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Before Lin Xiangtian said these words to me, although I had thought about it, I had never doubted myself so strongly in my heart like at this moment, whether what I did was right or not.

Perhaps it was because my silence was too obvious at this time, Lin Xiangtian also noticed it, so he looked at me with a bit of worry in his eyes, and even took the initiative to explain to me.

"Xiaoci, what happened to you all of a sudden, why didn't you speak, did I say something wrong just now?
Don't pay attention to what I say, it's just my own opinion.Maybe you have your own plans, you can't impose my ideas on yourself, it would be unfair to you. "

"No, that's not the case.

Of course I understand that this is all your thoughts, but before you said it to me, I was already wondering if what I did was too much. Today, if you say it like this, I think I can almost get the answer . "

I raised my head and smiled sadly at Lin Xiangtian. All my previous thoughts now have a definite answer.What I did to Chen Tang and Lin Xun was indeed too much. I destroyed all the care and love they had for me.

What I did was not fair to Chen Tang and Lin Xun. They may have been hurt too deeply by me, but wouldn't this be the same for me?
After all, although there are many people around me, I don't know which ones treat me sincerely and which ones have their own goals.

But for Chen Tang and Lin Xun, they are one of the few that I can separate, and why they stay by my side.

But even so, I still kicked them away from me without hesitation, and I told them that I don't want to see them again, all of this was done by myself and has nothing to do with others.

The more I think about the unforgivable things I did to Lin Xun and Chen Tang two days ago, the more I feel guilty.

I hurriedly reached out and grabbed Lin Xiangtian's clothes tightly, and looked at him with begging eyes, "Lin Xiangtian, tell me quickly, what should I do next, am I serious?" I did too much, did I really hurt Lin Xun and Chen Tang, and will they forgive me in the future?"

"When I did these things, I didn't think about other consequences at all. I just didn't want them to be hurt by Qin Han, but you are right. Maybe after I did this, they didn't think about it because of Qin Han. Hurt, but because I was hurt..."

"And compared to Qin Han's harm to them, perhaps my harm to them is more serious, so what should I do next, how can I make up for the mistakes I made, and will they forgive me? Woolen cloth?"

I kept asking Lin Xiangtian, and he looked at me with a hurt expression in his eyes. Now he loves me very much, so he stretched out his hand to caress my back continuously.

It seems that comforting me like this is not enough, you want to not only pat me on the back gently, but even comfort me softly.

"Don't worry about Xiao Ci. Things are not as bad as you imagined. After you explain the reason to them clearly, they will definitely come back. There is no reason for you to be sad at all."

"What's more, since you have already done this, it is already irreversible. If you tell them the truth now, they may forgive you, but the harm you have done to them has already been done.

Similarly, they will know what Qin Han has done to you, which will make things worse for them. "

"So Xiaoci, instead of continuing to be sad here, you should think about how to deal with this matter now.

As long as you take care of this whole matter, when the time comes to tell Lin Xun and Chen Tang, they will have less resentment towards you in their hearts, and maybe they will be more able to accept this matter, do you think Woolen cloth? "

At this moment, Lin Xiangtian was analyzing the whole thing to me carefully. When I opened my mouth to listen to him analyze the whole thing to me, I was in a very bad mood at first, but as he slowly narrated, my mood gradually changed. It started to turn around.

What Lin Xiangtian said is very reasonable in itself. It is useless for me to be sad here now, because this whole thing came out of my hands, and I have already done it. What kind of ability do I have to change it? Woolen cloth?
Instead of continuing to worry and grieve here, I might as well think about how to deal with this whole matter, because only in this way can I go back to Lin Xun and Chen Tang and explain it clearly to them.

That's why after listening to what Lin Xiangtian said to me, I looked at him with a little more determination, which somewhat dispelled the initial confusion and helplessness.

But I was still a little skeptical, and asked him softly, "Lin Xiangtian, tell me clearly whether this matter is like this, do you really think so. After the whole thing is over, I and Lin Xun and Chen Tang explained, will they listen to me? Will they really understand what is the reason for my doing so?"

Listening to my questioning to him in doubt, Lin Xiangtian nodded to me without hesitation, his eyes were full of determination, obviously he firmly believed in his own idea, and was afraid of it for a short time. Is not going to make any changes.

And I think, for me now, what I need is the look of Lin Xiangtian looking at me, because I can get the firmness I want in Lin Xiangtian's eyes, which is something I have never been able to. Make up your mind something.

I'm always too fragile, so vulnerable that I look down on myself. Many times, I have to need the encouragement of others to cheer up.

So now, I can see clearly in Lin Xiangtian's eyes, he brought this firmness to me, which of course made me feel a lot of comfort in my heart, at least I am not so helpless compared to before.

So I laughed immediately, and nodded firmly to Lin Xiangtian. The hand that grabbed his sleeve at the beginning not only did not relax, but tightened a little bit.

Because I really want Lin Xiangtian to understand that I will handle this whole matter properly, and then I will tell Chen Tang and Lin Xun what the reason for this is.

I believe that at that time, even if the two of them are still a little angry, as long as I explain to them clearly the reason for this whole thing, they will definitely express a certain understanding and trust in me.

And in the end we will be just as good as ever, just like before.

But, maybe I can restore the relationship between myself and Lin Xun Chentang, but there is only one person, once I lose him, I will never come back.

And this person is the biggest problem I have to face.

Because of Qin Han, I fell asleep crying and crying, and this sleep lasted for a day and a night, and I was completely unconscious.

If it wasn't for Lin Xiangtian knocking on the door, I don't know how long I would sleep. I was so sad in my heart, I didn't think of it at first, so I didn't feel much.

But now when I think of Qin Han's eyes, and what he said to me before leaving, my heart can't restrain the pain.

Perhaps Lin Xiangtian already knew what happened between me, Lin Xun and Chen Tang, but he absolutely couldn't learn from Xu Yi what happened between me and Qin Han yesterday.

Because only Qin Han and I were present at the time, no one else knew what happened in this room except us.

But Lin Xiangtian has always been very sensitive, and he knows me very well. When he saw that I suddenly lowered my head and remained silent, he could immediately feel that I must have something on my mind to keep him from him.

So he looked down at me, with a questioning look in his eyes, and asked me softly.

"What's the matter, Xiaoci, why did you suddenly stop talking? Do you have something on your mind? If so, tell me now, and I can help you solve your problems and help you think about how to solve it , isn’t it too boring for you to be alone in your heart?!”

Lin Xiangtian spoke to me in a persuasive manner. Originally, I didn't want to tell him, but when I thought about it, he was also unwilling to tell me just now, but I kept asking him again and again.If I hide it now, it will be too unfair to Lin Xiangtian, so I can only nod slightly to him, with a helpless smile all over my face.

"Forget it, I won't hide it from you. I don't think I can hide it from you. If you want to know, you will definitely ask me like I asked you. At that time, even if I don't Willing to speak out."

Hearing what I said, Lin Xiangtian suddenly laughed. He shook his head slightly at me with a helpless expression on his face, but he didn't deny my words, which shows that he also thought so in his heart.

"When you came, I didn't tell you why I slept all day, but now I think I should.

Qin Han came back yesterday, and I had a good talk with him.I asked him why he has been so kind to me for so many years, whether it was just because of guilt, but he was unwilling to admit it. "

"However, he didn't admit that he was nice to me because of guilt, but he couldn't say any other reasons that could explain his behavior.

So I just felt that he was lying, so I didn't say anything more, and I felt that there was no need to talk to him anymore.

I let him go from here and told him I never wanted to see him again. "

I slowly said this to Lin Xiangtian, and the surprise on Lin Xiangtian's face told me that he was really ignorant of this whole matter, and he probably didn't expect that I would be so decisive.

Lin Xiangtian faced me silently for a long time, he still didn't seem to be able to react to my words, but in the end he still looked at me in disbelief, shaking his head slightly while asking me questions.

"Xiao Ci, tell me the truth, you are not joking with me, are you? Did you really drive Qin Han out of here?"