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After I finished speaking, the room was silent for a long time without any further sound. This even made me think that Qin Han was really planning to give up just like that, or that he really didn't want to continue entanglement with me anymore.

So out of curiosity, I turned my head to look at Qin Han's expression, but when I saw the sadness in his eyes, I avoided it immediately without hesitation, and didn't dare to look at him again .

Sure enough, the timid person is still me. No matter how hard I say it, it still can't change the truth.

And Qin Han was silent for a long time, and finally turned everything into a sigh, "If this is what you want, if you really want us to have no contact from now on, I think maybe I can meet your request, I can do that too."

Obviously, what Qin Han said now is what I have always hoped for. I hope that he will stop having anything to do with me. I hope that the relationship between the two of us can end like this, but when he said all this to me After that, it made me feel a little flustered inexplicably.

So I hurriedly turned my head and yelled at him without hesitation. The speed was so fast that even I couldn't react. I didn't even know if I said these words from the heart, or just out of anger. It's just words.

"If this is the case, then you should leave quickly. Can you go out from here? I don't want to see you again. There is no relationship between the two of us. Can you stop telling me that these things have been done in front of me? It's meaningless words!"

"You're right. I just want you to leave me. I just want you to stop having any contact with me. I don't want to have too much involvement with you. Don't you understand?"

"To be honest, you shouldn't have come here today, why did you come to see me?
Now you have nothing to do with me, and I won't be grateful to you for coming here, I just think this is what you should do, so now leave here again, get out now! "

While talking to Qin Han like this, I stretched out my finger in the direction of the door of the ward, the purpose is to force him to leave quickly, because only when he leaves, I will not struggle and feel sad all the time, only when he leaves, can I fully accept it Such a reality.

But even though I have made it so clear, Qin Han still has no intention of leaving. He still stares at me with calm and deep eyes, which seem to be as dark as the deep sea in my dream just now. I couldn't breathe, but I couldn't help but want to sink into it, and I couldn't wake up again.

His attraction to me is really fatal, like a moth to a flame, without any complaints.

But even so, knowing that it is impossible for me and him, I can no longer allow myself to be so willful. There are too many things I have to do, and there are too many people I am sorry for. Indulge yourself again and again?

I was constantly struggling with pain in my heart. I looked at Qin Han without saying a word, and I knew that he was in the same pain as me, and he didn't want to leave, but I forced him again and again, so that he had to do something. choose.

But now I can only make him leave me, and leave the situation I don't want to face, only by forcing him to press harder.

So even though I was extremely reluctant, I still bit the bullet and gritted my teeth, thinking that Qin Han's words would probably hurt him again, but I had no choice, because none of us could do it now. Back to before.

"Why don't you leave? Is it because I didn't understand clearly enough? Do I have to say all the cruelest things? Qin Han, because of the relationship between you and me, I don't want to speak too harshly. So you leave now, okay? Don't let me see you again, okay, there is really nothing to say between me and you!"

"If I want to leave, I will leave now, but I hope you can ask yourself, do you really think so in your heart? Do you really want me to leave you?"

"Chen Ci, why do you lie to yourself again and again, you clearly know exactly what you think in your heart. But you go against your truest wishes again and again!"

Suddenly, Qin Han spoke to me like this.The deadline was for my questioning and suspicion, but Qin Han soon understood everything by himself, and told me the answer directly. His attitude was very firm, as if he had already made up his mind.

I opened my mouth, looked at him with astonishment, and couldn't say a word to respond to him for a long time.

I don't quite understand what Qin Han meant by saying this to me all of a sudden, but I have a feeling in my heart that Qin Han seems to understand my mood.

He also knows that I don't want him to leave, even though I said so many cruel words to him, and even yelled at him, but my feelings for him, even if he betrayed me, cannot be eliminated overnight Something has changed.

I still like him, like him more than everything in this world.

The current state seems to be just you hiding it from me. Qin Han and I are very aware of each other's feelings towards each other, but neither of us can bow our heads, and neither of us can go to the other party to ask for reconciliation again, because we both understand that this is wrong. possible.

Under the pressure and persecution of what happened in the past, even if we are really still together, we can't go back to the way we were before, always thinking about each other, and always just thinking about each other's feelings.

So instead of struggling to stay together, I think it's better to temporarily abandon all of this. Only when I completely break off with Qin Han can our lives start again, and maybe I can get a third rebirth.

And now if I continue to entangle with Qin Han, then in the end it will only be me who will be destroyed.

So after hesitating and thinking for a long time, I just smiled at Qin Han suddenly, and then nodded slightly at him.

This time I faced Qin Han without turning my head, I just looked at his eyes, even though it made me tremble slightly with fear, but I must make Qin Han understand that it is impossible for anyone to miss the past anymore, because we all I can't go back.

"I have told you the answer over and over again, but if you still need it, I can still tell you without hesitation, it is all because of our previous friendship, and I hope you will stop being so obsessed .”

"Qin Han, now I can solemnly tell you that everything I said just now is from the heart. I don't want to have anything to do with you. I hope we can end here. I hope we can stop To get entangled, is it really so difficult for you who have always acted decisively?"

"You can judge everything in an instant, why now that I have given up on the relationship between the two of us, you still keep pestering me?
This is of no benefit to you and me, even if I beg you, please stop now, there is no future between me and you! "

"But you tell me, how can I stop loving someone, I couldn't leave you in the past, but now you want to push me away from you, don't you think it's too cruel? "

Qin Han's words made my heart feel like a knife. Before this, I had never heard a word about his love for me from his mouth, but now he showed his sincerity in front of me without reservation .

If this was in the past, when I heard Qin Han say such words to me, I couldn't imagine how happy I would be in my heart!

It turns out that while I have always loved Qin Han, he also loves me, which is why he will always stay by my side, never caring what he has paid for me.

"Do you really think what I did was cruel? If what I did was cruel, then what is the thing that your Qin family did to our Chen family? Can I understand that it is not something that humans can do at all?" matter?"

When I spoke to Qin Han like this, I was very emotional. I just felt that I couldn't confide in the grievances I was full of. He just felt that I was driving him away now, but has he ever thought about what the Qin family did to the Chen family? What happened, how much harm did it do to me?
That is an injury that cannot be erased at all, and how dare you say such things to me now.Whether I am cruel or their Qin family is more cruel, doesn't he know better than me?
So I looked at Qin Han with more hatred. I took a few deep breaths, just to calm down my mood gradually.

And Qin Han listened to me say these words, he didn't speak for a long time, just stood there in a daze, for a long time, there was a slight change in his eyes, but the deep sorrow was erased in an instant, Makes me blind to other emotions.

But now I have no other thoughts except to let Qin Han leave here.

I just want him to disappear from my eyes as soon as possible. I don't want to see him again, and I don't want to recall the past that made me sad. Is it just so simple that he can't do it?

Suddenly, Qin Han's voice was low, as if he had thought for a long time before speaking to me.

"If you really think so, then I will leave here now. It's just that your body has not fully recovered. Don't leave the hospital for the time being. You must follow the doctor's arrangement."

Even though he was about to leave, Qin Han still did not forget to ask me, but I would rather believe that his concern for me now is all false.

Because I don't know how I should respond to his concern for me now, if I really accept it, then the entanglement between me and him will only become more and more entangled, but if I let it be so easy Give up, but I can't bear it.

However, there is always a voice in my heart, which keeps telling me, don't be so soft-hearted, you must not be so soft-hearted, once you respond to Qin Han's words now, all the efforts you have made before will be in vain!
So, even though I was full of entanglements, I stubbornly turned my head away, stopped looking at Qin Han, and spoke fiercely to him again.

"Have you not finished what you should say? If you finish, leave now. I don't need you to continue talking here. There is no need! The relationship between me and you has already ended, How can there be so much to say!"

At this moment Qin Han didn't answer me anymore, maybe I was heartbroken, he just stood there silent for a long time, until finally I heard his footsteps, it seemed to spread all the way to the door, and then disappeared...