ex-husband please go away

Chapter 190 A Whole Year of Tears

And Xia Tian has been gently stroking her back, hugging her tightly, giving him the most real comfort.

Yu Bingqing cried for a long time, until she felt that she would be out of breath if she continued to cry like this, she slowly got up from Xia Tian.

But due to the violent crying, she was still convulsed and her body trembled slightly.

"Want to tell me what happened?" Xia Tian asked softly.

Yu Bingqing nodded and then said: "I'll get you a cup of coffee, let's talk slowly."

Then Yu Bingqing got into the bar and made two cups of coffee, while Xia Tian sat on the sofa in the living room and waited quietly.

When Yu Bingqing brought the coffee to Xia Tian, ​​Xia Tian smiled slightly and said to her: "Your house is really big and beautiful, much better than that small house."

"How sweet is your little home! I like your home even more!" Yu Bing said lightly.

She has always longed for a warm home. When she was young, she looked forward to returning to the arms of her parents as soon as possible, to have a complete family, and to stop being a child without a mother.

But when she really returned to Yu's house, she realized that she was not as beautiful as she imagined, and she wanted to go back to the countryside and continue to stay with her grandma.

But she couldn't go back, and she didn't even see her grandma for the last time.

Thinking of grandma, Yu Bingqing's tears began to swirl in her eyes again, and finally fell down uncontrollably.

"Cry, there are many unpleasant things in life, crying and talking is the best way to vent." Xia Tian hugged Yu Bingqing again.

Yu Bingqing vented again, she seemed to want to shed all her tears for the whole year this day, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

After another long time, Yu Bingqing felt pain in the nerves of his head from crying, so he got up.

This time Xia Tian did not speak, as if waiting for Yu Bingqing to speak first.

Sure enough, after Yu Bingqing calmed down for a while, she began to say: "Xiamen, do you know? I made a big mistake this time, a big mistake, and all my decisions have been wrong all along."

"I shouldn't go back to Yu's house and live a life where my father doesn't love my mother. I shouldn't marry him and live a life of pain every day without seeing grandma for the last time. I shouldn't even try to forgive him. Forget all past plans to start over with him."

Yu Bingqing paused for a moment when she said this, then shook her head, although she was talking to Xia Tian, ​​it was more like muttering to herself: "No, the worst thing is that I didn't I shouldn't have met him, I shouldn't have given him all my savings that afternoon, I shouldn't have encouraged him."

At this time, Yu Bingqing's eyes were full of despair and pain.

This time she didn't shed tears, it seemed that the tears had dried up, and she was so hurt that she couldn't even cry.

"Bingqing, there are always many unsatisfactory and regretful things in life, but regret is the most useless thought in this world. Instead of regretting, it is better to look forward to the future. Maybe everything will be better in the future, and it will be as beautiful as you imagined. "

Listening to Xia Tian's words, Yu Bingqing began to think about the future in his heart.

That was the picture of her and Fu Liangchuan holding Fu Lianqing's hand and walking home in the setting sun.

Then Yu Bing shook her head fiercely, waved the picture in her mind away and said: "No, because that picture is not good now. Xia Tian, ​​have you ever had that kind of rekindling, where all your enthusiasm is suddenly extinguished?" The feeling of extinguishing is that kind of deep despair."

"Yes!" The corner of Xia Tian's mouth also had a trace of bitterness.

Yu Bingqing was a little shocked, would a happy person like Xia Tian experience such pain?So how did she keep smiling?
"Would you like to talk to me?" Yu Bingqing asked.

"Of course, these pains have passed in my heart. If I miss my past, I would like to make you feel that someone feels the same way."

In fact, although Xia Tian said so, although some painful things have passed, the painful feeling is always hidden in his heart, and when he thinks of it, he will still feel uncomfortable like a knife.

"If you really don't feel pain anymore, then tell me!"

After hearing what Yu Bingqing said, Xia Tian's eyes drifted to the distance and recalled the past.

"At that time, I was still in school, and I was still a child, you know! When I was a student, my feelings were very pure, and I didn't participate in any impurities. At this time, I especially liked a boy. He was the captain of our school's basketball team. He was tall and handsome. The kids love him, and I'm one of them."

Yu Bingqing listened carefully, as if she had followed Xia Tian's thoughts back to the student days she mentioned.

"At that time, I liked him very much. My heart melted when he smiled at me. But at that time, many girls were chasing after him. I never thought that he would notice me, but in the end I became the lucky one. Son, with him."

"We have been together for three months and five days. I remember it very clearly. It happened to be my birthday. I was on the way to find him, and I saw him giving flowers to another girl. Later I learned that he has always been A central air conditioner, I was very angry when I went back, and I deleted all his contact information."

Listening to Xia Tian's words, Yu Bingqing smiled wryly in her heart, it seems that they really have sympathy for each other, and they were full of expectations in their hearts, and then they were ruthlessly shattered.

"What happened later? When he came back to look for you, were you with him again?" Yu Bingqing asked softly.

"Yes, but not once, but many times. Over and over again, within a year, I found out that he chatted with countless girls and met countless girls, but I turned a blind eye to them."

"Every time he told me that he really loved me, as soon as I heard the word love me, I abandoned all principles and bottom lines. Others contacted me and went back.”

Speaking of this, Xia Tian smiled wryly, maybe he also felt that he was a little too stupid at the time.

"However, in the year we graduated, I figured it out and deleted all his contact information. He contacted me again, but I didn't respond. I contacted me five or six times, and he never did again. found me."

"I'm finished. Although I don't know if my story is as sad as what you have experienced, it is indeed like what you said. Whenever there is enthusiasm in my heart, it will be severely extinguished."

Everyone has the pain in everyone's heart, Yu Bingqing can't feel Xia Tian's pain, and naturally she can't judge whether Xia Xia at that time is less painful than she is now.

"I don't know why, after listening to what you said, I don't feel so uncomfortable." Yu Bingqing smiled slightly, picked up the coffee on the coffee table and took a sip.

Xia Tian also laughed and said, "Perhaps when people listen to other people's miserable experiences, they will feel that they are not the only miserable one, and they will feel much more at ease!"

"Maybe!" Yu Bingqing said softly.

And at this moment, Yu Bingqing's mobile phone's notification sounded, and Yu Bingqing checked it to see that it was a message from Qiu Lianyu.

"Are you ok?"

Yu Bingqing's fingers tapped on the keyboard quickly: "It's good, I have friends staying with me at my house, don't worry, the director didn't say anything!"

"It's okay, with me here, of course he won't say anything."

"That's good, I'm fine, so don't worry!"

Looking at the message from Yu Bingqing, Qiu Lianyu thought about what happened with Fu Liangchuan just now.

After walking out of Yu Bingqing's house, Qiu Lianyu got into Fu Liangchuan's car and followed him to a coffee shop.

As soon as he entered the door, he went straight to the point and said: "Tell me, what did your Bingqing do? I believe it must be a big thing that made her so sad. She is a very dedicated person." , I will never let it go unless it is extremely painful."

Fu Liangchuan hesitated for a moment, but still told everything that happened last night.

He trusts Qiu Lianyu inexplicably, perhaps because Qiu Lianyu has helped him again and again, and he also feels that Qiu Lianyu is the only one who can help him with ideas now!
But what he didn't expect was that Qiu Lianyu picked up his collar directly after listening, and brushed his clenched fist across his cheek, but it didn't drop after all.

"Fu Liangchuan, you are really not human, to do such a thing."

"I was really unconscious at the time, I don't remember anything." Fu Liangchuan said helplessly with grief in his eyes.

He also hates and hates him now, but what's the use of being himself at that time, it's already too late.

Hearing this, Qiu Lianyu sighed, then let go of Fu Liangchuan and said softly: "Whether you didn't remember anything at the time or not, you did, and with Bingqing's character, I won't forgive you this time."

"Is there nothing you can do?" Fu Liangchuan asked tentatively that she told Qiu Lianyu all this, hoping that he could help him with ideas, but he didn't expect such a result.

Qiu Lianyu shook his head and said: "No. Fu Liangchuan, I was never helping you, I just wanted to see Yu Bingqing happy, but you caused him such great pain, so I won't help you anymore gone."

After finishing speaking, Qiu Lianyu left without looking back. He didn't see Fu Liangchuan's expression clearly at that time, and Fu Liangchuan didn't catch up. Qiu Lianyu guessed that he must have felt regretful and helpless at that time.

At the end of her thoughts, Qiu Lianyu looked at the phone and tapped her fingers on the keyboard: Bingqing, no matter what, you must be happy, you must be happy.

But when he was about to press the send button, he felt something was wrong, and then quickly deleted it, throwing the phone aside.

And Yu Bingqing was still chatting with Xia Tian at this time, telling each other their hearts.

Telling, it seems that the emotions between the two people have been vented to a certain extent. Gradually, the two people no longer only talk about those unhappy things, but also start to tell some happy and happy experiences in the past.

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