half thorns, half joy

"It's really pitiful. That girl just joined the circle not long ago and was short of money. That's why she accepted the kind of ruthless play. Who knows, she just played with her life like this."

Regarding this, Zhang Qing was also very emotional. After all, she was also one of the ups and downs in this circle. Seeing that people who could be called sisters left just like that, she still felt very sad.

Tang Xuan asked Zhang Qing, "Have you ever thought about leaving that circle one day and doing something else?"

"Of course there is, but it's not now." When it comes to planning for the future, the gloom on Zhang Qing's face is swept away, and she looks forward to it: "When I earn enough money to buy a house, I will buy a house for myself. Then find a job and marry someone with average conditions but who loves me."

Tang Xuan: "..." She finally understood why words like panxia and honest man became very popular on the Internet.

It turned out that it was true.

Those who have betrayed themselves should not deserve to be loved.Not only was she talking about Zhang Qing, Tang Xuan was also talking about herself.

Thinking of Xiao Zihan, Tang Xuan felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

"You are so kind, you will definitely realize your dream," Tang Xuan said to Zhang Qing sincerely.

"Well, I also think it is definitely possible." Although Zhang Qing said so, but judging by the expression on her face, she was not very sure.

Before they knew it, the two had chatted for hours, the leftovers had already cooled down, and the waiter came in to press for the bill.

"Let's go, let's go, I'll go back and take a shower and go to bed early. I can't be late for our head teacher's class tomorrow morning. It's really annoying."

"Well, then let's go back quickly."

Tang Xuan and Zhang Qing were not in the same dormitory building. Tang Xuan took the initiative and enthusiasm to send Zhang Qing downstairs to her dormitory. After watching Zhang Qing go upstairs, she wandered back alone.

She got too much explosive information that night, her mind was messed up and she was very uncomfortable.

She didn't understand why those so-called rich people, Qian Susu, and Zhang Qing could be so indifferent to life, and even trampled on it.

Could it be that in the eyes of those people, the lives of ordinary people are so cheap?
But who has no relatives, no one who cherishes themselves, even ordinary people, there are people who love them. For those who love them, their lives are so precious.

A gust of wind blew, blowing the broken hair around Tang Xuan's ears. Tang Xuan sniffed, suddenly she wanted to cry.

She thought pessimistically, if one day she was killed by Qian Susu, would there be anyone in this world who would feel sorry for her?
Huang Tingting should be sad, that little girl who can't hide her voice with a loud voice will definitely cry to death.However, Huang Tingting already has a lover by her side, and after a long time, she should be forgotten.

What about Xiao Zihan?If she died in the hands of Qian Susu, and her investigation into the Xiao family was exposed, would Xiao Zihan still love her?I'm afraid there will only be hatred for her left.

Tang Xuan sat alone for a long time. It was so long that she forgot the time of the dormitory access control. When she remembered, the door of the dormitory building was locked.

Every school has different rules, even different dormitory buildings of the same school. Tang Xuan's dormitory building clearly stipulates that girls who knock on the door after entering the gate must register their dormitory number and name. as a warning.

This meant that if Tang Xuan knocked on the door and walked in right now, the power to their dormitory would be cut off for a day tomorrow.

Tang Xuan has always been a person who doesn't like to bother others, and doesn't like to cause others to be affected by herself, so she stood at the door and hesitated for a while, but in the end she didn't knock on the door and asked Auntie to open the door.

Fortunately, besides the dormitory, she has another place to go right now.

Tang Xuan did not call to tell Xiao Zihan, but walked out of the school with her bag on her back, walked into the community where Xiao Zihan's house was located, took the elevator upstairs, took out the key and opened the door.

"Xiao Xuan?" Xiao Zihan was sitting on the sofa with his computer in his arms watching a sci-fi movie, when he saw Tang Xuan, he called out in surprise.

"You haven't slept yet." Tang Xuan closed the door and stood in the entrance to change her slippers.

Xiao Zihan put down the computer, got up and walked to Tang Xuan's side, "I just opened a movie and wanted to watch it before going to bed. I thought you wouldn't be here tonight. Why didn't you say anything before you came, and I'll pick you up."

"..." Tang Xuan remained silent, and did not tell Xiao Zihan the real reason for coming here. She smiled lightly and said, "I guess you are busy, so I didn't bother you."

"Tell me directly next time, I'm worried that you came here alone so late." Xiao Zihan said softly.

Tang Xuan looked at the worry in Xiao Zihan's eyes, and the sadness that was finally calmed down, like bubbles in boiling water, gurgling out.

No matter what happened to the Xiao family, no matter what happened to Wang Ming, she was always sorry for Xiao Zihan.

The more Tang Xuan thought about it, the sadder she became.

"Zihan, I..." At this moment, Tang Xuan even impulsively wanted to hand herself over to make up for what she owed Xiao Zihan.

But Xiao Zihan obviously didn't have this idea. Seeing the tiredness on Tang Xuan's brows, he stroked Tang Xuan's head and said pamperingly, "If you have anything to say, we can talk about it tomorrow. It's getting late, go to sleep."

Tang Xuan was silent for a moment, then sighed, "Well, go to sleep."

"You go take a shower, I still have an ending, I'll go to bed after watching it." Xiao Zihan is a movie buff, and he felt very sad if he didn't see the ending.

"Okay, look, I'm going to take a shower."

Tang Xuan took her bag into the bathroom to take a bath, and the moment the hot water poured on her head, she felt like laughing belatedly. Just now, she was so stupid that she wanted to use her body to make up for Xiao Zihan.

It's really silly and stupid.

After taking a hot bath, Tang Xuan's negative emotions were washed away a lot. She had too much brain activity this day, and she was really sleepy right now.

Tang Xuan rubbed her hair and looked at the living room. Xiao Zihan was still staring at the computer screen with headphones on. She didn't bother Xiao Zihan, and went into the bedroom alone and climbed onto the bed.

She is not a hypocritical person, since she has chosen this path, she will definitely go on without hesitation.

The subtitles of the movie came out, Xiao Zihan took off his earphones, and stretched himself.He likes to watch sci-fi movies, which make him feel very creative and ahead of the times.

The movie he watched tonight not only combines family affection and sci-fi elements, but also explores many philosophical issues of time, space, dimension, and meaning, which is especially to his taste.

Xiao Zihan stared at the screen for a few minutes and thought about it, then suddenly remembered Tang Xuan, and turned his head to look in the direction of the bathroom.

The bathroom was quiet, there was no sound at all.

Xiao Zihan put the computer on the coffee table, got up and went to the bathroom, glanced around, no one was there.

Going to the bedroom again, Tang Xuan was sleeping on the side of the bed. She seemed to have fallen asleep.

Xiao Zihan walked around the bed lightly, walked up to Tang Xuan, stared at the sleeping Tang Xuan for a while, and couldn't help but reach out and stroke Tang Xuan's hair.

The feeling of happiness within reach is really great.

"Hmm..." Tang Xuan, who was asleep, was made uncomfortable by Xiao Zihan's hand. She snorted and avoided Xiao Zihan's hand subconsciously. hands.

Although Xiao Zihan really wanted to wake Tang Xuan up on purpose and make a fuss with Tang Xuan, but he still couldn't bear to notice the blackness in Tang Xuan's eyes.

Judging by Tang Xuan's appearance, she seemed quite tired.

Let Tang Xuan rest well. As for the question in his heart... Xiao Zihan looked up at the box of cosmetics. It would not be too late to ask Tang Xuan when she woke up tomorrow.

Thinking so, Xiao Zihan went back to the living room and turned off the light, then went back to the bedroom and lifted the quilt on the other side, lay down, approached Tang Xuan, and gently wrapped his arms around Tang Xuan's waist.

Tang Xuan leaned into Xiao Zihan's arms in a daze, and did not move.

"Good night." Xiao Zihan kissed Tang Xuan's forehead, whispered softly, and closed his eyes.

A room temperature, beautiful as if it is not true.

The next day Tang Xuan woke up naturally from a deep sleep. She moved her body only to realize that she was surrounded by Xiao Zihan.

"Are you awake?" Tang Xuan took Xiao Zihan's arm away from her and hugged her. As soon as she sat up, she heard Xiao Zihan say behind her.

Tang Xuan turned her head, "Well, what time did you go to bed last night?"

Xiao Zihan yawned, "Come to sleep after watching the movie, it's twelve o'clock."

"That's not too late." Tang Xuan got out of bed, looked for clothes in the closet, and said to Xiao Zihan, "I have to go to class later, so I'll go wash up first."

"Okay." Xiao Zihan watched Tang Xuan leave with the clothes, and his eyes once again fell on the cosmetic gift box.He said suddenly, "By the way, I want to ask you something."

Tang Xuan was called to a halt suddenly, she turned her head for no reason, "What's the matter?"