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So I can only back away again, avoiding his gentle hands that wiped away my tears. I dare not touch Qin Han's tenderness for me again, because it will only hurt me more.

"Even if I beg you, Qin Han, don't do this again, don't help me wipe away my tears." I stopped myself from facing Qin Han, and even begged him, hoping that he would stop giving me While hoping, give me another blow.

Looking at my current appearance, Qin Han was quite at a loss. He looked at me with panic in his eyes, but he did not take a half step closer to me according to what I said.

"Chen Ci, we can talk about what exactly happened."

"Of course, whatever happened, why can't we just sit down and talk about it?"

I forced myself to calm down and wiped away the tears on my face with my sleeves, so I smiled and pointed at Qin Han to the sofa beside me, inviting him to sit down with me too.

Although Qin Han had doubts on his face, he didn't ask any further questions. He sat down following the direction my hand was pointing at, and stared at me worriedly.

Now that there are no tears blurring my eyes, I can finally see Qin Han not far away.His back was facing the light, and the sun outside the window was about to rise, covering his whole body with an inconspicuous circle of light.

Looking at him at this moment, I suddenly remembered that when I was in Hong Kong, I wanted to go to the amusement park, but others were unwilling to play the merry-go-round with me.

So Qin Han took over the entire amusement park, even jumped on the carousel by himself, stretched out a hand towards me in a very gentlemanly manner, and wanted to invite me to go up.

The place is full of decorative stars, and as the merry-go-round turns, Qin Han can only walk step by step. He crushes the stars, shining radiantly, like a god from the sky, so sacred and inviolable.

That moment will always remain in my memory, beautiful and unforgettable.

But the strange thing is that when I think of those past events now, I feel a sense of sadness from my heart.

After all, Qin Han and I hadn't known each other for long at that time, and he helped me so much, even renting out the entire playground for me, presumably it was just to ease my guilt towards the Chen family.

When I think of these things, I just feel powerless. At this moment, I can't even cry, I can only show a pale and weak smile to Qin Han.

Before I met Qin Han, I thought that I might have all kinds of emotions, but I never thought that I could face him so calmly and talk with him so peacefully.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still smiled when I looked at Qin Han, "Qin Han, do you know that I have always wanted to ask you a question."

"What do you want to ask me? As long as you can say it, I will definitely answer you." Qin Han spoke to me without hesitation, he was a little flustered, obviously not worried about what kind of questions I would ask him .

In this case, of course I don't have to continue to hesitate in my heart. While nodding slightly to Qin Han, I spoke to him.

"Qin Han, I have known you for so many years, today I just want to ask you sincerely, have you ever...really fallen in love with me?"

When Qin Han heard me ask him this question, his eyes froze slightly, obviously he didn't expect that I would ask him such a question.

But Qin Han didn't hesitate too much. After reacting, he immediately nodded firmly to me, "I don't understand why you ask me like this, but I can tell you sincerely that I really love you You, that never changed."

"Are you really in love, and I have never changed?"

When I heard Qin Han say this sentence to me, I couldn't help but repeat it again. Even so, I still felt that this sentence was like a joke, so fragile and vulnerable.

But Qin Han didn't hear the sarcasm in my repetition, he just gave me a further explanation, still extremely firm.

"We have known each other for so long, slowly you are changing me, and I am also changing you, until now... I can't live without you."

Qin Han was so affectionate that I was momentarily at a loss for words.

Although I have confirmed the relationship with Qin Han for a while, he has never said such affectionate words to me, which made me a little dazed for a while, wondering if what he said was true.

For a long time, all Qin Han can do is stay by my side. He uses all his abilities to protect me, care for me, and prevent me from being hurt by the outside world, but he seldom says anything about loving me. .

Maybe it's because I'm used to it, so even if Qin Han didn't say anything, I didn't ask for it, so I didn't care, but when I suddenly heard it today, it was a different feeling.

For the first time, I felt that love words are so moving, and that it actually has the effect of soothing people's sorrow and pain. Unfortunately, I have never experienced it before, and I may not have it again after this.

However, I knew clearly in my heart that even if the love words I had from Qin Han to me were only for a few seconds, to me, it still made me very happy, no matter whether it was true or not.

But happiness is happiness, I am not confused, I still remember very clearly what the Qin family has done to the Chen family, and Qin Han has been deceiving me all the time, maybe he is deceiving me now.

So after hesitating for a long time, I still smiled at Qin Han, tilted my head to look at him, and asked him, "You said you changed me, and I changed you too. But I didn't realize it, Can you tell me where the two of us have changed?"

"Many places, many places have changed, and some things that can only be discovered in the details have all changed." Qin Han still had a firm attitude, and said slowly to me, "When I first met you, you were sensitive and sensitive. Weak, almost untouchable, but now you're strong, you're brave, you can stand alone, you can fight things you don't like."

"You are no longer full of despair about life, you start to have confidence, have expectations, and start working towards a better and more perfect direction, all of which are changes brought about by you."

Qin Han opened his mouth slowly to me, his black eyes seemed to be shining with charming light like stars, and there seemed to be only gentleness in his eyes when he looked at me.

Just at this moment, how much I want to be completely intoxicated in his eyes, so affectionate, so moving, completely full of love only for me.

But when I think about everything I talked about with Qin Han's father at the Qin family today, my thoughts will bring me back to reality. It tells me time and time again that what Qin Han is showing in front of me now may also be pretending, so I can't take it lightly.

So it seemed that in an instant, the emotion in my heart disappeared in an instant.I lowered my head and remained silent for a long time before I calmed down. When I raised my head to look at Qin Han again, my voice trembled slightly.

"Then, didn't you say that you changed me, but I also changed you? But I didn't find any difference between you and before, so can you tell me, when you and I first met you, how did you change? Where?"

Qin Han was taken aback for a moment, probably because he didn't expect me to ask so directly, but he still had a gentle expression on his face.After hesitating for a while, he nodded slightly to me.

"You have changed me more than I have changed you. It's just that you haven't discovered it yet, but you will definitely discover it in the future if you believe in me."

"But if I tell you, I want to know now. I want you to tell me it yourself, instead of letting me find it myself."

I stubbornly spoke to Qin Han, to put it bluntly, I just wanted to make things difficult for him, I just wanted to make my heart feel better, so no matter what other people think at this time, I don't care at all.

And Qin Han also seemed to understand that if he didn't say it, then I would never give up, so he nodded to me again and explained to me at the same time.

"Do you know Chen Ci, before I met you, I always felt that love is something vague and unreliable. It can't be regarded as something that people yearn for at all, but should be something to avoid."

"Many people have been tortured because of it, and only feel that life is hopeless. Many people think that with it, they will be happy and happy from now on, but more people are injured because of it, but it still makes people flock to it. Absolutely."

"So I have always sneered at these things, but since I met you, when I slowly changed you, I found that I couldn't do without you.

I feel restless every day without hearing from you.I always need to know where you are and whether you are safe, so that I can calm down and work. "

"At first I just thought it was my natural reaction, so I didn't care much, but then as the quarrel started, I found that my heart would start to ache uncontrollably. All I think about is you. Jing When you calm down, your smiles and frowns are all in front of you."

"So I started to wonder, I didn't understand what was wrong with me, how could I be obsessed with you because of you, and I couldn't let it go. Then when I kissed you, I was able to be completely sure of my mind , I think I probably fell in love with you."

"The thing that used to be illusory to me, maybe it didn't exist at all, it still found me after all, and let me meet you. There is no benefit or reason in it, I just fell in love with you you."

Qin Han began to tell me all this affectionately. Every time he said something, my heart would be hit suddenly.

The fortress that was originally built because he deceived me was vulnerable, but now it has become a ruin, completely revealing my original emotions.

Listening to Qin Han's slow and affectionate narration, I still couldn't hold back my tears, but I didn't understand whether it was because I was moved, or because I couldn't be sure of his true feelings for me, so I felt confused helpless.

The moment he saw me crying, Qin Han seemed a little flustered. He didn't expect that what he said would make me cry, so he hurriedly stretched out his hand, trying to wipe the tears off my face.

Facing Qin Han's gesture of caring for me, I dodged without a trace and shook my head slightly at him.