Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

Mu Shihuan wanted to escape.

But he held it so tightly that she couldn't break free no matter what.

"I'll see you off." Looking at her side face with deep eyes, Li Jingyan said in a deep voice, "I'm worried."

But in fact, worry is one of the reasons, and more importantly, he wants to get along with her more, to see her, to stay with her, even if everything is good, even if she treats her coldly.

Without giving her a chance to refuse, he directly held her hand and led her away.

When he reached the door and was about to open it, Mu Shihuan struggled again.

Unfortunately, still useless.

The scorching heat came from his palm, penetrated into her skin, and then reached her limbs.

She froze.

When he came back to his senses, he had already led her to the front of the car.

He opened the co-pilot's door for her, even so, he didn't let go of his hand.

She didn't move.

The warm winter sun shrouded, and Mu Shihuan raised his head to look at him from a short distance away.

She wanted to say, why bother.

However, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't make a sound.

He didn't say another word, but the meaning was obvious, if he wanted to send her off, he would definitely send her off, even if she repulsed her, even if...

In the end, Mu Shihuan withdrew his gaze, bent down and entered the car.

And his hand finally released her.

The door is closed.

Li Jingyan went around the front of the car, opened the door and entered, and from the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of her sitting in a daze, leaning closer with her thin lips pursed.

When the strong breath came, Mo Shihuan's body froze suddenly, and all his nerves seemed to tense up.

"Seat belt." Sensitive for the first time, Li Jingyan reminded in a hoarse voice.

Mo Shihuan's eyelashes kept trembling, she reached out to touch the seat belt.

The man's hand was one step ahead of hers.

With her arms crossed, the bone-piercing seat belt was fastened for her.

He lowered his head, didn't look at her, didn't force her, and didn't deliberately delay the time, and returned to his seat after fastening it.

The breath is not so strong.

However, it still lingered on Mu Shihuan's nose, quietly intruding into her pores, bringing her a familiar yet strange feeling.

She opened her eyes, she was out of focus, but her fingers unconsciously clenched the seat under her body.

I don't know if it's because she's been crying for too long, or if she hasn't indulged her emotions like today. At this moment, her eyes are a little hot and painful, and even the sore feeling is still rampant.

It seemed like she would cry again at any time.

too tired.

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes, turned his face away and looked out the window.

Li Jingyan noticed it, but he didn't say anything, and instructed to start the car silently.

Bentley moved forward smoothly on the road.

In the cramped space, silence spread, so quiet that one could even hear a needle drop.

Still depressing.

It's just that no one poked it.

The place to eat is not close to Mu Shihuan's park, it takes about 40 minutes.

Holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands, staring ahead, Li Jingyan's thin lips were tightly pursed, and the speed of the car was slowly slowed down deliberately by him without making a fuss.

In his heart, he only wanted the road to be longer.

Maybe God took pity on him. Halfway through the journey, there was a traffic jam in front of him, and he wanted to turn around and change to another road, but there were other cars following behind him, so he couldn't move.

Li Jingyan's hands holding the steering wheel tightened.

The Adam's apple was obscure, and he turned his head to explain: "In front..."

The voice stopped abruptly.

She fell asleep.

Facing him sideways, his red eyes were exceptionally clear.

Probably because she didn't sleep well enough, her brows were furrowed, and her whole body seemed to be still in a state of tension.

Li Jingyan stared at it for a moment, but couldn't get enough of it.

He breathed subconsciously, not wanting to wake her up, but he couldn't help raising his hand, wanting to caress her face.

Arms froze in mid-air.

After a while, he untied his seat belt calmly and leaned over.

He touched her hair with his hand, and helped her smooth out the stray strands. The profile of her face became more and more obvious, and there were faint traces of tears.

Li Jingyan's throat became more and more difficult, and his breathing became faintly difficult.

"Shi Huan." He called her name in a low voice, which was so low that he couldn't hear her clearly, and gently stroked the skin of her cheek with his fingertips.

In the end, he still couldn't hold back, and his thin lips touched her forehead.

"I'm sorry," the thin lips pressed together, unwilling to part, his palm touched her face, and he moved gently, "Everything will end soon, I promise."

The beating of the heart was still out of control.

Eyelids drooped, seeing her red lips, she couldn't help herself after all, Li Jingyan lowered her head and kissed her gently, not daring to use force.

A very light kiss, with great restraint.

"I love you."

With her lips pressed against hers, Li Jingyan was reluctant to leave, so she kept this posture for a long time.

Until, a whistle sounded from behind.

The scene of the car accident has been dealt with, and traffic has begun.

Finally, he gently kissed her on the lips, Li Jingyan got up and separated from her, put on the seat belt again and started the car.

He didn't notice that the fingers of Mu Shihuan's right hand were trembling.

The car was quiet again.

Ahead is the intersection.

Turning left is the direction to go to her apartment, a thought flashed in Li Jingyan's mind, Li Jingyan turned the steering wheel from the straight lane to the right-turn lane, and drove in the other direction after the red light.

Drive aimlessly along the road.

He was the only one who was awake from the beginning to the end, and the car was still silent, but to him, it was already a gift.

From time to time, he would turn his head to look at her, seeing that she was still asleep, and his emotions would turn back and forth.

After walking like this for more than half an hour, Li Jingyan stopped on the side of the road.

He didn't wake her up, but just stared at her sideways, unable to bear it after all, he reached out and stroked her face with tenderness in his eyes.

Want to go on like this forever.

If it is possible, it is probably because God treats him especially favorably.

He knew in his heart that it was impossible.

No amount of greed is a burden and rejection to her.

Thinking of this, despite his reluctance, he withdrew his hand.

There was a heavy rush in his chest, he closed his eyes, and then turned his head to look out the window.

Across the road is a shopping mall.

After a while, he opened the door and got out of the car, locked the door, and walked quickly to the opposite side.

When he was no longer in the car, Mo Shihuan finally opened his tightly closed eyes.

Her eyelashes fluttered, and she remained motionless.

In fact, she woke up early.

when he kissed.

The phrase "I love you" was very soft and low, but she still heard it.

It was exceptionally clear, and the words hit her heart.

It hurts.

feeling bad.

The soreness in the eye sockets surged again, tears seemed to be unbearable, and finally, a tear slipped from the corner of the eye.

She didn't wipe it, but just maintained her original posture and her eyes were absent-minded.

But there was a voice in her heart saying something, which seemed to be bewitching, although she clenched her fingers one by one to try to resist, but in the end, she still turned her head stiffly.

Across the distance from the road, in fact, his figure could not be seen clearly for a long time.

But Mu Shihuan saw it at a glance.

He stood in front of a small vendor selling roasted sweet potatoes, with a tall and tall figure, no matter how far away or how many people around, he was the most eye-catching one.

Looking at it, some images entered her ears——

At that dinner party, she appeared in front of everyone for the first time and saw him and Mu Nuan together, but later she was pressed against the wall by him and kissed by him behind the curtain.

Later, he took her away.

It was also a roasted sweet potato. She wanted to eat it, but he lowered his head and took a bite where she had bitten.

Later, when she was crossing the road, she didn't look at the road, and almost had an accident. He said something to her with an ugly face...

The picture gradually became clear, as if it had just happened before my eyes.

But the next moment was blurred.

Mu Shihuan blinked, it turned out that it was mist floating in front of her eyes, covered by tears.

His figure gradually blurred.

Much like holding back, but out of control.

Tears fell one drop after another.

It's been a long, long time since she cried like this. The night she reappeared in this city in the hospital was just a show to force him to divorce, but today, she couldn't control it.

Her whole body seemed to be thrown into an emotional abyss, no one could help her, she couldn't see the light, there was only boundless darkness, only herself.

She couldn't help crying.

She should no longer be the one to shed tears. From the moment she escaped from death and opened her eyes, she told herself that she must never shed another tear.

but……

Mu Shihuan knew very well that her emotions were wrong, very wrong.

She was swallowed up by all kinds of suffering, and she couldn't save herself.

She even... wanted to give up on following a certain voice deep in her heart, indulge herself for a day, and rely on him for a day, but every time this thought popped up, what she thought of was the impossibility of life and death for this year.

What I thought of was the feeling of severe bone pain when the whole person was soaked in the icy river that day.

Can't let go, let alone convince myself.

With tears in her eyes, she saw a man walking towards her across the road.

Step by step, it seems like a long time.

After all, Mu Shihuan turned his face away, wiped away his tears vigorously, and forced himself not to do this again.

After a while, she heard the sound of the car door opening.

He sat up, bringing a chill.

The milk tea and sweet potatoes in my hand are hot.

He handed it to her: "You didn't eat much at noon."

Without waiting for her to pick it up, and without giving her a chance to refuse, he directly put the thing in her palm.

"Be careful." After a pause, he added, "I'll get out of the car and smoke a cigarette."

He knew she didn't want to see him.

Soon, Mu Shihuan heard the sound of the car door closing again.

he's gone.

She lowered her eyes, and it was indeed roasted sweet potatoes, and there was a cup of matcha latte milk tea.

After staring blankly for a long time, she peeled off the outer skin of the sweet potato little by little with her fingers.

After taking a bite, it should be very sweet, but she couldn't taste it.

The heat was dense, and she ate very slowly and gracefully.

She took another sip of the milk tea, still, nothing tasted like it.

She wanted to finish it, but in the end she only drank a few sips. The sweet potato in her hand was not too big, but she couldn't finish it, as if something was preventing her from wanting his friendship.

Finally, she put it away and put it in the center console.

Raising her gaze, she inevitably saw Li Jingyan in the rearview mirror.

He was smoking a cigarette, the smoke was lingering and from a distance, his expression could not be seen clearly.

suddenly……