Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama
Chapter 234 Let's be separated for a while
When they entered, Mo Yuan was reporting to work, and Mu Shihuan didn't disturb the two of them, but just sat down quietly on the sofa.
Just, how could it not be "disturbed"?
Mo Yuan was standing in front of the executive desk, his figure separated the two of them, and Mo Shihuan couldn't see him, but he could clearly catch the sudden change in the dark eyes of the man in front of him, as well as the chill emanating from his body.
Even the air seemed to be a little thinner.
The atmosphere is depressing.
These two...
Hey.
Fortunately, the report is almost done, Mo Yuan doesn't want to stay and be a light bulb, thinking about the low pressure of the boss all day today, and just wants the two of them to get back together quickly.
"President Li, then I'll go out first." He took back the document he had signed, with a businesslike tone.
Li Jingyan didn't make a sound.
However, Mo Yuan inexplicably felt the chill spread behind him, it was so cold that he didn't say anything, he turned and left.
Passing by Mu Shihuan, he even said hello: "Ma'am."
Mu Shihuan reluctantly smiled politely at him.
The moment the door strap was put on, Mo Yuan glanced unintentionally, and Mo Yuan suddenly realized that Mu Shihuan seemed extraordinarily beautiful today, as if there was something different, but such a thought was only fleeting.
He just wanted to pray that the two of them would stop fighting.
……
The door was closed, and there were only two people left in the huge office for a while.
But no one spoke.
The strange silence fell, causing Mo Shihuan's discomfort to become stronger and stronger.
She didn't look at him, but turned her face away to avoid the possibility of meeting his eyes. She was afraid that as soon as she saw him, she would not be able to say anything after preparing for the whole afternoon.
Courage is something that is lost when it is lost.
What's more, escaping can only make the two of them farther and farther apart.
His heart seemed to be hurt by an invisible hand, Mo Shihuan took a deep breath, tried his best to suppress it, and tried to speak in a calm tone: "I should have told you in the first year of high school, I saw He Jiahuan at the hotel."
She didn't ask him, and she didn't dare to ask him.
So, she hurriedly continued: "Before I met He Jiahuan, I went to the bathroom, and someone handed me a brown paper bag, which contained...a lot of things, including photos, a recording pen, and...an identification Book."
Every time she said a word, her heart ached a little.
She deliberately smiled, trying to use this indifference to suppress the suffering.
However, to no avail.
The fingers were clenched quietly, and the nails dug into the palm to print traces. The pain woke her up. She held back her sadness, and finally asked: "Since... since you know that I am not a child of the Mu family, why did you hide it from me? why did not you tell me?"
As the voice fell, the chill in the air seemed to intensify, and the air pressure became even lower.
She didn't look at Li Jingyan.
But if she turned her head, she could catch the sudden change in the color of his eyes.
But she didn't.
However, even though she didn't look at him, she could still clearly perceive his gloomy gaze on her.
He didn't make a sound.
This kind of silence is tantamount to stabbing a knife in her heart.
Mu Shihuan almost couldn't wait to speak again, fearing that if she was silent for another second, she would be bleeding profusely: "I would rather see me suppressed and repulsed than tell me...why?"
He obviously did all the psychological preparations before coming here, and he told himself over and over again that he must be calm and not think wildly, and that he should be given a chance to listen to what he had to say, and that he...
However, she still overestimated herself after all.
especially……
The man never gave her an explanation.
Emotions gradually collapse.
"You once said..." The fingernails were pinched more and more, emotions overcame reason, and when he spoke again, Mu Shihuan's voice trembled slightly, "It is not my responsibility to say that the Mu family is not my responsibility, let me leave it alone..."
"Now, I can't help but think, whether I can understand that you are afraid of my sadness and choose to hide it from me, or you just said it casually, or..."
She vaguely knew that she had gotten into a dead end again, but she couldn't control it.
Finally, she asked another sentence: "Or my mother... what my mother said, you only agreed to marry me because I am not from the Mu family? Because it doesn't matter if you hurt me, but the person you really care about... ..."
She bit her lip abruptly.
Knowing that she shouldn't guess now, she shouldn't believe that the content of the recording is true without any explanation from him, but she just can't control it, let alone... At this moment, he has never given an explanation.
Thousands of emotions gushed out suddenly, the strongest of which was discomfort.
Mo Shihuan is suffering.
How much she wanted to hear him say no, listen to him...
However, as strong as the expectation is, the disappointment is as deep as it is.
He still didn't make a sound.
A heart sank straight down, and the mist that appeared in front of his eyes gradually blurred. Mu Shihuan felt more and more uncomfortable, and even breathing seemed to become difficult.
"I heard the recording, you and..." Sniffing, she tried to calmly say, but she couldn't say that mother.
The apex of the heart spreads.
After a while, she continued: "Could you tell me what it means to be acting...? It means you never liked me from the beginning to the end, or you just used my meaning. The person you really like is Mu Nuan Is that Bai Yueguang, who has been thinking about love for many years but can't get it, is she?"
When random thoughts swept over, Mo Shihuan couldn't hold back after all.
Unable to bear the torture, she asked all her doubts: "Or, it's not Mu Nuan, but Meng Liang who is far away in Tongcheng? Then, is there any illegitimate child? If so, is it you and Mu Nuan, or is it with you?" Mengliang’s? Or is it actually a misunderstanding, a rumor, nothing at all?”
After speaking in one breath, her heart curled up even more.
It hurts……
Silence still prevailed.
The eyes were blurred, but Mo Shihuan stubbornly did not wipe away the tears.
She continued: "There is no such thing as an illegitimate child, right? If there were, Mu Nuan wouldn't treat me that way. She should hate me even more. She will definitely find a way to stop me. But...but you It's not as simple as being friends with Meng Liang, is it?"
Mu Shihuan felt that her sanity seemed to be gradually disappearing, she even forgot the interruption at the beginning, and when she lost control of her emotions, she just said whatever came to her mind, even incoherently.
"You have been defending Meng Liang. From the very beginning when I met her, she showed up at the hospital and told me that you would not come because you didn't want to see me. How could you not know, but you knew, but you didn't stop her?" She, didn't ask her to apologize to me."
His voice gradually choked, and Mo Shihuan bit his lower lip heavily.
"She called you in front of me, and before her, you never replied to the WeChat messages I sent you, she provoked me...you still didn't explain, and then...the so-called'bribery' thing, She put pressure on it, right, but you still let her, she thinks I'm leaking the secret..."
A strong sourness filled the air, and she was so uncomfortable that she almost bent down.
It's getting more and more painful.
"And..." Biting her lips again and again, she almost exhausted all her strength before she said the next sentence, "You also defended her during the gossip on Weibo, didn't you? You lied to me, you You said those gossips were just accidents, but obviously...you found out that the last gossip was revealed by Meng Liang...you chose to defend her and lie to me..."
"You ask me, are you easy to deceive?" As she spoke, tears fell, but she smiled hard, "What about me? Li Jingyan, am I also easy to deceive? Take me to That night in the playground, she was alone with her..."
The man remained silent.
Mo Shihuan thought, she was dying of pain.
Wiping away tears indiscriminately, her trembling voice became more and more obvious under the extreme confusion of her brain: "The matter of accepting bribes... I know it was a frame-up, and you know it too, but now... I can't help but think, is it because of Meng Liang? You said that the Meng family helped you, Meng Liang... She is so hostile to me because she likes you, so she targeted me, and you let her count my shares to appease her, but I... So stupid and naive to think that you lost money for me, so I want to compensate you and want to give up the shares..."
Give you two words, she can't say it, even if it's just a guess.
She felt so stupid.
Breathing hard, she closed her eyes.
All kinds of images flashed in my mind, both ups and downs, but the one with the strongest sense of existence was always the sweetness he gave.
But now, the sweetness he gave was arsenic, the poison wrapped in her heart.
She still didn't look at him, even though there were always different voices fighting in her heart.
Mu Shihuan closed his eyes again.
"Li Jingyan..." She restrained herself, forcing herself to calm down, even if she couldn't do it, "There are... too many problems between us, what I just said is just a little bit, right? Before I disappeared two years ago Yes, and now more."
The force of pinching into the palm intensified unconsciously, and she tried to wake herself up with this pain.
"The biggest problem, actually...is distrust," she smiled, but it was uglier than crying, "Look, we all know that so many things happened, it's not a coincidence, it must be the one behind the scenes, let's check It was planned by a mysterious person who knows you and me very well, he probably wanted to see us suspect and distrust each other, but..."
When the tears flowed again, she wiped them away.
"You don't believe me, even if I explain it, you only believe in the agreement you see and the so-called recording, and I," she pulled her lower lip with all her strength, "I also began to doubt the relationship between us, thinking of the recording, Thinking of the photos of you and Meng Liang alone, thinking of your protection of her, thinking of your indifference to me, distrust of me, and..."
In a trance, she seemed to suddenly understand something.
"That time... That time we ate steak near the company, but you were a little strange that night, and then you were cold to me... I thought it was about work, and I wanted to accompany you to coax you, but now, I think... I'm so stupid, I can't feel your indifference and alienation, can't feel..."
Thinking of all the things that happened during that time, Mo Shihuan suddenly felt that his body was getting colder, especially his heart, which was cold and painful.
But she still reluctantly raised a smile: "Look, we know that people like to see us like this, but we still don't trust each other and become not like ourselves."
She paused.
After a while, she finally mustered up the remaining courage and turned her head stiffly to meet the man's gaze.
"So, Li Jingyan, let's...separate for a while."
Just, how could it not be "disturbed"?
Mo Yuan was standing in front of the executive desk, his figure separated the two of them, and Mo Shihuan couldn't see him, but he could clearly catch the sudden change in the dark eyes of the man in front of him, as well as the chill emanating from his body.
Even the air seemed to be a little thinner.
The atmosphere is depressing.
These two...
Hey.
Fortunately, the report is almost done, Mo Yuan doesn't want to stay and be a light bulb, thinking about the low pressure of the boss all day today, and just wants the two of them to get back together quickly.
"President Li, then I'll go out first." He took back the document he had signed, with a businesslike tone.
Li Jingyan didn't make a sound.
However, Mo Yuan inexplicably felt the chill spread behind him, it was so cold that he didn't say anything, he turned and left.
Passing by Mu Shihuan, he even said hello: "Ma'am."
Mu Shihuan reluctantly smiled politely at him.
The moment the door strap was put on, Mo Yuan glanced unintentionally, and Mo Yuan suddenly realized that Mu Shihuan seemed extraordinarily beautiful today, as if there was something different, but such a thought was only fleeting.
He just wanted to pray that the two of them would stop fighting.
……
The door was closed, and there were only two people left in the huge office for a while.
But no one spoke.
The strange silence fell, causing Mo Shihuan's discomfort to become stronger and stronger.
She didn't look at him, but turned her face away to avoid the possibility of meeting his eyes. She was afraid that as soon as she saw him, she would not be able to say anything after preparing for the whole afternoon.
Courage is something that is lost when it is lost.
What's more, escaping can only make the two of them farther and farther apart.
His heart seemed to be hurt by an invisible hand, Mo Shihuan took a deep breath, tried his best to suppress it, and tried to speak in a calm tone: "I should have told you in the first year of high school, I saw He Jiahuan at the hotel."
She didn't ask him, and she didn't dare to ask him.
So, she hurriedly continued: "Before I met He Jiahuan, I went to the bathroom, and someone handed me a brown paper bag, which contained...a lot of things, including photos, a recording pen, and...an identification Book."
Every time she said a word, her heart ached a little.
She deliberately smiled, trying to use this indifference to suppress the suffering.
However, to no avail.
The fingers were clenched quietly, and the nails dug into the palm to print traces. The pain woke her up. She held back her sadness, and finally asked: "Since... since you know that I am not a child of the Mu family, why did you hide it from me? why did not you tell me?"
As the voice fell, the chill in the air seemed to intensify, and the air pressure became even lower.
She didn't look at Li Jingyan.
But if she turned her head, she could catch the sudden change in the color of his eyes.
But she didn't.
However, even though she didn't look at him, she could still clearly perceive his gloomy gaze on her.
He didn't make a sound.
This kind of silence is tantamount to stabbing a knife in her heart.
Mu Shihuan almost couldn't wait to speak again, fearing that if she was silent for another second, she would be bleeding profusely: "I would rather see me suppressed and repulsed than tell me...why?"
He obviously did all the psychological preparations before coming here, and he told himself over and over again that he must be calm and not think wildly, and that he should be given a chance to listen to what he had to say, and that he...
However, she still overestimated herself after all.
especially……
The man never gave her an explanation.
Emotions gradually collapse.
"You once said..." The fingernails were pinched more and more, emotions overcame reason, and when he spoke again, Mu Shihuan's voice trembled slightly, "It is not my responsibility to say that the Mu family is not my responsibility, let me leave it alone..."
"Now, I can't help but think, whether I can understand that you are afraid of my sadness and choose to hide it from me, or you just said it casually, or..."
She vaguely knew that she had gotten into a dead end again, but she couldn't control it.
Finally, she asked another sentence: "Or my mother... what my mother said, you only agreed to marry me because I am not from the Mu family? Because it doesn't matter if you hurt me, but the person you really care about... ..."
She bit her lip abruptly.
Knowing that she shouldn't guess now, she shouldn't believe that the content of the recording is true without any explanation from him, but she just can't control it, let alone... At this moment, he has never given an explanation.
Thousands of emotions gushed out suddenly, the strongest of which was discomfort.
Mo Shihuan is suffering.
How much she wanted to hear him say no, listen to him...
However, as strong as the expectation is, the disappointment is as deep as it is.
He still didn't make a sound.
A heart sank straight down, and the mist that appeared in front of his eyes gradually blurred. Mu Shihuan felt more and more uncomfortable, and even breathing seemed to become difficult.
"I heard the recording, you and..." Sniffing, she tried to calmly say, but she couldn't say that mother.
The apex of the heart spreads.
After a while, she continued: "Could you tell me what it means to be acting...? It means you never liked me from the beginning to the end, or you just used my meaning. The person you really like is Mu Nuan Is that Bai Yueguang, who has been thinking about love for many years but can't get it, is she?"
When random thoughts swept over, Mo Shihuan couldn't hold back after all.
Unable to bear the torture, she asked all her doubts: "Or, it's not Mu Nuan, but Meng Liang who is far away in Tongcheng? Then, is there any illegitimate child? If so, is it you and Mu Nuan, or is it with you?" Mengliang’s? Or is it actually a misunderstanding, a rumor, nothing at all?”
After speaking in one breath, her heart curled up even more.
It hurts……
Silence still prevailed.
The eyes were blurred, but Mo Shihuan stubbornly did not wipe away the tears.
She continued: "There is no such thing as an illegitimate child, right? If there were, Mu Nuan wouldn't treat me that way. She should hate me even more. She will definitely find a way to stop me. But...but you It's not as simple as being friends with Meng Liang, is it?"
Mu Shihuan felt that her sanity seemed to be gradually disappearing, she even forgot the interruption at the beginning, and when she lost control of her emotions, she just said whatever came to her mind, even incoherently.
"You have been defending Meng Liang. From the very beginning when I met her, she showed up at the hospital and told me that you would not come because you didn't want to see me. How could you not know, but you knew, but you didn't stop her?" She, didn't ask her to apologize to me."
His voice gradually choked, and Mo Shihuan bit his lower lip heavily.
"She called you in front of me, and before her, you never replied to the WeChat messages I sent you, she provoked me...you still didn't explain, and then...the so-called'bribery' thing, She put pressure on it, right, but you still let her, she thinks I'm leaking the secret..."
A strong sourness filled the air, and she was so uncomfortable that she almost bent down.
It's getting more and more painful.
"And..." Biting her lips again and again, she almost exhausted all her strength before she said the next sentence, "You also defended her during the gossip on Weibo, didn't you? You lied to me, you You said those gossips were just accidents, but obviously...you found out that the last gossip was revealed by Meng Liang...you chose to defend her and lie to me..."
"You ask me, are you easy to deceive?" As she spoke, tears fell, but she smiled hard, "What about me? Li Jingyan, am I also easy to deceive? Take me to That night in the playground, she was alone with her..."
The man remained silent.
Mo Shihuan thought, she was dying of pain.
Wiping away tears indiscriminately, her trembling voice became more and more obvious under the extreme confusion of her brain: "The matter of accepting bribes... I know it was a frame-up, and you know it too, but now... I can't help but think, is it because of Meng Liang? You said that the Meng family helped you, Meng Liang... She is so hostile to me because she likes you, so she targeted me, and you let her count my shares to appease her, but I... So stupid and naive to think that you lost money for me, so I want to compensate you and want to give up the shares..."
Give you two words, she can't say it, even if it's just a guess.
She felt so stupid.
Breathing hard, she closed her eyes.
All kinds of images flashed in my mind, both ups and downs, but the one with the strongest sense of existence was always the sweetness he gave.
But now, the sweetness he gave was arsenic, the poison wrapped in her heart.
She still didn't look at him, even though there were always different voices fighting in her heart.
Mu Shihuan closed his eyes again.
"Li Jingyan..." She restrained herself, forcing herself to calm down, even if she couldn't do it, "There are... too many problems between us, what I just said is just a little bit, right? Before I disappeared two years ago Yes, and now more."
The force of pinching into the palm intensified unconsciously, and she tried to wake herself up with this pain.
"The biggest problem, actually...is distrust," she smiled, but it was uglier than crying, "Look, we all know that so many things happened, it's not a coincidence, it must be the one behind the scenes, let's check It was planned by a mysterious person who knows you and me very well, he probably wanted to see us suspect and distrust each other, but..."
When the tears flowed again, she wiped them away.
"You don't believe me, even if I explain it, you only believe in the agreement you see and the so-called recording, and I," she pulled her lower lip with all her strength, "I also began to doubt the relationship between us, thinking of the recording, Thinking of the photos of you and Meng Liang alone, thinking of your protection of her, thinking of your indifference to me, distrust of me, and..."
In a trance, she seemed to suddenly understand something.
"That time... That time we ate steak near the company, but you were a little strange that night, and then you were cold to me... I thought it was about work, and I wanted to accompany you to coax you, but now, I think... I'm so stupid, I can't feel your indifference and alienation, can't feel..."
Thinking of all the things that happened during that time, Mo Shihuan suddenly felt that his body was getting colder, especially his heart, which was cold and painful.
But she still reluctantly raised a smile: "Look, we know that people like to see us like this, but we still don't trust each other and become not like ourselves."
She paused.
After a while, she finally mustered up the remaining courage and turned her head stiffly to meet the man's gaze.
"So, Li Jingyan, let's...separate for a while."
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