Remarried Wife Slave: Mr. Qin, please sign

"You said that he loves me, and he also loves me in his performance, but why can't I feel that he loves me at all..."

""Xu Yi, do you think I have been deceived too badly? I have been deceived for so many years, but I still believe it is true? "

While thinking about the grievances in Xu Yi's heart when he opened his mouth, it would not be as difficult to deal with as a flood. I wanted to stand up from the chair, but my feet were already weak and I knelt on the ground suddenly.

Originally, I had already fallen badly in JL today, and now the heavy blow has made me miserable, but how can this little pain in my body compare to my heart?
"Xiao Ci!" Xu Yi cried out anxiously, he hurriedly stood up from the chair, trying to help me up.

"Don't touch me Xu Yi, even if I beg you, let me go. Let me cry for a while..." I hugged myself into a ball and shook my head desperately at Xu Yi, ignoring him at all outstretched hand.

Qin Han changed me, from the inside out, completely turned me into another person.I have always felt that he may be a gift from God to me, and after all the hardships, he will be by my side for the rest of my life.

But now, I discovered that he was just sent to torture me. Under the appearance of giving me comfort, there is a raging undercurrent, which may engulf me anytime, anywhere!
"Xu Yi, do you know that I love Qin Han so much, I love him even more than myself! As long as he wants, I can do anything for him, but now...but now it's not worth it... "

"I have been pursuing the truth all this time, but the truth is that his father drove my father to a dead end for the benefit of his company. It was his father... who indirectly killed my father!"

The facts are so cruel, so cruel that I was almost put to death. The blood dripping from the flesh was so hard to look at, it made my life worse than death.

My crying echoed in my ears, so clearly, but I only felt my head buzzing, I just wanted to be louder, louder, to vent all the anger and resentment in my heart!

"Why, why is the truth like this, why has no one ever told me that there is a relationship between JL and my father!"

"People all over the world lie to me, I don't care, but why isn't even Qin Han willing to tell me the truth!" I lowered my head and sobbed, tears streaming down my fingers, unwilling to stop.

These years, my faith, only for a moment, left a ruins, and endless dust...

I don't know how long I was kneeling on the ground.The pain in my body can no longer be compared with the pain in my heart. Even if my legs are numb and I don’t feel it, I don’t care.

I thought I would cry all the time, and the tears would never stop. Despair and pain were intertwined in my heart, which was something that could not be erased no matter what.

But now, maybe I was wrong.

Unexpectedly, I stopped crying after all, but kept sobbing, looking at the empty ground in front of me, my heart was ashamed, and there was no wave.

I stretched out my hand and wiped away the remaining tears on my face slowly and vigorously. I just felt that it was not worth it. Why should I cry because of this matter?
All the truth has been placed in front of me, just like what Xu Yi and Uncle Xu said, even if I don't want to accept it, he is the unchangeable truth.

I clearly know it in my heart, but why am I unwilling to accept it?

As long as I knelt on the ground, Xu Yi stood beside me for a long time, watching me slowly stop crying and reaching out to wipe away my tears, he bent down and opened his hands towards me.

"Xiao Ci, don't cry yet, get up first, the ground is too cold, if you catch a cold, it won't be good." He said softly to me, his tone full of concern, "What's the matter, let's sit down Say okay, we are all by your side, there is no hurdle we can't get through."

While talking to me like this, Xu Yi even stretched out his hand to pull me up. No matter how Qin Han treated me, Xu Yi and the Xu family never treated me badly. Logically speaking, I shouldn't refuse Xu Yi's kindness.

But even I didn't understand why, when Xu Yi stretched out his hand to me, I was supposed to hold him, but I suddenly dodged back.

This behavior may seem like nothing, but there is no doubt that both Xu Yi and I are extremely embarrassed. His hands that were stretched out to me stopped in mid-air, and it is not right to take them back now, nor to continue to reach out to me. measures.

And after I made this action towards Xu Yi, I also froze in place, I didn't expect my reaction to be so strong.

After all, Xu Yi didn't do anything wrong to me. He even cared about me all the time. If it wasn't for him, I might not know the truth until now.

"Small words..."

When I was thinking, Xu Yi suddenly called me softly, I slightly raised my head to look at him, but he only looked at me with gentle but cautious eyes.

Even now when Xu Yi speaks to me, I can hear a bit of flattery in his words. I think he is probably terrified of me, afraid that my emotions will collapse like before.

"I'm sorry..." But I knew very well that I didn't control my emotions well. This was clearly my fault and had nothing to do with Xu Yi, so I could only apologize to him in a low voice.

Hearing that I was finally willing to speak, Xu Yi chuckled. He breathed a sigh of relief, as if he had let go of something on his mind, "Don't apologize to me, I'm really worried about you. It's too cold on the ground, let's get up first Say it again, okay?"

"Xiao Ci, life will always experience many unexpected things, if you keep indulging in sadness, it will only destroy yourself."

"What's more, we only know that your father put the money into JL at that time, but we don't know the other secrets in it. What if everything can be explained?"

Before I could respond to Xu Yi's words, Uncle Xu on the side spoke to me again. His voice was slow, and every word was very clear.

"Instead of sitting here sad now, it's better to think about how to solve this matter, or look at it from other angles, and you will be happier than now..."

When I looked at Uncle Xu, he said these words while staring at me, then slowly stood up from the chair, walked around Xu Yi and me towards the door.

Uncle Xu's pace was extremely slow, which even made me feel that he didn't want to step out of this room if possible.

But maybe it's because I'm in this room now.And I am extremely sad, so he can only temporarily lend me this space so that I can deal with my emotions.

If it was a normal day, I would definitely call out to Uncle Xu and tell him that he didn't need to leave at all, but I can't do it now, I feel really sad.

Obviously I am already so sad that I can't extricate myself, how can I speak out easily?

So all I can do at this moment is look at Uncle Xu's back, and watch him slowly disappear from my sight step by step, and then the door is opened and closed slowly, and the room returns to silence.

At this time, there were only Xu Yi and I in the room, but I could hear my own voice just by taking a deep breath.

Originally, Xu Yi kept reaching out his hand to me, but at some point, probably at the moment when I looked at Uncle Xu, he withdrew his hand.

The sudden change eased the embarrassment between the two of us a little.

"Xu Yi, what do you think I should do now? After knowing the news today, I will never forget it. How should I face Qin Han and JL in the future?"

I lowered my head and asked Xu Yi softly, no one can help me now, I think even he is the same, but I still can't help but ask him, because now the only one who can understand my feelings is him.

Because there were only me and Xu Yi in the room, after speaking to him, I was sure that he heard my voice, but he didn't give me an answer for a long time.

Just when I couldn't help the doubt in my heart and wanted to raise my head to continue asking him, he suddenly squatted down and looked at me.

"Xiaoci, I don't think I need to ask you this question at all, because I think you know very well in your heart, don't you know the most about your feelings for Qin Han?"

Xu Yi asked me back, but before I could answer, he continued to add, "Xiao Ci, do you love Qin Han?"

"Yes, you are right. Don't I know my feelings for him the most? I love Qin Han, I really love him..."

Xu Yi's words made me smile wryly. All the emotions were on my face. His words cannot be denied. I should be the clearest about my feelings for Qin Han.

Or I don't just love Qin Han, I love him more than myself, more than my own life.

"But you know Xu Yi." Then I spoke again, trying to make myself look serious, but what came to me was sadness and sadness.

They are intertwined with each other, intertwined and overlapped, forming a big impenetrable net, enveloping me and making it difficult to escape.

"I love Qin Han, I really love him very much, but the more I love him, after knowing this, now I hate him as much as I used to love!"

"Now my love for him tortures me more than my hatred for him. If Qin Han stands in front of me now, I don't know how I should treat him. Should I smile or be sad? , or rush up and give him a slap in the face?"

When I kept these words in my heart, I couldn't hold back the tears, but now I speak to Xu Yi again, which makes me miserable, and I don't know what to do.

How on earth can I get out of all this?