"I'm sorry...it's my mother's fault...I'm sorry..."

In the cramped and quiet space, at this moment, only Mu Shihuan was crying, talking intermittently, every word seemed to be wrapped in strong self-blame and pain.

She burst into tears, her eyes were red, and her shoulders kept shaking.

Just one glance makes people unbearable.

"Mom." Xiaochen's eyes were also red.

"I'm sorry," Mu Shihuan held his face with trembling hands, pressed his forehead against his, and repeated only this sentence, "I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault, it's my mother's fault..."

"It's my mother who lost you. My mother didn't look for you. It's my fault. I'm sorry..."

Every word choked up.

Emotions seem to have completely and finally collapsed.

Sitting next to her, Shi Tingzhou didn't understand at first, but now he understood.

His sister seemed to have let go of the past and seemed to be fine, but the truth was that she was only fine on the surface, which made people feel that her past was really over.

How is that possible?

He should have seen it earlier, he should have thought of it that time at the hot spring hotel.

If you really let it go, why would you still cry after meeting Li Jingyan and lose control of your emotions?
She is still running away.

otherwise……

Shi Tingzhou's eyes fell on the little guy in her arms.

What happened tonight was so shocking and sudden that he didn't realize it. Until now, he remembered that Shi Huan never mentioned that she and Li Jingyan had children.

And Li Jingyan said that he got the child back, and Shi Huan said that she lost the child.

But in the nearly two years since she came back to Pingcheng, she never mentioned it or looked for it.

How could this be a reaction to letting go?

Obviously I can't let it go, I can't face it, so I keep running away.

Thinking of this, Shi Tingzhou's chest was congested, very stuffy, and the air seemed to become much thinner.

Suddenly, he thought of another thing——

This little guy looks thin and small, like four or five years old, but his father checked Shi Huan's affairs, and she and Li Jingyan had no children at all four or five years ago.

Then when she gave birth to this child... she was still so young.

asshole!

Shi Tingzhou's handsome face suddenly sank to the bottom, and his depression was indescribable.

If Li Jingyan was in front of him now, he would definitely destroy him.

Hold.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, Shi Tingzhou almost couldn't control his temper, and from the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of Shi Huan who was crying so hard.

In an instant, the anger turned into deep distress.

I feel very uncomfortable.

Noticing something again, he raised his eyes and met the eyes of Jiang Wen, the co-pilot.

Jiang Wen stretched out his hand, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand.

He has always had the habit of carrying a handkerchief with him.

Shi Tingzhou looked at him.

Jiang Wen gestured with his eyes.

Shi Tingzhou restrained himself, took the handkerchief, subconsciously softened his voice and coaxed, "Sister, don't cry, okay?"

However, Mu Shihuan didn't answer.

She seemed to be immersed in her own world and could never get out.

Seeing this, Shi Tingzhou's chest was blocked again, and when he wanted to say something again, he saw the little guy raised his hand with some difficulty, took the handkerchief in his hand politely, and after saying thank you in a low voice, he wanted to help Mu Time to rub.

"Mom don't cry," Xiaochen was hugged so tightly by her that it was uncomfortable, but he didn't make a sound, just tried to wipe her tears, "Xiaochen help mom wipe, mom don't cry."

His voice was a little low, and when he spoke to the end, he gradually took on a crying tone.

When Mu Shihuan realized it later, through the hazy mist, she realized that her child's eyes were also very red, but when he looked at her, he was the only one in his eyes, wiping her tears all the time.

"Mom..." She heard him call again.

From the first time I saw her now, it seemed that she...had never responded to him.

A strong sourness surged out and surrounded her, and she wanted to respond to him, but tears fell more and more.

And that thin little hand has been trying to help her wipe.

"Mom doesn't cry," he said.

He has been comforting her.

But he is so young, she should be the one who comforts him. Their mother and son have been separated for so many years since they were born, and after the reunion, it has been her child who comforts her and stays with her.

"Don't cry," she shook her head, trying to hold back her tears, grabbed his hand and put it to her lips and kissed it, "Mom, don't cry, don't cry, I'm sorry..."

In sight, his eyes seemed to be redder because of her response.

She also saw tears.

For a moment, she panicked and blamed herself.

It's not that she has never been in contact with children. Back then, there was little Xingxing, and the Shi family also had children. Back then, it was easy to take care of little Xingxing, but at this moment, Mu Shihuan felt at a loss.

She suddenly didn't know how to take care of her child, how to get along with her, how to...

"Xiaochen..." Recalling Li Jingyan calling his name, she tentatively called, but she didn't know which minister it was.

Xiao Chen seemed to know what she was hesitating about.

"Mom," he tried his best to raise his smile so as not to worry her, and said clearly, "It's the subject of the emperor and his ministers, and my father said that my mother will take the name."

But what he didn't say was that, in fact, he overheard his father and Uncle Tang Yu mentioning his name. His father wanted to name him Li Mushi. He secretly asked Aunt Li Yan, who told him that his mother Surname time.

"Xiaochen..." Mu Shihuan's throat was blocked.

The eyelashes kept trembling, she resisted it, carefully took the handkerchief and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes for him.

"Mum won't lose you again," she said, her voice trembling.

The minister nodded heavily: "En."

Seeing his cute appearance, Mu Shihuan couldn't help but kissed his forehead again, and hugged him into his arms, wishing not to be separated again.

Shi Tingzhou, who witnessed this scene from beginning to end, felt more and more uncomfortable.

He felt sorry for his sister, and suddenly felt sorry for her and Brother Wen.

With the appearance of the child tonight, how will she and Brother Wen develop in the future?

In his heart, he was 1 unwilling to pester Li Jingyan again, but with the existence of a child...

Subconsciously, he looked up at Jiang Wen.

Sensing his gaze, Jiang Wen shook his head slightly at him.

Neither of them spoke again.

Not long after, Shi's old house arrived.

When the car stopped, Jiang Wen got out of the car first, and opened the door for Mu Shihuan.

Shi Tingzhou approached, feeling complicated.

"I won't go in, call me if you need something." Jiang Wen whispered to him, "Take her in, it's cold outside, don't catch a cold."

He patted Shi Tingzhou on the shoulder, and before he could speak, he wanted to return to the co-pilot and leave.

But when he turned around, he still couldn't help looking at Mu Shihuan.

Unfortunately, she didn't look at him.

She kept her eyes on the child in her arms, fearing that the child would disappear in the blink of an eye, it was just a dream.

Jiang Wen looked away, got into the car and told the driver to take him away.

Mu Shihuan still didn't notice.

Seeing this, Shi Tingzhou had no choice but to put his arms around Mu Shihuan's shoulders and lead her home.

Shi's old house is brightly lit.

When Shi Tingzhou called back earlier, only Shi Zongping and his wife were there at home. They were shocked, but they didn't tell others first, because Mrs. Shi couldn't hide it.

At this time, all three of them were waiting in the living room.

When Mrs. Shi heard the sound for the first time, she stood up nervously, and when she saw that Shi Huan really brought a child in, she couldn't tell what she was feeling for a while.

How could such a big child come out so well?

Obviously when the investigation was done, it was found that Shi Huan and Li Jingyan had no children.

how……

Although she was full of doubts, she also knew that now was not the time to get to the bottom of it, especially when she saw Shi Huan's red and swollen eyes, she immediately felt very distressed.

"Shi Huan." She walked over hurriedly, took her hand and wanted to say something, but she hesitated to speak.

His eyes subconsciously fell on the little guy.

Mu Shihuan noticed, and tried to calm his emotions and said: "Auntie, he is a minister, my... child."

After crying for too long, her voice was obviously hoarse.

"Xiao Chen, call me Uncle..."

"Call me uncle and grandma," Mrs. Shi knelt down and said before her, "Xiao Chen is a child of our Shi family, so he is called grandma and uncle."

"Uncle and grandma." Xiaochen called out crisply.

Madam Shi suddenly laughed.

"Good." She couldn't help but patted Xiaochen's head and kissed him.

Shi Zongping also approached at this time, coaxing: "Xiao Chen, I am your uncle and grandfather."

"Uncle and grandpa."

Shi Zongping was overjoyed. Thinking of something, he turned around and said, "That's your Grandma Zeng. Go and say hello to Grandma Zeng."

The minister nodded, let go of Mu Shihuan's hand temporarily, walked up to Mrs. Shi, and politely shouted: "Grandma Zeng is good."

Mrs. Shi was sighing in her heart, but she didn't show it.

"Hey, have you had dinner yet?" She asked while holding Xiaochen's hand.

The minister nodded: "I have eaten."

"Tired?"

The minister shook his head again.

Very well behaved and very polite.

Although she looks thin and small, it can be seen that she was taught very well.

Mrs. Shi nodded, looked up at Mu Shihuan who was approaching, and said, "Take the child upstairs to rest, we'll talk about it tomorrow if we have anything to do."

When Mu Shihuan heard this, the tip of his nose turned sour.

"Yes, grandma."

Mrs. Shi followed up and said: "The children's room has been tidied up, but there are still some things missing. Auntie will go buy them tomorrow. Let Xiaochen sleep with you tonight."

She thought that Shi Huan would be reluctant to part with him again after being separated for so long.

"Thank you, aunt." Mo Shihuan seemed to be about to collapse again after finally holding back his emotions.

Mrs. Shi couldn't bear it, and her mood was also affected, so she asked Shi Tingzhou to accompany Shi Huan upstairs.

Shi Tingzhou lost his usual cynicism and nodded silently.

After sending Mo Shihuan back to the room, he always had a lot of things to say in his heart, but seeing her appearance, he swallowed it back, and only said: "Don't cry anymore, take a good rest."

Mo Shihuan nodded with acid on the tip of her nose.

Shi Tingzhou left in a complicated mood.

Xiaochen's luggage was also brought over, and when only the mother and son were left, Mo Shihuan felt that some emotions seemed to be uncontrollable.

But she was afraid of frightening the minister.

Restraining herself, nervous and at a loss, she knelt down and held Xiaochen's hand and said expectantly: "Mom, will you take a bath for you, okay? Sleep comfortably after taking a bath, and mother will accompany you."

The little minister shook his head and said, "Mom, I'm a boy, and boys have to take a bath by themselves, and I've grown up, so I can do it myself."

Listening to Mu Shihuan, he felt sad and sad.

She never bathed her baby, did not do her duty as a mother...

"It's okay, can mom help you?" There was mist in her eyes, she looked at her son.

The minister hesitated.

"Mother……"

Mu Shihuan only thought that he was shy.

until she sees...

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