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"Kiss with me?" Yu Bingqing was stopped by Shu Xin's words, she thought about it suspiciously, and finally shook her head and replied: "Not necessarily, the child is still very clingy to his father."

"I don't think so." Shu Xin smiled mysteriously, and began to enlighten Yu Bingqing, "Anyway, it's impossible for the two of you in the future, and the child must choose one to follow. I know you must be reluctant, so find a way to let the child I choose to be with you!"

"..." Yu Bingqing was silent, and after meeting Shu Xin's earnest eyes, she pulled her lips and looked away.

"You haven't thought about this question yet, have you?" Shu Xin exclaimed in surprise.

"Oh, keep your voice down, I'm going deaf." Waiting for her helplessly, Yu Bingqing finally explained: "Of course I thought about it, but... Leaving aside the issue of child custody, I am reluctant to bear it first." His childhood was incomplete."

"So you want to act as a loving couple with Fu Liangchuan in his so-called childhood? That's not what you said today." Shu Xin coolly recalled what she said today, and asked, "What about the media? Now the media are everywhere. Longer, what kind of clues are found, what kind of person are you going to do?"

"Comfortable..."

"Actually, I know that I shouldn't have said these things, but!" She suddenly blushed, and her voice began to choke: "Qiu Lianyu has worried about so many things for you, can we not let him..."

She was so choked up suddenly that she couldn't speak, Yu Bingqing put down her chopsticks.He stared at her for a while, finally sighed helplessly, and stretched out his hand to wrap her in his arms.

"Okay...I promise you."

Like a person, can really be so humble for him, she has experienced it, so she empathizes with it, so she can't say even a word of rejection.

"Did you go to Laiguang?" After a long time, after Shu Xin's mood stabilized, Yu Bingqing asked softly.

"Ah."

Shu Xin felt embarrassed, her hairy head pressed against Yu Bingqing's shoulder, and she covered her face unwilling to get up.

"Lian Yu..."

Shu Xin knew what she wanted to ask, and answered slowly: "He was drinking non-stop, and with those so-called reporters, he drank half a glass of wine in one gulp, your male assistant kept persuading him, He couldn't listen at all."

Yu Bingqing's eyes suddenly became moist, hot tears overflowed from the lacrimal glands, and almost flowed down in front of Shu Xin.

"Bingqing, if I tell you this like this, you don't think I'm selfish or unfair to you, do you?"

They are obviously friends with each other, but because of the so-called admiration, everything becomes complicated.

"No." Yu Bingqing shook his head, and said solemnly: "I hope the people I love are happy, and I can understand your feelings."

"I'm sorry." However, Shu Xin still insisted on apologizing, "If one day, I mean... if you have to return to Fu Liangchuan for various reasons, I might be angry, but I will try to understand."

"Why is there such an if?" Yu Bingqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, pulled her out of his arms, and looked into her eyes seriously to defend himself: "When did I stop counting what I said?"

"...I'm just afraid."

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that Qiu Lianyu will be sad?"

……

Shu Xin stopped talking, her silent attitude said everything, Yu Bingqing suddenly felt very angry.

She used to think that she had suffered the most deep-rooted injury in the world, so she would take all emotional problems lightly. Whether it is blindness, loss of self, or even willingness to give up everything or even dignity for love, she can smile. Instead, she gave what she thought was the solution.

But when this problem happened to someone close to her, she still couldn't help getting angry.

"Shu Xin, this is really unfair to me." She looked at her only best friend solemnly, her dark and bright eyes had never been so serious and sad.

"Sorry……"

Shu Xin suppressed her mouth to apologize, and tried her best to smile to make herself not look so sad.

"I had a showdown with Lian Yu a long time ago. It was impossible for me and him, and he accepted it. Both of us are constantly working hard to make us become friends without quarrels and indispensable relatives. But what do you say?" If so, all our efforts will be determined."

Shu Xin looked at her with tears in her eyes, and carefully pulled her sleeve to apologize: "Are you angry? I'm sorry...I apologize to you."

"You still don't understand what I'm talking about, do you?" Taking advantage of the gap of silence to let go of the anger she didn't know where to vent, she continued to ask in a soft voice,
Shu Xin shook her head aggrievedly, then nodded in a trance, and she knew that she didn't understand at all.

Yu Bingqing took a deep breath, sat down again, held Shu Xin's hand, and guided: "Shu Xin, be brave, even if the other party is Qiu Lianyu, so what, you are awesome!"

When I first met Shu Xin, she was still a little girl who was not good at words, shy and slow to respond. Yu Bingqing had just transferred to Lincheng, and she was bullied by others on the first day.

The children in junior high school are the most noisy, and they form cliques and think they are special. Yu Bingqing, who just entered the school, looked at the girl who was pulled by a group of girls and accidentally fell to the ground, and wanted to step forward to help her. However, the battle in front of her still made her flinch when she just came to Lincheng.

Qiu Lianyu, who happened to be passing by, saw it, maybe at first he just felt that this group of people blocked the way, said "get out of the way" and was about to pass by, and then saw Yu Bingqing beside him who was hesitant to speak.

Everyone fell silent, Yu Bingqing looked at the time, stepped forward to pull Shu Xin up on the ground, and then quickly left the chaotic scene.

Afterwards, the two of them quickly became good friends, and Shu Xin has loved drawing since then. It is estimated that the time spent drawing with pencils on weekdays is longer than the time spent listening to lectures in class.

Yu Bingqing once asked her why she likes painting so much, and she replied: because she can express things that she cannot express in words.

Yu Bingqing admits this sentence until now, Shu Xin now looks cheerful, bright, considerate and lively, but she has decided from her childhood experience that she has never been the kind of confident and flamboyant person.

Her own world, her own small thoughts, are far more, more exciting, or—more fragile than what she shows.

And it was at that time that not only Yu Bingqing but also Qiu Lianyu appeared in Shu Xin's world.

Qiu Lianyu is the senior of their two years. For that kind of private school with strict management, the possibility of meeting again is very low, let alone further communication.

However, for some reason, Qiu Lianyu began to appear in front of them frequently, or strictly speaking, beside Yu Bingqing, and then, for more than ten years, he came like this.

"Shu Xin, promise me that you will dare to pursue your own happiness, okay?" Yu Bingqing looked at this girl who had worried her for many years, with big round eyes, a face with baby fat, a small and delicate nose and Mouth, the typical appearance of an oriental beauty, but her face is blocked by a pair of huge black-rimmed glasses that ruin the scenery, so that at first glance, she doesn't look brilliant at all.

"I see." Sniffing, Shu Xin hugged her hand tightly, the strong nasal voice made her voice soft and soft, very cute.

"Also, I've wanted to talk about you for a long time because of your appearance. Whose girl doesn't care about herself?" He took off her glasses, wiped off the tears on her face with a tissue, and pushed her away. Going to the mirror, pointing to the shadow in the mirror, she began to scold like a mother: "Are you staying up late every day? Look at the pores on your face! And bags under the eyes!"

As an artist, you must always pay attention to your physical condition, so that when she stared at Shu Xin carefully, she only felt that she needed to clean up her whole body.

"Isn't the nature of my job special..." Shu Xin retorted in a low voice, probably as if Yu Bingqing heard it.

"What? Staying up late to catch up with the manuscript? This is not the reason why you don't care about yourself!" Yu Bingqing tied up her fluffy shoulder-length short hair, leaving a little messy hair on the ear temples, and flipped her bangs again , casually found a clip for her to fix, and after tidying it up for a long time, she nodded in satisfaction and said, "How beautiful it is!"

There is no blemish on the face, the small lips are not smudged but red, the slender willow eyebrows are not stained but dark, she is such a little beauty, Yu Bingqing feels that she is wasting her good genes.

"...The key is that I can't see it." She stared at the mirror in a daze for a few times, then looked back at her with aggrieved eyes.

"Will you wear contact lenses?"

"……Won't."

"How much are you reading now?"

"700..."

The transformation plan has a long way to go, and it took Yu Bingqing several seconds to realize the reality. She leaned on the wall, picked up her glasses from the table, put them on the bridge of her nose again, and asked: "From Starting tomorrow, learn to wear contact lenses when you are outside, and show your kind eyes."

"Ah?" Shu Xin frowned, wondering: "I've worn it before, but I can't poke it in... After trying it once, I feel like my eyes are going to go blind!"

"No."

"..."

Yu Bingqing suddenly became so strong, which made Shu Xin quite uncomfortable. Although she still resisted in her heart, she still agreed?
She has always liked to hide in her own safe zone, insulated from anything unfamiliar to her, and it is best not to touch it for the rest of her life.

But she knew very well that this was wrong, since she couldn't get out by herself, then let it be and let Yu Bingqing pull her forcibly.

In fact, her heart is probably also quietly looking forward to a brand new self, longing for a braver self.

Yu Bingqing stood behind Shu Xin, she could clearly see Shu Xin's hesitation, but after all the unsteadiness faded away, what was left was a dazzling light, the kind that burst out from the inside out, wanting to change good longing.

"Remember to wear contact lenses tomorrow!"

"Ah? I... I'll try my best."