Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

Noticing that Ye Xingyi's expression was not right, Shen Fengming quickly hugged Ye Xingyi to comfort him, "It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine!"

A loud sob rolled out of Ye Xingyi's throat, she was startled, then, pushed Shen Fengming away, and slapped herself hard, she slapped herself madly, angry and hard , show no mercy!

Once again, she couldn't forgive herself again and again. The pain caused by the slap alone was not one ten thousandth of the pain in her heart. In fact, she just resented herself, and it was useless to scold herself.

"It's all me, it's all my fault, I'm useless, I failed to save Aya, I killed her! It's me! Ah!" Tears flowed crazily, and the world instantly became extremely gloomy. Xingzhi fell into the black abyss and kept sinking.

When she slapped herself, Shen Fengming grabbed her hard, her black eyes were full of shock and anger, "Don't slap yourself, don't do this, it's not your fault at all!"

Being stopped, Ye Xingyi suddenly became angry, and she slapped Shen Fengming with a backhand, cursed loudly, and kept beating Shen Fengming's chest, "Why did you come so late? Why did you come so late? If you had come earlier, Aya would not have died!"

"Why don't you let me die? Why do you do this every time? Why do you let them die in front of me every time? Why don't you let me replace you?? Why?? Why?"

She cried so miserably, the great grief beat her to pieces, she thought of a lot of the past, so many people died in front of her, they were inextricably related to her, she stood up many times, but Once again, he was hit to the bottom by fate.

The long-suppressed voice in her mind rolled up again, sneering at her coldly, "Yes, everyone who has anything to do with you will suffer misfortune, you are a villain, what's the point of your life?" ? The damned person is actually you, you deserve to die!"

Sin and resentment rolled like a wave, like the giant mouth of a monster, swallowing her up in one fell swoop!
"enough!"

Suddenly, Ye Xingyi's heart skipped a beat with a loud shout, and the crying stopped abruptly. She stared blankly at Shen Fengming. She had never seen such a terrifying side of a man. Her eyes were mixed with grief and coldness. Like a sculpture, without a trace of superfluous expression, but it can make people feel that he is now in a rage.

"How dare you say such a thing? Who are you going to die for? I'm still here, my son and daughter are still waiting for you to go back, there are so many important people waiting for you, what right do you have to die for!"

Shen Feng's voice was like thunder, as if he was really angry, his chest heaved and fell.

Ye Xingyi looked at him dully, tears rolling down like free will.

Seeing her like this, Shen Fengming was so angry that his heart ached, and he wanted to pull her into his arms and hold her tightly, as if he wanted to embed her in his own bone marrow. He said with deep pain, "Don't curse yourself like this, these are all It's not your fault, you shouldn't be guilty of anyone's death, there's a debt to pay, I promise you, I will avenge Aya!"

"Revenge?" Ye Xingyi slumped powerlessly in Shen Fengming's arms, resting his chin on Shen Fengming's shoulder, looking out the window in a daze and unconsciously, crying, "What's the use of revenge, Aya won't come back, Aya has already It's gone, I'm useless, I'm useless, I shouldn't bring her back, if I don't bring her back, maybe she won't have this kind of thing, it's my fault, my..."

Ye Xingyi wailed in pain. She curled herself up into a ball, shielding herself from everything outside, until she was exhausted from crying and fainted.

Since then, she has fallen into an endless nightmare.Her disgust now is stronger than ever before, and she wonders if her own existence is the nightmare itself, and as long as she has something to do with it, she will suffer misfortune.

She always dreamed of two little girls, one in a red dress and the other in a white dress, bouncing up and down on the pebble-filled path in the garden, as if they were playing a game, and sometimes they were very happy to see them, and wanted to go up and shout shouted, but the two little girls suddenly rushed forward.

She was afraid that they would fall, so she kept following them, and shouted anxiously from behind, "Don't run, don't run, be careful of falling, stop quickly, and let me hug you, okay?"

The children giggled, but they didn't stop. They ran faster and faster, and then suddenly a huge mouth of the abyss appeared in front of them. The two little girls fell down without hesitation. Ye Xingyi stood on the edge of the abyss , covering his mouth, terrified to the point of losing his mind.

Then the boundless sea water poured down, and the cold feeling spread from the feet to the chin, and finally submerged her whole body.

Ye Xingyi couldn't breathe, he was floating in the sea, he couldn't feel anything except the coldness and despair, when suddenly there were two little girls floating not far in front of him, they just fell off, the two little girls were covered in blood , the kind with a pale and blue face, floating in the water, as if unconscious.

Ye Xingyi was so terrified that he couldn't move, and watched the two little girls open their eyes suddenly, staring at her with fear and resentment, opened their mouths, and asked in a thin voice full of resentment, "Sister, sister , why don't you save me? Why can't you save me? Why? I don't want to die, sister, I don't want to die, sister, sister, save me..."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Ye Xingyi yelled frantically as he grabbed his scalp tightly!

"No, no, I really want to save you, I want to save you, I want to save you, but I can't save you, I can't save you! Woooooooooo..."

In the dark room, the pale woman in pajamas was lying on the floor and screaming crazily. The scream was so brutal that it pierced through the door and frightened the nurses outside.

"Miss Ye, Miss Ye, please open the door, can you please?" Through the door, the nurse tried her best to come in, but found that the door was blocked with a chair from the inside, and the lock could not be opened. Can't hit the door either.

It has been half a month, and Ms. Ye, who was sent to recuperate, screams uncontrollably every day, loses consciousness, and her symptoms are getting worse. This time, the screams almost scared their hearts to stop.

"What's going on? What's the matter?" Suddenly there was a yell, and the nurses hurriedly turned their heads, seeing a tall figure walking quickly behind them, He Zinan rushed over angrily, holding flowers and some food in his hands, Hearing the heart-wrenching cry from inside, my whole heart trembled, "Why don't you go in?"

The nurse was taken aback by his terrifying expression, and knowing that the other party had misunderstood, she quickly explained, "Mr. He, it's not that we don't go in, but the door is blocked by Ms. Ye, we can't go in, and the others have already Go get the doctor and security over here..."

"Forget it, take the things away and get out of the way."

The screams suddenly stopped, He Zinan paused in his heart, with a bad premonition, he immediately stuffed the things in his hands into the nurse's hand, and made them move away, while he gathered his strength and pushed towards the door with all his might As soon as he kicked it, there was a loud "crack", and a hole was punched out of the door by him.

The nurse was stunned, and He Zinan didn't have time to say anything. He stretched out his hand along the hole, pushed the things inside, and turned the doorknob to get in.

The room was in a mess, everything was thrown to the ground, the doors and windows were closed so that the light was very dim, Ye Xingyi could not be seen on the bed, He Zinan frowned, and hurried forward a few steps, seeing the mess at a glance The glaring line of blood on the ground stretched from the bed to the bathroom.

"Damn it! Xingyi!" He Zinan's pupils shrank suddenly, and without thinking, he rushed into the bathroom, followed the same pattern and kicked the door open, only to see a slender figure in a hospital gown lying on the edge of the bathtub.

The shower head kept pouring down, the water mixed with the bright red blood from Ye Xingyi's severed wrist, and flowed into the sewer together, the white and red intertwined in front of his eyes, there was an incomparably gorgeous Weird feeling.

"Ye Xingyi!" He was so frightened that his heart almost stopped beating. He went up and grabbed Ye Xingyi's wrist, pressed her wound, and shouted angrily, "What are you doing? Who told you to do this?"

Ye Xingyi was caught in his arms, her head turned unconsciously, her pale cheeks became thinner and thinner, which made her blurry eyes bigger and bigger, she moved her lips towards He Zinan, there was nothing she could do except cry .

Hearing the sobbing of the woman in his arms, He Zinan couldn't bear to blame her for an instant, and could only hold her tightly in his arms with a feeling of sadness, and comforted her by stroking her messy hair, "It's okay, it's okay, Everything will be fine, we still have Bo Ting and Qingqing, and my little Mianmian, who has lost her mother since she was a child, and will take you as her mother from now on, how can you bear to leave them and go away by yourself?"

The woman who was only suppressing her crying just now trembled all over, and suddenly burst into soaring wailing, crying so hard that her whole body trembled and she cried hoarsely, her free hand tightly grabbed He Zinan's chest and clothes, and the shirt was fastened. Scratched.

He Zinan didn't care, he just felt sad and his eyes were bloodshot.

Suddenly there was a scream in his ear, he turned around and saw the nurses covering their mouths and looking at the situation outside the bathroom in surprise, he frowned and shouted, "What are you doing in a daze, why don't you call the doctor over quickly, put the Clean up outside!"

"Oh, okay, clean up now, the doctor will be here soon." After all, the nurses were still very professional, so they quickly calmed down, cleaned up the outside at the speed of light, and put on new bedding.

The doctor also rushed over at this time, panting and told He Zinan to quickly put the patient on the hospital bed. He wanted to check the patient's condition. When he saw the wound on the wrist that was cut almost to the bone, the doctor gasped in pain.

What a ruthless hand this is!After all, it was still his own flesh, why did he cut it so deep?
There was no other way but to take it back to the operating room for suturing.