The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

The world kisses me with pain and I will repay it with song - Tagore
Would this world be a better place without me?
They won't pester each other because of me

When the stars fall, should you remember the traces of my past.

Dedicate everything to those who love me and those who hate me, Tian Xiaoxiao thought.

Tian Xiaoxiao's voice became more and more magnetic. The doctor said that after the vocal cords are completely healed, they will return to their previous voice.

During this period of time, Tian Xiaoxiao became very thin, and even her Adam's apple, which was not so obvious before, became more obvious. Tian Xiaoxiao simply cut her hair short and changed into a neutral dress.

Sister Yu looked at Tian Xiaoxiao's pretty face and recited the poem, "The male rabbit's feet are fluttering and the female rabbit's eyes are blurred. The two rabbits walk around, and An Neng can tell whether I am male or female."

Some people used to say that real beauty is hermaphrodite. Sister Yu didn't believe it before, but now she really believes it.

"Why don't you have a physical examination? I see how thin you are, and I'm a little worried about you." Sister Yu caught a glimpse of Tian Xiaoxiao's thin wrist, the arm was as slender as a bamboo pole, and her heart ached even more.

"Thank you, Sister Yu." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes no longer had the original vitality. She was so delicate, but she looked like a doll without emotion. Many disasters forced her to change.

When the results of the physical examination came out, Tian Xiaoxiao took it with a faint smile on his face, "Thank you."

Everything in the body is normal except... terminal breast cancer.

After Tian Xiaoxiao walked out, Sister Yu stepped forward and asked eagerly, "How is it going?"

Tian Xiaoxiao subconsciously hid the medical records behind her back, and she smiled and said to Sister Yu, "Everything is fine."

Sister Yu saw the dodge in Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes, and just grabbed the medical record, "How could this be..." The medical record in Sister Yu's hand fell to the ground, Tian Xiaoxiao met Sister Yu's eyes, she saw Yu My sister's eyes are red, are you going to cry?

"Sister Yu, don't be sad, I will get better, medicine is so advanced now." Tian Xiaoxiao said comforting words, but she herself didn't believe them.

Sister Yu couldn't figure out why a girl as good as Tian Xiaoxiao would get sick. Sister Yu murmured, "This is a quack doctor. How could you get sick? Xiaoxiao, you will be fine."

Tian Xiaoxiao hugged Sister Yu. For some reason, when she heard the news of her illness, her body became so cold without a trace of temperature. Will she really die?However, no one can tell Tian Xiaoxiao the answer except time.

The two walked out side by side.

The sunset glow that day was so beautiful that it was like an illusion. The red sunset glow was mixed with faint sunlight, and even the wind blowing by my ears was warm. The clouds in the sky were white, pink, and red. Outline the picturesque scenery in front of you.

Tian Xiaoxiao stood there, she didn't know how many times she could see such a beautiful scenery.

"Xiaoxiao, you have to laugh, look at the camera." Sister Yu took out her mobile phone to take pictures of Tian Xiaoxiao, and good-looking people always take good-looking photos with good-looking scenery.

Tian Xiaoxiao smiled, still a familiar smile, but I don't know how many more times I can see that smile, neither does Sister Yu.

Wandering on the streets of a foreign country, Sister Yu took Tian Xiaoxiao to see the latest oil painting exhibition.

Seeing the oil painting, Tian Xiaoxiao didn't care about studying and appreciating it, but she still thought of Bai He, remembering that pair of slender white hands holding hers, writing the paintings and dreams in her mind together.

Sister Yu noticed the thoughts in Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes, but Sister Yu didn't know who Tian Xiaoxiao was thinking about.

"Xiaoxiao, why are you in a daze." Sister Yu asked Tian Xiaoxiao's cheek with her finger.

"I just thought of someone." Tian Xiaoxiao replied truthfully, she was indeed thinking of someone now.

"Then is she good-looking?" Sister Yu asked out of girls' gossip, sniffing out a trace of ambiguity.

"Pretty, all the girls in this world are not as good-looking as her." In Tian Xiaoxiao's heart, that ice beauty is the prettiest. People can only watch from afar but not close to profanity.

"Then is she your friend? Or your girlfriend? Could it be your sister?" Sister Yu asked curiously. She could see that Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes would light up when she mentioned that girl.

"No, she's just an old friend of mine, someone I can't wait for." Tian Xiaoxiao's tone is not salty or light since when, people can't hear her emotions clearly, and can't tell whether she is happy or angry , I always feel that she is telling other people's stories.

As usual, Tian Xiaoxiao went to the square to paint for people with paper, pen and gouache paint.

Sister Yu didn't wake up this day and was still sleeping soundly on the bed, so Tian Xiaoxiao went by herself.

"Hello." Tian Xiaoxiao greeted the guests who came to paint, still with a gentle and friendly smile as usual.

Tian Xiaoxiao was serious about drawing portraits for others, but she didn't realize that anyone was looking at her.

"Tian Xiaoxiao."

Tian Xiaoxiao heard the voice and looked up. It turned out to be Ye Zhe. Before he had time to be stunned, he lowered his head and was painting by himself.

"Why did you come here? Haven't you been in Chengdu all the time?" Ye Zhe didn't expect to meet Tian Xiaoxiao here. Tian Xiaoxiao's hair is shorter and thinner, but why does she ignore people? ?
"You've got the wrong person." Tian Xiaoxiao spoke with a deep male voice. She knew that Ye Zhe already had a substitute by her side, and she was sick... It's better to let the substitute live instead of her. Since her life is not long, There is no need to add sorrow to the people you care about.

"What's wrong with your voice... I'm sorry." Ye Zhe was extremely astonished, seeing the obvious Adam's apple, Ye Zhe lowered his head and remained silent.

It turned out that this was just the boy Hetian Xiaoxiao looked like. Ye Zhe continued to go back to the crowd to shoot variety shows, and he didn't look back when he left, but that cold person would never respond to Ye Zhe.

They were only about 30 meters apart, but Tian Xiaoxiao couldn't look at Ye Zhe, so he closed the stall in a hurry today.

"Smile and see what this is—" Sister Yu had a platinum necklace hanging on her hand, which she wanted to give to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"This is...my...necklace..." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't expect to see this necklace again one day, and even the owner of the necklace, Ye Zhe.

"Is this yours? I just thought it looked good and wanted to give it to you, but I didn't expect it to be yours." Sister Yu was surprised that this necklace was originally made by Tian Xiaoxiao. No wonder it felt so familiar at first glance. It must be suitable for Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Thank you, Sister Yu." Tian Xiaoxiao took the necklace, tears ran across her cheeks, and a drop of transparent water fell down onto the mole on her hand.

"Thank you, why don't you bring it?" Sister Yu wiped away the tears from Tian Xiaoxiao's face, she always loved Tian Xiaoxiao, even if a god shed tears, Sister Yu didn't want Tian Xiaoxiao to shed any tears.

"Forget it now, I don't really want to wear it." Tian Xiaoxiao was afraid that Ye Zhe would recognize him if he put on this necklace.

Sister Yu didn't force it either, she knew that Tian Xiaoxiao had something to hide, since Tian Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, she didn't ask.

I didn't go to paint anymore because I was afraid of meeting Ye Zhe, but I still met him.

Tian Xiaoxiao was carrying a vegetable basket to buy vegetables, and walked away in small steps.

"Tian Xiaoxiao——" Ye Zhe chased after him on his skateboard. He didn't have colorful clouds, but only a skateboard to chase after his heart's desire.

After finally catching up, Ye Zhe met those indifferent eyes that looked at him like a stranger, and he seemed to be confused again.

"You've got the wrong person again." Tian Xiaoxiao said with a cold face.

"I'm sorry, because you look too much like a girl I know." Ye Zhe had an embarrassed smile on his face, and he was no longer as energetic as before. I don't know why he is so disappointed now.

"Is that the girl who is very important to you?" Tian Xiaoxiao asked pretending not to care, her lips were careless, and her eyes were cold and irrelevant.

"Yeah, that's the person I like." Ye Zhe said it unconsciously, as if he hadn't said to Tian Xiaoxiao in a serious way, he likes her, why did he say it out of nowhere now.

"That's it, no wonder you look at me so strangely." Tian Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and smiled, afraid of showing too much emotion, she was afraid that she would shed tears.

"I'm sorry, what's your name?" Ye Zhe still wants to know who the person in front of him is, even if he knows it's not Tian Xiaoxiao, but he also wants to know who it is, who looks so similar to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"No comment." Tian Xiaoxiao turned to leave, now she is a little more alienated and indifferent than before, Bai He is cold from the inside to the outside, but Tian Xiaoxiao is now cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

But Tian Xiaoxiao's hand was pulled and she couldn't move anymore. She looked hesitantly at the well-knit and slender hand that held her. There was warmth from the man in the hand, and the air was full of belonging. Ye Zhe's faint cologne smell.

"Are you interested in taking wedding photos with me?" Ye Zhe blurted out, and Ye Zhe secretly scolded himself for being so talkative and ignorant.

"Brother, I'm a man." Tian Xiaoxiao's eyebrows were filled with disgust, two points of astonishment, and seven points of doubt, her hand retracted unconsciously, and she pulled it out suddenly.

"Because I want to record a variety show, I don't have any suitable girls to accompany me, so men are also fine, with labor fees, 2000 yuan." Ye Zhe saw that the people in front of him were dressed plainly, and his life had always been simplified.

So Tian Xiaoxiao seemed to put on a wedding dress and a wig for the 2000 yuan labor fee.

A holy and beautiful wedding dress can only be worn once in a lifetime, right?Tian Xiaoxiao never thought that one day she would be able to wear a wedding dress, but unfortunately it was fake.

The priest in the church solemnly recited the oath, "From now on, regardless of whether you are poor or rich, whether you are healthy or sick..."

Ye Zhe said without hesitation, "I am willing."

Tian Xiaoxiao also echoed, "I am willing."

In fact, they didn't take wedding photos, because Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want to face the camera, Ye Zhe agreed.

Ye Zhe didn't know that the person in front of him was Tian Xiaoxiao, he wondered if Tian Xiaoxiao would look as good-looking in a wedding dress as the boy in front of him.

Wearing a wedding dress but not wearing high heels, because Ye Zhe said, "Hee hee, the girl I know doesn't like wearing high heels, you don't need to wear them even if you are a boy."

Who said you can't wear canvas shoes with a wedding dress?
When the wedding is over, it's a farewell.

"I'm going back to China, tomorrow." Ye Zhe looked at Tian Xiaoxiao, and he didn't know why there was a reluctance in his eyes, as if the real Tian Xiaoxiao was leaving her.

"En." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, and she didn't know how to meet again after this time.

"If there is a chance, I really hope you can meet the girl I like." Ye Zhe still didn't realize that the person in front of him was Tian Xiaoxiao, but just regarded the person in front of him as a boy like Tian Xiaoxiao.

"I hope." Tian Xiaoxiao said that. In fact, she knew that day would never come, because she was the Tian Xiaoxiao that Ye Zhe was thinking of.