Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama

"The moment you called and said that I was Lu Ye, I recovered my memory." He added that there seemed to be no other emotion in his voice.

Lao Xiao froze suddenly.

"Old Li..."

"I am Lu Ye, and Lu Ye is me." As if the whole person had come out, watching his own statement with cold eyes, Li Jingyan was surrounded by extreme calmness and indifference, "The identity you arranged for me in that undercover operation was Lu Ye. "

"Ah."

The light was very bright, but even though it was dazzling, even if the eye sockets were sore, he still never blinked.

"The purpose of the operation is to wipe out a drug cartel, capture the biggest drug lord alive at that time, choose and choose, think twice, I am the most suitable undercover candidate, so you chose me after discussing with Lao Gu." He said lightly. .

A tough guy like Old Xiao, his body still trembled uncontrollably when he heard these calm words.

Speaking of that action back then, he still regrets it now, but the fact is that he can't regret it. If there was no action back then, more innocent people would only be hurt.

They... have no choice.

Because it's their belief, it's their responsibility, and they can't say no.

And he believed that it was the same for Lao Li.

They cannot regret it.

"Old Li..." His voice trembled more obviously, and he couldn't control it at all.

Li Jingyan seemed to have never heard of it.

"Old Xiao, my wife, Mu Shihuan," he said calmly and indifferently, "I met him during that undercover operation. At that time... Her name is Shihuan, a little girl under 19 years old. I am seven years younger, and I am also by the side of the drug lord, and I have also gained the trust of the drug lord."

Old Xiao's pupils shrank heavily!
actually……

"She...she..."

Li Jingyan finally sat up straight, he and Lao Xiao looked at each other, as if nothing happened.

"It seems that she and I are both trusted by drug lords, but you know, drug lords are such ruthless desperadoes that it is impossible to trust anyone, including the so-called confidants around him. He is always on guard against us."

Memories are raging, rampaging wantonly in my mind, and various memory fragments and fragments seem to be fighting.

It hurts.

But Li Jingyan never showed a single point.

Dots of gloom overflowed from his bones, making him look extremely indifferent and cold, as long as he got close, he would be frozen to the marrow, and even just looking at him would make him shudder.

Old Xiao waited anxiously for his next words, but unexpectedly, what he was waiting for was——

"She gave birth to a child when she was 20 years old, or when she was less than [-] years old."

Lao Xiao's breathing was stagnant.

Li Jingyan seemed to be speaking calmly, but in fact it was self-torture: "When I saw the test results, at that moment, I hated her, hating her more than I loved her. I doubted her, and I was so jealous that I even wanted to kill that woman named Lu Ye. man."

"I couldn't face it without any grudges. For this reason, I was cold and violent to her, and I was indifferent to her. I even avoided her, made her cry, made her sad, and made her feel wronged. The funny thing is that she tried to comfort her that night. Me, she said she was going to be there for me, no matter what happened. Looking back now, I was such a fucking asshole."

The strong craving for cigarettes broke out at this moment, and he squeezed a cigarette out of the cigarette case expressionlessly.

Put on a lighter, but damn it won't ignite.

"pat-"

He threw the lighter and the cigarette on the coffee table.

The smoke rolled down and landed at Lao Xiao's feet.

Li Jingyan pulled her lips: "But that child is actually mine. I am Lu Ye. The man I have been jealous of for so long is myself. It was once in the past, and now it is the second and third time. It broke her heart." .”

He raised his eyes and looked at Lao Xiao.

"When she was thrown on the car, when she was hit by a gun to her head, when she was beaten... Maybe, she was very desperate and her heart was ashamed."

In Lao Xiao's impression, Lao Li is a man who rarely talks, and this is the first time he has heard him talk so much at once, but he would rather Lao Li is as taciturn as before.

If time can be turned back.

"...I'm sorry." Old Xiao squeezed out this sentence in a very difficult and obscure manner.

But he knew that it was useless to say sorry.

Tragedy has been wrought.

"Old Li..."

However, Li Jingyan suddenly changed the subject, and his expression seemed to be many times more indifferent than before, and he was so calm that he was strangely calm: "There were many doubts about the undercover operation back then. First of all, my wife and I were seriously injured, and it was so coincidental. I have lost all memory of that time.”

"She also lost her memory?!" Old Xiao blurted out.

After the words came out, he realized that he had asked a stupid question. If Mu Shihuan hadn't lost his memory, she would have recognized Lao Li a long time ago, and someone who can gain trust under the drug lord, not to mention the value of force No matter how high you are, at least you won't be easily kidnapped.

"she……"

"After the operation failed halfway, I was seriously injured and was taken back by my father, but strangely, I passed through Beicheng. My wife was also injured, but her whereabouts were unknown. Afterwards, Mu Jingzhou took her away as his daughter who was living abroad. Brought it back to Jiangcheng."

"Only Mu Jingzhou knows where she was found, not even Mu Jingzhou's wife and father. Unfortunately, Mu Jingzhou has passed away, and died of a kidnapping that has not yet broken through."

Lao Xiao quickly reacted: "You mean, you suspect that the amnesia of the two of you is...artificial?"

Thinking of something, his expression froze.

"Memory hypnosis!"

Li Jingyan didn't answer.

He expressed the second doubt: "Is it possible that other people were involved in the undercover operation back then?"

Almost at the same time, Lao Xiao thought of the suspicion he once said. Mu Shihuan might also be an undercover agent, but it might also be the opposite side.

Thinking of this, he shook his head apologetically: "Old Li, you know, the operations are all highly classified. All I know about that operation is you, and the others... There is no way and it is impossible to know."

He knows what he means.

Since Mu Shihuan was able to disappear when he was seriously injured back then, and no one could find her information and traces, there are only two possibilities.

First, like Lao Li, she was an undercover agent sent by their side, so the information was confidential, and she could quickly arrange everything after the injury, and even change her identity to come to Jiangcheng.

Second, she was originally on the side of the drug lord at the time, or was arranged by another faction who had a conflict of interest with the drug lord. This is the opposite, and what happened afterwards is not unreasonable.

But obviously, Lao Li prefers the first option.

So is he.

The key lies in Mu Shihuan's nominal father, Mu Jingzhou. He is a serious Confucian businessman, and the information he found also shows that he cannot be involved in drug trafficking.

But what is doubtful is, what about the kidnapping that killed him?

Is it revenge for Mu Shihuan's betrayal and disappearance?
Or is it that the two parties are black and white?
Two parties...

Old Xiao suddenly belatedly realized something he had forgotten.

"Old Li, will the mysterious man you mentioned who pretended to be your voice..." Before he finished speaking, he denied himself again, "No, that drug lord back then was alone, unmarried and had no children... "

But in the end, he wasn't sure.

If so?

What if the drug lords were so well protected back then that they couldn't even find out?

"Old Li..."

"He has." Li Jingyan said, his eyes flickered with indescribable cruelty.

Old Xiao immediately said: "Let's investigate! It must be..."

Before he could say the rest of the words, when he met Shang Lao Li's indifferent and mocking eyes, his throat was blocked.

"Can I still trust you?"

He heard Lao Li ask calmly.

These words made him feel more embarrassed and blamed himself than a slap directly on Lao Xiao's face.

"Old Li..." Unconsciously, he licked his dry lips, "I..."

"Let's go." Li Jingyan spit out.

Old Xiao was stunned.

"Old Li?!"

Li Jingyan suddenly pulled his lips and smiled, with a hint of self-deprecating: "Could it be that you think I'm going to die, do nothing, just go to the accident site and wait for her to show up?"

Lao Xiao felt even more guilty: "No, Lao Li, I..."

"No matter how much, you don't know, and you won't say it, so why waste time, since my memory has recovered, I will take care of the next thing myself." Li Jingyan completely blocked his words.

The person in front of him seemed to be different from that moment just now, without the indescribable slump, and at this moment he seemed to have returned to the old man he had known for the first time.

However, there are some differences.

"Old Li..." He hesitated to speak for a long time, but Lao Xiao finally failed to say a word.

He's not qualified and doesn't know what to say.

But Li Jingyan didn't look at him again: "Grade one."

Senior one and senior two rushed in after hearing the words, very fast.

"Send Lao Xiao away." He ordered.

"Yes, Mr. Xiao, this way please."

Old Xiao didn't move at first, but after a moment of stalemate, he turned and left.

The footsteps are heavy, and every step is like stepping on the edge of a knife. The feeling is too uncomfortable and tormenting.

"Old Li," he stood still, with his back turned to him, trying his best to restrain his emotions and said in a deep voice, "No matter what, you will always be our brother for life, and we will not let you go. People, we will find them, and things will happen. The decision will be investigated and I will give you an explanation."

Guilt and self-blame are hard to take, and every word seems to be entwined with trills.

After the words fell, he waited and waited, but before he heard the voice behind him, he finally left.

In the huge living room, finally only Li Jingyan was left, and the cat who didn't know when it was huddled in the corner of the sofa and was quiet.

"Meow……"

It barked suddenly.

Li Jingyan's drooping eyes trembled, and he turned his head.

"Meow..." The little milk cat yelled at him again, and even jumped over, reaching out its paw tentatively to touch his leg.

Li Jingyan looked at it, motionless and expressionless.

In a daze, he seemed to... heard Mu Shihuan's voice.