Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

How can there be any white moonlight, never have.

If there must be, it would be only her who fell in love with him when he first met, but he forgot her halfway and hurt her again.

But she won't believe it.

She forgot about him, and she never recovered her original memory.

He couldn't tell her either.

Telling her about the past at an inappropriate opportunity will only make her disbelieve even more, and it will only make her repel and loathe herself even more.

He still has to wait.

Having waited so long for her to come back, it doesn't hurt to wait a little longer.

"No." He said in a low voice.

His gaze was too deep and hot, even if Mu Shihuan avoided it, he could clearly perceive it.

Her lips curled up into a shallow, almost non-existent arc, and she said lazily and nonchalantly: "If President Li said no, then there would be no, and it has nothing to do with me. Is President Li finished now?"

"No." Li Jingyan was simply a rogue.

Mo Shihuan sneered, not surprised.

"What else do you want to say, let's listen to it." She said with a sideways glance at him in a good mood.

She was completely listening to other people's stories, as if it had nothing to do with her, and she didn't care.

Li Jingyan's chest felt tight, especially thinking about what to say next.

"The day you had an accident," the surrounding air pressure became low, his throat tightened, he stared at her, every word almost burst out from the depths of his throat, "I was going to deal with things, things are very important."

On the day of the accident...

Another word that insisted on uncovering her memory.

"I know," still smiling, Mo Shihuan kindly finished for him, "It's just saving Miss Meng, she is under threat to her life, you have to save her, whether it's because you have special feelings for her, or to pay back the Meng family. Boss Li has to go for favors, right?"

save……

At this moment, Li Jingyan was sure that she must have seen something that day, probably the scene of him saving Meng Liang, he should have known earlier, since it was a trap, how could it only target him.

But even so, knowing that what she saw might be the last straw that crushed her, Li Jingyan's chest was still indescribably oppressed, as if a boulder had been crushed.

too heavy.

"You don't believe me?" he asked, staring at her.

Sentence after sentence, Mu Shihuan had obviously begun to lose patience and didn't want to chat with her anymore.

"President Li," she sighed faintly, then put on a serious look, and told calmly and coldly, "You are not mine, I don't love you anymore, you are just an insignificant person to me." For such a person, whether I believe it or not is the same."

A few understatement, but it is tantamount to a few stabs in Li Jingyan's heart.

He understood that no matter what he said, it was justification and deceit in her eyes, and nothing he said would cause any waves to her.

Because she doesn't care.

Only when you care about a person will you struggle whether to believe him or not, and feel sad for him.

But she won't.

He's just... an insignificant person.

Li Jingyan's thin lips were tightly pursed into a line, and Li Jingyan fell silent.

However, the smile in Mu Shihuan's eyes deepened, but there was no warmth: "President Li has something to say, let's talk together, don't waste any more time, okay? I'm so tired, I want to rest."

"I left that day to investigate the people behind the scenes, and I agreed to temporarily separate from you to numb him," Li Jingyan finally said, "Whether you believe it or not, what I said is true."

"Oh..." Mo Shihuan nodded, indicating that he heard it, "Is there anything else?"

"The favor owed to the Meng family has long been paid off."

"Well, I heard you."

No matter what he said, she looked indifferent.

The throat became more and more obscure, Li Jingyan stared at her, and finally said the next words: "I didn't know that you are not from the Mu family. It is because Mu Sinian has other thoughts about you, so I secretly Checked this out."

Mu Shihuan was originally casually playing with the pillow, but when he heard this sentence, his movements suddenly stopped.

They are both grown men and women, so they don't understand what the so-called different thoughts mean——

That's what it means for a man to look at a woman.

But the target is Mousse Nian.

He actually...

"He knew it a long time ago, a long time ago."

It's not that Li Jingyan didn't think about it before he said it, but he thought it would be better to tell her. Even if she wanted to take revenge on him, she would never choose to be with Mu Sinian. In other words, he is It is possible to cut off the year of Mousse.

Although it is not his style to do this kind of thing behind the scenes, he will not regret it.

As for what Mousse would do after the annual meeting, it was impossible with him around.

The feeling of shock and rejection at that moment finally dissipated, and Mu Shihuan squeezed the pillow again to play.

"What else?" She asked again casually, the expression on her face had quietly returned to normal, and it was no longer possible to be seen by anyone.

The distance is still growing.

Her indifference was so obvious.

Li Jingyan's eyes were as dark as splashed ink, and when he spoke, his voice was hoarse to the extreme, and one could find the tension in it after listening carefully: "The trust between you and me."

"As you said, our mistrust is mutual," he said, staring at her momentarily, "but not anymore."

Mu Shihuan still looked casual: "Really?"

"Yes."

She smiled, as bright as a rose.

"President Li," she said slowly, her lips curled up in a charming arc, and she continued casually, "It's late, there's no need, I don't love you anymore, believe it or not, I don't care anymore."

do not love……

It's that word again.

The nerves all over his body seemed to be tightly clenched in an instant, and then sharpened sharply, the pain continued, and the dark colors like dots overflowed from the depths of the bones and blood in the next second, Li Jingyan blocked her with her words: "So what?"

Mu Shihuan seemed to have heard a joke, and stared at him for a long time.

"Then Mr. Li, tell me your ultimate goal." Not wanting to waste time with him anymore, she said, "If you're a man, just be happy and tell me how you can get a divorce? Can't you just get together and break up?"

"Three months," Li Jingyan said, "if you still insist on getting a divorce after three months, I will sign and leave the house."

……

Mu Shihuan had another nightmare, a nightmare he couldn't get rid of.

It was still the day when she fell into the icy water, the temperature made her unable to breathe, the feeling of suffocation was so strong, and death was so near.

So cold.

It hurts too.

My bones ached, my whole body ached everywhere, but the most painful thing was my heart.

That heart that was riddled with wounds by Li Jingyan.

Blood dripping.

Can no longer be undone.

The scene changed to the dark time when she was lying on the hospital bed, her soul seemed to be stripped away, and she was floating aside watching herself being tortured on the bed but could do nothing.

It's really... too painful.

It hurt so much that she just wanted to escape.

But she couldn't escape.

In the next second, the picture changed again, and it turned into her standing in the desert, with the rolling yellow sand blurring her eyes, and she couldn't hear anything except the sound of the wind.

No.

And gunshots.

The gunshot rang out, and the bullets were coming at her, but she didn't dodge.

Soon, the blood flowed out, and the bloody smell spread, and then there was a similar scene, she could always dream of a gun pointed at herself, and then she was injured, and on the horse, she was lying on the horse's back so weakly.

And the blood from her calf flowed all the way.

"boom--"

Suddenly there was another sound.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes suddenly, dripping with cold sweat and breathing heavily.

The heating was fully turned on in the room, but she still felt very cold, subconsciously, she bent her legs and hugged herself quietly, as if only in this way could she slightly resist the coldness.

No way.

Still sore and cold.

Gritting his teeth tightly, Mo Shihuan closed his eyes, forcing himself to suppress those emotions.

She can't think about it anymore, she has more important things to do, returning to this city does not make her recall painful, what she has to do is to divorce Li Jingyan, find her master and junior brother, and find out about her father, Mu Jing. The truth about Zhou's death.

other……

But she knew very well that no matter whether she was looking for her master or brother, or her father's death, she couldn't get around the mysterious person behind the scenes.

She recovered the memory before she disappeared, but in fact, that memory was very short, it was just how she fell in love with Li Jingyan at first sight and forced him to marry her. After all, she disappeared in an accident not long after.

What is important to her is that while recovering that time, she forgot certain details of that period of amnesia.

such as……

She couldn't remember the name of the man who caused her and Li Jingyan to distrust each other, the man Li Jingyan thought she loved before she lost her memory for the first time.

Another example is the dreams she had, which can no longer be recalled.

She didn't know whether these were memory impairments or other reasons, otherwise, how could she have lost her memory twice, and when she recalled one of the memories, she forgot some details so coincidentally.

The more she thought about it, the more chaotic Mo Shihuan's mind became, until it became so chaotic that she couldn't sort it out anymore, and her heartbeat seemed to quietly become faster, as if something was about to rush out of her chest.

She couldn't avoid it at all.

Whether it's divorce or finding out the truth, the mysterious person behind the scenes is always entangled.

Who is he?
own past...

"Buzzing—"

Suddenly, the mobile phone vibrated in the extremely quiet bedroom, suddenly startling Mo Shihuan.

She subconsciously reached out to touch the phone.

On the screen, Yu Linshang's name flashed.

She breathed a sigh of relief and connected: "Hello."

……

For the next few days, Mu Shihuan stayed in the apartment to recuperate.

Because he was worried, Li Yan would come to accompany her every day, and the next day he simply moved here to accompany her to take care of her for a while. Mu Shihuan wanted to refuse, but then he thought that Li Jingyan would not appear again after this, She agreed.

But she never thought that the current Li Jingyan is actually a lot more shameless, even if she said that day and the two broke up so badly, he could reappear as if nothing happened.

Mu Shihuan began to think about changing houses. Accompanied by Li Yan, the two of them also looked at many new houses, even second-hand houses, but they never found a suitable one. Li Yan asked her to move to her house, but Mu Shihuan Shi Huan refused.

In the next two days, Li Jingyan suddenly stopped showing up, and the matter of finding a house was temporarily put on hold.

In this way, the time came to next week——

The day when Mu Si Nian held a birthday banquet for Mr. Mu.

[I was in poor health some time ago and have been taking medicine to recuperate, the update is unstable, sorry~]