Drama host: E-sports male god is very good at petting

Jiang Nicole just thought it was the old man who was comforting herself, and reluctantly raised her head and smiled, not paying attention. However, when the old man patted her hand, she actually started talking about her past.

"I was kidnapped before... At that time, your grandpa Jin was still young, handsome and handsome, and he was not afraid of your jokes when he said it. He was no worse than my grandson now!"

"The ancients said that a beauty is a disaster, it means that a girl who is too good-looking is easy to be snatched by others, which will cause disasters. It is not an exaggeration to put this sentence on a man! He is good-looking, loves me, but provokes me. I became the envy and even the envy of all the little girls..."

Jiang Nicole was gradually attracted by Grandma Jin's story, raised her head, and began to listen carefully to Grandma Jin's speech.

Grandma Jin saw that she was willing to listen to her own story, and knew in her heart that today's persuasion might have something to do with it.

When a person believes that others don't understand her own experience, she will be resisted no matter how others persuade her, but if she can classify herself into a camp, then she can really listen to her own words.

While thinking this way, Grandma Jin continued to tell her own story.

"Some outspoken ones ran right in front of me, pointed at my nose and scolded me that I wasn't good enough for him, and there were some who had too much guts and didn't give you any bad looks on their faces, but in a blink of an eye they could spend money to hire someone to kill you."

"That person's name is... oh, I can't even remember the name now... I just remember that their family seemed to be considered a tyrant in the city at first, because of this matter, your grandpa Jin put it down for life, and became heavily in debt. migrant workers."

"Grandpa Jin loves you." Jiang Nike clearly knew that Grandma Jin had completely come out of this shadow, but after hearing her tell this story, she still couldn't help feeling sorry for this gentle and kind old man.

Grandma Jin patted her hand and smiled like a seventeen or eighteen year old girl.

"You're right. He loves me. But...it doesn't mean that he can take care of me. Just say that the kidnapping was impossible to prevent. He couldn't take care of me even if he wanted to. It's a loss. I'm smart, I pretended to be false to those who wanted to kill me, and lied to them for a few days, otherwise, I'm afraid that if he rescued me, I would have a dead body too!"

"I was really scared at that time. I have never seen such vicious people a few times since I was a child. During the few days when I was tied up, I had to deal with them every day, play tricks with them, and sometimes even be verbalized by them. A few words of humiliation... I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it. When I was rescued in the end, I had many wounds on my body, but many of them were not caused by them, but by myself... It feels like when my spirit is on the verge of collapse , only the pain can wake me up a little bit."

"But pain sometimes brings people not only sobriety, but also bloodthirsty madness and despair. When I stabbed myself in the last few days, what I thought in my heart was no longer the pursuit of sobriety, but, if He really saved me, seeing the scars on my body, would he feel very painful and guilty... Now that I think about it, I was really going crazy."

Jiang Nicole's fingers trembled imperceptibly. In fact, when she forced herself to wake up in the last few days, she occasionally thought about this question in her heart.

"Do you... blame him?" Jiang Nico couldn't help asking.

After asking, it seemed as if she suddenly found a place to confide in, and before Grandma Jin could answer, she continued on her own: "I knew it wasn't his problem, but I still walked around at the juncture of life and death because of him... ...Calling Tian Tian Ying to call the ground ineffective, I struggled fiercely, waiting for him to come to rescue me, but I couldn't wait..."

As Jiang Nico said, her whole body couldn't help shaking.She folded her arms together and buried her face in them.

A moment of confusion appeared on Grandma Jin's face, as if she had returned to the time when she was kidnapped and helpless.

But only for a moment, she was relieved, and patted Jiang Nicole on the back: "How could it be possible that I didn't complain, rationally told myself that I shouldn't be like this, but I still can't get over the emotional hurdle... …At one point there was even a feeling that if I hadn’t been with him, everything would have been fine.”

"In fact, after thinking about it carefully, I didn't really complain, but I was very scared, afraid that something like this would happen again next time. People always covet their own comfort zone, and don't want to encounter such things that make people approach despair..."

Jiang Nicole looked at Grandma Jin, her eyes were a little red: "But you are still with grandpa in the end."

Grandma Jin looked in the direction of Grandpa Jin outside the door, and laughed for no reason: "Yeah, he is so good, why should I punish him for other people's mistakes? He really didn't protect me that time, but always To give him a chance to turn over a new leaf...It turns out that my choice at the time was very wise."

"Although he didn't protect me that time, he protected me every time afterwards. If I had been a little timid and had chosen to back down, it would probably be completely different from what it is now...I'm not sure which life is better Okay, but what I'm sure of is that if I hadn't been with him at that time, this would have probably become the biggest regret in my life, and it would have trapped me for the rest of my life."

Jiang Nicole looked down at her fingers.

In all honesty... choosing to be afraid of Jin Han, hurting him, or even leaving him, if such a thing really happens, I'm afraid it will become my biggest regret.

Grandma Jin saw Jiang Nicole's vacillation, and sighed: "Give him a chance. His grandpa protected me after all, and he can protect you too. Of course I know, if you are asked to go now It is very difficult to trust that he will protect you in the future, but you promise me, at least give him a chance now, okay?"

"What's more, if you really make a decision that will hurt each other this time, I'm afraid you will all suffer for the rest of your life. We might as well choose to face it and choose to forget it, okay?" After finishing speaking, Grandma Jin didn't wait for Jiang Nicole After answering, he opened the door and let Jin Han come in to spend more time with Jiang Nicole.

When leaving the old house, Jiang Nicole's mood was obviously much better.

Jin Han was very relieved, but he still didn't dare to let Jiang Nicole stay alone.But some time ago, in order to find Jiang Nicole's trace, he left a lot of company affairs behind and had to go back to deal with them.

In desperation, Jin Han simply took Jiang Nicole to the company.

Fearing that she would be bored, Jin Han specially asked Fan Cheng to prepare some game consoles, computers and other things that would allow Jiang Nicole to play for a while.

Fan Chengcheng asked Jiang Nicole about the model selection, and Jiang Nicole only answered lightly, without the usual energy at all.

Fan Cheng started to prepare, but secretly sighed for his boss.It may take a long time for Jiang Nicole to fully recover from the impact of this accident.It's really hard to be your own boss.

Fan Cheng guessed right, Jin Han was indeed... very embarrassed.

When Fan Cheng first brought the game console and computer over, Jin Han saw that Jiang Nicole was attracted by them, he was actually quite happy in his heart, and quietly handled his business for a while.

But when he was halfway through the official business, he turned his head to look, only to see that Jiang Nicole was still addicted to the game.

In the past, Jiang Nicole also ignored the game when she was playing, but that was when she was in a good state. If she was really in a bad state, she would not keep playing like this...

She is obviously in a bad state now, and she can't even do basic teamwork. Doesn't playing games provoke her own sadness?
Jin Han paused slightly, and called out to Jiang Nicole: "Are your eyes tired? Let's go out for a while. I remember there was a drink in the tea room, you liked it at the time, do you want to try it? "

Jiang Nicole looked up at him, seemed a little shaken, and wanted to go outside to have a look, but in a blink of an eye she lowered her head again: "I won't go."

She clearly didn't want to go out, maybe it was still a sign of lack of psychological security.

Jin Han rubbed his eyebrows, walked over, and hugged Jiang Nicole.

Jiang Nicole is playing today's seventh game, and someone is scolding her in the game.

——"I don't have any awareness of teamwork, what kind of games are you going out to play! Let's go back and play bronze."

——"This kind of operation is also possible in the bronze one carry five, but if it is placed in this kind of high-end game, it is really too unfriendly to teammates. Are you a booster?"

——"My God, why are you running away! You are the other party's undercover agent! If you don't run away, his head will be in our hands!"

Jin Han frowned, and put his hand on the computer keyboard.

"Forget it, what they said is actually not wrong..."

Jiang Nico looked up and forced a smile: "I don't know how to cooperate with a team, and I really suffer in such a situation."

"You should clean up your stinky mouth."

Jin Han touched Jiang Nicole's temples distressedly. Although he said so, he still followed her opinion in the end and did not help to find the place.

Since it didn't affect her movements, Jiang Nicole didn't care about him.

Jin Han watched her continue playing games from behind, feeling anxious.

It's impossible to continue like this, it will only make the trauma in her heart bigger and bigger, and she has to find a way to distract her from the computer screen and let her get in touch with people more.

Thinking so, Jin Han snatched the mouse while the game was over.

"Baby, go get me a cup of coffee and go to the lounge."

Jiang Nicole was a little reluctant to go out, but Jin Han pretended to be too tired, Jiang Nicole also felt distressed, so she really agreed, and she took the cup out of the office.

There is still some distance between Jin Han's office and the tea room, and he has to pass through three or four departments on the way.

There are different discussions at the door of each department.

"Your plan will definitely be difficult for Mr. Jin, go back and make changes!"

"Hey, you go back and paste the accounting slip, and then send it over!"

"Alas, have you read all the news on the Internet?"

Huh, gossip?Jiang Nicole paused, and skillfully stopped to listen to the corner.