Pure and Virtuous Woman: The main room kills the alliance

In the next few days, Chu Shijia's condition did not improve at all. He seemed to want to make a joke with the people around him, and he didn't open his eyes for a long time. If he made a joke and kept people by his side, there is no doubt that his goal has been achieved.

He made Yan Qingruo have to stay by his side to guard him, waiting for him to wake up, he made the other party fall into deep self-blame and couldn't extricate himself.

Yan Qingruo originally had a character that was not afraid of anything, but now she is really afraid that Chu Shijia has not woken up after falling asleep. Feeling that the fault was on her own body, she couldn't take off the hat that made Chu Shijia like this smoothly, and she couldn't smoothly return to her original state of life.

"Chu Shijia, I beg you. Wake up quickly, please, don't let me continue to live like a year." Yan Qingruo helplessly walked out of the ward after repeatedly confirming that Chu Shijia hadn't woken up yet. Walking out, she leaned against the wall as if it was the only strength supporting her, she buried her head in her palm and whispered.

If she is facing the life and death of others, she may be indifferent, but her feelings are different when facing Chu Shijia, because the person lying on the hospital bed is caused by herself, no matter whether the real fault is her or not, her heart is There is a hurdle called "self-blame", which cannot be overcome no matter what.

Chu Shijia's popularity is much wider than that of Yan Qingruo, so there are many people who come to visit. Some people who are not very familiar with Yan Qingruo give her a surprised look and then leave. It was glaring, but not as hurtful as the silent stares of those acquaintances.

Except for Yan Qingruo who never leaves the ward door 24 hours a day, Chu Mu is the one who visits Chu Shijia the most. Chu Mu will not add to Yan Qingruo's guilt with harsh eyes like others. She will only give Yan Qingruo a look from the beginning to the end.

Yan Qingruo thought that this time Chu Mu would pass by her as usual, but the fact was exactly the opposite of what she thought. She heard the steady footsteps stop abruptly, and at the same time felt a black shadow enveloping herself. She raised her head subconsciously to see who was standing in front of her.

She saw Chu Mu standing in front of her with a worried face, and those eyes that were so familiar to her were looking at her intently, which made her feel even more flustered. She avoided the chasing gaze of the other party and turned her head away. go aside.

"Why do you turn your head away? Don't you want to see me?" How could Chu Mu not know what Yan Qingruo was thinking now, but he asked knowingly, as if he wanted to force Yan Qingruo to give himself a positive answer .

Yan Qingruo was relieved to hear that. Compared with caring, she was relieved to be questioned like this. She replied coldly without emotion: "I really don't want to see you very much at this point in time."

Chu Mu chuckled lightly, tilted his head and asked, "To be honest, I don't want to see you very much now. When I saw you, I thought why my brother couldn't wake up because he was lying in there. You know you How much you hate and how much you hate?"

"I don't know, but if you just want to talk to me, why don't you see me or talk to me from the beginning, so that both parties won't be upset by it, wouldn't it be great?" Yan Qing If not humble said.

"Then you are admitting that you are the one who harmed my brother? My brother usually treats you well, as long as you want what he can give you, he will never give you anything, but what are you doing now, are you Are you going to kill him? Other women at most just want to get the property of the Chu family, but you are different. You want to get my brother's life. I don't care what those people outside say about you, but now it seems I was wrong, you don't need to get sympathy from others at all."

Chu Mu's words pierced Yan Qingruo's heart, and he picked out the wounded places and poked hard, which made her caught off guard but helpless.

Yan Qingruo clenched her hands tightly and wanted to refute, but she was at fault first, she couldn't say anything even if she had something to say, and what Chu Mu said to herself today already showed that she hated herself very much, no matter what she said to make it up His own image is already nonsense.Yan Qing had no choice but to hold back what she wanted to say.

She used her nails to pinch the flesh of the palm of her hand to force herself to calm down. Don't let Chu Mu's few words affect her mood. She continued to speak according to the words of the person, and she said: "You can see clearly who I am. Being human is a good thing. But I want to declare two points, first, I didn't intend to harm Chu Shijia..."

Only halfway through the first point, Chu Mu interrupted Yan Qingruo's speech. He raised one hand and propped it on the wall next to Yan Qingruo's head, which really shocked people. When the person reacted, he immediately said: "There is no evidence for what you say. Even if you repeat it a hundred times, I still can't believe that you don't have any wrong thoughts about my brother. Of course you can make a statement, but you should have a corresponding answer before that." convincing evidence."

If Yan Qing doesn't like this kind of Chu Mu, the way people speak makes her very uncomfortable, it seems that she has to turn a corner, even if it makes her suffer, she doesn't choose the easiest way, but chooses to use words Ling Chi.

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and said slowly: "Sooner or later, there will be evidence to prove what I said. I hope you don't interrupt me to finish the second point. I hope you can let me go and don't talk to me again. I'm entangled endlessly... The way we get along like this is too tiring for both parties, isn't it?"

She made a lot of sense, even the aggressive Chu Mu couldn't find anything to say back because of this sentence. The relationship between the two of them was just like what Yan Qingruo said. There is any intersection, but whatever happens, the two people will inevitably get involved again.

This kind of relationship is a long-term tug-of-war, which tests people's heart and endurance, and also tests their perseverance.As long as neither of the two people takes the initiative to admit defeat and is willing to withdraw from this smokeless battle, then it will continue forever.

Yan Qingruo knows this very well, so now she wants to be the one who admits defeat first, she is not reconciled but she knows that there is no one best way to solve this matter.

But this was just Yan Qingruo's unilateral thought. Chu Mu obviously had the opposite idea, so he was slightly taken aback just now, and asked himself what would be the result of such entanglement. It's deep, but he has already relied on this entanglement feeling, and he doesn't want to break the relationship with Yan Qingruo.

He pressed Yan Qingruo's chin and turned the person's face to face him. He stared straight into the person's eyes and said, "You want me to let you go? Do you want me to stop pestering you? Please." Look at your embarrassment and come talk to me again, do you think I like getting along with you like this?"

"Since you don't like it, you can let it go." Yan Qingruo frowned impatiently.

Chu Mu really wanted to say that Yan Qingruo's words were light, and she might not be able to let her go if she was asked to let go, but he contacted Yan Qingruo just now, and he felt that letting go might be the real deal. can do it.

Chu Mu hopes that everything can follow Yan Qingruo's wishes, and don't let the other party suffer too much grievances, but this is the only thing he can't think about fairly and rationally, he doesn't want to follow people's wishes.The more people want to get rid of themselves, the more they want the other party to be unable to break free.

He adjusted his tone of voice and the way he spoke. Compared with the urgency before, his speech speed now slowed down. He deliberately teased people's appetite and said: "You also think it is a bad thing for us to waste each other's time and life Is it right?"

"That's right, I think there may be nothing worse than this, so I beg you to let go, no matter what kind of bad relationship between us, as long as it has no meaning, it should be broken as soon as possible. " Yan Qingruo doesn't know how effective this sentence is, but just saying this sentence has almost exhausted all her energy.

Her fatigue and sleepiness were clearly shown on her face, and Chu Mu saw this expression in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.

His palms, which were flat against the wall, closed slightly and finally closed together to form a fist. After leaving the wall for a moment, he fell back heavily again. He managed to startle Yan Qingruo and make people concentrate. Try to better listen to what you have to say next.

He bit his lip, and there was already a trace of blood oozing from his lips, but he didn't care about these small details, he said: "The more you want me to let you go, the more I won't let you go, I won't let you have your place, no matter what aspect or thing, as long as it is related to you, I will intervene, I will pester you, no matter what you think about it, it doesn't matter if you think my ghost is lingering, It's fine if you think I'm pestering you endlessly. As long as I don't propose to interrupt our relationship, don't even think about running away first."

Yan Qingruo was also shocked by people's crazy and unreasonable words. She pushed Chu Mu away forcefully in a daze. When people retreated from her side, she breathed heavily, as if she was about to die from lack of oxygen. The fish returns to the waters where it feels safe.She stared at him and said, "What on earth do you want to do, and what exactly do you want to do to let me go?"

"I don't want to do anything. I'll let you go. I've made it clear before. Now I can't let go. Even if I'm a ghost, I'll haunt you."