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At this moment, every word Lin Xun said felt like a knife was slashing my heart. It was dripping with blood and kept falling downwards. It seemed that the next moment I would faint due to excessive blood loss. on the ground.

But at this time, I absolutely cannot lose. As long as I show a little bit of cowardice, all the barriers I have accumulated just now will collapse.

And Lin Xun and Chen Tang will always see me in the ruins, weak, helpless and confused.

Therefore, I gritted my teeth, clenched my hands into fists, and my nails were deeply embedded in the flesh. The pain made me more conscious, and I turned my head and yelled fiercely at Lin Xun.

"You put all the blame on me, whether it's because I didn't call you, or I don't want to tell you these things now. In short, all the faults are all on me, and you didn't No mistakes at all!"

"All the faults are caused by me. I have brought you so many disasters. If this is the case, why do you insist on staying by my side?

You asked me to apologize to you, but I don't understand, what do I have to apologize to you, or do I have to do something to apologize to you? "

"I have never told you 'Lin Xun, I beg you to stay by my side, I beg you to help me, I beg you to be busy for me', Lin Xun, ask yourself, I Did you ever say that?"

I spoke to Lin Xun without hesitation, and watched her face turn from red to white, and gradually turned gray. I think at this moment, her mood is probably the same as mine, heartbroken and desperate.

"What's the matter, Lin Xun, why don't you speak anymore? It's because you can't think of any reason to refute me, right?" I continued to speak in a cold voice, with a mocking smile on the corner of my mouth, "If you don't speak, can I I don't think you have anything to say..."

"Lin Xun, everyone knows that we are adults, and we are not young, everything we do is out of our own will!

That being the case, I never forced you to help me yourself, so why do you want me to be grateful to you? ! "

Lin Xun was a little dazed listening to my words, she looked at me with wandering eyes, I think my words have broken her heart, and she made me feel ashamed.

At this time, I really want to stretch out my hand and slap myself twice, to wake myself up, and stop hurting Lin Xun so much, but I can't, my pain is not less than Lin Xun at all.

The silence in the room lasted for a long time, and I could even hear my own slight breathing, until Lin Xun in front of me suddenly grinned, showing a sad smile on his face.This time, there was no ridicule and contempt, but only despair and loss.

Lin Xun suddenly tilted his head, looked at me with probing eyes, opened his mouth slowly, and finally opened his mouth softly, "So today... you finally expressed your true thoughts, didn't you?" Chen Ci. You have never had any gratitude to me, do you think everything I do is due?"

"As you said, you never begged me to help you with anything, never begged me to take care of you, I asked for all this?"

"I have known you for a long time. I thought I knew you pretty well. Sometimes you just have a cold face and a warm heart. But today you made me doubt my previous opinion. Maybe I should change this view." It's..."

A soreness suddenly surged in my throat, and then rushed to my nasal cavity. It seemed that as long as Lin Xun gave me a sad look, I could cry immediately.

So I hurriedly turned my head away, not daring to look at Lin Xun again, and took a deep breath to ease my mood, "Did you only find out today? If you only found out today, then in the future you You have to be more precise when looking at people. Don't imagine a person too beautifully, no one is really as perfect as you imagine..."

"And what you said is not wrong. No matter you have helped me or you have always taken care of me, I think this is what you want. I have never felt any gratitude to you..."

"No one forced you to do these things, you wanted to do it yourself. So if this is the case, why do you force me to be grateful to you?"

While speaking slowly to Lin Xun, I laughed out loud to cover up my sadness, "So don't be stupid again, Lin Xun, no one would think that way, these are all your own imaginations That's all..."

Facing my answer, Lin Xun stretched out her hands to applaud without hesitation. She still had a smile on her face, but I clearly only felt sadness and despair from it.

"Okay, that's great." She nodded slowly, as if she had exhausted all her strength, "So the truth of the matter is like this, and I'm the stupidest person!"

When I heard Lin Xun speak to me like this, my heart was about to break.I really want to tell her the truth, I definitely don't think so, she has always been my best friend, and my affection for her even exceeds that of Xu Yi and Lin Xiangtian.

I am really grateful to Lin Xun for being by my side, willing to help me, protect me, and fight for me no matter what happens.

I never meant to hurt her, but now because of these unspeakable secrets, I can only tell her like this, and I can only say the more serious the better.

Only when I make Lin Xun feel hopeless in her heart, will she be disappointed in me and won't ask anything about me again.In this way, she will leave me, and will not be hurt like me from these things.

Obviously what I did was to protect Lin Xun, just like she usually protects me, but because I couldn't say it, it only deepened the misunderstanding between us.

I am more wronged than anyone else, but I have to pretend to be stronger than anyone else, at least in this room, I must not cry, as long as I cry, I will lose everything.

Clenching my hands into fists, my body trembled uncontrollably. I could only control it as much as possible, but I didn't know if Lin Xun had discovered the clue, so I could only bite the bullet and speak to her.

"What you said is not wrong. You have always been the stupidest person. But it is not bad for you to find out now. At least you know that you will not make mistakes again and again in the future, so now are you going to fight from now on?" Leave here?"

While speaking, a mocking smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, and I looked at the despair in Lin Xun's eyes. I thought why I was so despicable and unbearable, but why couldn't I make other decisions?

The sadness in Lin Xun's eyes became more and more intense. If I were her, I would probably have rushed out at this moment.I don't want to be in this sad place again, facing someone who has betrayed me so much.

But Lin Xun didn't do this in a hurry, she still stared at me, although her eyes were full of sadness, despair and loss, she still didn't leave.

She choked up several times, seeing tears coming out of her eyes, but she stubbornly raised her head, "Lin Xun, I will ask you one last time, this is definitely the last time! Are you telling the truth? Are you Do you really want me to leave? Do you really... never regard me as your friend?"

No, of course not!

None of this is true, all I said was against my will, and I don’t want you to leave me, I just want you to be by my side all the time, and you have always been one of my best friends ...

I shouted vigorously from the bottom of my heart, but unfortunately Lin Xun couldn't hear anything, and my face was pretending to be strong and indifferent, even when I looked into her desperate eyes, I still pointed at her without hesitation. nodded.

At this moment, the connection between me and Lin Xun fell apart, splashing into countless fragments.

"Maybe I did treat you as a friend before, but now I've had enough, I've had enough of your control over me, enough of your mockery of me all the time, since I've made my words clear today, then I won't Scared of you leaving!

In other words, your departure doesn't change anything for me at all. I have one more you by my side, or one less you. Does it make any difference? "

After coldly saying these words to Lin Xun, before I could get her answer, Chen Tang on the side just couldn't take it anymore, he suddenly stood up from his seat and yelled at me.

"Sister, what are you doing? Do you know what stupid things you are talking about now? How can you say that! Lin Xun has always taken care of you and put all her thoughts on you, but you Do this to her!"

Chen Tang's roar was undoubtedly a condemnation of me, and Xu Yi never said a word.It's because he understands why I said such things to Lin Xun.

But Chen Tang didn't understand that he was kept in the dark like Lin Xun, and in his view, I was just cold-blooded and heartless.

For a long time, Chen Tang may have thought that I was a person with flesh and blood and feelings.

Otherwise, as his older sister, he wouldn't be so dependent on me.

But today I made him realize a brand new statement, a statement that he was never familiar with, extremely strange, and frightening.

However, I had no choice but to defend myself. Facing Chen Tang's condemnation of me, I could only turn around and look at him with indifferent eyes.

"Have you said enough, am I your own sister, or is Lin Xun your relative? If you want to help Lin Xun so much, why not leave here with her..."

Chen Tang's face showed a look of shock, he probably didn't expect that I would talk to him like this, but in fact I didn't want to, but now I have nothing to do...

He stared at me blankly for a long time, and finally laughed incredulously, shaking his head at me, as if he only felt that all this was a nightmare, and he had better wake up from the dream as soon as possible.

"Sister, I beg you not to do this, please, stop joking with me and Lin Xun, you see that you are about to make her cry, and I will cry for you later!