Long-term love becomes sick, ex-husband is too involved in the drama
Chapter 219 I Suspect She Has PTSD
bathroom.
Throat was hard, oxygen was thin, breathing gradually became short and rapid, Mo Shihuan's eyes widened, filled with panic, and one of her hands was unconsciously clutching the clothes on her chest.
This feeling is like... like the feeling of suffocation when taking a bath in Shengting Hospital.
Breathing became more and more difficult.
Mu Shihuan tried to leave, but the soles of her feet seemed to be stuck with super glue, and she couldn't move, and every corner of her body seemed to be filled with unknown fear.
She wanted to look away.
However, more and more blood appeared out of thin air in the washbasin.
Seeing the blood spreading out is about to...
"what--"
Finally unable to bear it anymore, Mu Shihuan's face turned pale and he screamed.
that blood...
She wanted to run away.
But...but...
Why can't she escape?
"Mu Shihuan!"
What Li Jingyan saw when he heard the sound and rushed in was her trembling uncontrollably.
His thin lips were tightly pressed into a line, and he immediately reached out and hugged her tightly into his arms.
"It's okay, I'm here, Mu Shihuan..." One hand restrained her, and the other stroked the back of her head to comfort her, but no matter how much he coaxed and hugged her, her body was still shaking.
Suddenly, she began to struggle hard, flailing her hands in the air.
"Mu Shihuan!"
no respond.
She seemed to have never heard of it, and there was no other reaction except to struggle with all her strength, she seemed to be haunted by something, no matter how much he shouted, she couldn't get out like a daze.
Her eyes lack any focus.
"Mu Shihuan!"
Still nothing happens.
The forehead twitched violently, his eyes were as dark as ink, Li Jingyan pursed his lips tightly, without hesitation, he stretched out a leg to press her lower body, and then restrained her hands with one hand.
The next second, his other hand pinched her jaw heavily, forcing her to open her mouth slightly.
Bow your head and kiss her lips forcefully!
There is no tenderness, but only predatory ferocity, even biting.
"Well……"
Unconscious whine.
In a daze, Mu Shihuan felt that a familiar aura that made her nostalgic and dependent invaded her consciousness.
She instinctively wanted to get closer, to grab that feeling.
"Well……"
She felt him.
This is Li Jingyan's most sensitive intuition, but the violent storm in his eyes did not decrease but increased. He kissed her with increasing strength, even the arms that imprisoned her were also exerting force.
If possible, I really want to integrate her into my own flesh and blood.
Two in one.
Never separate again.
After kissing for an unknown amount of time, realizing that her body was finally no longer so stiff, and her mood had improved a little, Li Jingyan let her go, resting his forehead against hers, and looked at her with burning eyes.
"Mu Shihuan..."
There was a heavy and restrained sound, as if it came from outside the sky.
Mu Shihuan opened his eyes and was in a daze for a long time before he gradually saw his face clearly.
"Li Jingyan..." Her eyes trembled slightly.
"It's me." The palm clasped the back of her head, and a hot kiss fell on her forehead. Li Jingyan hugged her tightly, and his voice became hoarse several times, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Don't be afraid...
The moment the words fell, Mo Shihuan's heart trembled violently!
In just a second, her breathing was unprecedentedly rapid, and the slightly recovered blood on her face disappeared completely again in an instant.
She is shaking.
Li Jingyan held her face with both hands, and locked her with deep eyes: "Mu Shihuan, look at me and tell me, what happened?"
Mu Shihuan suddenly bit his lips tightly.
She wanted to be calm.
but……
The ten fingers pinched his arm unconsciously and printed traces. She tried her best to get rid of those pictures, but it was always useless. The fear was always with her, and she couldn't get rid of it at all.
"Mu Shihuan!"
"Blood……"
Two voices sounded at the same time.
One worry, one fear.
There was mist in his eyes, Mo Shihuan raised his face, and firmly grasped his hand: "In the washbasin... there is blood, a lot of blood suddenly appeared, on my body... I'm afraid..."
Under the collapse, she was almost incoherent.
Frowning tightly, Li Jingyan subconsciously turned her head to see clearly.
"It's Dad..."
With a sudden sound, the movement stopped abruptly.
There were tears on her face, her body trembled more violently, and her whole situation became more and more wrong.
Suddenly, Li Jingyan thought of the so-called "gossip" on the Internet.
In the kidnapping and murder case two years ago, it was her who died...
He also remembered the strangeness of Mu Jingzhou when he talked about Mu Jingzhou's death one night...
"Didn't your dad... die in a plane crash?" he asked.
Although he still asked, but at this moment, he was sure.
With just one sentence, Mu Shihuan's emotions completely collapsed.
During this period of time, her seemingly good mood, the pressure exerted on her by the Mu family, the death of her father, the failure of the project, etc., suddenly surged out again at this moment and completely surrounded her.
Like a spring pressed to the bottom, it was suddenly released without warning.
Subconsciously, Mo Shihuan knew that she had to calm down, and there was also a voice telling her to be stronger, but she suppressed it for too long, once there was a gap, there was no way to stop it.
"No, no..." She shook her head violently, clinging to the man as if holding on to her last hope, letting her vision blur, she still looked at him, "He...he died to save me, yes Kidnapped...a lot of blood was shed...Mom blamed me...I owe my life to the Mu family..."
Her voice was trembling uncontrollably, her whole body was extremely fragile, and this kind of fragility was completely different from her when she was sick or when she was wronged, as if... was abandoned by the whole world.
"I just washed my face. A blurry picture flashed in my mind. I wanted to see it clearly. Suddenly, there was a lot of blood. It was Dad's blood... Dad's, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have died, yes I... when he died..."
While speaking, her eyes were clouded with tears.
Alarm bells rang in Li Jingyan's heart.
She can't go on like this.
"That's not real, it's fake," he clasped half of her face with his hands, staring at her deeply, emphasizing every word, "Mu Shihuan, those are all fake, it has nothing to do with you, don't worry about it." Responsibility, don't be afraid."
Mu Shihuan still shook his head.
Her subconscious is denying everything, including herself.
The breathing gradually became heavy, and the eyes darkened to the extreme. When he spoke again, Li Jingyan's voice was deep and deep, but it was more gentle.
"It's sad, isn't it?"
Tears raged, Mo Shihuan nodded.
"Then cry," Li Jingyan reached out to grab the back of her head and pressed against her chest, Li Jingyan bewitched in a deep voice, "Just cry, don't put too much pressure on yourself, Mu Shihuan, I'll be with you."
As if he had been redeemed, like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, Mo Shihuan murmured: "You stay with me..."
"Yes, with you, always."
At first, it was silent, then slowly, the crying overflowed, as if she was finally released, in the end, Mo Shihuan cried uncontrollably, tears completely wetted the clothes on Li Jingyan's chest.
And from the beginning to the end, she never let go of his hand.
Even, getting tighter.
……
Two in the morning.
Li Jingyan finally hugged Mo Shihuan, who was exhausted from crying, to the bed, and wanted to cover her with the quilt, but she held his hand tightly, fearing to wake her up, so he had no choice but to give up.
He sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes never moving away from her face.
Another hand was raised, trying to touch her face, but finally gave up.
It was at this time that Rong Xiuhan's call came.
Glancing at the sleeping Mu Shihuan, he leaned over, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then carefully opened her fingers.
Before closing the door, he took one last deep look at her.
……
The phone has already hung up automatically.
Li Jingyan called back, thinking about Mu Shihuan's collapse tonight and all the strange things in the past, after Rong Xiuhan got through, he said directly: "I suspect she is suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder."
There was no beginning or end, even Rong Xiuhan didn't react for a while.
"Who?" He subconsciously asked.
"Mu Shihuan."
Rong Xiuhan frowned slightly.
After thinking for two seconds, he asked, "Your judgment."
Standing outside the balcony, Li Jingyan was addicted to cigarettes at this moment. He habitually wanted to get a cigarette out. Thinking of the sleeping person inside, he finally withdrew his hand.
"She was a little emotional tonight," he said calmly. "She said she saw blood when she washed her face, and she remembered something about the death of her father, Mu Jingzhou. Mu Jingzhou... didn't die in a plane crash, but was kidnapped. Two years ago She was kidnapped together with Mu Jingzhou, and Mu Jingzhou died in front of her, bleeding all over the floor in order to save her."
His throat was a bit obscure, he swallowed his throat and closed his eyes.
"She disappeared for two years, and then experienced a major change in temperament, memory impairment, difficulty remembering things easily, and several fevers that healed slowly... These are the symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder. Moreover, when she disappeared that year, it happened that Mu After Jingzhou really died, I wondered what happened to her during the kidnapping..."
He paused.
There is still a doubt that has not been mentioned, that is, maybe what she experienced earlier, before she was first brought back to Jiangcheng by Mu Jingzhou, she was already psychologically traumatized at that time, and her amnesia was the subconscious escape, and Mu Jingzhou His death in front of her caused her illness to flare up again.
If the latter, then...
It's related to Lu Ye.
Lu Ye...
Thinking of this name, hostility suddenly filled his brows.
But he restrained and restrained.
Trying his best to suppress the wanton emotions in his chest, he calmly asked: "Xiu Han, your junior sister..."
"I called you just to talk about this," Rong Xiuhan said, regaining consciousness, "My junior sister just sent me the flight information, and she will arrive one day earlier, which is Thursday afternoon, so you should be ready."
Thursday afternoon...
There are four more days.
Li Jingyan's thin lips were tightly pursed, and after a while, he lifted his lips: "Yes."
There was a few seconds of silence on both sides after that.
In the end, it was Rong Xiuhan who spoke first again: "Jingyan..."
But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back and changed it into: "You calm her down, and leave the rest to me. Don't worry about my junior sister. I will communicate with her first about tonight's situation."
"Jingyan, wait for you to come back."
"Ah."
……
After the call ended, Li Jingyan stood outside the balcony for a long time without moving.
Until the doorbell rang.
He opens the door.
Mo Yuan stood outside the door.
"Boss Li, we found it."
Throat was hard, oxygen was thin, breathing gradually became short and rapid, Mo Shihuan's eyes widened, filled with panic, and one of her hands was unconsciously clutching the clothes on her chest.
This feeling is like... like the feeling of suffocation when taking a bath in Shengting Hospital.
Breathing became more and more difficult.
Mu Shihuan tried to leave, but the soles of her feet seemed to be stuck with super glue, and she couldn't move, and every corner of her body seemed to be filled with unknown fear.
She wanted to look away.
However, more and more blood appeared out of thin air in the washbasin.
Seeing the blood spreading out is about to...
"what--"
Finally unable to bear it anymore, Mu Shihuan's face turned pale and he screamed.
that blood...
She wanted to run away.
But...but...
Why can't she escape?
"Mu Shihuan!"
What Li Jingyan saw when he heard the sound and rushed in was her trembling uncontrollably.
His thin lips were tightly pressed into a line, and he immediately reached out and hugged her tightly into his arms.
"It's okay, I'm here, Mu Shihuan..." One hand restrained her, and the other stroked the back of her head to comfort her, but no matter how much he coaxed and hugged her, her body was still shaking.
Suddenly, she began to struggle hard, flailing her hands in the air.
"Mu Shihuan!"
no respond.
She seemed to have never heard of it, and there was no other reaction except to struggle with all her strength, she seemed to be haunted by something, no matter how much he shouted, she couldn't get out like a daze.
Her eyes lack any focus.
"Mu Shihuan!"
Still nothing happens.
The forehead twitched violently, his eyes were as dark as ink, Li Jingyan pursed his lips tightly, without hesitation, he stretched out a leg to press her lower body, and then restrained her hands with one hand.
The next second, his other hand pinched her jaw heavily, forcing her to open her mouth slightly.
Bow your head and kiss her lips forcefully!
There is no tenderness, but only predatory ferocity, even biting.
"Well……"
Unconscious whine.
In a daze, Mu Shihuan felt that a familiar aura that made her nostalgic and dependent invaded her consciousness.
She instinctively wanted to get closer, to grab that feeling.
"Well……"
She felt him.
This is Li Jingyan's most sensitive intuition, but the violent storm in his eyes did not decrease but increased. He kissed her with increasing strength, even the arms that imprisoned her were also exerting force.
If possible, I really want to integrate her into my own flesh and blood.
Two in one.
Never separate again.
After kissing for an unknown amount of time, realizing that her body was finally no longer so stiff, and her mood had improved a little, Li Jingyan let her go, resting his forehead against hers, and looked at her with burning eyes.
"Mu Shihuan..."
There was a heavy and restrained sound, as if it came from outside the sky.
Mu Shihuan opened his eyes and was in a daze for a long time before he gradually saw his face clearly.
"Li Jingyan..." Her eyes trembled slightly.
"It's me." The palm clasped the back of her head, and a hot kiss fell on her forehead. Li Jingyan hugged her tightly, and his voice became hoarse several times, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Don't be afraid...
The moment the words fell, Mo Shihuan's heart trembled violently!
In just a second, her breathing was unprecedentedly rapid, and the slightly recovered blood on her face disappeared completely again in an instant.
She is shaking.
Li Jingyan held her face with both hands, and locked her with deep eyes: "Mu Shihuan, look at me and tell me, what happened?"
Mu Shihuan suddenly bit his lips tightly.
She wanted to be calm.
but……
The ten fingers pinched his arm unconsciously and printed traces. She tried her best to get rid of those pictures, but it was always useless. The fear was always with her, and she couldn't get rid of it at all.
"Mu Shihuan!"
"Blood……"
Two voices sounded at the same time.
One worry, one fear.
There was mist in his eyes, Mo Shihuan raised his face, and firmly grasped his hand: "In the washbasin... there is blood, a lot of blood suddenly appeared, on my body... I'm afraid..."
Under the collapse, she was almost incoherent.
Frowning tightly, Li Jingyan subconsciously turned her head to see clearly.
"It's Dad..."
With a sudden sound, the movement stopped abruptly.
There were tears on her face, her body trembled more violently, and her whole situation became more and more wrong.
Suddenly, Li Jingyan thought of the so-called "gossip" on the Internet.
In the kidnapping and murder case two years ago, it was her who died...
He also remembered the strangeness of Mu Jingzhou when he talked about Mu Jingzhou's death one night...
"Didn't your dad... die in a plane crash?" he asked.
Although he still asked, but at this moment, he was sure.
With just one sentence, Mu Shihuan's emotions completely collapsed.
During this period of time, her seemingly good mood, the pressure exerted on her by the Mu family, the death of her father, the failure of the project, etc., suddenly surged out again at this moment and completely surrounded her.
Like a spring pressed to the bottom, it was suddenly released without warning.
Subconsciously, Mo Shihuan knew that she had to calm down, and there was also a voice telling her to be stronger, but she suppressed it for too long, once there was a gap, there was no way to stop it.
"No, no..." She shook her head violently, clinging to the man as if holding on to her last hope, letting her vision blur, she still looked at him, "He...he died to save me, yes Kidnapped...a lot of blood was shed...Mom blamed me...I owe my life to the Mu family..."
Her voice was trembling uncontrollably, her whole body was extremely fragile, and this kind of fragility was completely different from her when she was sick or when she was wronged, as if... was abandoned by the whole world.
"I just washed my face. A blurry picture flashed in my mind. I wanted to see it clearly. Suddenly, there was a lot of blood. It was Dad's blood... Dad's, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have died, yes I... when he died..."
While speaking, her eyes were clouded with tears.
Alarm bells rang in Li Jingyan's heart.
She can't go on like this.
"That's not real, it's fake," he clasped half of her face with his hands, staring at her deeply, emphasizing every word, "Mu Shihuan, those are all fake, it has nothing to do with you, don't worry about it." Responsibility, don't be afraid."
Mu Shihuan still shook his head.
Her subconscious is denying everything, including herself.
The breathing gradually became heavy, and the eyes darkened to the extreme. When he spoke again, Li Jingyan's voice was deep and deep, but it was more gentle.
"It's sad, isn't it?"
Tears raged, Mo Shihuan nodded.
"Then cry," Li Jingyan reached out to grab the back of her head and pressed against her chest, Li Jingyan bewitched in a deep voice, "Just cry, don't put too much pressure on yourself, Mu Shihuan, I'll be with you."
As if he had been redeemed, like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, Mo Shihuan murmured: "You stay with me..."
"Yes, with you, always."
At first, it was silent, then slowly, the crying overflowed, as if she was finally released, in the end, Mo Shihuan cried uncontrollably, tears completely wetted the clothes on Li Jingyan's chest.
And from the beginning to the end, she never let go of his hand.
Even, getting tighter.
……
Two in the morning.
Li Jingyan finally hugged Mo Shihuan, who was exhausted from crying, to the bed, and wanted to cover her with the quilt, but she held his hand tightly, fearing to wake her up, so he had no choice but to give up.
He sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes never moving away from her face.
Another hand was raised, trying to touch her face, but finally gave up.
It was at this time that Rong Xiuhan's call came.
Glancing at the sleeping Mu Shihuan, he leaned over, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then carefully opened her fingers.
Before closing the door, he took one last deep look at her.
……
The phone has already hung up automatically.
Li Jingyan called back, thinking about Mu Shihuan's collapse tonight and all the strange things in the past, after Rong Xiuhan got through, he said directly: "I suspect she is suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder."
There was no beginning or end, even Rong Xiuhan didn't react for a while.
"Who?" He subconsciously asked.
"Mu Shihuan."
Rong Xiuhan frowned slightly.
After thinking for two seconds, he asked, "Your judgment."
Standing outside the balcony, Li Jingyan was addicted to cigarettes at this moment. He habitually wanted to get a cigarette out. Thinking of the sleeping person inside, he finally withdrew his hand.
"She was a little emotional tonight," he said calmly. "She said she saw blood when she washed her face, and she remembered something about the death of her father, Mu Jingzhou. Mu Jingzhou... didn't die in a plane crash, but was kidnapped. Two years ago She was kidnapped together with Mu Jingzhou, and Mu Jingzhou died in front of her, bleeding all over the floor in order to save her."
His throat was a bit obscure, he swallowed his throat and closed his eyes.
"She disappeared for two years, and then experienced a major change in temperament, memory impairment, difficulty remembering things easily, and several fevers that healed slowly... These are the symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder. Moreover, when she disappeared that year, it happened that Mu After Jingzhou really died, I wondered what happened to her during the kidnapping..."
He paused.
There is still a doubt that has not been mentioned, that is, maybe what she experienced earlier, before she was first brought back to Jiangcheng by Mu Jingzhou, she was already psychologically traumatized at that time, and her amnesia was the subconscious escape, and Mu Jingzhou His death in front of her caused her illness to flare up again.
If the latter, then...
It's related to Lu Ye.
Lu Ye...
Thinking of this name, hostility suddenly filled his brows.
But he restrained and restrained.
Trying his best to suppress the wanton emotions in his chest, he calmly asked: "Xiu Han, your junior sister..."
"I called you just to talk about this," Rong Xiuhan said, regaining consciousness, "My junior sister just sent me the flight information, and she will arrive one day earlier, which is Thursday afternoon, so you should be ready."
Thursday afternoon...
There are four more days.
Li Jingyan's thin lips were tightly pursed, and after a while, he lifted his lips: "Yes."
There was a few seconds of silence on both sides after that.
In the end, it was Rong Xiuhan who spoke first again: "Jingyan..."
But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back and changed it into: "You calm her down, and leave the rest to me. Don't worry about my junior sister. I will communicate with her first about tonight's situation."
"Jingyan, wait for you to come back."
"Ah."
……
After the call ended, Li Jingyan stood outside the balcony for a long time without moving.
Until the doorbell rang.
He opens the door.
Mo Yuan stood outside the door.
"Boss Li, we found it."
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