin Yuan's eyes fixed on me.

I laughed.

"Don't worry, I, Shen Ruolin, am not that cheap." I gave Lin Yuan a reassuring look.

"Then I'm relieved, but this time I took a long vacation, so I can stay with you for a while." Lin Yuan said lightly, but I can tell how much she usually sacrificed to rest time.

Silent all night.

Shen Yu is going back to England tomorrow, Lin Yuan and I will see him off.

Originally, he came back because of my affairs, so I should thank him well.