Remarried Wife Slave: Mr. Qin, please sign

"Sorry, Xu Yi, I'm sorry, I didn't hold back, I shouldn't have cried in front of you, I didn't want you to worry, but I couldn't help it, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

I shook my head desperately at Xu Yi, feeling very guilty in my heart. At this time, I kept thinking about what he said to me in the car before.

I knew he was worried about me, and that was the last thing I wanted to happen, but it happened to me anyway.

He had already made an agreement with me before, Xu Yi didn't want to see me crying, so I told him that I would try my best to control it, but all the promises had been wiped out, because I still cried uncontrollably.

According to my previous agreement with Xu Yi, he should feel angry, helpless, and disappointed now. He should reprimand me and ask me why I did this.

Just like in his house before, he reprimanded me loudly, telling me what I did wrong, but Xu Yi didn't do that, he just looked at me calmly, and finally a smile appeared on his face.

Immediately afterwards, Xu Yi shook his head slightly to me, still wiping the tears off my face with his hands, so that I could see his expression clearly at this time.

"It's okay Xiaoci, I know you must have been wronged, and you must have understood a lot of things you don't want to know, but everything will be resolved, so don't be too sad, okay?"

"I've told you many times that the past is the past. It doesn't represent the present or the future, so don't take it too seriously."

"But do you know that I have been deceived all this time. From the moment Qin Han and I met, it was a deception. Everyone in the Qin family was hiding it from me. It turned out that they all knew the truth, and only I have been Foolishly, thinking that Qin Han is all I have."

I couldn't help telling Xu Yi that once the grievance was vented, it was out of control. The previous strength had long since disappeared without a trace, and my legs were weak, so I couldn't help leaning forward.

If Xu Yi hadn't supported me, I think I would have fallen to the ground right now. He held me tightly in his arms and patted my back comfortingly.

"It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. It's all in the past. Maybe Qin Han did lie to you before, but he loves you now. You know it yourself, so why do you care so much?"

"Didn't you come today just to settle this matter? Now that you have done it, this matter is about to be resolved, so after we leave here, let's not pursue it any more, okay?"

"In the future, we will still be by your side. All of us will be with you and will never leave you. The truth is already known, but that is the past. Now you should focus on the present and the future."

I could hear that every word Xu Yi said was trying to suppress him. He wanted to tell me more than this, but he didn't say the extra, probably because he thought it was harmful.

I know he wants me to let go of the past grievances. After all, the relationship between me and Qin Han is too difficult to decide. If I leave Qin Han now, I don't know if I can do it.

But what can I do?They lied to me first, why didn't they tell me the truth from the beginning, why did they hide this news for so many years, and let my father bear the infamy of thousands of people?

I don't understand what the Qin family do, they are cold-blooded and ruthless, they only care about their own interests, but never consider others, maybe this is why JL got where he is today.

I desperately persuaded myself in my heart, why not just let this matter go as Xu Yi said, and agree with what Qin Han's father said, never mention this matter after leaving the study.

But why, when I tried to convince myself time and time again, there was always a voice screaming in the corner: No, I can never give up so easily!

Every time it barks, my heart hurts so badly that it is hard to breathe. It is held together fiercely, as if being held by a big hand, and when it is released the next second, there is only heartache.

So I think I still can't forget this matter like what Xu Yi said, because I can't forget what Qin Han's father did to my father.

Why is my father still restless under the Nine Springs, but he is able to achieve success?
Now that I am retired at home, I am free and comfortable all day long, and I never have to think about what happened in the past, nor do I feel guilty about it.

It's not fair!This is not fair at all!
So when Xu Yi continued to pat my back and comfort me, I shook my head desperately at him and struggled violently in his arms.

"I'm sorry Xu Yi, I can't do it, I can't forget this matter, what they did is too much, why did they deceive me, this deception has been going on for so many years..."

I cried bitterly, I didn't care at all that this is still the Qin family, Xu Yi and I haven't left here yet, so anyone might see us from anywhere, but why should I care?

There is nothing wrong with the Qin family here, but everything the Qin family owns now has the shadow of my father. Without my father's help back then, would the Qin family have what it is today?

So I don't have to feel guilty at all, and I shouldn't forget about this matter. They should repay what they have done. This is a truth that has existed since ancient times.

"Xu Yi, I can't forget this matter, I will never forget what they did to my father, I will never forget this lie!"

I faced Xu Yi's heart-piercing words, my throat hurt unbearably, but I couldn't stop, "So no matter what, I want the Qin family to pay the price, I want them to have no peace, I want them to know that once we How sad my father is!"

What Xu Yi and I said at this time is not just words, it is my oath, just like what I said when I stood in front of Qin Han's father.

Now that I already know what they did to my father, it is impossible for me to pretend not to know. I want to avenge my father for his sake, and even more for the Chen family!

Xu Yi listened to my words without saying a word for a long time, he still patted my back lightly, then suddenly lowered his voice, and asked me softly.

"Xiaoci, are you too impulsive to do this? Are you planning to deal with the Qin family, but what ability do you have to deal with the Qin family, and did you really attack Qin Han?"

Xu Yi asked me four questions in a row, and to be honest, I couldn't answer any of them.

I don't know if my actions at this time are too impulsive, I don't know what kind of power I should use to counter the Qin family, and I don't know how I should face Qin Han.

Now my mind is like a mess, but I have a belief that I have always been firm, that is, no matter what I pay, I must make the Qin family restless, and I want them to experience all the suffering my father has suffered.

But as for Qin Han, what should I do?
"Xu Yi, do you know? From the time I knew Qin Han, I always felt that he would protect me from now on, and he has always done so.

But now his father told me personally that these are the Qin family's compensation for me. It turns out that Qin Han knew about this from early on. How can I accept it? "

I shook my head desperately at Xu Yi, how I wish Qin Han didn't know about it, the meeting between me and him was a coincidence, and our mutual acquaintance and love after that was also logical, not based on guilt towards me.

But what I wished for was only what I wished for, and it couldn't be true, and it never will be.

Maybe there really is no such thing as a free lunch in this world. I thought Qin Han was sent by heaven to save me, but it turned out that he just wanted to atone for his sins.

Qin Han deceived me, there is no doubt about it, from the first day I met him, maybe he has been deceiving me, but I love him so much, don’t I?

I love Qin Han more than I love myself, I love him almost to the point where I can't extricate myself, but now someone tells me that everything Qin Han has done is fake!
"Xu Yi, tell me that I like Qin Han so much, but what about him, he still feels guilty towards me now, or really loves me... I don't understand, maybe I may never understand in this life ..."

"I thought that after this crisis is over, maybe we can be together justifiably, and no one will stop us, but now the facts are separating the two of us..."

"So what should I do? Tell me, what should I do to escape such a painful situation!"

I cried hoarsely, and kept asking Xu Yi questions, but how could he answer me? He couldn't empathize with my pain. After all, he was not the one who loved Qin Han deeply.

Tears slid down the cheeks drop by drop, flowing into the neck with warmth, and finally became cold, just like my heart, although it was beating crazily, I felt it was cooling down slowly.

The pain is like a big net, wrapping me in it airtightly, I can hardly breathe in pain, my whole body is trembling uncontrollably, but no one can pull me, no one can help me, even And so do I myself.

All Xu Yi could do at this moment was to wipe the tears off my face clumsily. I could see his panic, I could also see his cautiousness, his helpless concern.

I want to tell Xu Yi, you don't have to worry, I just need to cry and I will get better soon.I can even smile at you, as long as you give me some time...

But when I held on to Xu Yi's clothes tightly and opened my mouth to tell him, all I uttered were small weeping sounds, one after another, which couldn't be stopped, and I couldn't suppress it either.

I feel so pitiful that I have lost my father, my child, and my first home.